Sucks la.
Stop pissing me off.

Wednesdays rock!
=) shuang lorhs.
Lols.

Tmr have to hand in alot of hw,
and got sectionals.
Mummy off day,
and it will be quite late when i finish my sectionals,
she'll be so sad again.
Hais. =(

So suck la,
did 1 book review and i stopped.
Dun do le,
can fall asleep sia~

Ahh,
bored.
I wanna dance.
Rhythmic sound productions..
mr tan sucks la.
We aint going overboard pls.
I dun wanna miss this chance alrights.
You not happy?
Talk to me man.

Today was ACTUALLY horrible for me.
I was in-the-process of falling sick.
Lols. wad logic, oh man.
Anw,
I was SOOO tired,
was like sniffing my way through lessons.
Ugh, totally irritating.

HOWEVER,
devolusionists made my day!
hahahahah!
Those few hours spent with them was total fun and enjoyment.
They rock alrights.

Today is DEVOLUSION 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
and...
BELLE'S BDAE!
hahaha.
HAPPY BDAE BELLE!

Today was rather 'student vs teacher' for me.
In the morning, form teachers had to do hair spot check ma.
Then marchan was alr told to cut his hair,
but didnt.
So...
he and xiao marc zao first,
go toilet hide.

Then Bhattarai stepped into the class and asked,
" xiao mar-ge he da mar-ge zai na li?" translation - where are the 2 marcuses?
and i said,

" Orh, ta men zai toilet. " translation - they are in the toilet.

" Yi da zao jiu zai ce suo?! " translation - early in the morning in toilet?

" Da bian ma, chi cuo dong xi. " translation - Shitting what, eat wrong thing.

" Xu yao liang ge ren meh? " translation - Need 2 ppl arh?

" Accompany mahs.. "

" Yi ge da bian, yi ge bang mang la ah? " translation - One shit, the other help to pull hah?

Damn cute. Lols.
Like Bhattarai. She rocks man.

Ytd also argue with Mr Ramesh,
he is total crap la.
Never give hols hw then say he got,
ask we all finish 3 book reviews in 2 days.
Never hand in 2 demerits.
Like,
wth?
He is like that lah,
used to it. Lols!
XP

Tmr got pe lesson with 2A and 2B!
All devolusionists tgt..
except Carin.. =((((
Today she was so sad..
Cheer up darling! =D
devolusion loves ya.
Haha!

And yes,
I realise pyu is very cute.
she's so sweet man!
and Joycelin is just like a momma.
Lols.

Love devolusion.
Porn family died-ed liao..!
Lols..
We dun mention,
they dun even say a word.
Sians... =(((
Booohooooohoooooo.
Kinda miss KaiJie.
Really enjoy talking to him.

Currently my eyes are swollen,
i dunno why.
But i just feel much weaker.
Im like having 40% of energy only..

Gtg, BYE!

Today was rather fine..
IAP was sucky. >.<
So boring la.

Recess was cute.
Drew the Devolusion family tree,
and we were so damn crazy. XD
Sharon is my momma!
Xue Qi is my sista!
Han Xuan is my son!
Pyu is my daughter!

Pyu is now much closer to Devolusion alr!
Yay. hahaha. =DDDD

After school Devolusion went to eat tgt,
then band members went for band prac.
Sen Cai went to meet his fren,
Marchan went to bmt,
Sharon went home.

Band prac was all about sight reading and disastrous major scales warm-ups.
I got to participate in the Young People's Symphonic Band thing.
I'm the only one in Devolusion crew... =(
Its like,
everything's gonna make me isolate myself. haha.

Tmr is Devolusion day!
hahahahahaha.
27 May was the day we went for Dance Xplosion competition,
27 June - 1 month anniversary!
woots!

