Seriously,
i feel really irritated with this.
Nagging and nagging from my family.
But actually, i know they are just concerned la.
so i dun mind.
Hahaha.

I hate it when I have to run away from things,
which i am forced to do.
Excuses, excuses, excuses.
It cant bring me far.
I have to face it soon outta later.

Luckily I have great ppl around me,
DEVOLUSION of course!
and also meishan, ginie, nizah, dun ya, yiuliang and jun hao
for making me laugh in class. =)

Xiao Marc didnt come to school today,
hope he is alright.
Tmr is XueQi's bdae!
unfortunately,
she has NDP rehearsal.
Thats sad lar!
We have a perfect gift for her.
Hahahahaha.

Alrights,
im off.

spent the day in concerts.
rahhh,
giving me a huge headache.
x(
getting really sick.
damn..

Tmr not going for the dance rehearsal..
sheeeesh.

Devolusion's blog is out!
yea man.
its kinda under construction though.

im dead tired.
off to sleep!

Didnt go dance today.
RAHHHHH.

Translating the lyrics for AMKsian idol with mabel now.
Lols.
Sounds horrible.
WHY MUST TRANSLATEEEE!!!!

today's amksian idol rehearsal with mabel.
hahaha.
it suckaye at first,
and i was worried.
lyrics not changed,
midis not found.
so caught unprepared.
But after the workshop,
we sounded much better. =)
thanks mr ng.
Haha.

Today english lesson got chased out.
rahhh.
Lols.
ramesh again.
XD

Had lunch with devo.
Heard many ppl hate devo.
ah cant be bothered.
haha.
live happy lives!
=)
Like what mark said,
enjoy!
Must learn from him.
Haaah.

Went to queensway,
and was on a shopping spree.
Lols.
bags and bags.
we spent more than $200 alright.
just in like, 1 hour?
I bought shoes!
and.. some clothes.
hehe.

I love devol!
no matter how hated we are,
how arrogant we are,
how ass we are,
how disgusting we are,
how irritating we are,
I LOVE DEVOL! =D

Just went to have a haircut.
I look neater.
hahaha,
my tail remains! =D

I LOVE TODAY!
HAHAHAHA.

Mark is still sick.
and he still went to skate.
so dumb right.

Ginie made Jia Lin damn freakin' angry.
sheeeeesh -.-
hope they're alright alr.

and..
went to north vista again for elementz.
yay.
got trophy! =)
and we have to present again at woodlands.. regional library or sth.
Spa oils rock!
heard we missed gold
the guys there are damn ass.
yuck.
the food there is GOOOD!
10000 times better than amkss.

Pyu and xiao marc went crazy during PW.
i was laughing like hell.
pyu - schuba.
xiao marc - scarlis.
ruishan - heibe.
mine sounds the most horrible one la.
hahaha!
they're damn funny.
My stomach was cracking.
Lols.

Oh ya,
just now when i went to cut hair.
Talked to to hairstylist, Ivy, quite alot.
We talked about the seventh month.
She asked if we believed,
and guess what?
she felt the... "ghost pressure" thing before.
more info,
ask me.
Hahaha.
Told us her experiences and all.
She's damn nice and cute.
ahahaha.

nothing much,
looking forward to the FD concert devol is performin at.
ahahaha.
was told that there will be...
MANY ppl.
Like a thousand?
a million!
Lols.
ah crap,
i dunno,
but its alot.

YPSB concert coming saturday,
xiao marc jia you!
hahaha. =)

Silver.
It's disappointing,
but life goes on.
haha. =)
there's always a next time.
Spa oils, great job.
Yellow pages,
you've done us proud man! =D

Just wanna say,
miss low,
its not ms lew's fault that she's a good teacher,
you dun lose your god damn ass temper on ms lew man.
Stop saying she's doing sth behind, or wadeva shit.
Just shut up,
you're a loser -.-

And yes,
cheer up pyu! =D

Lalalalalalala.
nothing to say.

