HAHAHAHA.

im so happy.
today went for piano lesson.
had a great and funny time.
mdm luen was so funny.
she was crapping all the way with me.
and we only did scales for that 1 hour!
LOL.
keep laughing and laughing.
she abit sot sia! HAHA.

we were discussing about
how parents destroy their kids' interest.
this is wad she said,
"you know,
actually ppl like you ah,
SO lazy,
likes music alot.
however doesnt like ppl to force.
to go for exams,
to practise and practise.
thats why their interest tend to go fade away.
and get sick of it."

she said when she was teaching in US,
the ppl there were so relaxed,
and they really enjoyed piano.
not like singaporeans.
so heong,
chiong and chiong.

i mean,
this is not gonna work foreva.
always forcing to do things that you dun like,
and dun have to.
must we really wake up,
to be so realistic anw?
i noe it's for your future,
your backup career,
your wadeva,
to earn money,
so live a good life,
to have a good family,
and to be independant.
and all that.
but happiness?
well, ppl say,
if you've got the money,
you'll naturally be happy.
coz you can buy wadeva you want,
you longed for.
well.
but you'll never realise,
actually deep down in your heart,
you've never enjoyed a single bit
of wad you've been doing.
you'll never realise.
until the day you lie in your coffin,
and tears start trickling down.

you know,
sometimes when you come to think about this,
you'd really start to despise human.
oh well,
you guys might not noe
wad crap am i exactly talking about.
but when some unfortunate things happen,
think about this,
perhaps you'd understand.

well.
i just typed this in a hurry.
simply typing wad my mind is thinking,
right now,
at this moment.
=)

haha.
if there is a chance for me to leave human world,
i would.
although you'll give up your bright future,
although you'll lose your family and frens,
although you'll make ppl disappointed.
wads the point,
everyone dies.
ha.