everyone,
pray for the kittens.

please,
dont dont dont dont dont take them away!
they're still so young.

PLEASE.

Black kitten is gone.
For fuck's sake, just give that poor lil' thing a chance to live.
It doesnt even know how to walk properly..
Why just take its life away? =(((((

Just watched disc 1 of you got served.
hahahaha.
I LOOOOOVE their dance moves! XD

Xiao marc and pyu,
gosh.
they're psychoing me to play MAPLE.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
okay, it might not be as lame as i think,
BUT still,
I dont want! XP
I'm a god damn stubborn girl,
I WILL NOT TOUCH MAPLE!
dont kill me. =X

Alright,
Im going to the airport later on.
I dunno why, lols.

This is for my darl,

'You and me' =)

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words,
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
and It's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

ONE MONTH!
haha.

EXAMS ARE COMING.
faster!
When it's over,
I swear I'll play like crazy.

I've planned!
1. Ice skating
2. Catch a movie
3. Jamming on the piano
4. Make sure mark's kittens are alright! [ the black one is really sick ): ]
5. Go shopping
6. Get belle snacks and new leash [her current leash smells weird]
7. Go escape
8. Throw my piano exam results away! [ I bet I'll fail, dont have to see alr. ]

anything else?
maybe yes,
just didnt come to my mind.

Hope he's alright now!
curse the stuuuupiiiiddddddd thing that in his stomach.

I LOVE THIS SONG!


I like the guitar playing!


okay, the real thing. LOL.


hehe. mass uploading of videos.

FINALLY.
I got to use the computer.
=.=

school having some problems with either the food or the water,
almost everyone is getting nauseous, diarrhoea, vommiting.
to those who are sick:
GET WELL SOON, AND TAKE CARE!

mark isnt feeling well either.
stubborn lil brat,
die die dont wanna rest.
break his legs someday. >=[

sigh,
spirits getting lower and lower.
everyone gets bored and tired,
exams coming...
really really DAMN SIAN LAH.

they used to hate,
now they love.

they used to curse,
now they praise.

who can read a human mind - the fake, ugly soul

if only I could.

just came back from chinatown.
Look what i found,
and edited. ahahah.

watch what we're wearing. LOL, damn cute.


that friggin LOOOONG dragon. =.=

THIS IS DAMN CUTE.
JAY CHOU.
He's dancing,
and it's nice!

Having a bad headache..
CSI Miami makes it worse.

Was browsing through science notes,
RAH.

I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate studying!

pics! =)

















Look what I did.

Im damn bored now.

rah,
it's over! =(
back to studying, again.
piano is over,
dance is over,
no band for now.

Sigh,
feels kinda sour..

I've lost in piano.
studies no need to say.
dance.. there might not be anymore performances or competition.
band? Lols.

Why am I making it sound like someone is dying.
XD

I WANNA CARRY LANTERNS!
AND PLAY SPARKLES!
reliving childhood days.
LOL.

WHEE.

er, dun talk about morning.
haha.
sucks.

perf was so cool!
was great, the moment devol performed,
the crowd got bigger and bigger,
see cameras everywhere,
everyone started standing up.
And the applause was -WOA-
seriously, I thought we were not really welcomed by the school.
haha.
but, it turned out rather.. surprising?
Lols.
Cried a lil',
cos of that stuuuupid exam.
whatever,
dont even remind me.

hmmm.
went to bishan park!
now thats the real thing,
where you get to see the atmosphere,
where hamzah said his stories and all.
well..
haha.

rah, I want the photos!
Lols.

" I love you "

Ha, i saw this at XiaXue's blog,
www.xiaxue.blogspot.com

damn cute.

.. still waiting for him to come online! =)

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sure fail.
sigh.
howwwwwwwwww.
0% confidence.
rahhhhhh!

got our perf jackets!
great.
haha.
hamzah!
his ghost stories - woots, damn cool lah.
What if I had third eye too?
What if I see one?
Will I be one after I die?
Is there such thing is reincarnation?
Will there be heaven and hell?

Oh whatever,
die already then I'll know. Lols.

I was thinking of blogging SOOO many things!
but now I dunno what to type. =.=
brain block.

yay, rejoice.
Im not going school tmr.
HAHA,
NO HOME ECONS.
home econs,
oh god, I swear it sucks.

Didnt use the com ytd,
felt damn weird.
lalalalalalalalalala.

What will happen tmr! Im dying to know what will happen in the examination room.
PLEASE DONT GIVE ME A FEMALE EXAMINOR.

" It's so much better with you arnd now "

busybusybusy.

went to the piano examination place just now,
at novena.
sigh.
No use worrying now anw.
=)
just practise like crazy!

