My thoughts you can't decode

OOOO LAAA LAAA.

hols are here. kinda bored though. -.-
okay. i did not post about MANY MANY things.
and it was a PITY man.
was pretty fun durin' the last few days in school.
esp. the part when we were caught by siva playing cards.
hahas" damn cool. he actually wanted us to play cards,
not only just that, but play it in the middle of the parade square.
cool right. lolss.
thought that wasnt a bad idea.

ytd went to the DESFORD COLLIERY BAND concert.
i hope i gort the spelling right. xp
anw, they were SOOOOO pro larhs.
their tongue-ing were SUPER DUPER FAST.
and their fingerings, lolss.
i wonder how long do i need to take to reach their standard.
probably NEVER! =(

well, went out with mabb, mel, ben, ml, kj and jelly on friday.
right after bandd prac. went to watch..
TRANSPORTER 2. quite cool alright.
was very very kan chiong.
i sat beside mel and ben.
and ben was staring at me.
coz i was damn kan chiong.
i went sth like " faster faster take! "
it was the part when the guy was trying to snatch the antidote.
lolss. was rather malu.
and they kept fighting.
i feel painful for them ok.
after the movie, we went to shop for ml's belated present.
hahas" he was shy.

ok. i gtg alr.
have to eat my lunch.
hahas" BUAIX!

yesh. results. ='(

im rather prepared to retain afterall.
i mean. come on mann.
chinese i gort only 50. actually i failed one ok.
science i gort 50 too. and actually also fail.
but managedd to find marks to JUST pass.

history also JUST PASS.
i gort a damn 51 grade.
it was SO ass.
the instructions was to choose 2 questions out of the 3.
i did all 3. i was stupid kies.
I'm very sure i would get full marks for the 3rd question.
but guess wad.
the teacher cancelled the 3rd question's answer,
and put there 'EXTRA'.
she marked the 1st two.
die le lorhs. i dunno the 1st two at all.
it was ALL crap.

geog. lolss. big joke
ISMAIL told us only 2nd half of the tb.
then i never study in front.
then mcq ALL the question is from 1st half of the tb.
wth. 8/20.
its pathetic ok.
then overall i scored a 62.
luckily my section C did well. or i would have failed.

maths was.. hais.
didnt meet my expectation.
i gort 60 only. i expected at least 70++?
well. many careless mistakes.
and i mean CARELESS.
$4500, i put $450.
x > 1 (or sth), i put the other way around.
hais. 28 : 3, i put 3:28.
how wonderful.

still gort lit. and eng.
im quite sure im gonna flunk both.
coz my compo.
i wrote SUPERNATURAL.
how is THAT gonna ever pass.
well.
RETAIN lorhs.
im prepared.
but nort my parents.
im sorry.
reallie.
i was too lazy.
too lazy to study,
too lazy to practise my piano,
too lazy to read books,
too lazy to revise,
too lazy to take the papers.
its sarky ok.
i dun nort like this feeling AT ALL.
I DO NORT.

well. i shan't tok about it le.
its making me arsed up.
and im especially in a horrible mood right now.
im sorry for being crude anw ppl.
andd thanks for your understanding.

hmm. bandd brought up my mood a lil'.
coz its MUSIC. hahas"
see. once i tok about it. im lighten up alr.
well, i brought my bao bei cornet home.
and soon im gonna get a trumpet.
wee. trumpet rocks.
and NEW mouthpiece.
i hope mr tan will buy new trumpets anw.

hais. everyone gort their results quite happily.
especially the guys.
they studied.
i didnt.
why?
SLACKER.
i promise myself, grace, my parents, mabb and mel
to study from next year onwards.
i cant slack lerhs.
next year streaming year.
IF there's a sec 2 for me.
well. then i've reallie gotta buck up.
i have to continue with higher chinese.
my sis says it helps alot when i get to jc.
wad to do.
life is like this.
rush rush rush, die die also must this and that.
well. thats rather singaporean language though.
i think im gonna speak proper english from now when i tok.
but nort in blogs and msger. coz alr too used to it lerhs.

when i tok in proper eng,
pls understand.
and dun say i act ang mo.
becoz. i wanna change in person.
in me.
in rui shan.

im working hard.
for MYSELF,
for my FAMILY,
for my FUTURE,
for my TEACHERS,
for BAND,
and for BELLE, CHERRY! ( i promised them too! )

ohh. i realised my sis is real cool.
i thought if i'd tell her,
she'll kill and scream and me or sth.
she only 'say' me a lil' and.
encouraged me more.
SO. im gonna jia you!

