hair cut!

HAIIIIRRRRR CUTTTTTT.
woohoo. im quite happy with it larhs. =D
budden... my sister and daddy thinks its ah lian. x(
darno leh. i think alot of ppl will nort like.
but like mummy says " dun care wad others say la. you like can alr. "
yay. mummy rocks.
porn family rocks!

today took porn family photo. XP
SOOOO CUTE!
our ah ma - joycelin!
children of ah ma ( from oldest to youngest ) - melissa,kaijie,marcuschan,ruishan,pyu
children of ruishan - kaiyuan(porn master), ginie (sweetie pie)
and my gan er zi s - xiao marc, jun hao.
pyu's porn shi fu - JING WEN. digusting freak! steam~~~ awgh.

hha. flu is getting worse.
phlegm getting MORE AND MORE. =(
tissue used up faster and faster.
i really really wanna bring a whole box to school.
but later like very kua zhang leh. =S
tmr gort DNT!
yay. my soccer toy shall be done quickly and prettaye-ly. wahahahahahaha.

nose, stop irritating me.
I CANT BREATHE.
AH.

okay. continue.
tests all over. results nort too bad. =)
quite okay la, except for lit. EEE.
lolss.
nvm. not counted. heng. but still very sad leh.

today nothing much la.
just that me, pyu, melissa, joycelin walked home from the bus stop!
SOOO FAR!
joycelin says " KIAM BUI! "
hha. yea yea yea.
but i kiam wad bui.. perhaps lighten my bones.
and be lighter than xiao marc.
!!!!! siao.
he about same weight as me lorhs.
i JIA LAT.


today go zhong hwa see my numb-ed fingers and my horrible flu.
ACCUPUNTUREEEE.
wthwthwthwth.
needle SOOO long.
but nort say VERY pain actually. =)
quite cool la.
hha. XP

sian diaos. i wonder how will it be like tmr.
bleahs.
gtg lerhs. must sleep early.

my body resistance sucks - mentioned by the doctor.

well well, always heard by every doctor i visit everytime.

nosey.

my nose is going crazy!!!!!!!!

went to j8 to buy loads of stuffies.
very shuang kuai. XP

then later botanic gardens with my darling belle.
she was so excited alrights.
was fun. =D
met a little girl. SO CUTE!

came home.
using com larhs.
then nth le.

flu sucks.
sore throat coming up.
gonna get sick.

'they could have been together.'

band~~~

well well, today piano 8.30 - 9.30.
meet joycelin, melissa and pyu in school canteen at 10.
practised my piano at the foyer while waiting for em'.
come le, then go mac.
saw many many 2/1 peeps there.
hha. was cool enough.
eat eat eat. then start on history.
i drew half, joycelin drew half.
pyu edited and drew a little.
melissa coloured.
then started on geog too.
finished everything.
yay. last to reach, first to finish. =)
then later rush off to band.
was freaking tired and sleepy alr.
ulcer hurts like freaking shit.
was super irritating.
i couldnt talk properly.
moreover tongue my notes.
argh. but today was rather fun.
but carried benches,chairs, timpani blah blah blah.
i forgot wad else.
lolss. was making me feel so horrible.
felt pukish.
x.x awhs.
trumpets gort praised by cs today!
IMPROVED! *applause!!! *

tmr morning going roller blading.
whoohoo. my parents so hip right.
more hip than my joycelin mummy. LOL!
after band practise, me and joycelin pei pyu go jeanyip cut hair.
success. very stylo. she duno how to style her hair!
so cute she.
melissa didnt tag along.
she went with ling hui. =(
no neoprints. boohoo.

walk walk walk. then nothing to walk.
go home.
was toking about school and streaming with joycelin.
" she is quite talented, but she is very lazy. " -translated
lolss. it was mentioned by mrs bhattarai.
firstly, thanks for saying im talented. =) HEE.
budden.. i dun like to study leh.
i wont one. i cant. i'll ROT.
i dunno how. i just cant make myself to love studying.
sian diaos. joycelin mummy has SOO many jackets to buy.
was thinking whether wanna buy her one on her bdae.
she'll go crazy? or maybe a harvestsack bag? issit spelt this way. LOL.
anw. dunno leh.

thngs that IIIIIIIIIIII wan.
- wallet
- sling bag for school
- water bottle
-hp assessories
- new jacket
- new hairstyle
- green contacts
- balloon skirt
- pencil box

ahh. getting so materiallistic nowadays.
hu is kind enough to buy for me?
oh well. obviously is no one. nvm.
i sound so disgusting. lolss.
nvm. nth much.
all the best, amkss band. =) jia you!