Feel sour now.
Nites.

tmr can leave sch early!
HURRAY!
can skip chinese test.
rocks rocks rocks.
elementz competition,
we must get sth back.
SPA OILS.

mark is still a lil' sick,
better get well before you even skate!
went to his house just now,
his dog and cats are soooo cute!
He should really bathe his dog.
Haha.
And the cats,
omg, i love the white one!
so pretty.
the other one is a lil' shy.
Animals are just so lovely.
I WANT CATS.
xue qi was really tired when we went to visit him.
her eyes were half closed!
Lols. she damn cute.
Carin and I,
singing as usual.
Grace taking photos,
Liwen and Liting talking.
Hahahaha.

Alrights,
nothing much.
gnites.

As you can see,
im obviously not in school.
and its a monday AGAIN.
I missed so many IAP leh.
Die, gonna get a C.
is like,
i missed 3 lessons la!

oh forget it.
Went to collect the oils, agar plates and bought mint leaves for elementz.
ahahaha. Luckily our stuffs are still there.
competition is tmr,
im so excited!
whheeeee.

Ytd was the best day ever.
Made me laugh so crazily.
I've never felt so..
happy.
Its been months since i laughed real hard.
The soka dance ppl were funny.
The ppl were..
-Kenneth
-Freddy
-Shawn (i hope i didnt spell wrongly)
-Fiona
-Benjamin(s)
-"weisong"
-2 other little boys

did i miss out any?
Lols.
THEY MADE ME CRAZY LARH.
and xiao marc was so high in the mrt.
Kenneth took pictures.
He is from Lasalle SIA you know!
rahhhhhh.
i wanna go..
Lols.
Had a real fun time with them.
hahahaha.
Learnt much more about dance too.

Danced quite alot,
wanted to battle even.
but nah,
Im not good enough.
ahahaha.

That got me so tired.
i reached home,
gave mummy a hug.
hahahaha,
that was the homework given by the soka association.
so cute right.
reached home late,
try to make mum and dad happy lor.
And i guess that works really well.
XP

Later going to school for elementz.
Yawns,
im coughing like shit.
Lols.

I've just let down 10000 tons of rocks.
Relieved.

I just couldnt handle them.

tmr dance rehearsal again.
YEA!
so happy.

I'm really very relaxed now.
All silent and calm.
It feels so.. free now.

Concentrate on my studies and dance.
Thats all.
=D
and not forgetting..
Elementz and Amksian Idol!
Haahahahaha.
Jia you to SPA OILS!

BYEBYE.

Yay.
just came back from Fish & Co.
Fishy Fishy rocks.
Spent these two days celebrating mum's bdae.
Hahaha.
Here are the pics!

The flowers my daddy bought.
24 of 'em! =D














Sisters with the flowers. =)













Me with the flowers. XD













I was bored. Hahaha.

















My shoes. XP













hahahaha.
dun bother to post more.
Im sleepy alr.

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Hope things get better.
Sigh.

Just came back from Shaw Plaza. =)
Watched Pirates of the Carribean!
HEHEHEHE.
it really rocks.
good movie,
catch it or you'll regret man!

Devolusionies' tagboard has been flooded by anonymous ppl.
Sigh.
Whatever.

Currently,
some relationship problems is happening to Devolusion.
Im really afraid,
will devolusion break?
I really really really love devolusion.
Its just another part of me.

I just pray,
pray for devolusion to stay together always.
please.

And also,
for pyu to get well very soon.
she's my dear darling.
nothing must happen to her.

Not forgetting Xiao Marc,
foreva that listening ear.
He rocks alright.

Sharon and XueQi,
I just hope for you all to stay in devol. =)
happily,
like you used to.

Carin,
you've been very stressed out nowadays.
Really need to rest,
mentally.
And dun get disturbed by that anonymous in your tagboard.
hahaha.
jia you, devol loves you.
You're the smile of devol okay!

Marchan,
although you're most of the time left out coz most are in band,
but devol will not forget you!
dun worry okay.
And cheer up..

Marcus Mark,
the sucker!
hahahaha.
always cheering me up,
thanks alot yea.

