hais.

are true friends that difficult to make?
that's the question that has been running in my head.

broke down for everyone.
i didnt noe wad i could do.
tried to talk them out.
i hope they are better alr.

guess i shan't elaborate further in my blog.
not a pretty sight. =(

went to student leaders' investiture at Monfort Sec Sch.
me and laura were so sloppy.
running barefooted,
hair messed up,
shirt un-tucked,
sleepy eyes,
and of course,
LATE.
for half an hour or so.

we look horribly

pathetic.

was totally boring!
and we didnt realise it was a boys' sch.
until i noticed that there werent any girl councillors.

" eh, why all the councillors guy one. "
" oh ya hor. they make the guys do the ushering job ah? "
" where got such thing de?! "
" ya lorhs, dunno leh. "
" just now when we walked into the sch, did we see any girl students ah? "
" eh like dun have leh. "
" oh. "
" WAD! "
" REALLY! "
" SO RETARD! "

" BOYS' SCH AH? "
" !!! we're dumb. "

" hahahahahahahahahahaha. "
" oops. too loud. later bad impression. "

" eh we seem to be smaller and tiny among the others. "
" ya lorh! sec 2s. could there be any sec 1s? "
" dun think so ba. where got so fast de. "
" mm. but why we so short ah. "
" !!! "
" okay okay! "

after the whole event..
reception!
FOOOOOD.

we
were
hungry.

" AHHH!!!! FOOOOOD!!!! "
" OH YESH. RUN! "
" faster queue! "

- all eyes staring at us -

" oh shit. malu! "
" dun look! pretend we dunno. "

- lowers head -

- continue taking food -

" heck ah! "

- take take take take alot of food -
- snatches place to sit -

- eat eat eat -

" i think i can go for 2nd helping! "
" me too! hahahaha. "
" LET'S GO! YAY! "

- everyone stares again -
" oh shit! malu! "

- lowers head -

" faster take, then we get outta this sch alr. "
" we're missin' band for hours alr! "
" ya la! okok. take more. LOL! "

- walks arnd like idiot, frantically -

" wth. how do we get outta here. "
" stupid retards! we dont even noe how to get out! "
" great. "
" ask ppl? "
" dun wan la! SO STUPID! "

- walks aimlessly -
" I SEE THE GATE! "
" its the back gate -.- "
" chay. "

- continue walking aimlessly -
" OH YEA. GATTEEEEEE! "

- HEAVY RAIN -

" WTH! NO UMBRELLA! "
" damn it. use blazer cover la! "
" okay lorhs. "

lolss. the act of retards.
oh, i feel so bloody stupid man!
laura is so funny.


TMR'S CLASS PAINTING!
OH YEAAAAAAAAA.
GONNA ROCK!


*hope joycelin, pyu and grace cheer up.
dun think so much!

WHAT!

today was quite a happy day.
haaaaaa.
okay.
morning i wasnt.
frantic.
lolss. not actually.
but its just becoz of myself,
not preparing for the science class test.
grace and joycelin was trying hard to wake me up.
and roughly teach me the impt stuffs.
equations equations equations.
awghs.
cut it out!
everything that makes my brain crack,
you suck!
hahahaaha.

then today maths did groupie work.
i was with ginie, wen yan and dun ya.
wen yan and dun ya.
do do do do.
me and ginie.
run run run run.
whee.
lolss. i hate maths.
shoo!

then laterrrrrrrr.
assembly.
drama by theatre works.
charlotte's web.
ooOooOO~
quite amazing that they were able to act out such a boring story.
=) but rather boring la.
then mr ong tok tok tok,
scold scold scold.
hais. its a routine.
lolss.

aft school joycelin gort chinese oral.
then rush down to canteen and get lunch settled.
then ... " good luck for you oral okay! "

aft oral..
" eh, freaking easy! "

lolss. all thanks to my magical words.
ahahahahaha.
then later slacked at the bench beside staff room.
hohoho.
here comes....
suet ting. (spelt sth liddat?!)
SHE WAS SOOOOOOOOO funny.
laugh NON-STOP.
she was acting gay.
her laughter - horrendous.
cant even make myself look at her.
i will go CRAZY.

saw glenn too.
he looked shocked when he saw me.
hha.

then later went home.
tok tok tok...
" later come my house design the shirt ley. "
" orh okay lo. "
" then tmr interaction time draw on the board. "
" orh okay. "
" i go home bathe first then go over. "
" lols. okay. "

the advantage of having a friend staying a block away. =)

then at about 5.45...
go her house.
design.. design..
laugh.. laugh..

