ha.

was wondering why the pics liddat.
cover the tagboard.

today stayed at home.
study and do hw.
hahahaha.

=)

went to pasamalam.
so boring.
saw the baby rides.
so cute!

hahaha.
i cant wait for the class chalet!
pornies in charge of food.
hahaha.
go buy groceries together.
=D

pornies!

I LOVE PORNIES!
hahahaha.
saranghaeyo!

shuang!

today went to shop arnd.
walking aimlessly...
msged marcus chan.
sian man.
then went j8.
bought jie the keychain.
bought slippers.
SAW A GREY SKIRT!
damn nice la.
from ebase de.
super nice.
but its 59 bucks for goodness sake. =(
the salesgirl was wearing.
SEE, ITS NICE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
NO TEMPTATION PLS! >.<

toking to marcus chaney.
hahaha.
at least someone is chatting with me.
unlike the other days.
SO BORING!

today nothing much.
oh ya,
mummy bought ALOT of clothes for herself.
siao siao!
lolss.

alrightsey.
gnites!
BYEEE~~

Porn family Motto !

Not Quantity,
but Quality.

Not Mind,
but Heart.

Not Childish,
but Mature.

=D

JOYCELIN SIGNS OFF .
lols!

today mr lian never come.
HA.
5 items no need to do.
then we played poison ball.
so farnie.
=D
love 2/1!

then its the last lesson we're having with mr chow.
although his teaching sucks la,
but we ought to like thank him yea.
mid-year.
oh god.
haven started studying.
bleahs.

science test.
i dunno any bloody thing. -.-
lolss.
this time i guarantee is fail.
dun say " aiyah, ruishan always say fail fail fail, budden in the end still never fail de. "
i really DUNNO anything!

okay.
then pon lit lesson.
VERY SUCCESSFULLY!
haha.
edwards sucks!
so boring..
went to toilet awhile.
then tell ppl to tell her say we at sick bay.
after awhile got sick of the toilet smell.
then joycelin stomach pain.
sth to do with her walking.
went to sick bay,
saw melissa.
not melissa ong la,
but the grace's fren one.
and so,
we talk and talk.
THEN.
mr tan chee siong step in.
stare at us.
NO SMILE AT ALL OKAY.
sucks.
he opened the door.
then walk away.
diao us leh!!
walao.
then after that melissa go close the door again.
LOL!

went back to class.
dance!
haha.
went to mac to eat.
=D
saw mrs seah and miss seah.
so cute.
they really like sisters!

okay.
then smuggled coke into school.

OH. class photo taking!
SO CUTEEEE!
mrs bhattarai and ms wong act cute.
and then jestoni, kai jie, marcus chan, xiao marc...
do freeze!
so shuai.
hahaha.

then danced hip hop too.
haha.
edited some things.
was happy day overall.
everything's over!
=D
so happy.
okay.

here goes,
the porn family plegde:
( some edited lines..)

We, the pornies,
will always stay together with no conflicts and unhappiness.
we trust each other, and will always help one another.
we promise to try our best to keep this family united,
and WE LOVE EACH OTHER! :)

LOL.
it sounds lame,
but thats the PORN FAMILY spirit okay! =D

and our song...
(in tune with the barney song)

we love porn,
porn loves we.
we are the porn family.
With a great big cock,
and a milky booby breast,
we are the PORN FAMILY!

hahahahaha.
so porny. XD
you guys shud really hear xiao marc singing another porny song.
hahahaha.
DAMN FUNNY!

whoo.

today cap so cool!
dance rocks.
mr fared say our dance is nice.
so happy! =DDDD

joycelin sent me "catch your wave" by click five.
ROCKS!
and zhi dui ni shuo by jj!
jeremy sent me that.
hahahahaha.

today chiong to far east take class tee.
the mighty ppl were..
ME~!
marcus chan,
pyu,
pye,
joycelin.
yay!
all thanks to pye's card.
whoosh out 100 bucks.
lolss.
the shirt quite nice leh!
haha.
the behind very nice. x)

toking to marcus chan.
he wanna go lerhs. =(
see la. pangseh again.
okay la.
i shall encourage him to study and not go online always like me.
lololololol.

class chalet!
cant wait.
tmr got science test.
on light, reflection,refraction, colours.
WALAO.
heck ah.
x________x
sian....

my throat start to hurt again.
yay!
marcus chan decided to stay online.
hahahaha.
=D

OH YA.
after taking the class tee,
we went beside council room to tok.
pye went home le.
then they shua me lorh!
with that number stick game thing.
WALAO.
i freaking irritated la!
bleahs~
they keep laughing at me lorhs!
sicko right.