Class position..
not very satisfied.
Hais,
the devolusionies are tgt,
but im away from them.
Desiree didnt wanna move,
or not i would be sitting with joycelin,
tgt with the marcuses behind me,
and pyu in front of me.
Ah well,
im currently beside them,
which is a row away,
its alright. =)

Tmr is a horrible studying day,
there's geog and history,
maths double period...
chinese double period...
KILLER.

awghs,
cant imagine how am i gonna survive every tuesday.

Awaiting for wednesday's pe lesson!
Lols.
2/1 and 2A's PE lesson tgt.
Yay, think the guys are gonna learn parkour from marc mark.
woohoooo!

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Distant

Afraid to answer your calls,
afraid to step into the house.

Afraid to share things with you,
afraid to joke with you.

Afraid to talk to you,
afraid to face you.

I am drifting further away.

" There's a silver lining to every cloud, and today you'll see one much more clearly. "

-------------------------------

I SUPPORT BRAZIL AND SPAIN!
BRAZIL - RONALDHINO & KAKA.
SPAIN - TORRES.

I hope i didnt get their names spelt wrongly!
Lols.

Sian diaos...
tmr got school lerhs.
Somemore got band...
No more playing,
no more slacking. =(

Chatting with devolusion now.
ahahahaha, they're damn funny.
Marcus Mark parkour damn shuai wor!
Watch him in action.
Lols!


Off to pack stuff.
See ya guys.

Ytd performance..
SOOOOO HAPPPPPYYYY!

LOLOLOL.
Pamela came to watch us too.
Aint she sweet.
Think she discussed a lil' with Mrs Ismail about coming our sch to teach our group.

Ashraff's(sp?) band came to perform too.
Took photos and all.
Was enjoyable.
Went to KFC after that,
and to the playground.
Shared ghost stories,
then joycelin and xiao marc got kinda pissed.
Sorry guys!
So, we changed the topic to riddles and jokes - Sharon's good at them.
Lols. Sharon was blabbering about them and all of us were practically --> -.-
Then started talking about flashers and stuffs.
hahahahaha.
was super retarded.
We even played crocodile in the playground,
and was afraid ppl would complain about us for our LOUD noise.
Marcus mark is CRAZYYY.
He parkoured everywhere,
anywhere.
Damn pro, damn fast.

Then Joycelin's dad came to fetch everyone home except Carin.
Coz her house was like,
just across the road?
Lols.
then one by one went home.
And yes,
i reached home at 1am. =)
My father obviously wasnt happy.
Well well.
It was too much la,
i apologise. =D

Tmr have to wake up early again...
school school school.
Ugh, total turn off.
Homework, scoldings, chionging,
it all starts again.
I wanna dance.
Dance for my whole life.

I asked Sen Cai,
" you think you can become a world class dancer? "
His reply,
" If i have the determination, I can. "

Then again i asked,
" Do you think i can be one? "
His reply,
" You can, but do you have the determination? "

Class painting today.
Lols. SOOO little ppl!
Painted and drew,
quite fun larhs.

Went to pei marchan cut hair,
tgt with joycelin and pye.
Marchan so shuai now!
first time see he cut hair so nice sia.
But its like,
DAMNNNN ah beng.
I love hairplay!
I love Ivy!
She's a skilful hairstylist alrights.
Pye cut hers too,
she looks damn cute!

Then later went burger king,
pye and marchan competing who finish faster.
Waseh,
its like super disgusting.
Marchan is DAMN fast la. -.-
Lols.

Then Joycelin went home,
Me, marchan and pye took same bus - 88.
Pye pei mabel go make specs.
Lols.
Scarly turn to me like mine.
Purple~~~
Hahahaha.

BRAZIL THRASHED JAPAN 4-1.
SONG BO!!!!
LOLOLOLOL.
brazil rocks!
kaka rocks more!

Today very few came for dance.
Some working, some parental objections and so on.
So, they came to my house to dance.
The hardworking ppl were..
ME!(like duh~), joycelin, damarc, han xuan, sen cai, xue qi, marcusmark.
Hope i didnt miss out any!
Lols.
Did pamela's dance.
Whoosh, was cool enough.