JOYCELIN'S YOUNGER SISTER IS SO FUNNY!
lolss. we were toking crappy stuffs.
and dealing with that 2 spongy hearts.
you wont want to see me hold that 2 hearts. (joycelin, dun laugh.)
"whoohoo! i have 2 hearts!"

putting chlorophyll into human - joycelin's conclusion.
lolss.. try asking ms lew.
hahahahaha.
i guess the situation would be..
" 'cher! put chlorophyll into human! "
"HUH?"

-silence-

"hahahahhahaahhahaha!!!!!"
"WHAT!"
"hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!"

lols. joycelin, dun smack me.
=X !!! freaking funny.

then stayed there til 9.30 liddat.
designed 3 shirts.
applying them with different colours.
all were cute.
see majority.
long sleeves? collar?
think twice.

okay. im getting sleepy.
daddy dun allow me use comp so long le.
mummy also will get angry with me more often le.
boohooohooooooo.
im so sad!
i dun sound convincing eh.
okay okay okay.
lols.

hurray!

today.....was a thumbs up!
went to buy cake secretly with clara, yu qing and glenn.
then we 'poof' out from the gallery,
then sang ..

" happy birthday to wintson..
happy birthday to winston..
happy birthday to winston..
happy birthday to you...!! "

candles were pathetic!
only 2 survived. LOL.
then later eat cake.

then later glenn and liang yun tried to solve iris' embrochere problem.
yuqing flew over to the horns to help em out.
i went to the trumpets,
then the horns.
hmm. yu qing's embrochere lessons are very effective.
lolss. =)

after playing instrument for awhile.
then went to yu qing's house.
talked alot. =)
then went to bishan mrt.
buy flowers and BROCOLLI.
lolss. spelt sth liddat la.
freaking funny.

went to the concert.
was rather late.
actually okay la.
i was SOO tired!
bleahs.

then went home.
=)
home swt home.

today.

today band was totally boring.
sectionals.
LOL.
3 primary school pieces.
great.
did sluring exercises.
woo. shiok!
chromatic scales until siao.
glenn didnt come.
awghs.

hmm. tmr gort hist. and maths test.
sucks!
history... lolss. somewhere there. I HOPE.
maths.. ahhhhh!

mummy is bugging me AGAIN.
i noe its for MY OWN GOOD,
but its really irritating.

ARGH.
irritating.
with that kinda tone they talk.
they scold me.
im rude?
yes.
so are they.
i noe i tok no sense to them.
i am very stupid.
i suck in my studies.
WADEVA.
piano not good.
everything not up to expection.
im not as good as my sis.
FINE.
everything also say " you see jie, where got liddat. "
blah blah blah.
WADEVA.

web-com

hais. web-com having some complications again.

she sounds like a crow.
yaking non stop.

revised a little history.
didnt bother about maths.
coz i noe im doomed.
science.. pray.
lolss.
wadeva.

chocolates!
my mummy allow me to eat. hahahaa.
went to ntuc just now.
bought baby cereal.
ahahaha. so cute.
i wanna eat.
missed the baby days.
so swt. awghs.

i havent been actually doing any hw.
coz i cant seem to rmb any.
oh shit.
i just rmbed.
gort geog hw.
i left it in pyu's bag. =(
ahhh.
freakkkkk.
lolss. nvm. tmr i'll do.

tmr gort band!
yay. sight-read SYF piece.
oooo lalaaaaa.
trumpets, we shall strive and improve 10000000 times.
my standard now sucks man.
i swear i'll make myself blow more air into my instrument.
x.x

yay. problem solved.
miss chin delegated the things.
miss chin rocks!
photos have to be up by 4th april.
ahh. i'd better rmb.
i ALWAYS forget.
nvm. gort joycelin.
HEE. XP

okay. dun blog lerhs.
lazy to type.
byebye.
gnites. =)

desperate.

i am seriously desperate for a wallet.
lolss. i cant get money out properly.
UGH.

next top 5 shopping hunt:
-WALLET
-WATER BOTTLE
-HANDPHONE POUCH
-SCH BAG
-PENCIL BOX

CASH.
ahh.
so spendthrift.
hais. daddy and mummy's hard-earned money! =(
but im seriously in need of wallet!
XP

HUNT HUNT HUNT!

im bored.
went to eat roti prata.
hahahaahhaa.
yummy.
and curry fish head.
spicy.
OO. shiok.
lolss.