exams coming lo.
everyone mugging like siao.
i still wondering aimlessly.
lolss.

tmr nafa 5 items!
OH SHIT.
sia la.
i confirm die for sit ups.
i suck at that!
x(

i wanna learn to suck ice cream too.
damn zhai sia.
irwin is funny.
ashwin is nice and tokative.
hahahaha.

kai yuan still sick wor.
today si bei black face.
lolss.
no smile one sia.

sister is practising piano.
making me go crazy.
havent been touching the piano for quite awhile.

i wonder wad the class will say about the class tee man.
sians.

if you really wanna play games with me,
no problem... =)
dun force me to be evil.
i will make you sorry.
dun cry in front of me then.
say another word about me,
and you're doomed.

my science group was chosen to represent school!
hahahahahaha.
fruitty perfume.
going to AJC to make our perfume. =)))))
MS LEW ROCKS!

today bio test results.
HA.
i studied last min. XP
highest score 26/30.
my score - 22/30
whee.
I LOVE BIO.
im not taking physics.
NO WAY!

after school danced again.
lolss. SO CUTE.
i realised our dance very cool man.
=)
tmr CAP.
WHOO!
cant wait.
dance dance dance.
drama sucks!
EEEEWWWW.
hate ms ng.
horrible teacher.
SO impatient.

our dance nearly done.
need mr fared to help in the last part.
oh yea~

after dance,
went to mac with joycelin, marcus-es, pyu, ashwin, irwin.
then we playing truth or dare.
they dared me to drink the curry sauce.
EW!
then dared marcus to walk like penguin in front of mabel and jaime they all.
and say " mabel, HI~ ".
so lame la.
and pyu was dared to wrap her head with her jacket.
and run to the other end of mac.
saying " where is this place? is this the forest? "

everyone was like staring at her la.
super malu sia.

then dared pyu to call kai yuan to 'confess'.
lolss.
" kaiyuan.. i tell you sth hor."
" you cannot angry k."
" i like you since last year alr."
" i think you very shuai. "
*hangs up.

lolss. pyu was desperately trying to noe some secrets.
HA!

then went home,
forgot my keys.
went to joycelin's house.
eat fried rice. =)
the auntie's cooking is good.
heh heh.

nth much le.
=D
tmr CAP.
YAY!

hua la la la.

DANCE!
hees'.
today somehow or rather finishing the dance lo.
=D everyone turned up.
except dan hui and iris.
and for the guys, yiuliang, kai jie.

PON DE REPLAY!
hahahaha.
so groovey sia.
XP

just now pei-ed marcus chan cut hair.
he dun like lorhs!
lolss.
i think its okay.
just becoz his fringe is not slanted,
and must wax,
he regret.
AIYOH.
so vain right.
lolololol.
i hope he doesnt kill me when he sees this.

nth much today larhs.
quite happy.
hahahahahahaha.
maths lessons sucks. -.-
I WANNA PON.
boohoohoo.

english lesson...
"teacher, go toilet!"
"oh okay.. 3 ppl at the same time ah?"
" aiyoh teacher, i constipation, she diarrhoea, she vommiting."
*runs out of classrm*
lolss.
so lame la.

then mr chow...
" i give you all 1 minute. better be in class by then."
" wa teacher, threaten ah.."
*heck care him*
in the toilet...
" eh jia lat. i really shitting sia."
" LOL. nvm. stay here slack awhile. "
5 mins...
" wa ruishan, you okay le ma?! "
" wait la! where got so fast one. "
10 mins later...
" i think im done? "
" okay okay. my leg very suan. "
*walks back slowly*
" wa, why so many ppl go at one time? "
" teacher, all urgent ma. very accurate timing one. "
" ... "

haha. mr chow so funny.

alrights.
nothing le.
BYE.

siao siao.

today is like so crazy can!
hohoho.

miss wong was better alr.
she nicer leh!
haha.
not so irritating!
no more benci wong. +D

before going to the CIP thing,
we DANCED!
so shuang!
taught them the chorus.
wa. so swt.
I HOPE THEY RMB.
=D
very nice lorh!

then the AWWA thingy.
while crossing road...
ruishan: when crossing, look right, look left, look right again, cross.
joycelin: eh, means no matter got car or no car, as long as you look finish just cross.
we: *LAUGHS*

climbing up the stairs...
marcus chan: HOHOHO. penguin penguin.
ruishan: -.- shut up!
marcus chan: *imitates penguin walk
ruishan: -________-!!!!!!
pyu,joycelin,xiaomarc: *LAUGHS*
ruishan: walao!