They left arnd 6,
and i went for dinner with sis and dad.
Peace. ^^

Alrights,
tmr going class painting,
and of course,
im not forgetting my radio.
Lols.

DANCE.
DANCE.
DANCE.

AND YES,
I DID A LIL' MATHS HW!
yay.
Aint that miraculous.
Lols. XP

for all i know,
you suck.
conviscate for all you want,
vent your anger as much as you like.
just let me dance.
Dun gimme a hp,
fine.
Dun ever contact me.

You just ruin my life.

i cant stand this alr.
I have limited tolerance alright.
take it, leave it?
i leave it.
I CHOOSE TO.

the more you demand,
the more i rebel.

Frankly,
i really hate you.

And she,
she tells me her problems.
I listen.
But when im in trouble,
she adds on to my troubles.
And even vent her anger on me too.

Please do not tag my board about this post.
Ty.

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Alrights,
today the L.A lady, Pamela came to teach us alot!
Her dancing is like,
WOW.
Her moves,
her groove,
oh man, she sure has it.
Her choreography is GOOOOOD man!
Very tiring la.
And all the waves and popping,
its just a killer man.
Haha.
I love dancing! =DDDD

-------------------

Dun you ever take me outta dancing.
I'll make sure you regret it.

Reminder: Do not tag about this post. Ty.

HAHAHAHA.
just came back from sentosa.
SOOO FUNNNN.
I love soccer!
=DDDDD
I scored okay!
whoosh.

The sad sad sad thing is,
i rmbed my camera,
but forgot batteries.
Lols. It's so damn retarded la.

The people who went:
Marchan,Joycelin,XueQi,Sharon,MarcusMak,WeiSong,SenCai.
Wei Song is DAMNNNNNN funny.
hahaha.
I've learnt how to tie scorpion!
YAYYYYY!
Thanks to Joycelin.

Alrights,
tmr there dance practice!
and we will be meeting the lady from L.A.
hope we get to learn alot tmr.
excited! >.<

I LOVE KAKA FROM BRAZIL.
He is so shuai lor!

Tonight 3am England vs Sweden.
Hais.
Wanted to stay up and watch,
but cant tahan.
very tired leh.. =(

Oh,
Wei Song has LOTSA crappy things to say.
The guys did a HUGE heart on the beach,
with an arrow poking through it.
Its SOOOOO beautiful.
VERY VERY VERY pretty.
next time upload the pics.
And we saw a sand-like mermaid by the shore!
its human size!
wonder which dude went to make it,
takes alot of patience leh!
very huge, and in shape.
Lols.
They used the seaweed as 'her' hair.
We also buried Wei Song.
HAHAHA.
and again,
gave him BIG boops.
LOL.
and a mermaid tail. =)
PRETTY weisong.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
he'd better not see this.

I LOVE DANCING,
I LOVE THE DANCERS.
they are lovely ppl.

KAIJIE,
gonna miss you! =(

Sentosa is postponed to 11.30.
Lols. Its raining.
I WANT THE SUNNNNN.
x.x

Joycelin is at my house now..
Learning piano.
Waiting for marchan to come too.
then we go tgt.

Actually teaching is quite fun.
=D

FINALLY.
i made another trip to AJC for elementz.
I seriously havent been contributing okay,
including web com.
x(

TMR GOING SENTOSA AGAIN WITH THE DANCE PPL!
hahahahaha. oh ya,
see the pic where si xuan got buried:

see the boops?
perhaps...
closer view..

Lols. that seems a lil' porn.

Alrights,
im off to prepare for tmr! =D
hahahaha.
and yes,
im gonna teach sharon and joycelin piano. =)

PHOTOS TIME. =)

today got another lady approached us..
this time,
she wants to teach us hip hop F.O.C.
and she's here for this summer.
She's from L.A,
and she teaches hip hop there.
She came to Singapore to study in NUS.
Well,
she would like to teach us and join us in these recent performances,
for fun la.
hahaha.
=)

and somehow,
all of us has agreed to the rhythmic sound productions-Ben.
so excited!

