wonder.

sometimes i really do wonder.

is it really really really over?
if yes, then i doubt i will do anything.

if no, then why? how long?
i longed for an answer.

why is that face still flashing in my mind still?

everytime i hear rumours, see them,
its really SOUR.

i dare nort step forward.
neither will i step backwards.

i do not want this to end.
neither to not end.

mixed feelings.
confused mind.
awkward faces.
fake smiles.
stupid lies.
empty shells.
sickening sights.

do i follow my heart?
do i follow my mind?