then..
in the AWWA centre...
cleaned the room.
grouped with marcus chan and xiao marc.
pyu and joycelin with dunya.
then me, marc chan and xiao marc go clean one room only.
SUPER DIRTY!
marcus chan froze.
lolss.
dare not move la!
so er xin one.
scared dirty until liddat.
then the sweeping job leave to me.
dustpan? xiao marc.
and that marc chan leh? sit there watch.
lolss.
but was funny la.
he kept making me laugh.
and wad so ever penguin thing -.-
SMACK HIM.
kick,box,slap.
HA!
okay. i guess only he noes.
lolss.

then later finish alr,
go to holding room and wait for the rest.
meanwhileeeee....
DANCE again!
hahahahahahahaha.

aft that ran back to sch.
JAY WALKING.
ms wong so qi gek.
in the end we cross.
then left her at the other side.
she bo bian, JAY WALK ALSO.
lolss.
then kj : AH GIRL AH, JAY WALK AH!
everyone starts laughing.
joycelin: kj shout like lao ah peh!
ruishan: kj! SHOUT!
kj: HUH?!
we: *LAUGHSSSS*

reached sch.
marcus.c and xiao marc run back to class.
me,pyu,joycelin,jeremy,kj,yiuliang and some other ppl still lagging behind.
with the rain.
HA.
then start DANCING again.
outside the classrm.
=)
i was getting sick.
choreographed somemore!
xiao marc made me go crazy. -.-
kj was being a big joker AGAIN.
lolss. he kong-ed his head.
and did many stupid things la.
marcus.c is physically siao.
his stunts so zhai.
xiao marc dance so cool man!
jeremy, LOVE YOUR PHONE!
joycelin and pyu, CHANCE CHANCE!
haha.
so cute. =)
we were having a great time.

then we went to mac.
LOL.
kj and marcus.c.
WALAO.
shoot and shoot.
laugh until i wann die.
cannot tahan.
you shud have been there.
jialat.
i think of it i wanna start laughin le.
lololololol.

then toked outside mac while waiting for xiao marc's daddee.
the lizard ate the fly!
marcus.c was smacking my head over and over again. -.-
then the rest followed.
and we got to noe sth very interesting indeed.
lolss.
then xiao marc daddee come le.
byebye to marcus.c and pye. =)

msging marc chan now.
sian diaos.
he studying.
not coming online.
hahahaha.
tmr aft sch will be a shuai shuai day.
HA!
marcus chan, YEA MAN!
lolsss.
cant wait cant wait. =)

tmr maybe dancing again.
whoo.
shuang until cannot. =D

whoosh.

my daddy bought the KING KONG DVD!
so happy.

marcus chaney is out with his family.
hais.
at night then online.
well well.
as usual, BORED~

toking to mabel.
haha.
actually she wasnt angry la. =)
discussing wad song for amksian idol.
ahhh sian.
wu ding?
and must TRANSLATE.
how?
at rooftop singing your song~~~~!!!!!!
walao! so stupid!
and dumb. -.-

my throat aint any better.
alot of GREEEEEN phlegm.
awghs.
so disgusted can. =(

having a headache.
HURTS!
never one day i am not sick.
bleahs-

okay okay.
exams are coming.
i noe.
lolss. i shouldnt be here wasting time.
joycelin will screammmmm~
wahahahahahahaha.

nth much le.
BYEBYE!

hahahaha.

SO COOL TODAY!
=DDDD

went for pianoooo lesson.
delayed until 10am.
teacher gave aural.
wa. damn tough.

rushed all the way home.
bathed and everything.
winston say wear section tee.
SO HOT!
lolss.
but in the end decided to skip it.
throat was horrible.

went to meet mummy and mei mei at multi storey carpark.
dance dance dance.
whoo.
did a little choreography.
sexayye. XD

went to joycelin's house.
waited for her to bathe finish.
then went off to tpy interchange.
pyu meet her parents for lunch,
then later come join us.
joycelin go cut hair.
hahahahahahahahahaha.
so cute.
then later pyu find us,
then headed to far east.
made the T-shirt.
SO SWT.
guarantee the class will like.
as the shirt is BLACK. -.-
lolss.
i tell you its cool.
the uncle is a TEEKO.
stupid.
ask pyu kiss him -.-
squeeze pyu's cheek.
nearly squeezed my cheek.
LUCKILY i siam-ed fast.
lolss.
squeezed joycelin's cheek.
make my chin. you noe that finger touch-tickle thing.
wth.
stupid idiot.
so old still wanna attack young girls.
-.-
digusted.