I SHALL NOT BE MATERIALISTIC.

buying the nike bag for joycelin.
i wanted that bag okay! =(
so sad. lolss. but nvm la, her bdae, let her.
hais. my bdae is months away.
WAIT. patience!
sian diaos.

i go bang piano le.
gnites!
tmr is flag day at causeway point.
SUCKS!
EEEEEEE.
reach there by 2.
i go there slack and play.
hhaha.
dun care lo!

>.<

i think today morning i was quite in a good mood.
but nort later in the day. =(

STOMACH.
its irritating.
i HATE my stomach okay!

very sleepy.
was practising piano.
i ate chocolates!
SHH.
suppose to be a secret.
im not supposed to eat! =X

now tok to the wat suthi ppl on msn.
so cute.
ahahahahahahaha.
lorve it. they rock!
i have plenty of homework to do.
but i guess i'll do it later in the day.
very tired now.
UGH.
restless..

today CAP was boring.
lolss. drama was more interesting.
WHY? becoz...
no more tummy aches!
budden after then the pain come back again.
chinese medicine is killing me. X.X
but eating western medicine will REALLY kill me.
i will become a bag of bones aft finishing the medicine.

my whole life is filled with -MEDICINE-
boring shit.

tmr gort pe.
run run run run run.
pain pain pain pain pain pain.
tired tired tired tired tired tired.
sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep.
slack slack slack slack slack slack.
mr lian is not nice.

" class, any quessss-ions? "

*laughter..*

" eh class, any QUESSSSSSS-IONS???? "

" no~~~~!!!!! "

lolss. his pronounciation.
sounds like he lost his front 2 teeth.
oops. so bad of me. >.<

MISS WONG AND MISS CHIN DIDNT COME.
im worried for miss chin.
happy for miss wong.
she sucks.
BIG TIME.

okay. gtg le.
BUAIS.
mummy wanna bring me out.
but im very sleepy! =(
okay.
BYEBYE!

band camp. =D

I LOVE BAND SO MUCH.

I MISS WAT SUTHI.

ESPECIALLY ZOOM!

LOVE ALL OF THEM.

THEY ARE SO CUTE AND FUNNY.

THEY CALL ME MARUGO!

ITS A THAI CARTOON CHARACTER.

SMALL AND TINY.

I TELL YOU, THE BAND CAMP ROCKED.

I DUN WAN WAT SUTHI TO GO! =(

AHHHHHH.




AMKSS SYMPHONIC BAND TRUMPET SECTION

LOVE

WAT SUTHI WINDS TRUMPET SECTION!

TONIGHT SENDING WAT SUTHI OFF ALR.

IM SO SAD!

BYEBYE.

camp!

tmr camp lo!
whee hoo.
i feel excited.
lolss. although tiring.
at first feel so arsed up la.
budden now better.
hehehe.

went to visit some blogs just now.
and... once again, i saw horses!
hahahaha.
hope she doesnt get wad that means.
then she is quite gong leh. LOL.

okay. i am gonna bring my sylvester to camp.
darling.
i wan irwin's sylvester!

concert is coming.
i very kan chiong la.
and i bought my black shoes.
comfortable!
whee.
hahahahaha.
haven gort my stockings.
joycelin mother go buy later.
she's gonna buy for me too!
yay.

walked with joycelin around tpy central.
so boring!
quickly bought my shoes,
then loitered arnd.
tpy central is really limited man.
walk round and round.
then ate hershey sundae pie at burger king.
then bought bubble tea.
aft that went to play see saw.
and chit-chat until 7.30 or so.
TIME PASSED DAMN SLOWLY.
we were totally rotting.

its like. we walked arnd tpy 1 round,
ate hershey pie,
then only half an hour passed. -.-
was irritating!

section t is black. =(((((((
no more orangey orange! boohoo.
BUT. i increased in size!
i used to take XXS.
now is... XS!
WHEE!

and YES YES.
today i was like some woman.
okay. i had sectionals from 1-3.
sectionals started late.
so didnt end at 3.
but i left at 3.
becoz i had piano lesson 4-5.
THEN. i realise i didnt take my piano books.
i RANNNNNNNNNNNN home.
the DAMN bus 88 took bloody long la.
curse ya!
then i reached home at about 3.55pm.
5 more minutes. LOL.
CRAP! X.X
i called mdm luen.
"hello mdm luen ah, im gonna be late okay! "
" i can see that. haha. "
" *pants and pants.* "
" okay la. you dun trip and fall when running. i dun wanna see you come in bruises and injuries okay. "
" !!! orh okay. "
" be careful ah. so careless one. "
" orh orh orh. @!?!**^!@! "

i was like half an hour late.
XP
allegro moderato.

okay. im off to sleep!