Haha,
lunch after sch today was supppper funny.
although it wasnt lunch for me.
havent been eating well..
dunno whats wrong.
bad appetite. =(
nvm,
I promised darl I will eat more!
haha.

" hamster nibbling on peaches "
Lols, damn kuku.
pyu was totally blushing crazy.
Alright.
Love is REALLY blind~

she said, " Like giant and dwarf leh! "
actually okay lah,
not really dwarf.
haha. good luck!

pyu's new hairstyle!
lols. mark was teasing like crazy.
teasing, teasing and still teasing.
lalalalalala.

will they ever be together?
Lols, you'll never know.

tmr is a wednesday!
im feeling all good about it.
woo.

few more days!
CHIOOOONNNNGGGGGGG AHHHHHHH!

love my darling!
he's the cutest.

Found some other pics. =)
Love the section pic! XD

















Damn sian.
dunno whats wrong with me.
problematic.
fcuk.

currently damn heong now.
today super cooooold.
freezing like siao.

rather busy nowadays.
now rushing through home econs,
before that ms rose comes chasing after me, AGAIN.
irritating.
doing for the sake of, doing. =.=

rahhh.
jackets not printed,
work not done,
piano not practised.
which one first!

lalalalalalalala.

I made darl pissed today!
hope he is alright alr.
=D
and I know he will be.
haha.

I want this!
RAHHH.


so pretty!
I saw the real phone ytd,
oh darn. sweeeet.




























Dun really wanna go sch tmr.
Moreover, im still stuck with flu and cough.
so awful. XD
piano lessons tmr,
going to studio to test piano on tuesday.
friday? the real thing. =(
perf on friday,
i wont go sch on friday, coz of piano exams..

wheeeee.
I had a very money-ed dream ytd.
Lols.
cash cash cash!
I dreamt my whole family was chased by some monster!
and then while we were running,
we saw bags of notes,
which can be exchanged to singapore dollars.
1 note of that equals to 1000 singapore dollars i think.
Lols.
I grabbed MANY MANY bags.
and my family didnt even bother,
just kept running.
only leave me alone, picking up all the notes when the monster is chasing.
But i managed to survive! =D
And we ended up RICH.
Lols.
Im too deprived over cash.
ugh,
horrible.

Today went a lil shopping at orchard.
MANGO!
haha.
saw this shirt,
black and red.
the one i have been looking for.
its at Mango.
45 bucks.
but i cant wear it.
Im too small!
RAHHHH.
Rui Shan, you seriously need to GROW.
rahhhh.
i should drink milk.
BUT IT SUCKS.
why i crap so much today ah.
Lols,
okay enough.
BYEBYE!

London Bridge --- Fergie (Black Eye Peas)

When I come to the club, step aside
Pop the seats behind me in the line
V.I.P cause you know I gotta shine
I'm Fergie Ferg let me love you long time

All my girls get down on the floor
Back to back drop it down real low
I'm such a lady
But I'm dancing like a whore
'Cos you know I don't give a ____
So here we go!

[Chorus]
How come every time you come around
My London London Bridge
Wanna go down like
London London London
Wanna go down like
London London London
We going down like ..
--------------------------

FERGIE! =DDD

Lols. alright.
more pics to come.. =)
they'll NEVER hold hands. haha, cute.

















These 2 jokers, they make me laugh like hell.














Just a pic of... everyone. Lols.













Yeah! my singing partner. Im glad I have her,
she's the one I always approach. =)













poor brandon. LOL.














XD I didnt actually believe I took a pic with them!
haha, glad I did.














Alright.
Still got somemore.. x)
other days!
Lols.

Just came back from piano lessons..
I dunno what to say about it.
I only realise that,
my piano teacher understand and know me much more than my parents.
ha.

see this!

Fergie is just too hot.

and presenting..
2XS!


alright.
ytd was band dinner.
=)
my favourite picture of the day! =DDD


hehe. XD
and more lovely pictures..

Post other pics later.
I dun have patience. LOL.
XP

yay.

Love my darling. =)

havent posted for quite sometime. =)
ahahahahaha.
er.. thats not actually neccesary! lols.
Im crazy.

tmr got band dinner,
cant meet up with my section..
I 4pm got dance rehearsal with Liang LT.
my section meet 3.30..
and I still need to go home.
I swear I would meet them if I could!

my piano exam is drawing nearrrrr.
rah.

wa, luckily pyu online.
she got the remix burnt for me!
=D

AND YES,
THANKS GAOTIAN AND GRACE FOR THE REMIXING!

im crazy.
and its ALWAYS at night.
because that stupid kuku marcus mark,
kill him. HEE. XD

He's an ass okay!
HE LOVES TO TRICK ME.
tell me,
tell me why am I so kuku. =.=

>.<
haha.
he's sooooo cute.