coughed more and more.
was horrible.

wanted to buy earrings for kor.
budden pyu say 77th street one nicer.
in the end, still never buy.
LOL.

then pyu has to go.
her daddy came to pick her up.

so me and joycelin rotted.
then we went to comics collection.
bought a FLEXIBLE JACK.
keychain.
hahahahaha.
super funny.
joycelin bought a jack baby crawling thingy for her sister's bdae pressie.
awghs.
so dearie.
X)

then we sat down.
see the shirts sizes.
im once again gonna take the smallest -.-
pathetic shit.
for your info, its MINI SMALL.
bleahs-

then went home.
was thinking if kor can online.
he today maybe about 11 then reach home.
faster come onlinee!!!
im WAITING. =.=
lolss.

on the way back was stupid man!
i dun wanna say.
go read joycelin's blog.
walao.
the uncle super funny.
i was super malu-ed.
lolss.

loved today.
was cute. =)
and lovely.
and fun.

whoo.

wa. today shuang until cannot
1. nafa timing improve from 14.50++ to 13.43.
rocks right~!
i won desiree!
she got asthma.
tyco shit.
so happy.
im 2nd girl!
right after cheryl.

then...
2. common test.
aiyoh. that one i got nth to say.
lolss.
so horrible.
i was alr so demoralised by my cracked voice.
no mood to do.

3.amksian idol.
WE GOT IN!
with my horrible spoilt voice,
we still managed to get in!
so happy.

4. dancing at void deck.
both group the dance so successful!
help them to choreograph.
whoo.
glad they like it.
my group,
SO COOL!
guys do breakdance.
and dun ya proved that big size ppl also can dance well!
and even do breakdance!
CONGRATS TO DUNYA.
jia you jia you! =)
so happy.
other group as satisfied with the choregraphy I THINK.
lolss.
shud be lah.
they wont bluff me one.
ahahaa.
so happy.
yea man.
dance rocks!

i think im so helpful!
sorry for bhb-ness.
let me haolian awhile.
HEEEE.

thanks guys.
really glad you all liked it. =DDDD

you suck.

gimme back my voice please.

my mummy is cooking some dead black bees and some other herbs.
sth like beehive thingy.
AWGHS.
im gonna FREAK OUT.
she says it helps regaining in voice.
AHHHH.

today dance and drama.
waseh.
love it.
the girls were sassy,
guys were shuai,
the dance was cool.
ROCKS!
lolss.
HOWEVER...
=)
nothing is to be said here.
hahaha.

hiphop.
yea man.
hollaback girls.
so nice. +)

oh well.
tmr common test.
sian diaos. -.-
haven started a single thing.
boo hoo hoo.

joycelin sending me her EFFECTIVE notes.
lolss.
WE'LL SEE IF IT IS!
tmr nafa also.
walao.
amksian idol.
wapiang.
common test.
waseh.
ssoooooo dead. =)

was SUPPOSED to be happy.
BUT.
was ruined.
by...
=)

oh well.
tmr dismissed at 12.
OH ROCK.
hahahaha.
no lit.
no homework.
WHOO!

PON DE REPLAY.
hahahaha.
thank ahmad for the song!
primary sch rocks. XP

my throat.
awghs. HURTS. >.<
today cant tok to marcus chan.
so sad.
haisssss.
and SOMEHOW.
when i talk to him..
LOL.
some face is showed.
WELL WELL.

marcus channnney.
im bored!
lolss.

ahh.
i go bathe le.
dun like *ahem*.

COPYCATTERS SHOO.
-.- fuck you.

sian

so bored la.
choreographing.
haha.
pon de replay.
so groovey baybeh.
lolss.
love it.

im losing my voice.
amksian idol?
LOL. gd luck.

ha.

so boring!
i dun wanna do focus science.
always the same old thing.
ughs.

movie postponed til thurs/friday.
LOL.
pye called me.
she's sick!
40 degrees. =(
DO GET WELL FAST!

then it was like.
pye: " i called marcus and irwin, and both ask the same question"
ruishan: " wad question? "
pye: " is rui shan going? "
ruishan: " IRWIN? "
lolss. damn funny.
then pye was like, YAH~
ha.

friday friday friday.
AHHHHH.

im crazy.
scarly 1st round also cant get in.
awghs.
that'll be so pathetic.
wahahahahaha.