...

- unintelligible talking -

...

P.S dun miss me okay. in camp. XP

=(

jie's nort home.
so quiet.
normally she'll be singing her choir songs.
and nagging at me for using the com and nort doing my work.
although its irritating la.
but it feels empty without it.

she having choir camp.
hope she doesnt get so tired out.
wont be seeing her for quite sometime.
when she's back from camp,
its my turn to have camp.
well well.
esplanade concert.
wheehoo.

rot at thomson plaza with joycelin just now.
the curry puff smelled so great!
ahhhhhh~~~
and joycelin was trying to motivate me to study hard.
hohoho.
her daddy is very funny. =D

my cough is back larhs.
awghs. so horrible.
PHLEGM.
so digusting!

BLACK STOCKINGS.
KAI JIE, YOU SHALL HAVE SEXIER LEGS MAN.
AWHS. SO HOT.
or you'd rather nanny mcphee style.
wahha.

tmr 1-3 gort sectionals.
4-5 gort piano lesson.
then 5 liddat meet joycelin at j8 buy my black shoe for concert.
go back must faster pack for camp.
then ...
camp camp camp concert!
lolss.

so lame.

ahhhhh.

i need a rest leh!

so tiring.
IM SO USELESS!
UGHS.

okay. nvm.
byebye!

lolss.

things that doesnt make sense really dun last.
lolss.

its like a minute ago, there was a storm.
the next minute, the sun is shining brightly.
amazing.
amazing how fast people change just to satisfy the opposite party and wanting to end everything nicely, wrongly.

=)

hha. well...

okay. questions for the guys :
if you were yourself,
would you rather marry...

1. a ugly, fat, digusting idiotic GIRL who treats you horribly and so mean,

OR.

2. a handsome, nice GUY who treats you really nice and good.

and for the girls :
if you were yourself,
would you rather marry...

1. a ugly, fat, disgusting idiotc GUY who treat you horribly and very mean,

OR.

1. a pretty, nice GIRL who treats you really nice and good.

think about it. =)
replies on tagboard.
hha.

I didnt mean it when I said
I didnt love you soI should have held on tight
I never should have let you goI didnt know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldnt have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined Id be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didnt know you
Guess I didnt know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that Im feeling
Now that I dont hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I dont have a choice
Oh what I wouldnt give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby
When you left I lost a part of me
Its still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Whos gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Whos gonna take your place
There aint nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together
I cant sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womacks on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think Youre Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and its breakin my heart
Im tryin to keep it together but Im falling apart
Im feeling all out of my element
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Aint even half of what Im feeling inside
I need you,
need you back in my life baby
When you left I lost a part of me
Its still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Whos gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Whos gonna take your place
There aint nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together
When you left I lost a part of me
Its still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Whos gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
Whos gonna take your place
There aint nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

-------------------------------------------

Rui Shan is dead.

stupid.

its getting nowhere.
the class blog is burning.
for some reason, another quarrel started.

they're repeating history.

learn.


well well. today actually planned to go east coast.
budden alot ppl dun wanna go.
coz gort the rich task project.
so bad larhs.

well well. shud i do my hw?
i dun wanna.
feel like slacking for today. =)
yay.

hahahahaha.

there are many keys to life.

banddd.

im learning to love band more.
and i am.
i dunno why im saying this,
but i can really feel that connection.

just came back from band prac.
hha. went through all the pieces.
simple gifts was....?!!
legends and heroes was whoohoo!
trumpets, jia you! yay.

tmr class gathering either is movie or swimming at jurong.
I CANT WAITTTT!
2/1 rocks. love y'all.

hais. im very very tired.

hmm.

IM SITTING WITH AH MAN. LOL.
MEI SHAN AND RUI SHAN.
shan shan shan!

today very tired.
was freaking cold in band rm alrights =)
ahh. sian diaos. tmr fund fiesta.
lame shit larhs. XP

and i decided nort to have a tagboard.
i shall hear no more.

wahahaha.

didnt go to school today.
felt better.
i seriously need to sleep more more more!

gulps.

school is getting boring.

school is getting boring!!!!!!

and im very very tired. +(

i need a breakkkkkkkkkkkk~~~~~~
*coughs* bleahs.

well well. tmr is dnt.
must finish up artefact.
wth. its like so rushing larhs.
sucks leh. horrible time given.
ahh.