Alrights,
and finally sen cai.
Hey you're one guy thats really weird.
Try to adapt to the current devol.
I will try my best.
So... chill okay? =D

Han Xuan,
are you still part of us?
We want you back.

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Tmr there's field trip.
Oh, killer.

and yes,
i forgot.

To Rui Shan,
please wake up.
sometimes you just cant do what you like.
for the sake of the ppl you love,
for the sake of devolusion.

Yay!
Love today.
Skipped PE,
then went to the sickbay with meishan.
MY HEAD WAS MAKING ME GO CRAZY.
No SHAN-SHANs in the class.
Rui Shan Mei Shan.
Lols. lame.

Well,
Bhattarai still refuses to return me my books.
freakkkkkk!
pyu is so pissed with her.
So am i lar.
Come on and stop being lame..
JUST RETURN ME LAAAAA.
im desperate for it.
ugh.

I just realise I feel closer to xiao marc than marchan.
Lols,
I dunno why i say this but,
it seems to me like that la.
=)

Danced a lil' after school.
Shiok.
Very long never danced.
hahahaha.
marcus mark is an assshoooleeeeee!
smackin the ball on my is so fun horrrrrr. -.-
Lols.

Tmr pyu is coming back to school!
hurray, she's all fine.
hahaha.

--------------------------------

Sometimes I just wish you told me you like her.
Lols.

Single truly rocks.
thats so true.
really.
REALLY!
>.<

Today was initially damn high.
But until recess,
made me realise what's wrong.

Devolusion took the radio,
used the socket in 2/1.
We on the music,
and used the space outside to practise,
becoz our performance is drawing near.
We had to save time.
We danced a lil',
the music stopped.
We thought it was electronics problem or what,
so went in to on again.
I knew it was somebody who went to off it,
i stood there,
just right outside the class.
It was melissa.
Perhaps the music is really so noisy and irritating,
but at least tell us its irritating,
rather than just offing the music like that.
It reminds me of angelia.
I was so ashamed of my class.
Sharon was so shocked,
she said, " walao, why you class like that one? attitude man. "
I didnt know what to say.
Haha, everyone just dropped dead,
and kept silent.

Later,
we went downstairs since we were so unwelcomed.
we used 2A classroom.
And started dancing.
you know what?
Their class applauded,
and even cheered.
Lols.

2/1 united?
think twice.
Hais.
I know many ppl really hate devol.
but that doesnt result in being so rude to us right.
Dunno what to say,
but just a lost of words.

Pyu didnt come today.
She had fever.
Dun think she'll be coming tmr.

There's no way they'll accept us.

Be a loner,
perhaps. =)

Anw,
pyu get well soon!
XD

Unintended

you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you could be the one i'll always love

you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
you could be the one i'll always love

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy
mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

first there was the one who challenged
all my dreams and all my balance
she could never be as good as you

you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you should be the one i'll always love

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

------------------------------------------------

this is what i feel you're trying telling me.
will you do anything?
or do you not know wads happening?

Alright alright.

Here it goes.. (a reply to layting's post)

1. I agree band IS a good CCA, that band changes your attitude, life and everything else, and there is nothing to accept.

2. Yes, band is taking alot of time, but we havent been complaining about anything.

3. Of course, having to quit band IS difficult, BUT, none of us have thought of quitting band. Becoz WE still feel something for band.

4. We are aiming for gold with honours, but what have we been hearing from the seniors? " aiyah, 2007 sure cant get a gold with honours la. i think is silver."
haha.

5. We know there will be much more stress coming on, and we aint disliking band. Why keep insisting that we hate band? Is it what we said, or was it your mindset?

6. And yes, all the stressing and saddening i dun wish to further talk about it. It doesnt make sense to me. Lols.

7. Maturity takes time, you cant rush to it.

8. You dun like us to dance because you think that it's affecting band, but have we been missing band pracs? At least we dun pontang band right.