marcus chan cannot come online!
=(
so bored!
and... congrats to him!
haha.
for some reasons.
marcus, you've just pass a herdle.

mabel is jealous that i can type so fast.
LOL.

i have fantastic fingers!
YEA MAN
>.<

IM SO BORED.
someone TALK TO ME.

so lame.

mabel is at my house.
she's going crazy.
HA.

sing sing sing just now.
quite cool.
sister guided us.
sounded nicer! =)

belle is freaking mabel out.
run run run, mabel!
im jealous -.-

mabel is crazy with the pikachu.
she says its very fat.
shud i bring it tmr.

and WOW.
she's beside me,
letting me kiss the doggie's butt.
-.-
siao or not.
AH!
im ki-siaoing!
help!

fwahs.

VJC Choir concert
- 16th may
- esplanade
- 7.30
- $20,$30,$40

they won the grand champion for the international competition recently!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
they're really good okay!
worth that expensive ticket price.
anyone interested, go sistic to book tickets!

ahhhhh.
amksian idol on friday.
jia lat.
it's so disgustingly sung can.
AWGHS.
HELP.

i realised i haven touched my shan hu hai.
lolss.
XP

toking to marcus chan.
yay.
chatting partner is here.
lolss.
feels more entertained. =)
it is impt to have a chatting partner okay!
NOT a gossiping partner i emphasize.
lolss.

my sister not feeling well.
boohoo.
sian diaos.
no one tok to me.

i wanna dance.
i feel like dancing.
lolss.
siao siao.

he says "i like you", but his actions shows otherwise. im sorry, you're not for me.
your first move was alr wrong.

lame.

Look at this. wad were we doing? LOL.
sian...
today i was so sleepy.
practised qing fei de yi.
ahh.
hate my voice!
ee ee eee~~~

then oral!
was easy man. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i so bhb.
awghs.
tolerate!
hee.

hmm.
some confusion again.

joycelin, dun so sad/angry/disappointed.
okay, wadeva you're feeling right now.
but i hope you would tell me how i could help you or sth.
=)
the sky aint falling!

i haven studied science.
woaaaa~~~~

XD

today's boring.
same old things.

wake up,
go out eat lunch.
went to give the pressies to relatives that my sister bought.
then finish all the talking and chats,
came home for a break.
later going swensens again.
wapiang.
not that i wanna haolian leh,
but i've been really eating swensens continuously recently.
awghs.
sick.

talked to david abit.
he actually noes kai jie.
and he said kj says that 2/1 has alot of les.
and that the upper sec gals never wear anything inside their skirts.
and then he said many bad points about amkss. (actually i dun mind)
and of course, many pervertic stuffs.

lalalalalalala.
im bored.

post some pictures.
=)

as you can see, swensens.
lolss.
mummy goh and me. =)

stylo!

ahaha. so stylo!

sucks.

my sister is back!
yay.
many many things she bought! =D

ytd go continue to celebrate marcus bdae.
lolss. =)
the ppl -
me, desiree, joycelin, pye, kaiyuan, marcuschan, irwin, ashwin, benson and irwin' sister and bro.

quite fun la.
they were funny.
then went to swensen.
bdae cake.

erms.
then watch movie.
go long john.

haha. i dun wanna go in details.
they arent very pleasant. =)

hais.
meanies.

dun care lo!
i just try to not know anything.
so lame.

marcus' bdae!

YAY! =D
happy happy.
is my dear kor's bdae!
he's 14 alr.
haha.

we went j8.
me and joycelin went to collect his pressie.
the rest - pye, mabb, pyu, kai yuan, jun hao, xiao marc and the bdae boy went to eat first.
then...
happy bdae!
he likes the jacket!
hahaha.

then later walked...
and sat down to talk.
and i was cracking my brains for that damn game - what's next.
ughs. disgusting.

nvm, then we were toking abt some ghost stories.
my momma joined us.
talked awhile more,
then go home le.
fetch kor kor go back sch for his training.
then joycelin and xiao marc homey.

today was a rather joyous day.
=D

i love shan hu hai!

mabel, we must work harder!

compose.

composing shan hu hai for flutes and piano accompaniment.

awghs. so swt. =)
cant wait to hear it being played!

oo la la!

AGAR!

GUESS WAD.
hohoho.
i did agar-agar!
SO AMAZING. XD

oh well.
today got marcus chan's pressie.
haha. hope he likes it!
few more hours to his bdae.

today gort maths consultation.
i ponned.
lazy larhs.
arghs. so sian.
i'll ask mummy goh to teach me. =)
haha.
5/20.
that wont do.

today practised qing fei de yi with mabel.
we tried blending shan hu hai!
AMAZINGLY, WE MANAGE TO BLEND NICELY.
lolss!
but nahs, big challenge. x)
and the range, oh wow.