WOOOOOOOOO!

12 SEPT 2006
TAN RUI SHAN QUIT THE COUNCIL BOARD.
(nonono! cannot say QUIT, is DISMISSSSAALLLL. -.- stupid woman.)

lalalala. now im quite happy.
everything is better.
both of them are fine alr,
that makes me less worried.
I was worried about what she'll do at home,
I was worried he got pissed with me,
I was worried they will hate each other or sth,
I was soooo worried!

Just praaaay nothing bad happens still.
God bless! =)
stay cheerful always.
yay. hehe.

im nuts.

went to the doc just now.
Lols, dun bother to say whats wrong.
but nvm, no big deal.
Im strong, yea man! hehehe.

Yay, at least i dun feel so lost now.
I know he still loves me! =D
.. he really makes a BIG difference in my mood.
i was like dazing, and dreaming,
staring and thinking like nobody's business ytd.
now its all gone~~~
tell me, is this magic or what.
i've never felt that before in my whole damn life.
lalalaalalalala.

i told ya,
im nuts.

you just killed me.

Sometimes, you really wonder if you're thinking too much, or perhaps its neccessary to think that much.

Sometimes, when you feel like giving up, yet theres something at the back of your heart, thats wanting you to hold on.

Sometimes, bad things have to happen to make you know how much you care and love.

Sometimes, you feel really down as if the sky is falling, but when you look at your friends, you loved ones, you just have to move on.

Sometimes, as you look back on what has happened during the past, you dunno whether to cry or to laugh.

Sometimes, you really feel like grabbing on to someone, but can you really do that?

Sometimes, when you know you have to stay strong, when you know you have to move on,
when you know theres more to come,

you wont give up.

and i know i cant.

somebody just tell me what to do.

things are getting so horrible.

probably something good.
I will not be a councillor anymore..
just a few more days perhaps. =)

Its really weird now.

JUST WATCH THIS.
omg, im in love with them.
Lols.
thanks winston,
for the whole load of history about them.

See this!
shiny fhorn,
guitars are nice,
nice harmonizing\singing.
=)
(saw this on benedict's blog)



another one..


getting so pointless nowadays.

rahhh...
whatdoidowhatdoidowhatdoido
='(

idunnowhyamitypinglikethis
feelsosucky
siansiansian

howwwwwwwwwww
howwwwwwwwwww

whereismydarrllllinnnnnggggg

i'lljust.
diefornow.

ahahah. more to come. =)

You Are 39% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice. You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

You Are 48% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman. Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

Are You A Lady?

Your Birthdate: August 14

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you. It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy! You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around. But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long. Your strength: Your superstar charisma Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you Your power color: Fuchsia Your power symbol: Diamond Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Emoticon Is Smiling

Right now, you're feeling cheerful and content - without a care in the world.

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

You Are 48% Brutally Honest

Honesty is important to you, but generally, you try not to be brutal about it. You'll sugar coat the truth when you need to... and tell a white lie when necessary.

How Brutally Honest Are You?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility a fair amount. You tend to be an easy going, humble person. But occasionally your ego takes over. You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog. You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful. And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Your German Name is:

Catharina Olga

What's Your German Name?

CALL ME CATHARINA.
LOL. JOKE.
DO NOT.

You Were a Swan

You are a spiritual soul who sees into the future. You are also good at interpreting dreams - those of yourself and others.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

wow, swan.
you're kidding me.

Who Should Paint You: Roy Lichtenstein

Larger than life, your personality overshadows everyone in the room A painter would tend to portray you with a bit of added flair!

What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

who the hell is Roy Lichtenstein.
LOL.

You Are Sex On the Beach

When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins!

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Intuition

You are: A true wordsmith - a master of words Original, spontaneous, and a true inspiration Highly energetic, up for any challenge Entertaining and engaging, both to friends and strangers

What's Your Personality Cluster?

Your Power Level is: 73%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

How Powerful Are You?

You Are From Mercury

You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows. You probably never leave home without your cell phone! You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you. You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer. Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.

What Planet Are You From?

Your Love Number is 6

Who you fall in love with is all about who you trust. Loyalty is important to you, and you want the most faithful of lovers. In return, you never let your heart or eyes wander. Open and honest, your relationships tend to be free of secrets.

What Is Your Love Number?

You Are 90% Psychic

You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good!

Are You Psychic?

im psychic?!

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are Spider-Man

Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

What Superhero Are You?

okay. this is ABIT too much.
Lols.
enough.