'GO GO, JIA YOU!'

im nort feeling veh comfortable with somebody.
its that horrible rude TONE she's using to tok to us.
she has CHANGED.
too muchh.
smacked me with my jacket.
suan me..gave me that BIG-EYE-STARE.
ahh. dun tok about it.
say le also sian.
im trying to tolerate this nonsense alright.

today bandd was quite fun.
mr tan was so farnie!
andd we gort to sight-read alot.
Disney's magic world or sth liddat.
lolss. that was rather cute.
seniors played to us the SIMPLE GIFTS.
my section never even go through sectionals lorhs!
hahas" andd yet they could get through everything.
so pro yea. fwahahas'

tmr there's MORE bandd practices.
and tutor will be coming! oh yea.
andd some sectionals will be going on.
WEE! lookin' forward. =))

well. friday getting back chinese.
ahh. im good FREAK out when i get the marks.
it will be CROSSES everywhere.
and that makes it a failing grade. x(

can someone just tell me why is this world so..
COMPLICATED.
EMOTIONAL.
CRUEL.

i hope.
i just hope.
there wasnt a ME. tan rui shan.
in this world. maybe the world would come in peace?

hais. sian... >.<
tmr lit. paper.
last paper. i dun bother to read the book 3 times.
like wadd my sis said.
lolss. ' to score in lit, read the bk at least THREE times.'
i read it like once?

ok. dun tok about it.
monday after lit going to
- playground (behind mac)
- void deck (if raining)
- joanna house there de playground

weeeee. so cool. but a bit sian larhhs.
i wanna go ice skate..
TUESDAY faster come.
WEDNESDAY faster come also.
ohh. and im gonna watch corpse bride.
director by nightmare before christmas.
RAWKS man! lolss.
maybe watching it with my sister.
so those wanna date me out for that show,
sorry! =))
im so bhb.
oh gawd.
budden i think is learn from either my sis.
OR. MABEL! lolss.
mabel is gonna say
' i dun need you to learn from me hor,
you dun say u learn from me. '
see. i know her too well. x)

mel is gonna kill me andd mabb.
hahas" we took neos again.
but we alr promised to take with her in the hols le.
so.. mel. be patient!
still gort alot of days for u to take until gou.
hahas" yarr. ESCAPE.
i wanna go too!
in order for mabel to go,
joanna must go ice-skate.
SO, joanna...
YOU MUST GO ICE SKATE!
fwahahahs"

ytd night i watched FINDING NEMO again.
lolss. so cute larhhs dorry.
izzit spelled like that?
i dunno. well. hu cares.
i just noe is that lil' blue-ey fish.
SHE'S CUTE ALRITE!
lolss.
' i have short term memory loss. '
' and i guess it runs down from my family. '
' yea.. i think so.'
' where are they....'

seconds later...

' may i help you? '
wa. that part i laugh until can die.
and the speaking of whale-language.
wa. gao xiao lorrs.
ok. some ppl might think its childish?
but i think its farnie.
andd that's perhaps one of the CARTOONS i like.

lolss. ok. im gonna continue listening to my precious -
YAN ZI songs. xp
rocks too much lorrs.
BYE PEEPS!