9. It's not us thats impt to you, its the results you want, the award you want. ha.

10. Band is not a " ta ma de " cca to us, pls. again, did we say that? or your mindset?

11. I dun agree with band restricting us from hanging out with friends and all. I think it doesnt make any difference.

12. And, you fully understand? Lols. you understand nothing.

13. We really wanna dance, and we didnt let it affect band.

14. How do you measure enthusiasm? Ha, think real hard about it.

15. They love dance more and more, its because ppl there really enjoy what they do and who are they with. Its not artificial. ha.

16. We are drawing a line btwn band and dance. We dance in bandroom AFTER band prac. We want to share, we want to enjoy in band room, and get to love band more.

17. Are we the selfish ones? =) Did we take band time to dance? Do we recruit anymore ppl from band now?

18. Band IS our cca. Dance isnt gonna be. but band aint gonna be our career, dance have a higher chance of being our career i guess. you know, passion.

19. We're the biggest problem. thats real hurting. haha. Well, if we didnt tell you we were dancing, you wont know anything was wrong.

20. Your mind chooses what it wants to see. =)

21. I aint unhappy or pissed. I am so confused by you. Are you sure you were once a leader?

Thank you.
And yes,
I do not wish to see any comments about this post.
hahaa.

Later going for dance prac. =DDD
Actually its getting boring coz we dun have a new dance.
BUT,
i think we're gonna complete "What's happening?" by Method Man.
Hehehehe.

Getting more and more sick by the day.
Ytd visited grandpa at TTSH.
I think he is going for operation today.
Hope everything goes well,
pray for him.
Hais..

After visiting him..
my mum and me went crazy,
and decided to catch a movie.
RECYCLE.
11.20pm.
it ended like, 1.20am larhs.
Lols.
That show..
very wild imaginary.
But.. the ending is.
horrible.
I like the effects and what each of them say,
very..
meaningful.
=)

After the movie,
which is.. 1.20 am,
we wanted to...
go changi there to see... *ahem*
you know what im saying.
Lols.
BUT.
mummy was too tired.
so went home straight.

"WU FA ZAI AI" is nearly done!
Left the bridge then okay le.
Edited some parts of the lyrics,
coz i think it doesnt make sense to me..
Sorry jun hao!
but i really appreciate your writing.
Hope you really become descendant of Fang Wen Shan la.
Its a duet now,
rocks man!
Hehehehehe.
Cant wait man!~!~!~!

Alrights,
im off to more composing. =)
You're gonna hear junhao and my song in anytime~!
whooosh.
BUBBYE!

Presenting..
DEVOLUSION + hazmei!

Our stuffs. =)




MarcusMark, look here!




Aw.. xiao marc the cute one.




Oie, take me for what?!





Boredom. x(




WHACKWHACKWHACK!




YAY! big one!




mine's bigger la.. Lols.




Be cool man!




Run Run Run! dunno run where.. x.x




Whoo! marcus mark in action!
He's walking down the stairs. *rolls eyes*






?!#$%




My favourite!




xiao marc jia you!




Indeed monkeys. =)




Say what? " DEVOLUSION! "




Our mighty photographer!




Sardines. haha!




Say cheese!




OUR SHOES outside bandroom.


Too bad marchan, sharon, sen cai and han xuan not here.
hahahahahaha.
=)

Friday was fun.
Talked to jia ying too..
Lols.

Grndfather got into hospital.
He had a fracture, and his leg got twisted very horribly.
It looks real painful,
and his facial expressions really made me worry.
He is 84 years old i think..

Today ponned lessons.
Hahaha.
rocks la.
I wasnt suppose to perform for lunchtime performance.
But I left the class at 1030 with the rest.
Lols.
We were only allowed to leave at 1145.
thats an hour difference.
so we hid outside band room.
saw alot of teachers la.
but we heck care.
Lols.
XP

Waited for damn long.
So took picture.
Marcus Mark breakdancing,
us being zi lian.
Took videos.
and the pictures turn out damn nice.
Post it tmr perhaps. =)

Nothing much la.
Today rocks.
Very fun!
Devolusion rocks.