SEE THE PICS hereeee.

im at carin's house now! wahahaha.
xue qi is beside me and the rest are going bonkers.lols.

im being lame.
byebye.

Went to sentosa today.
Played soccer!
ahahahaha.
And i was wearing Brazil jersey.
Then they started to call me names.
One of them was.. sth like " kaka ".
dunno how to spell la.
Some player in Brazil.
Lols.
Damn cute.

Sun tanned a lil'.
the colour sucked!
my face is red.
oh man,
i look like roasted pig la.
ugh!

We let Belle swim in the sea.
She kan chiong la!
we carry her up above the waters,
her legs still swimming.
Laugh until i wanna die.
Damn cute lorhs.
Next time go sentosa with devolusionies and the other peeps,
then we play tgt! =)

WE BURIED SI XUAN!
lols.
and we sculptured a good figure on top of her,
with 2 protruding boops,
sharp and pointed nipples,
and a LONG dick.
hahahahaha!
it was friggin' funny.
Upload the photos some other time.

SOOO tired la.
tmr 6.30 meeting joycelin go to xiao marc association thingy with marchan and xue qi also.
hahaha.
6.30 okay!
see we so supportive,
for the sake of xiao marc,
we must jiang yi qi ma hor.
=D
maybe kai jie is coming!
he become more shuai sia!
and TALLLLLLERRRR~
Ytd stand beside him,
i got a shock sia.
It was like,
" KAIJIE! YOU SUDDENLY SO TALL SEH! "
Lols. He's the man.

Belle is currently bathing,
and jie isnt home.
She went out with Grocery Clan.
Her energy alot sia.
I alr wanna battery flat le.

Oh yeah,
si xuan's bf came too. - stanley.
haha.
He's soccer is SOOOO PRO.
WHY?
SOCCER CAPTAIN. -.-
HE'S DAMN FAST LA.
cant catch one leh.
waseh.
And his doggie is cute!
Its called Ronnie.
Its champion of many things noe!
some beauty competition perhaps?
i dunno,
but its lovable.
A mixbreed - silky terrier and schnauzer. (sp?)
lols. Sth liddat.
Its DAMNNNNNN shuai.
Nice fur man.
SHUAI GE!

Love everyone arnd me!
hahaha.

Tmr got performance again at amk central.
arnd the same time, like 7 bahs.
Dancing rocks!

today was really enjoyable.
I just love dancing.
some show organiser from rhythmic sound productions saw us,
and invited us to perform on national day/ live concerts with artistes/sentosa.
they did the may day concert at padang!
lols. feel like joining..
but well..
parents are a problem.
they just get worried.

my conversation with the show organiser:
" Hi, is this Rui Shan? "
" Ya... =) "
" Hi this is Ben, a show organiser. Just now one of my dancers took your number. Good dance. R yall interested to perform at National day, sentosa, live in concerts and stuff? "
" Hmm... I have to discuss with the group. I will get back to you on Sunday. "
" No prob. Take your time. Do ask around and tell me by Sunday. There'll be payment. If all can't make it, then a few should do too. Thanks. Tc. "
" Oh okay. By the way, you are a show organiser from..? "
" Rhythmic Sound Productions. We deal with outside shows, all ethnic group shows and even with some MediaCorp artistes like Kelly and so.."
" Oh i see... Alright. "
" I dunno if you remember, but, we recently did the May Day Concert '06 at the Padang. "
" Cool. Okay. So I'll get back to ya on Sunday. "
" Thanx gal. Tc. Have a good night ahead. God Bless. "

Alright. how does that sound?
convincing?
well.. im just afraid its just a cheat or conman. lols.

dance and still dance.

whoosh.
dance.
its rockin'.