yay.

band was like WOW today. thank you cheng song =)
TEARS.
amkss band, we shall and will work hard together, move together as a band.
this coming band concert shall be a great success.
BOND.

well. today nothing much. science test... LOL. no comments.
gort lit paper back. quite okay larhs. =)
dun tell you how many marks. XP
glenn asked me " how was your science paper? "
i replied " okay larhs. "
lolss. he was copying science notes for me. THANK YOU.
actually not, but becoz he tore my copy of notes, i made him copy another for me.
hha. pyu went to cut his hair. LOL!
also, stapled his hair.
so siao larhs. but was fun! XP

today pyu cried. her maths..nort very well done la.
then go reccess with mabel, melissa and pye.
ate fan choy. FINALLY RECCESS. lolss.
its like one of the first few times i go down larhs.
just lazy okay. hha.

sian diaos. i wanna sleep. im lacking of sleep.
tmr gort piano. project work. then band.
DIE.
but i shall enjoy every moment, every second, every minute in band.
its fun to play music!

music, makes the people come together. YEAH.
okay. its a song by madonna. LOL. lame.
ahh well. nth much to say.
BYEBYE.

dnt!

WHOOHOO! love my dnt product man!
thank pyu for the bending, sanding, buffering and filing.
thank joycelin for the scroll saw cutting.
thank melissa for the extra piece of wood she gave me and the blacccckkkkk acrylic.
THANK YOU PPL! muacks.

currently painting my wood now. hahahahahahaha.
today marcus chan never come to sch.
x.x
joycelin's arm was bandaged.
i was sleepy.
and gort SOOOO high during maths.
hohoho. all thanks to my er zi. =)
we gort 2nd for the maths Spot the Difference OKAY!
again, all thanks to kaiyuan.
gort some highlighters and pencil leads.
gave the pink highlighter to pyu. XP
she's the pinky one. harhars.

today assembly...
drama performance by 2/3 and 2/4. =)
quite cool. hha.
their mics WERE working!
X(
okay. nvm. hha. its over.
then after that go continue do dnt.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
oops. lolss. i like the workshop uncle.
he's nice man. =))))

sian diaos. tmr geog test. im nort studying.
my eyes gonna close le.
waaaaaa. jia lat.
-SLEEP-

BLEAHS. this whole week totally sucked.
always test test test.
drive my crazy.
hp bill overshot until very jia lat again.
daddy scolded until very horrible.
he was really irritated and angry.
hais. sorry daddy.
i will try to control. =)
haven practise my piano.
mummy is gonna nag again.
ahhh. give me silence! LOL.

today did history comic strip the draft.
well well. at least we talked.
nort best frens but perhaps good frens?
hais. sian diaos.
why are you going away from us.
can we start all over.
its rubbish.
BULLSHIT.
this is SO fake.

tmr gort CAP.
nort fascinated.
coz im bored.
my group the girls so sian one..+.+
hais. yawns.
nort looking foward at all.
at all.

paint paint paint.
byebye.
off to paint.

science!

pure bio?
pure physics?
pure chemistry?
ahh. wadeva. they post me to wad.
then i go to wad lorhs.
wadeva~
jia you can le.
ALL THE BEST TO 2/1!
really really hope at least majority can go same class and chiong together.
sians.

today band photo taking.
I WAS STANDING AT THE 3RD ROW MAN!
WHOOHOO.
felt SO DAMN TALL!
pyu is jealous!
joycelin was surprised.
WAHAHA.
the funshot was BEAUTIFUL.
beautiful quaver.
ahh. rocked. =)
but i was burning hot.
lolss.. as in WARM.
okay. then SECTION PHOTO!
WHEEE!
so cute la.
take with juniors sumore leys!
see. nice seniors they have. =)
trumpets wan sui!


saw the pics and video about the breast larvae thing.
walao eh.
wanna puke alr la.
x.x ahh.... no thank you la.
i will nort do the science project about THAT.
EEE! hha. but it was a nice idea by pyu la.

sian diaos...
thurs gort geog test.
fri gort science test.
SCIENCE I DIE LE.
='(
gimme a break!

HA.