OH YEA. today was sure cool.
but i was a lil' sleepy.
andd the going out to meet mabb,
was sure last-minute.
MABEL WANS MY LIFE MAN.

lolss. ohh. we went to heeren.
WHY??
becoz..
SUPERSTAR QIAN CHANG HUI!
fwahahas" i saw SINHUEY!
she's so prettaye.
andd derrick was rather cute.
weicong was quite shuai worrs!
andd kelvin looks cute too!
we waited for 2 HOURS ok.
but was rather fun and worth it.

ahahas" i just came back from piano.
then mabel msgedd miie.
i was like HUH. gosh.
that kinda thing.
coz no one peii her mahhs.
so i try my best to make it lorhhs.
then i meet her at tpy.
andd i was late. as expected. x)

we gort lost ok.
trying to find our wayy there.
andd FINALLY.
we gort there.
and mabel thought it was 1pm.
but it was 3pm.
lolss. LUCKILY she thought was 1pm mann.
then go earlier. was quite in front.
LONG queue lehh!
and i seriously mean LONG.

we saw the li jun too.
she walked pass the queue.
then one gal screamed 'LI JUN!'
then all turn around. then started waving to her.
she was with a guy.
bro?cuz?bf?
dunno. but i think is bf bahhs.
ohh. she was sexy kies.
hahas" i sound les.

wantedd to watch ' the corspe bride '.
but i thought my sis wanted to watch with me.
so didnt watchh.
we took neos too! ahahs"
was quite cute.. but. nort to our expectation.
i thought mabb wasnt quite satisfied with it.

ohh. i createdd a 6C blog webbie.
www.lovely-moments.blogspot.com
its cute! hahas" andd 6C ppl,
if u wanna enquire about the username and pw,
come look for me, or gao tian.
hahas" andd post andd tagg more often!
or its gonna rot soon.

ok. i thinkk sin huey reallie rawks. =)
she's so fair!
ANDD. mabel is a derrick craze.
lolss. she keeps telling me,
' DERRICK SO CUTE!! "
like a bee. lolss.
ya lahh, he is cute.
but dun need to buzz that sentence into my poor ear.
x)

SINHUEY'S bu yao shuo bao qian is nice.
i tell u ppl she rawks le.
JUNYANGG too. =))
but he didnt go.
kelly didnt too.
aww. sad right.
but for mabel,
DERRICK there can le.
HOR, MABEL?
lolss.

oh yeahhs.
geog / maths p2 and lit.
3 more papers and it'll be done for GOOD.

todayy the maths paper.
alot of ppl didnt manage to complete it.
heng, luckily i did.
lolss. BUT. im sure i'll flunk it all. =))
die le lorrs. i gort no confidence.

x'( my daddie andd marmie is gonna kill me.
I DUN WANNA GET BACK RESULTS.
i dun wan larhs.
makes my heart go crazae.

now revising some geog for tmr.
well. i cant make it larhhs.
cannot de. i BROKE DOWN.
trying to figure out the mapp thingy.
the one lesson when i pon geog.
and now. i dunno wad they toking about.
well. but im sure i can figure it out.
becoz i gort my sista. =)) hees'
she's now currently on e piano.
so i guess i shall askk her later maybe.

MATHS. it was ok.
but i thought my answers were kinda weird.
and rather LONG.
NO CALCULATORS.
can die.
reallie. i was hoping i gort a imaginary calculator with miie just now lorhs.
*prays hard for tmr's paper*
i thinkk tmr's paper 2 will be able to complete in time SAFELY.
becoz gort calculator!

todayy me,mabb,mel and pyu stole ml's newpaper,
ben's waterbottle and hongye's bottle
when they went off to buy some drinks.
then miie and pyu sneaked up to their table.
and darted backk to our table.
tried to control.
but practically,
we couldnt.
i laughed becoz that pyu keep laughing larhhs.
mabb laughed coz of mel's laughter.
' nort farnie right? nort farnie right? '
' wait, i wanna laugh. '
' WAHAHAHHAA.'
lolss. mabb said those.
ohh. then when the guys were back.
ml stare at us.
of course, suspicious.
then we took their things and walked NORMALLY away.
their eyes followed where we went.
but they didnt chase us or anythin.
just continued.
lolss. we were on the way to mac.
THEN SUDDENLY-
ml and ben was behind.
about to chase us.
only me and mel gort their stuffies.
lolss. ZAO AR!
everyone run run run.
then we gave the things up to em'.
and was laughin' like siao po-s.
quite fun, although lame.
but the guys' reaction were super farnie.
shud have askedd mel to record down.
fwahahas"

ok. on the 18th, which is next tues,
we are going ICE-SKATING.
mabb's heaven. lolss.
then maybe one day.
go pasir ris park and cycle/fly kite/spider web.
so cool. cant wait.
BUT.
exams nort done yet. AHH.
i wonder who's that kuku hu invented such EXAMS.
sucks mann. haix.
its the results.
yeshh. RESULTS.
to determine how SMART are u.
crap lorrs.