We are invited to perform at amk central on the 16th,18th and 24th.
Programme starts at about 5pm i guess.
Come check it out and see our dance man.
haha.

Today xue qi, carin, sharon, sen cai and xiao marc come my house to continue dancing.
I realised the mirror in my house is so useful,
although sometimes it gets a lil' freaky.
We finished choreographing the dance!
I got alot of inspiration today man.
Everyone tried to help choreograph and choreograph.
And yes,
efforts haven gone to waste.
it was..
near perfect.

ate maggee mee tgt,
played with belle,
danced tgt,
choreographed tgt,
laughed tgt,
learn tgt.
All these time spent tgt,
was.. really fun.
We saw a lil' bit of honey too!

xiao marc went home at about 6 plus.
the rest at about 8 plus.
haha.

Tried out the dance steps again,
tired.

Haven post for a long time.
Have been busy with dance lately,
trying to get our dance quickly done.
And man,
its finally done, nicely.
Very tired,
and stretched alot.
Aches everywhere,
and it really hurts.

Oh yes,
really wanna thank my mother for all the support she had given me.
Haven been studying well and my piano sucks,
but she still tries to motivate me.
Well,
i guess i really shouldnt disappoint her anymore.

Alrights,
many interesting things happened the past few days.
but lazy to say it here.
It's all locked in my memories.
haha.
I love these dance ppl.
They make my day happy.
Xue Qi, Carin, Sharon, Xiao Marc, Marchan, Han Xuan and our dear leader-Sencai,
thank ya'll so much.

my sister said she saw this:
Group Name: Sick Duck
Group Motto: U is I, I is U.

Lols.
dun understand?
then you're slow!

These are the mediacamp pics. haha.
abit... late ah. XP

JunHao, Jaime, Amanda(crew), Me and Mrs Bhattarai.

Wahahaha. Bhattarai took this!

and.. we took a photo with the zhu buo and ji zhe, xu yun ling. the other one forget her name le. lols.

Band camp, POP.
It all just ended.
Seniors leaving,
new juniors coming.
It's always moving on.

Surprisingly,
i shed no tears at all.

Laura, Jia Ying and me did the COC,
and it turned out quite well. =)

Leaders got punished,
band got scolded.
Everything got messy,
everyone got displeased.
However,
we managed to pull it through.
haha.

Best section award: Flutes!
Best recruit: Dan Hui!
Best Cadet: Wee Ting!
Congrats to all.
Keep up the good work!

Winston,
jia you!
Trumpets are always behind you.
Just try you best in everything k?
=DDD
Servant Leaders.
"Its the leaders serving the band, not the band serve the leaders."

Gave the pressies to my beloved 3 seniors.
Love em' all.
They are the ones that ALWAYS support the section,
ALWAYS guiding and teaching us no matter wad,
never giving up on us despite our laziness and no initiative attitude.
Yu Qing,
you have great musicality.
Glenn,
your sound is beautiful.
Liang Yun,
you have great listening skills.
I'll miss you guys. =(

I'm so sleepy.
Marcus Chan supports England!
hahahahahaha.
ME?
BRAZIL! =DDDDD

blogger is lagging man.
lols.

i saw myself on tv!
haha.
so... yuck.
but enjoyed my time with jaime and junhao,
not forgetting..
mrs bhattarai and amanda, the nyjc crew.
haha. it was.. quite interesting la.

went to dance today at the open space.
its nice man!
haha.
saw benjamin,jeremy,hongye and zhao yan walk pass.
and the 3 hip hop guys came to join us!
they're pros man!
see them do breakdance,
and im sure you'll drop your jaws.
one sec2-aldrich(sp?),
the other sec4- a-loy-cious(pronounced liddat la),
and another sec5- yewyew(ohwadeva).
-.- i am short term.
the sec 4 one is quite shuai,
and gentleman.
haha.
from assumption dunno wad school.
they're dance is,
whoooo.
very shuai.
lots of breakdancing.
and they are soft!
lols.
danced quite alot.