BT getting irritated with the band alr.
We are so unprepared for all the pieces,
played so disgustingly.
And our enthusiasm level sucks.
Horribly low.
Lols. I understand he is really trying to make us energized and all,
but...
the band is just..
not interested or sth.
Their faces all sian sian one.
hohoho.
Florentiner March rocks.
I hate articulation!
My tongue is retarded. ugh.

Tmr piano lessons.
Nails are long,
didnt practise.
Sure kena scolding.
X(

BUT.
Be positive! =D

BORING BORING BORING!
Lessons are boring.
ughhhhh.

Told jun hao to edit the lyrics into a duet.
hehehehe.
then i can start my composing alr.
Joycelin is obsessed with " Your Superman " !
yay!
Thank her lots for putting it into her hp though.
Hahahaha.

Today got sectionals..
Played a lil',
then started chatting lerhs.
Lols.
and some secrets were dug out.
heeeheeeheeee.
okay that sounds damn pervertic.
After sectionals ended,
then I felt the sudden urge to rush to the foyer's grand piano and play it.
Lols.
I walked briskly there,
and started on pop.
then classical.
I was playing Feng, by Jay Chou,
then this funny guy,
he was at the bookshop,
then he started singing with the melody.
For your info,
he is tone deaf!
He was with his group of friends,
and he sang SOOO loudly.
blasted my ear drums.
Then i went on playing Shan Hu Hai and all those Jay's stuff.
And he was STILL singing.
So i stopped. -.-
THEN,
he said, " REPLAY REPLAY! "
Lols. damn joker..

Played a little for those bunch of jokers,
then later this music teacher, ms chan or sth,
approached me, saying,
" Hey I was attracted by your piano playing! It's good man. Wads your name and class? "
" Ahhhh.. Rui Shan. From 2/1. Thank you. XD I was just blahhing my way through. "
" Really? It sounded great. and your classical was good too. "
" Oh, actually there another girl who is better than me in pop. She's amanda. =) "
" oo.. okay. "

She's damn nice.
My playing was sucking la.
Wrong notes everywhere.. x.x
Anw,
thanks for all that flattering.
Hahaha.

Guess what!
Im falling sick!
Lols.
Eyes getting red,
and i was afraid of the cold.
And,
VERY SLEEPY.
no energy,
giddy.
And my ribcage hurts.
ughhhh.
think probably some temporary aches only la.
Nothing horrifying.
hahahaha.

Alrights,
Im off with my song writing. =)
Happy day everyone!

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Thanks for your listening ear.
Really helped me alot.
Haha.

-------------------------------------

I wanna dance leh... x(
Damn boring lah.

Currently in school now.
Pyu's beside me. =)
Maths period now.
Deepa slacking larhhh.
Lols.
So students slack also lor.

My song is almost done!
" Your Superman "
Sounds rather stupid la.
But its kinda sweet. XP

Now working on the verse and also junhao's lyrics. =)
He wants to be the descendants of Fang Wen Shan.
Lols...
Hope he can fufil his dreams though.
Haha.

I'm freezing in this damn com lab here la.
BRRR.
Pyu agrees!
she is alr frozen.
not freezing okay.
Pyu: I'm alr in north pole. becoming polar bear.

SHE'S LAME!
ahahaha.
SIAN SIAN SIAN.
today's timetable sucks.
Humanities,
Language.
UGH.
irritates me.
Lols..
Wednesdays rocks. =)

Alrights,
im off.
later Deepa see. =)

Lessons sucked as usual.
Ah man didnt come.
So pyu sat beside me for some periods.
She's a sweetie.
Hahahaha.
We were desperately trying to get that damn chinese project done. -.-
And woots!
It was pretty good.
At least presentable?
Lols.

Ms Chin and Mr Ramesh was absent.
Rot, and of course slacked.
Then the rest of the lesson was usual - boring.
EXCEPT history.
Lols.
THAT LESSON MADE ME LAUGHING LIKE A CRAZY MONKEY.
xiao marc was the main culprit alright.
and partly pyu and jun hao.
they came out with all those horny and disgusting names of political parties.
Not to be mentioned,
it's offensive.
Hahaha.