I WOKE UP AT 2PM TODAY!
actually i could have slept longer.
all thanks to that darn clock.
suddenly RINGGG~~~~~

woke up. eat lunch. do hw.
did maths. a little of science.
hais. die la.. this time maths and science test.
confirm fail one. ='(
chinese compo haven do yet.
and i duno where is my science theory wb.
jia lat. XP

have to start reading village by the sea.
hmm. wonder if its interesting not.
i hate fantasies.
i hate fairy tales.
i hate wonderlands.
i hate gypsies and dwarfs.
i wan horror. =) lolss.
yay. that's best.
reminds me of..
THE FOG.
looks so cool la. must watch with pyu.
i'll laugh my head off.
she will go " AHHHHHHHHH~~~~~!!!!!!!"
so cute one she.
mei shan also. SO MAN BUT STILL GORT WEAKNESS ONE OKAY!
hha.
gonna get the xiao hai bu ben 2 disc man.
whoo.

now online..
toking to melly ong jia min.
hha.
its kinda awkward when marcus chan nort online sia.
really. quite boring.
he's my chatterbox fren man. lolss.
he went out. at night then come back.
well. guess i gotta rot today.
toking about marcus chan,. he is my kor.
so joycelin is my mother.
and kai yuan is my son.
which means joycelin is kai yuan's grndma.
HA. then pyu leh... HOHOHO!

sians. many things going on.
sometimes when i come to think about the present and past.
its really...quite difficult to believe that we're back to the start.
was it just meant to be like that?
perhaps. =)
im happy with this alr. hha.

grace is kinda sad and awkward this few days.
hais. cheer up mummy ho.
daddy is taking a nap.
jie jie is mugging.

IM SO BORED!
BOO HOO HOO.

hha.

band band band!

whoo. this 1 month is all about band band band.
and nothing but band.

of course, very tiring.
but i have a lot of cheng jiu gan leh!
=D like becoming better and better le.
yay.
last time it was SO difficult to reach my tuning note.
then now. wa. just blow air - tuning note is there alr.
whee. recently aim for high g.
was so horrible.
now better alr!
WHEE!

today band practise was howl's moving castle.
quite cool.
went through it.
then later sec 2s were dismissed first.
sec 3-5 stay a little while for march beyong the critical point.

later daddy and mummy bring me and joycelin go paragon.
register for piano exam.
so expensive la! - $645.
siao right.

after that go eat steamboat.
so full!
fishhhballlls. HA.
5? SO COOL HOR. (this is for joycelin)
HHA!
oh ya, did my mummy tell you wad was that thingy that you ate in the end?
LOL.

after that, went home..
" a brother with a balding head. wow." HAHAHAHAHAHA.
interesting. okay. only my family and joycelin know what i toking.
lolss. so damn crappy man.

STUDY STUDY STUDY.
JIA YOU TO ME,MELLY,PYU AND JOYCELIN!
we are back to the orientation camp groupie.
its us. =)
saturdays are OUR days.
crash em'.
beat em'
smack em'.
THRASH em'.

ITSjustUS.
tooBAD.

sad.

Melly lost her wallet.
She's so sad.
Alot of money inside leh.
whoever stole it.. big disappointment.
i hope is nort anyone from our class. =)
and i trust my classmates.
melly still very sad today.
sian sian one.
joycelin and i also dunno what to do..
hais.

today pyu and i wanted to cheat cheat in chinese.
but too bad.
teacher seperated us. =(
she smart larhs.
she shifted me beside SI WEN AND ZHAO YAN.
both so pro la!
but she stand behind me -.-
wth.
lolssssss.
okay, its all about INTEGRITY!
=DDDDD

today on the way home,
joycelin gort so high man.
laugh and laugh.
and we were chasing buses.
88, and 238.
runrunrun.
laughlaughlaugh.
okay, i was walking with a maniac.

temporary lend melly money first ba.
hope she'll feel better.
MELISSA, SMILE!

grace is very sad.
hais. she in camp now.
some things happened.
mummy ho, i miss you!

everyone is feeling so depressed.
hais. Melissa and grace, JIA YOU.
both are rather stressed.
dun worry, for i will always be there to carry you. =)

well..

welllll.....

its so weird.

really meh?!

i dun believe lorhs.

why like that one.

sian diaos.

whr?

i have so many friends arnd me.
but i feel so lonely.

i dunno why. =)
well. i'll stay happy as much as i can.

today.. gave out valentine's day pressies.
so cute.
ml broke his candle thing.
hais. boys is boys.
XP

hha. doing dnt.
today junior band.
suppose to do ppt slides.
but somehow felt so rushing.
so better shift the ppt slide thing to sat.
grace didnt sound happy.
but im sorry larhs.

dunya is pissed with me.
wad can i say. hoho.
..
..
..
yeapp. nth but DOTS!

hvn been high since the day we split.
i've changed into a boring person.
a loner.

im pathetic.
really.