tmr band camp,
til saturday.
gonna have a great time..
and memorable time too.
hais.
graduating seniors.. =((
winsty says he is gonna cry!
ahahahaha.
well well,
everything has to move on.
cant possibly get stuck there,
and wait for you to get over it.
haha.

saw the tag by SHE on mel's blog.
lols.
oh, wad can i say. =)
ppl have to know when to stop and reflect on themselves,
and when not to.
they have to know things move on,
and not get stuck there foreva.
they have to know.

im tired.
very tired.
i mean not mentally la.
physically.
lols.

today's media camp was.. tiring.
lols.
ran arnd toapayoh,
finding ppl with many earholes.
interviewed,
and realised singaporeans really very timid.
i wonder if i'll be like that when if i were them.
haha.

so sorry marcus chan,
i was busy with this.
and i had to rush to dance just now.
=((
anw, enjoy your chalet.
x)

still dealing with the media stuffs.
writing scripts,
doing effects.
awghs.
must really thank grace for at least giving me some experience the other time.
haha.
well well.
im very assed up.
so bloody tired.
oh.
dancing makes me relief all these stress and bad mood. =)
alrights.

looking forward to the performance at amk central,
in cooperation with CDC and raymond lau.
woots.
im off,
byebye!

WAHAHAHA. i got my specs!
Tan Rui Shan looks much like a teacher now,
and fiercer.
dun pray pray ah~~

that marcus chan jia le.
in bmt now.
ask his boys to msg and msg and still msg me.
wanna make my bill bao ah.
scold them,
they now bu shuang. -.-
lols.
marcus chan, you good lor!
later still wanna call me.
Ashwin and Irwin has ALOT to say.
hahahaha.
well well.


this is how spastic i look. -.-
stupid teacher. lols.

tmr im going to mediacorp.
learn wad i also dunno.
sth about photography and video taking i guess.
boredddddd.

actually tmr got dance practice.
but becoz of this stupid thing, i cant go.
lols.
tmr im taking my specssss! wahahahahahaha.

no more contacts for me.
in future, it'll be...
nerdy nerdy tan rui shan.
x.x
sounds, awful.

today mummy got sick.
she didnt have strength,
giddy giddy one.
and i had to guide her way while walking.
but her blood pressure is alright,
everything is normal.
hais.
just pray she gets better.

today my sister went for hospital attachment.
at.. alexander hospital i guess.
go learn things about doctors,
and watch how they work.
she's... crazy.
haha.

I dunno wad to do.
sometimes you're this,
sometimes you're that.
but im sure,
I will not let history repeat itself.
I have to make a confirmation in my heart,
myself.
All that indecisive mind of mine.
Heart or mind?

aint the pornies cute.

me and kj. =)

me and marchan.

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Why bother?
We're just peoples.
big deal.

You know its childish,
we know its childish,
but no one is settling this.
Lols.
But actually it aint.
Coz its about how ppl work with ppl.
How foolish to see peoples having conflicts with each other,
when they could actually peace out,
and lead such happy days.
If this continues,
im definately gonna get my ass outta this man.
This is haunting for for 1 and a half years alr.

If i would have listened to my mum,
i wont be struggling here alr. -.-

Oh well,
not pin-pointing anyone but,
please get a grip of yourself.
Really,
everyone ought to.

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Just had my piano lesson.
Had a talk with Mdm Luen.
I told her about my sister's worries,
and that made her worried.
TAKE IT EASY LARRRR.
She wants to,
but the ppl arnd her just cant shut up. -.-
They just stop blabbering " aiyah, no problem la.. "
All you ppl just get your mouth shut,
and do your stuff.
Stop moving about and blabber your way through la.
Get on.

The feeling of getting yourself stuck in the middle sucks.
whoosh.