After school we went KFC to eat,
and surprisingly irwin was with us.
Ate SOOOO much,
it freaked me out alrights.
His stomach was just plain HUGE.
Lols.

Went to band,
hmm...
quite unexpected eh?
TAN RUI SHAN IS GOING TO THE BANDROOM?
>.<
yay, applaud!

Ah,
really kinda lost nowadays.
im heading nowhere.
Lols.
Everyday is just school, band, dance, home.
boring. really boring.
I want sth different.
Can i afford it?

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" The more she wants,the more you should fight for it. Don't lose. "

I'd rather give in.
Call me,
loser.

I composed a song,
ahahahaha.
Maybe let you ppl hear one day.
catchy tune,
lyrics not out yet.
Should be going towards a chinese song.
Haha.

Pyu was so happy today.
Becoz i wasnt in school.
Boohoooo.

Everyone likes her.
Hahaha.
What can i say...
Even my good fren.
Even ...

Nvm.
Im just thinking too much again.

Didnt go school today.
Coz of the world cup.
haaha.
italy won!
Lols. actually i didnt noe exactly who im supporting.
XP

We've waited for 30 days,
just to see who's the world cup 2006 champ.
They've waited for 24years to get that world cup 2006 champ.

Haha.
Peiyu said today was fun at school,
i just couldnt bring myself to wake up so early in the morning.
X.x
I woke up at 1.30pm today.
Lols. X)

And she told me bhattarai checked hw,
and i didnt do 6 out of 8.
Like, SURE NOT?
i practically pass up every one that was told.
SIX leh.
walao..
that didnt make me feel good at all, of course.

Well,
currently home alone.
Slackin' like hell.
ahhh.
daddy asked me to pack study table,
sheeeesh.
Lols. i just hate being so damn neat man.
makes me to planned-to-be.

Currently they're having band now..
wonder wad's going on.

My cousin got into hospital,
becoz of food poisoning,
and she couldnt stop vomitting.
Warning to joycelin!
Lols.
Erms, just take care yah.
I dun wish to see you in hospital vomitting like crazy alright.
haha.

Oh, i was on the bus the other day..
and i overheard this conversation between to old MEN.
MEN okay.
Lols.

" He is rubbish alright. Can't stop critisizing people. "
" Yah exactly! He's always doing that. "
" Totally cannot tahan him. "
" Wonder how his wife tolerates him. "
" So horrible. Disgusts me so much. "
Then they went off the bus.
Ha,
guys gossip too,
don't they?

The details matter, especially right now, so don't lose focus on the little stuff.

Song : Rui Shan
Lyrics : Rui Qi

( Only chorus and bridge is done. XP )

Your Superman
(Chorus)
I miss bein' your superman,
I wanna take you to the skies again,
and be your hero.
Can't you see
I miss loving you til the end,
I wish that we could fly again.
I never wanted you gone..

(Bridge)
I know I
did things that hurt you so bad ( that hurt you so bad )
But now i just want you back ( I'm tearing inside )

(chorus) x2

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Waiting to joycelin's chinese version. =)
hahaha.
My song. =)

Song : Rui Shan
Lyrics : Rui Qi

( Only chorus and bridge is done. XP )

Your Superman
(Chorus)
I miss bein' your superman,
I wanna take you to the skies again,
and be your hero.
Can't you see
I miss loving you til the end,
I wish that we could fly again.
I never wanted you gone..

(Bridge)
I know I
did things that hurt you so bad ( that hurt you so bad )
But now i just want you back ( I'm tearing inside )

(chorus) x2

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Waiting to joycelin's chinese version. =)
hahaha.
My song. =)

Song : Rui Shan
Lyrics : Rui Qi

( Only chorus and bridge is done. XP )

Your Superman
(Chorus)
I miss bein' your superman,
I wanna take you to the skies again,
and be your hero.
Can't you see
I miss loving you til the end,
I wish that we could fly again.
I never wanted you gone..