THEY SUCK!

HE IS TOO MUCH. fine la, you ask we all do. we do. after that, you ownself do. then tell us dun do alr. and our time is wasted. everything also up to you to say. why do you always waste our time. our hard work counts you noe. sickening fool. can you stop interfering. you are afraid of lacking authority. asshole you. and now, we have to do the ppt for the nxt assembly. how many days for us to do it? HOW MANY. we still have band to attend. and i have a test on monday. i didnt study becoz i was doing the poster. can you STOP it. STOP WASTING MY TIME. ppt? about thailand? hohoho. i did one for xmas. you reformatted the com. you asked me to redo. wth? you sadist. why not YOU do it. that was 100 over slides you noe. f you.

lousy.

She's so lousy.

change topic!

okay.bought 2 tigger cups for joycelin and melissa.
so cute man! suppose to be couple mugs. HHA.
they are nort les la~~~

anw. monday gort lit and chinese test.
im a goner.
GONER.

so tired.
gort band just now.
howl's moving castle.
lips were tired.
very.

intonation sucked alot today.
semi-quavers by the woodwinds were pretty good.
band rm was friggin cold.

luckily brandon found his file.
or i shall smack him.
saw lay ting and those gang of ppl at j8.
also clarissa, elaine.
so cute. met at the same time.
saw jasmine and chia gek too.
jasmine so tan!
chia gek suddenly like so tall liddat.
hha. =S

.......

it's so wrong.

HHA.

Today was kinda sian. Very not high.
Only geog, kai yuan made me laugh for a minute. then thats it.
It was so quiet and boring,
then suddenly he said,
" da bian shi = pra-ta-ta-ta bong chong! "
so cute right! LOL.
anw, it sounded funny la. hha.

after that very sian le.
until upper brass sectionals with mr kenneth lun.
hha. nort that gong tai tai one.
did legends and heroes. lorve that piece so much!
i'm playing 3rd in that~! XP

after school saw a little tabletennis game.
then went to eat dinner with daddy, mummy, jie and joycelin.
then go shop and save buy things.

doing lit project.
AMY LOWELL is so hard to find.
Convalscence. I like the word.
i dunno why. Sounds so cool.

I am writing cursive nowadays,
in my blog and writing paper.
hha. though it was alright.
although messy.
HA.

today i very good girl in band.
high socks, tucked in shirt. =)
one file from my sectin gort conviscated..
dunno whose one.
AND I REACHED HIGH A ALR.
few more notes to HIGH HIGH C.
yay! jia you. i must must must get a STEADY high high c.
or i will smack myself, bang my head, kick my ass, slap my face, jump down the building, roll in the mud, lock myself in a room with a flyin cockroach, study everyday.
okay, that sounds disgusting. =S

hais. sians. i hope tmr will more high abit.
then more fun.
im lacking of laughter.
im getting skinnier.
im losing weight again.
im more pale.
im weaker.
i get cold more easily.
i always feel tired.
my fingers are still NUMB.
im still as tiny.
-.- yuck.

alrights, ming tian hui geng hao.
may i see a smile when i look into the mirror.
hha.

hha.

today was damn cool larhs.
but nort for my darling eyes.
was red AGAIN. borrowed grace's specs.
i never look good in specs though.
but bo pian, cant see board.
melissa's eye also nort feeling good.
bad-eye day!

after school gort drama rehearsal.
ramesh never come. HHA.
thanks, ramesh. you gave us more time for preparation.
rehearsal went quite well.
class was great!
jun hao timed the whole show.
so cute larhs.
some gort pissed with mr guang and his audio members.
i think our class drama the audio people better lorhs. XP

MANY props and costumes lost.
all worried. couldnt find any trace of them.
found replacements.
however, very disappointed.
effort and hardwork all wasted.
hais.

after drama rehearsal, went to j8 to eat lunch,
then buy cardboard for dnt model making.
saw charmaine and merilyn!
merilyn was so cute larhs.
my height gonna catch up with her le!
HAHAHAHAHA.
took neoprint too. we were like maniacs alright.

went to joycelin's house after that,
together with pyu,mel and dunya.
was rather high. took videosssss.
lolss.joycelin was fascinated by my men.
they are playing SOCCER. NOT catching!
and my darling sumo-wrestler.
WHOO. damn cute lorhs.
better than the skinny one that joycelin drew!
hha. they were trying to immitate my sumo-wrestler la.

melissa was desperately tryng to complete her ship.
or rather, sampan. LOL.
laugh laugh laugh.
KISIAO. >.<

went home quite late. esp melissa.
hha. maths quiz tmr.
confirm fail. but its a quiz. HAHA.
haven read the little prince.
sians.

tmr going grace's house to complete the things.
*yawns.

tmr is class drama performance.
2/1, 2/1 GO GO GO!