You see the fire roaring flames,
you hear the raindrops patter.
You want the fire,
you need the raindrops.
Would you want the raindrops to kill the fire,
or pray for the rain to stop?

Ruishan, your Personality SummaryKey Areas of your Personality
Your personality stands out from the average person's particularly in the areas of:

-Your High Curiosity Level
-Your Low Emotional Reactivity Level
-Your High Multi-tasking Ability


Your personality is made up of a unique pattern of traits. These traits impact the way you think, feel, and behave on an everyday basis. In your report you will read a detailed explanation of each of your core personality traits, including your strengths and challenge points.




Your Interaction Style:
You scored 75 in the area of extroversion/ introversion, which means that your energy is directed primarily outward towards other people and things - rather than inward. You don't mind being alone, but you feel most energized and inspired when you are around other people. Your mixed extroversion/ introversion tendency affects your learning style: For example, it is more effective for you to listen to a person explain something than it is for you to read about it on your own.

Social patterns: You are left-brained when it comes to recognizing emotions in other people. When you look at a person's face you focus on what you see on the right. This is a unique way of viewing the world. You are likely to be sensitive to 'micro-expressions' - the tiny movements of the muscles in the face that occur, for example, when someone is telling a lie. Hearing preferences are an interesting exception to this left-right crossover. For example, if two people were talking behind a closed door and you needed to put your ear on the door to hear, you would tend to use your left ear instead of your right.

One chapter of your personality report is dedicated to the type of people who fit you best as friends and coworkers, and the unique features of your social interaction style.

This Personality Summary is based on only 2 out of the 31 personality dimensions we measured in the questionnaire. Your 100-page Personality Report is based on all 31 dimensions and will give you and in-depth analysis of your unique personality.

I was bored. lols.

SUCKS!
i cant go to BHF again.
WAD COINCIDENCE IS THAT AYE?
UGH THIS IS CRAP.
and joycelin told me the performance was so cool and successful.
the best.

AWGHS. just smack my god damn face. x.x

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The more sincere, the more cruel.
Always - Pretend.

Drowned in tears.
Drag me down.
Make me invisible.

MRBROWNSHOW.
FUNNNYYYY!

NO MORE BIRDS!
wahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

http://media.libsyn.com/media/mb/tmbs-060515-no_more_bird.mp3

POLITICAL~
cuteeee.

http://media.libsyn.com/media/mb/tmbs-060510-the_persistently_non-political_podcast_no11.mp3

IDOLS!
laughlaughlaugh.

http://media.libsyn.com/media/mb/tmbs-060523-where_are_they_idoling_now.mp3

Coughs coughs coughs.
bleahs.
So irritated.
IM SICK AGAIN.
-.-

Today got band,
obviously i didnt go.
Sheesh.
I'm gonna miss ALOT.
Really,
I havent been actively participating in band.
Tomorrow is BHF alr.
Futhermore i barely played the pieces.
Sucks la.
Hope i get better by tonight,
or not fat chance of going for BHF tmr.

My sister's piano exam is on the 12th June.
Wish her good luck man!
diploma must chiong,
or not really waste of money.
Not to worry,
I think she's really a perfectionist.
Everything must meet her expectations and target.
Can I be like her?
Then my studies will at least improve.
Lols.
Daddy really wishes to see my results improve.
Mummy too,
but i somehow think she has alr given up hope.

Everytime when it comes to taking results,
mummy will say " Hohoho, results out le.. jia lat. You be prepared man."
then daddy will say " Scarly she surprise you ah. You'll never know ok. "
But i always disappoint daddy. =(

I dunno leh..
Sometimes I think studying takes great pain.
Is studying that impt?

Just now my sister just told me to do my homework,
but I didnt wanna hear it.
I'm a freak man.

My sister now practising piano.
And thats when i realise i really have poor time management.
Ugh.
Someone wake me up.
I shouldnt be spending time on my friends and playing.
And when i come to think of it at the end of the day,
what have i done?