(Bridge)
I know I
did things that hurt you so bad ( that hurt you so bad )
But now i just want you back ( I'm tearing inside )

(chorus) x2

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Waiting to joycelin's chinese version. =)
hahaha.
My song. =)

today's ensemble was...
i dunno how to say.
Lols.
We thought we sounded real horrible,
but the comments written were actually,
- good sound
- good balance
Its like,
WOW?
The chord was ear-piercing,
Habanera's ending was cocked up.
But,
the comments were like saying,
" good ending, good job. =) "
HEH?

Mr Pan ROCKED!
He is heavenly.
He is godly.
He is crazy.
He is pro.
makes me drop my jaw so wide.
Kenneth was great as well,
great musicality!
His music could make my heart melt and get really engrossed.

Well.
Marchan came,
was a great surprise.

Went to catch another glimpse,
but it gave me a pinch.

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Its her,
not me.
haha.
Oh, such compatible sweeties.

I see an end,
and its not very far away...

The mind chooses what it wants to see.

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Well, im going to sleep now.
I wanna watch the finales later on.
I support france!
Although italy has a higher chance of winning,
but well,
i think france deserves to win. =)
Give it your best shot.

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Marcus Mark is a very nice person to talk to.
Haha.

much better with desiree now.
haha.
alrights,
i believe the class doesnt actually hate us la.
perhaps im really thinking too much.

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Unfaithful
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murdererI feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyingI
don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do thisAnymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer.

Pity the guy,
or the girl?

" She's not ruining your life, she's just another obstacle to make you stronger. "
hahahaha.
I love my sister. =)
She rocks.
I love pyu,
she's always there!
I love jia ying,
she's so supportive.
I love winston(fren hor),
he is understanding!
I love yu qing,
she is foreva so nice and cute.
I love DEVOLUSION,
they keep me alive.
I love sencai(frenagain),
he makes my dreams come true.
I love belle,
she cheers me up! =D
I love my piano,
it entertains me,
I love dance,
it's my passion.

there's too much for me to love!
hahaha.

this is damn shit man.
i shouldnt have posted about it.

Oh well,
we have neglected the class.
hahahahaha.
wonderful.

" Try to interact with the class and stop talking about devolusion. "
fine fine fine.
It's my problem.
Lols.

Those suckers.
They ruin.
They destroy.

boring day.
boring lessons,
boring sectionals.

Really feel so far away.
The class seems to hate me and pyu so much,
that no one even bothers to like smile or wave or even talk to us.
Well, I dunno wad is this,
but im very disappointed to say that
even he doesnt care.
all he cares is..
nvm.
I shouldnt say.

Ah i just know i feel like transferring to another school.
Coz this school sucks,
band gives me that sian feeling,
my class doesnt like me and the ppl arnd me,
my teachers thinks im a disgusting councillor.

It's like, wadeva we do,
my classmates just give us that =.= yousuck face.
Outcast, really.
But now the class is more united i guess,
perhaps to be against us, i dunno.
Every word for us is - sacarsm.
Then ah, i dun mind.
Continue to hate then,
make 2/1 united.
hha.

Oh well,
Just play my piano,
play my trumpet,
dance my way,
study my books,
sing my song,
love my family,
and keep life going.
=)
It's like, now pyu is my only dear girlfren in 2/1.
hahaa.
Treasure.

I have alot to say,
but.. i dunno.
its all blank in the mind.

Band says : They whole day dance dance dance, fine la. Band time also dance, walao. fuck.

Class says : All they noe is Devolusion devolusion devolusion. Hear also sian la walao.

During group work, Class says : Eh dun group with them la, i dun like them.

I hear this everywhere.
We're monsters.
Issit becoz of you?
Ha, i wonder.

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Friendster daily horoscope says:
You are more than a cog in the wheel, and soon your voice will be heard by all.

basketball for pe in the morning!
then... pw..
everything was alright.
dun bother to type everything out.
Lols.
GERMANY LOST TO ITALY!
quite tyco la.
Tonight im watching portugal and france.
sheeeesh.
france, i really dunno if you're that good.
doesnt seem convincing to me.
Ha!