I LOVE MY PIANICA!


















SMCKED.

tmr got CAP!
woohoo.
hahahaha.
loving drama more!
=D
budden always so lonely in dance. =(
all of the rest clique until like shit.
sian diaos. x(

IM SUPPOSE TO DO HOMEWORK!
but i dun feel like. =)
desiree is learning some piano-ey from me!
yay. haha.
desiree, jia you! XD

SO BORED.
i want band!

YEA.

whoo!
new band leaders,
JIA YOU!
hahahahahahahahahaha.
GRACE! webmaster~~
hahahahahahahahahaha.

alrights.
today was fruitful.
especially in band.
LOVE BAND.
awghs. my darlng.
so swt!
hais.
but the sec 4s. =(
well well.
good things come to an end.

ah. dun tok about sad stuff.
hate it. lolss.

today was cool man.
the conversation of dun ya and miss wong -
(direct translation)
" i want you to buy a new uniform. "
" my mother say next year then buy! "
" why must wait until next year? "
" next year wear long pants, must change ma, then change together lorh! walao eh. "
" you better go and change ah. i dun care. "
" eh. my mother say next year lorhs. "
" ..."
" who are you to care about my shirt size big or small. "
" !!! "
" you gimme money to buy la. give la give la! "
-miss wong walks away-
lolss!

dunya go go go!

alrights.
then in chinese lesson...
miss wong mentions about his shirt again.
dun ya's reaction : " at least better than yours right. JUN-GLE~ " -.-
LOL.
joycelin told this to me.
freaking farnie sia.
dun ya, you rock man.

i hope ming liang wont see my blog.
lolss. i doubt he will anw. XP

audition for amksian idol next friday.
somehow no confidence leh.
hais. =(
i hope we do well though.
at least let jun hao make it through to represent our class. =)

yay. class tee.
faster faster make one day let me be FREE!
hee hee hee.

good friday gort section outing!
whee~~
KBOX.
wahahahaha.
i shall hear what good voices we have in band.
LOL!~

alrights.
today no hw.
hahaha.
so shuang.
jie's still in italy.
ytd night she called.
so cute.
she made me SO jealous!
nvm. she shall buy sth back for me.
or i'll whack her ass off.
haha.

dearie jie,
DO take care!
miss you. =)

wallet!

I BOUGHT MY WALLET!
myuk.


LOVE MY DADDY.
awghs.
swt.

cool.

just take a look at this.




















See another part of me?
so WTH!

whoo. my soul came out.

ROCKS!

oh yea. today rocked.
hahahahaha!

although i miss my sister. =(
i have no one to lame and crap with.
hais.

okay. anw.
today we went to multi storey carpark to play again!
the people are....
me, pye, joycelin, xiao marc, dun ya, marcus chan, kaiyuan, mabel, ah man.
wheehoo.
lolss.
i can really own a rental shop.=D

brought the bikes down.
then the roller blades.
went to the 4th storey of the carpark.
then PLAY!

and i fell off the bike okay.
awghs. pain. =(
sudden brake.
EEEeEEEeeeeEKKKKK! *bang*falls*
" !!! RUI SHAN. you okay not. "
lolss. all of them are nice ppl. =)

mabel came to lian ge with me.
was alrights.
then ah man, kai yuan and dun ya went home first.
the rest went to joycelin's house. =)
BLACKJACK!

us: "banker la-ti-tu..."
" AH-PEH! BAO BAO BAO! "
banker: " walao eh! dun wanna be banker le. "
us: " no no no such thing! you ALOT of 'money' HORRRR. "
banker: " wa. siao siao siao. "
*banker reshuffles and gives out cards*
us: " banker la-ti-tu....(x10000000000)..."
banker: -.-
us: " gimme a buan lak! "
me: "Ace!!! hahahahaha. gimme a picture picture picture!"
banker: -______-!!!!!!
me: " woa. sucks man. "
banker: " AHHAHAHAHAHHA! "

lolss.

its was SO cute alrights. x)
then... xiao marc, marcus chan and mabel left.
leaving me, pye and joycelin...
to eat AGAR-AGAR!
so NICE.
awghs. heavenly.
lololololol.

then we were playing SHADOWS again.
all thanks to tan rui shan who started that goose thing.
then later..
lolss. some videos taken.
you ppl shall see it.
its in pye's phone.
FREAKING FUNNY.
im so creative! hahahahahaha.

then later ate ALOT of things.
toasted bread, noodles, cambell soup, eggs, agar.
OH. cool man.
never eaten SO much before.
joycelin's mummy is amazing.
cooking genius. LOL.