Read marcus chan's blog,
Kai jie said, " live the fullest, we only have 1 life. "
What does it mean by, the fullest?

I dunno why i typed all these lahs.
Lols.

My phone no batt.
-.-
Without my phone i can really die.
SO BORED.
My charger with joycelin.
Just now went to her house,
ask her sister,
she say should be don't have.

A little less conversation,
and more action please.

haha. I like that.

And my sister says,
" A new batch of leaders, new problems you have, new things to do. "
This goes to the previous band leaders.
" Show some respect to the present band leaders. "
" A sudden lost of authority. It always happens. "

My sister is foreva so logical and.. wise?
But sometimes she really spoils my day.
HAHA.

Oh, so much for being a best friend.

Movitated you,
Accompanied you,
Helped you,
Cheered you up,
Laughed with you,
Happy for you,
Ki siao for you,
Solve things for you,
Corrected you,
Listen to your problems,
Angry with you,
Cry with you.

Every minute i spent with you,
i always try to give you my best.

Today was really a disappointment.
My efforts have gone to waste.

Afterall,
how good can friends be?
Selfish.
Oh well,
perhaps this was just a small matter,
but I can finally see what kind of person you are.
Even my ****** is angry with you,
what can i say?

Everything for you,
but what's in return?
Attitude, betrayal.

Never walk with a friend to end,
you'll regret.
you'll lose.

I may seem alright in face,
but I've lost you in my heart.

Well,
back to class chalet.
It was boring!
I spent my time in the pornies room mostly.
SLEEP.SLEEP.SLEEP.
I'm so tired.
Most of them played majong, ps2.
Called pyu to chat,
while jun hao, da marc, xiao marc playing daidee.
Then the 3 guys and me were going porny with pyu on the phone.
Damn funny.
Pyu decided to come!
Though with difficult transport.
Jun hao and xiao marc kept taking videos,
until Melissa's phone battery flat.
She was soooo angry.
Lols.
Damn cute.
Then,
apologies!

Went to venture arnd with mellyong too.
Talked, gossiped.
Relieved.
=)
Missed the times with her though,
but not to worry,
she's in the porn family!
haha.
Got SOOOOO drenched in the rain,
and we were drama-ma-mas man!
Complaining to the rest how TORTUROUS is was.
But well,
very fun and enjoyable.

Crossed the bridge to the other beach.
Was so sweet.
White and sandy,
cooling.
Me and mellyong wanted to go canoeing.
But too bad,
have to take course.
so we got ourselves soaked in the seawater.
ALOT of SEAAAWEEDD.
the guys didnt wanna go into the sea. =(
lolss.
Then... drizzle starts.
AHHH RAINN!!!
*everyone runs frantically.
So me and mellyong decided to run back to retrieve an umbrella for the guys who were happily waiting under the shelter for us,
because junhao's bandage cannot go under the rain.
OH, NOBLE US!

BBQ was retarded.
Kaijie took SOOOO long to come.
-.-
The skewers, wire gauze, charcoal tongs with him la.
So nvm,
me, kai yuan, pyu, desmond, siwen and some other peeps tried to get the fire started.
whoosh!
FIRE.
marcus chan is so amazed with that.
ha!

then pornies discussed some things.
Everyone was SOOO serious and low,
and thats when kai jie walked into the room saying,
" EH! EAT LEH! ALOT OF FOOD LEH. DOWNSTAIRS SO SPACE LE. "
WA. we laugh dao...
then everyone's spirit was lighten.

after that went to play sparkles.
Kai jie did some fire ball thing.
Beautiful.
He's freaking siao la.
Not scared at all sia.
Balloon burst, say its itchy -.-
that marchan also.
burst the balloon right in front of my face.
FREAK ME OUT.

hahaha.
was fun.
enjoyed my time with pornies!
my darlings.