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When you finally get the things you want,
you'll jump like some crazy monkey.
But when you hold on to it for too long,
you'll feel like jumping off the building.
Ha,
Trying not to give a damn shit to this.

Great day today! =D
Although the lessons were horrendous,
but ah well,
I enjoy every bit with devolusion!
Talked to the band leaders,
and just realise some.. horrible things.
Oh,
I dun wanna talk about them,
but that makes me despise you even more.
Wont you feel guilty?

Anw,
I really wanna apologise to the band leaders here.
Really sorry for losing my great passion for band,
and sorry for not contributing much to band,
and even giving you ppl more trouble.
I hope I can change to love band more of course.. =)

Currently I wanna turn into more of a nerd ass,
coz I really dun wish my parents to rip me off dance.
I hope I can really prove to them that dance isnt affecting my studies and attitude.
No, i cant hope.
I must.

Tmr is once again a nice great sch day.
All wednesdays rock. Time-table is cool and easy!
Hahaha.
Tmr I must practise piano!
I must remember.

Rui Shan,
learn to be a guai kia.
learn to love band.
learn to appreciate your parents.
learn to be contented with wad you have.
learn to love everyone around you. (okay, except for some )
learn to see things more broad-minded.
learn to move on and not get stuck.
learn to be strong and stop crying.
learn to be optimistic and not complain.
learn to...
Prioritize.

I have so much to learn.
There's still a long way,
don't decide so fast.

Just did my homework.
I could push myself to do any hw,
just not maths.
UGH.
I MUST LEARN TO LOVE MATHS TOO.
MATHS \ disastrous.

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Friendster daily horoscope says:
Give up perfection! There is simply no such thing. Embrace the truth of awkwardness.

I'm starting to believe in these stupid things.
Oh god. x(

Devolusion had their audition for xiao marc's association today.
Lols. Sharon said the person said it was -veryveryveryveryveryvery- good.
hahahaha.
Would be joining them for the performance.. on the 12th on August i guess.
=D
yay.

Went out with my family today.
Got my sister's prom dress,
from Love on Earth.
It's sweet!
I spotted okay!
hahahaha.
then we went to shop more..
AND ..
we watched movie.
Guess which?
Lols.
SUPERMAN.
quite nice la.
very emotional. =)

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I must keep my promise.

Friendster daily horoscope says:
Time to put your energy toward planning, and any obvious flaws will be easily fixed.

Buck up,
Rui Shan.
And stop being childish.

BRAZIL LOST TO FRANCE.
i tell you the referee sucks la.
Everything also give france free kick,
LIKE WTH?
And ronaldinho was playing tricks with the ball,
then the referee whistled and give france free kick. -.-
PLEASE LA,
i swear ronaldinho didnt even lay a finger on that france guy k.
that was the worst referee i ever saw man.
walao eh,
you count the times he give france free kick,
and count the time he give brazil yellow card or whistles.
REFEREE SUCKSSSS.

I WILL SUPPORT PORTUGAL NOW.
and will still continue to support brazil too!
=D
France is good,
but they just do dirty tricks.
They follow brazil until sooooo close,
didnt even gave them the space to attack,
it was really difficult to even get near the goalpost.
And that blur referee just listens to wad france complains. -.-
Brazil is kinda off form la,
but that shouldnt make them lose the match.

Ah, its a pity for england too.
There'll be a next world cup.
I wanna see france drop down the drain.
England jia you,
realise you arent that ass la.
Lols.
In 4 years time,
Brazil will be back man.
Portugal,
you must beat france.

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I just wanna dance.
Parental objections.

Dun wan my dreams to just get destroyed by you.
Give me a break and let me free.

bored.
Just came back from piano lessons.

Later duno whether xue qi they all coming my house not.
I wanna dance!
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I hope she stop messing with my stuff,
and stop ruining my life.
She just keeps interfering,
and keeps destroying.
Would you just get outta my life,
i really dun like you.
Dun lay a finger on him.
I'll smash you into pieces and tear you into pieces.

I swear.

Dun ever try to touch any of us.