---------------------------------------------------

i stepped forward,
then backwards again.
then hesitated.

looked around,
lost, very lost.
scared.

.....

.....

hurray.
found my direction.

i ran forward, blindly.

sians.

pyu is irritated. scold scold scold.
mabel scolded the class too.

everyone is unhappy.

say here and there is always say the class very un-cooperative... dots...

hais. pyu says the table tennis ppl no initiative, never tell mabel they gort tabletennis.
budden, that day the table tennis tables are right in front ma.. quite obvious right. and the thing is, cca comes first. let them go for their training. its okay la.. no need so angry right.
no offence larhs. i just stating facts only hor.

second thing. mabel scolded the class " me, ruishan and pyu and just flare up and walk away, then the drama? over. "
this is so wrong... firstly, we are nort even suppose to flare up and walk away. second thing, the drama can still continue.. its not like we 3 are the saviours or what right.

put yourself in their shoes..

if you are a backstage person, will you get yourself stuck there and nort move, and wait to carry the 2 tables to the stage?
backstage ppl doing pushups to pass time also cannot? its boring leh...
if you were wen yan will you roll on the floor until you zao geng? will you go for cca or will you go for drama rehearsal?
will you listen to the leaders if the leaders themselves are nort doing their job but complain? will you get irritated if you are told to stay back almost everyday?
will you?

dan hui scolded the class too. " they all toking you all can listen or nort. " yes, we are talking, the class SHOULD listen. budden also no need to scold right. i mean, ya, you tell first " hey, dun talk first. later then chat ba. " if still bo chap, then raise a little. like treat the class so unfair leh.

aiyoh.. is not i wanna kpo everything, wanna comment on everyone.. budden this is how you priotise things, how you manage them leh..hais. dun say alr. later people bu shuang me. aiyah, dun care la. you all say I contradicting, i asshole, i bitch. wadeva la. but this is wad i think the class' leaders are lacking.

anw, today band quite fun larhs. i gort quite high. laugh and laugh.
=)

hha.

sians.

over.

grace says follow heart.
winsty says follow mind.
melissa says its such an over thing.

wadeva it is.

i guess... its really over.

sad or happy?
i dunno.

wonder.

sometimes i really do wonder.

is it really really really over?
if yes, then i doubt i will do anything.

if no, then why? how long?
i longed for an answer.

why is that face still flashing in my mind still?

everytime i hear rumours, see them,
its really SOUR.

i dare nort step forward.
neither will i step backwards.

i do not want this to end.
neither to not end.

mixed feelings.
confused mind.
awkward faces.
fake smiles.
stupid lies.
empty shells.
sickening sights.

do i follow my heart?
do i follow my mind?

geisha.

http://www.youtube.com/?v=_AQvqsZFgDY

Pirated version of Geisha. LOL. damn swee. =)

pontang.

HAHA. never go school today.
mabel didnt go too.
yay. later i need to buy cake.
FOR MY SECTION FEB BABIES. =)
lolss.

my sister gonna take photo for her scholarship thingy later.
then need to make up again. LOL.
sheeshhhh.
so sian larhs. did dnt just now. redo the past few assignments.
AND FINALLY. i came up with a design.
rather ugly though. -.-

freak out larhs. my drawing is never nice man!

well well, is msging joycelin.
said class is kinda chaotic.
pyu is conducting the drama rehearsal now.
hope its going smooth.
PYU, JIA YOU! hha.
she contribute alot one noe~ must THNK her.

hais. my hands has been numb for a few days.
at first thought was STROKE.
but now, my sister say shouldnt be the case alr.
she told me " DRINK WATER CAN ALR LA. "
coz lack of water, te muscles cannot work properly.
so start to numb.
now i cant even hold my pen properly.
getting disabled alr~~~~ =S
somemore is RIGHT hand larhs.
i cant feel whether that thing is hot or cold,
until about 7 secs. thats SLOW right.
ARGHS.

i cant feel whether im touching anything or nort.
i CANNOT feel anything.
then when my fingers get numb,
the left side of my face gets numb too.
THEN, I START TO GET GIDDY.
this sucks alright.
i feel horribly disabled.

ahh. dun blog le.
the thought of it makes me disgusted.
okay.
BYEBYE guys.
2/1 jia you!

*off to the piano. *