ruishannn

Great day today! =D
Although the lessons were horrendous,
but ah well,
I enjoy every bit with devolusion!
Talked to the band leaders,
and just realise some.. horrible things.
Oh,
I dun wanna talk about them,
but that makes me despise you even more.
Wont you feel guilty?

Anw,
I really wanna apologise to the band leaders here.
Really sorry for losing my great passion for band,
and sorry for not contributing much to band,
and even giving you ppl more trouble.
I hope I can change to love band more of course.. =)

Currently I wanna turn into more of a nerd ass,
coz I really dun wish my parents to rip me off dance.
I hope I can really prove to them that dance isnt affecting my studies and attitude.
No, i cant hope.
I must.

Tmr is once again a nice great sch day.
All wednesdays rock. Time-table is cool and easy!
Hahaha.
Tmr I must practise piano!
I must remember.

Rui Shan,
learn to be a guai kia.
learn to love band.
learn to appreciate your parents.
learn to be contented with wad you have.
learn to love everyone around you. (okay, except for some )
learn to see things more broad-minded.
learn to move on and not get stuck.
learn to be strong and stop crying.
learn to be optimistic and not complain.
learn to...
Prioritize.

I have so much to learn.
There's still a long way,
don't decide so fast.

Just did my homework.
I could push myself to do any hw,
just not maths.
UGH.
I MUST LEARN TO LOVE MATHS TOO.
MATHS \ disastrous.

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Friendster daily horoscope says:
Give up perfection! There is simply no such thing. Embrace the truth of awkwardness.

I'm starting to believe in these stupid things.
Oh god. x(