SO SLEEPY!
YAWNSSS.
haven bought my wallet. =(
and haven make class shirt.
HAISSSSS.
lolss. nvm, tmr. =)

awghs.

repeat history.
and of course, it has started again.

to melissa and joycelin:
both of you have millions of misunderstandings.
too many.

the way you all speak,
that " bushuang " here and there thing,
makes both parties SO uncomfortable.
its really really stupid,
and you all noe it.
but just dunno how to help it.
no, is not wanting to help it,
not wanting to change.

i can see that joycelin is trying,
and i hope all can give her a chance.

i may be SO hated right now,
this moment,
for always being the full-time middleman thing,
and not having my own stand.
now thats wrong.
i dun need to talk much about that.
and i seriously think its plain childish.
there's nothing to quarrel.
nothing to talk bad about.
gossip gossip gossip.
what the fuck.

every single thing must be gossiped about,
every person in class must be gossiped about.
whats this.

life is like that.
no matter how disgusted you are,
you have to control your emotions,
and not just shout and yell and that particular person.
no matter how much you hate that person,
you have to try your best to do your best for that person.
you may say its so fake, so cunning.
but yes, grow up.
life's like this.

wad if in future you hate your boss,
then foreva change company,
go where also bu shuang one person.
then you may think " quit la, dun have to work for her. "
then you're wrong.
the opposite party is not at loss,
but yourself.

you all always say " i dun care le. "
lolss. i doubt its true.
both of you all still care de.
do you all hate each other THAT much?
" she sucks. " <--- do you mean it?

hais. i've repeated all these many times.
get this damn thing into your head ppl.

its god damn irritating.

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went for individuals.
tried out singing with mabel.
well well...

sad?happy?

yu guo tian qing. =)

lolss. CME conversation..

ms wong: give me as many definitions you can of love.
junhao: love?!
ruishan: love is what man.
junhao: love is when 2 ppl come together to make babies.
whole group: hahahahahahaha!!!
junhao: love is when got early pregnancy! yea...

group presentation by wenyan's row.
wenyan: love is innocent.
junhao: wapiang eh! innocent wad shit! later they make love, liddat call INNOCENT meh!
whole group: hahahahahahha!!!
wenyan: -.-
wenyan: love is an element in human nature. (sth liddat)
xiao marc: love is not element! go check the periodic table!
whole group: hahahahahahaha!!!
wenyan: love is BGR.
ah man: walao eh. common sense right. BGR? i somemore can GGR ah.
ruishan: wad is GGR?
ah man: gay gay relationship la!
ruishan: -_______-!!!!
ah man: also can LLR leh! les les relationship!
ruishan: -_______________________-!!!!!!!!
whole group: hahahahahahaahahahha!!!

super funny la.
walao eh.
cant stand junhao and xiao marc.
lolss. they're the jokers man.
the pornies. x)
porn family wan sui!

today sectionals.
and also section talk.
i must go to band room more often.
and PRACTISE.
ahhhh. tan rui shan tan rui shan tan rui shan.
dun be lazy!!!

talked in class with joycelin and dunya.

talked it out.

am i going crazy?

havent seen the doctor.
ahh. mummy's gonna kill me. x(

ms lew gave out the lecture slides and notes.
lolss. joycelin chao happy.
WHY?
coz is PHYSICS.
reflection and refraction.
oh well.
havent learnt it.
i hope i have the interest in physics!
hohohoho.
coz physics is the most relevant to life.
i hope it isnt true.
lolss.

I HATE MATHS.

actually okay la.

ah man disallow me to sleep in class.
and its making me go crazy.

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i love my trumpet section!

trumpets trumpets, go go go!

i will miss yu qing, liang yun and glenn.

Tan Rui Shan will work hard.