ok. i'll have to continue my revision.
BYEBYE.

today -
- me andd mabb went totally CRAZAE.
- the jar was filled almost up to HALF!
- history and dnt paper OVER~
- went to mac..

VERY SIAO!
lolss. damn farnie lorhs.
when galvin and pye joined me andd mabb in mac,
we two seem to become more and more insane.
and galvin damn farnie man.
his reaction blur blur de.
a bit like benjamin.
expression abit like jeremy.
and mabb said his eyes were cute.
hahas" lolss. 3rd month WOR~~~ *grins.

andd dao weii and cheng song came to ji xiao us.
dao weii was treating my face like some
pinching thingy.
he was practically trying to help me STRETCH
the cheek muscles.
AND. my hair. yesh. naturally became messy. -.-
cheng song was rather quiet.
didnt tok much.
today was the farewell thingy.
the ppl cried.
awwx. so sad.
SENIORS ARE LEAVING!
=(((( well, hope they continue to strive for the better!
jiayouus!
and shall i grow taller.
I MUST MESS DAO WEII'S HAIR FOR REVENGE.
i kena bullied by him everytime.
veh qi gek one noe.
arghhs. pui.

now im currently into science.
and practically aint concentrating AT ALL.
ahh. sian.
wait till mie sis comes into the room.
seeing miie on the com.
andd she will NAGGG. disaster. xp
hahas" but. its rather cute. lolss.
now left with science, geog, maths and lit.

then over le. omi tuo fuo.
i shall do well. i veh scared nerhs.
ohh. next years' class t-shirt.
ahhhhhh. must do. but i HOPE.
no insults and comments. =)

i gotta go look for more straws to complete the JAR JAR JAR!
wahahahas" pink? blue? orange? white?
I DUNNO!
let nature take its course bahhx.
ok. i gtg. before i get caught by my sis AGAIN!

yesh. its over.
englishh and chinese - BYEBYE!
lolss. im madd. x
ohh. thankx benjamin.
hahas" made SOOO many hearts.
he thought us :
- ME!
- MABEL!
- MELISSA!
andd... others who learnt a lil' laterr..(no offence!) xP
- PYU
- PYE
- JAIME
- IRIS
- DUNYA
- DA MARC
did i miss out anyone.
hmms. -bleahhs
wadeva.

ohh. i gotta sayy sorriess too dunya.
SORRY DUNYA!
today when doing the hearts.
i a bit fed-up.
duno whyy.
then dunya tok to miie.
i gave him a reply with an awful tone.
hee. sorries yahh. x)

MABEL KI SIAO TODAY.
and i wonder how many nuggets she ate man.
lolss. AND..
yar. sausage mac muffin.
YESH. the word 'SAUSAGE',
can actually make her SO crazy.
like some woman with mentality probb..
lolss. she kept toking to the nugget just now.
i dunno WHY~

andd. tmr is history and dnt.
im SO dead.
flunkk lerhhs.
sure de.
see my compo.
hais. die le larhhhhhh.
x'(

' IS ANYBODY GONNA SAVE ME...'
' IS ANYBODY GONNA SAVE ME...'
' TELL ME WADS GOIN' ON.'
' TELL ME WADS GOIN' ON.'
ok. u must be puzzled.
its a song. fwahahas"
im sleepayye.
BUT. have to study.
boo hoo hoo... lolss.

today the chinese paper.
some passages quite chim.
and LONG.
i was half asleep k.
andd i couldnt concentrate muchh.
hais. die lerhs.
nvm. i shall look foward to ....
AFTER exams.
WEE! lalalala.

