sentosa with flutes.

today.
tiring.

7 reach sch to make april fool tricks in classrm.
8.15 leave sch, go piano lesson.
8.30-9.30 piano lesson.
9.30-12.30 band mentoring rosyth.
12.30 ran back to class to see if need help in painting.
in the end all gone.
they were chased out by mrs bhattarai.
then went to sentosa.
play play play.
play until 6-7 or so.
went to plaza sing.
alr 8 plus le.
then later eat at the lao di fang.
went to jalan awhile.
then joycelin daddy fetch us again.
whoo.
layting, marcus, joycelin, han xuan, xue li and me behind.
then left me, marcus, joycelin and han xuan.
we were going crazy!
lolss.
tiring.

there's this bunch of ppl.
super arsed up.
they keep di siao-ing me and han xuan.
just becoz we ride the tendon(sp...) bike,
they say we couple.
DIAO. -.-
super irritating.
today go where also see them.
they laugh,
we soot them.
they soot,
we laugh.
walao. like shit liddat.
gang vs gang.
awghs.
horrible.

reached home near to 11 barhs.
today april fool day.
perhaps also confessions day.

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i am still searching my heart.
i must seal it.

thoughts in my mind.
i dunno.

will i break down?
will i cry?

empty.
blank.

no reaction i could give.
i just tried.

fake smiles.
stupid lies.

i have to.
can.
will.
must.

its possible for their story.
i cant be an obstacle.
i cant be a blockage.
i cant be the fucking bitch.

try to get out of this circle.
im still trapped.

no one lends me a ear.

im hearing.
but nobody hears me.

i voice out.
but no one seems to be able to hear me scream.

im in an enclosed room.
im stuck.