I swear!

woohoo!

tmr i am gonna...
1. go band room and drill on my trumpet sound
2. rush for dnt and get my darn product done and over with
3. go for 2.4km jogging practice with joycelin, pyu. (wonder if melly ong is going)
4. dunno whether got section talk or not
5. also got hiphop. ahh. still thinking if i should continue

alrights.
so many things for me to complete.
im messed up! ahh.

hais. junior band ah junior band..
why liddat...
all so isolated and not enthu.
nvm. seniors shall try all their best to push all of you.
='( amkss band, you cannot fall.
I WILL TRY MY BEST WITH EFFECT FROM TMR!
i hope it isnt too late. x(

hmm. today had the mentoring sessions with poi ching.
their sound was MUCH better than rosyth.
oh god, rosyth was disaster.
ahh. totally never listen to each other de.
budden poi ching is whack one.
lolss. the guy that sat beside me was a prettaye boy.
he was... pretty.
lolss?!
ya, somehow.. pretty.
long eyelashes, thin lips.
huge eyes, good complexion.
wad do you think?
hohoho.
they were somewhat amazed by the sliver bowl alrights.
bleahs.

today chinese test too.
aiyah. no comments.
i think im gonna get kicked outta higher chinese.
bhattarai doesnt like me. at all.

oh yea, heard our class got new boy student.
awghs.
you'd better not change our register numbers again.
or not the day you 1st come,
your ass will be gone,
your face will be red,
you eyes will be gouged out.
oh freak, i sound so sadistic.
ahh!

well well.
saw the class painting on " slackers no more " in gold.
okay larhs. must encourage them.
they work until so siao.
must give some good comments. =)
jia you 2/1!

oh ya ya. class t-shirt.
sheeeeesh.
WAD COLOUR AH?
black and nike green.
or orange and black.
hohoho.

getting sleepy in class.
ahhh. meishan told me she read in the newpapers.
carbohydrate binge - results in
dizziness, getting tired easily,
faint feel, pale looking,
low blood pressure.
she said " eh, sounds like you lorh. becareful.
too much carbohydrates! "
well..

dun really care la.
doesnt kill me. LOL.

my heart has SOOO much to say.
but my mind is empty.

oh well well, dun bother about me.
im still quite alright.
its not like im gonna commit suicide! LOL.
just a moment of sadness.
i will be alright.
everyone dun worry!

to joycelin: take care of yourself. esp. your emotions. you're very unstable. share with you my problems some other times. =) stabalize yourself first! i dun wanna add on to your troubles. haha. keep that smile in your heart! yay.

to pyu: must learn to handle things better. that woman cant stop you from moving forward, improving. stretch yourself to the fullest, you've got it.

to grace: yes, i saw your smile today. always look at things positively. life aint that bad lah! lolss. cheer up. any problems, rui shan is always here. =)

to myself: wake up.

-______-!!!

oh, how long can a guy love you?

ah im bored.
today was a rush.

woke up at 9.30am.
freaking early.
got changed quickly.
went for breakfast-lunch.
then went to temple to pray.
ltr we went home.
xuannie and yunnie came to our house.
i slept.
they left.
woke up, went for dinner.
rushed to j8.
my sister hasnt done her hw.
bought her cosmetics.
and neccessities.
looked for my wallet.
but none attracted me.
went home.
pack stuff.
and im blogging.

i just love this neoprint.

























just so prettaye.

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remain sealed.

sentosa with flutes.

today.
tiring.

7 reach sch to make april fool tricks in classrm.
8.15 leave sch, go piano lesson.
8.30-9.30 piano lesson.
9.30-12.30 band mentoring rosyth.
12.30 ran back to class to see if need help in painting.
in the end all gone.
they were chased out by mrs bhattarai.
then went to sentosa.
play play play.
play until 6-7 or so.
went to plaza sing.
alr 8 plus le.
then later eat at the lao di fang.
went to jalan awhile.
then joycelin daddy fetch us again.
whoo.
layting, marcus, joycelin, han xuan, xue li and me behind.
then left me, marcus, joycelin and han xuan.
we were going crazy!
lolss.
tiring.

there's this bunch of ppl.
super arsed up.
they keep di siao-ing me and han xuan.
just becoz we ride the tendon(sp...) bike,
they say we couple.
DIAO. -.-
super irritating.
today go where also see them.
they laugh,
we soot them.
they soot,
we laugh.
walao. like shit liddat.
gang vs gang.
awghs.
horrible.

reached home near to 11 barhs.
today april fool day.
perhaps also confessions day.

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i am still searching my heart.
i must seal it.

thoughts in my mind.
i dunno.

will i break down?
will i cry?

empty.
blank.

no reaction i could give.
i just tried.

fake smiles.
stupid lies.

i have to.
can.
will.
must.

its possible for their story.
i cant be an obstacle.
i cant be a blockage.
i cant be the fucking bitch.

try to get out of this circle.
im still trapped.

no one lends me a ear.

im hearing.
but nobody hears me.

i voice out.
but no one seems to be able to hear me scream.

im in an enclosed room.
im stuck.