STAY HAPPIE.
lolss. CRAzy.
ok. i gonna continue eating my dinner.
im a pig kies. i ate fries alr.
now come back STILL eat.
im PIGGY. (oinks)

=))
- jiayouus.

WEE. later conference at 8pm.
-mel
-dunya
-ben
-ME.
mabb cant join us.
gort uncle's wedding.
awwx. sadd.

THE HORRIBLE DAYYS IM GONNA HAVE.
mon - eng/chinese (p1)
tues - eng/chinese (p2)
wed - history/dnt
thurs - science/emaths (p1)
fri - geog/emaths (p2)
mon - lit

THEN EVERYTHING'S OVER!

HURRAY! HURRAY! HURRAY!

'STUDY!'
haix. sian lo.
'EXAMS!'
can die.
'PLAY!'
yay. lolss. x)

aiyoh. papers gonna start on mon lerhs.
how lehh. i dun wanna study.
boohoohoos.
someone help miie photocopy the books and all
into my BRAINS.

my daddy just painted the pillar, pipes.
WHITE.
I DUNNO WHY MUST BE WHITE.
but. thanks daddy.
u spent alot of time painting.
and its tiring.
hahas" i appreciate!

tmr mabel,mel and dunya going to studyy together.
i cant go. gtg go out with my mummy.
hees' must spend time with her.
she always work work work.
veh tiring nerhs.
whyy i suddenly so xiao shun harhs.
lolss. like so guai and dong shi. =)
im growing!
but i dunno why my lameness still cant erase.
lalalala.
i wan conference again!
lets make it a everyday routine.
lolss. im gonna call those peeps alr. hahas"
SEE YA EVERYONE!

TIME TO MUG MUG MUG LO!

today was cool AT FIRST.
had a fun time havin a conference -
with ben,mel,mabb and dy just now.
lolss. damn farnie. dy like keep toking.
then cant hear wad ben toking. lolss.

wasnt a reallie good day.
we tried to be funny.
and it ended up. sad. yea. veh sad.
im SORRY.
i reallie. veh veh stupid.
i didnt noe things will turn out this way.
can. u forgive me.. im SORRY!
i noe. sorry cant help in here.
but. i dunno wad to say.
although its over, u said you were fine.
i know i was too much.
reallie. im sorry.

todayy ben and hy hair too long.
kena a veh 'nice' hair cut. lolss.
then da marc and xiao marc go cut guang tou.
k la. its alr over. cant say much about.
it'll upset them. x)
SEE. im nice.

ok. just now went play catching awhile at void deck.
- marcus-es
- dun ya
- mabel
- ME!
lolss. veh farnie.
1,2,3 ' PANGSEH!'
only those ppl noe bahx.

well. today i quite high de.
and we called ginie that i was involved in accident.
SHE DIDNT BOTHER.
' bu guan wo de shi. wo zai shui jiao.'
WA. she good. next time i see.
her day wont be nice.
SHE'S DEAD. muahahaha.
EVIL~~~
later 10.45.. yea.
having conference with the same ppl again.
wee. so fun. ben is going too. hahas"
he damn quiet sia.
tiam tiam. then voice deep deep.
so scary. lolss. x)

ok. today i blogged somehow. quite alot.
andd that nan de ok.
=) happie mugging ppl!

JIA YOUUS FOR END-YEAR!
( may 1/1 make bhattarai broke. )
hee. =DDD

oh gawd.
COPYCATTERS SHALL SHOO AND GO AWAY!
ee. im disgusted lar.

MAPLE. yeahhs. that game. lolss.
SO many ppl so CRAZY over it now.
gawdd. andd those ppl in the craze
are trying to gett miie involved too. ahh.
well. end of year comingg le.
a bit scared scared nerhs. well, i hope i can do well. but i doubt myself anw. x)
oh. andd cant reallie blog nowadays.
its sortta illegal, mentionedd by mrs bhattarai.
then i shant blogg to often? perhaps ba. ohh.
and im kinda busy too. so.. sorry peeps. =S
gotta visit miie section webbie ler. BUAIX!

Yes it's quite obvious that I'm Rui Shan and I hate sweets.
Very random but please rmb not to offer me sweets. Ty.

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