today taught some of them the dance.
i was. somehow irritated.
giggle and giggle, slack and sluggish.
ugh, the thought of it makes me get agitated.
x( i was utterly disgusted by the lameness, and no-concentration at all.
please la ppl, noe when to joke and noe when to be serious.
the dance is coming...
i dun wanna present something thats my interest like rubbish.
nort demanding perfection.
but at least, effort. -.-
i hate saying this.
awhs.
i dun wanna be hated.
HA.

gong gong bdae. =)

later gonna choreograph the dance.
sian diaos.
still dunno my group will be who.
i scared the other girls nort happy sia.. =S
my ideal group is:
me, dan hui, iris, xiao marc, marcus chan, kj, jeremy.. who's the other guy?
lolss. forgot. but apparently this is decided by me, xiao marc and marc chan ba.
hais.
DON'T CHA.

i hope i turns out nice enough. =)
do they have enough time to learn. LOL.

sian diaos. cough cough cough like mad woman.

yay. on the 18th gort cousin gathering again.
sakae for dinner? maybe nort.
looking forward. =DDD

i wanna watch final destination 3!
but NC16.
AHH. i hate this rating thingy la.
i mean, watch then watch, why must still ban this and that.
AHHHHHH.
FINAL DESTINATION 3!!!!!

i have decided nort to watch the fog.
coz i heard it was damn stupid.
sian. nothing to watch le.
rumour has it is nort nice either.
!!!!????

bleahs. nvm. why must i watch a movie in the first place.
dun watch lo!
save money also. =)

ahh, nth much to say. =)
BYEBYE...

lalalalala.

watch this. http://ejokeimg.pchome.com.tw/see-post.html?cat=94&Flow_No=325556&rank=&Page=0
damn cute. and ... funny ba. lolss.

later going for my grandpa's bdae dinner.
sia la.. im gonna rot there.
there will be confirm MANY dishes i cannt eat. =(
lolss. stupid flu and fever.

today i never go band..
later mr tan confirm black face one la.
budden parents dun allow.. wad he want me to do.
leave the house meh...
hais. sian diaos.

concert in a week's time or so.
ahhh. very worried actually.

this month alot of ppl bdae.
today pyu and joycelin go buy.
i cant go... so sick and restless la.
im pathetic.
every month confirm gort sick one.
the doctor says im like a branch. x(

ytd i was toking to mabel.
hha. were discussing some stuffs. =)
mrs bhattarai will be changing the seats when sch reopens.
i love mrs bhattarai.
she ask me after my 'O's go overseas and study music.
lolss. siao...
she and mabel both pushing me to work harder.
mabel wants to be a lawyer! JIA YOU OKAY. hha.
" next time see you fight court case. "
not only your dadddy will be there. i will be there too. LOL.

ahem* throat currently a bit bo sia.

i have so much to hear.
i have so much to understand.
i have so much to know.
but.
nth must come out from my mouth.
nth at all.

Porn Family!

boohoohoo... alot of ppl say nort nice.... ahh~~~~~
but i still think nice leh.
lolss. HECK AH!

today quite alot of things happened.
i fell very sick in class.
skipped some maths lesson.
MANY comments about my hair. x(
2/2's drama was quite good.
found out that jeremy, marcus chan, shu yi think i long hair nicer.
" trust the guys' taste! " - marcus chan
*nods and nods* - jeremy

lolss. so cute larhs.
i think i look VERY weak and fragile in long hair.
eee.

and. skinny. freakin boney.

i must must must straighten my that long strand of hair.
WHEEEHEEEE.

i am requesting a class gathering on 12 of march.
which is sunday, family day.
so im afraid ALOOOOT of ppl cant make it.
BOOHOO.
i wanna watch THE FOG.
yea yea yea. dan hui, CAN OR NORT!!!!!!!! you haven reply me yet~~~
lolss. im eager okay. XP

pyu and i go joycelin's house just now.
blow instrument.
clarinet? BLEAHS.
flute? okay okay.
trumpet? WHOOOHOOOO. oh yea oh yea.

lolss. lame.

-.-

ahh. haven buy bdae present.
i pok pok lo!!!!
gort how many to buy?
-xiao marc
-dunya
-jeremy
-benjamin
-joycelin
-pye
-hanxuan
-winston

still have?
tell me if i missed you out.
but nort guarantee chop will have present to take.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
=P

sian diaos. teacher didnt receive our science proposal.
RE-DO.
WTH!

yawns. no one online one.
i wanna cry alr.
someone pei me tok lehs. =(
BOREDOM.

lalalalalalalalala.
flu is still on.
going SIAO.
whee.