Ha,
now I believe in retribution.

Sometimes it really feels like heaven is playing games with you, and it crushes you like crazy. Your heart seems to be sinking continuously right from the beginning of this adventure, yet you can't do anything about it. This will obviously sound really depressing and.. perhaps ah-lian-ish? But right now, I don't give a damn. Cos Im feeling it right now. I tell you, I give up, I give up. So stop, Im getting tired. Give me a break, I desperately need it.

No matter how hard you try to make things better, things just don't go your way. Where's all my luck gone? Can I have it all back, please? I just need that helping hand, to just grab me out of all these nonsense. But sad to say, that hand will come really late, or maybe never, and the hand isnt the hand of the one you love. I wont say who what how where when.



I emphasize,

I give up.

Ah lians usually say this,

but im gonna say it right now.

My heart is long broken. you may not have to fix it up or rather you don't bother to fix it up. Ha, it's okay, I'll fix it myself. =)

Catch me when I fall - Ashlee Simpson

I love the piano, =)
some guy put evanescence's video with it, and it fits rather well. haha.



Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off
Something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me, from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's so hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go, nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me, from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That sometimes loneliness is just a part of me

Who will be the one to save me, from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

Blogger sucks!
So many problems and errors.
eeee!

no matter where my attention is,


...



happy 2 months, darl =)

Just came back from the bbq at mel's house.
haha, was fun! =D

KAI JIE CAME! XD

talked with him alot,
he's still as usual la.
so crappy and funny..

he's nice alright!
he, together with hong ye and benjamin walked us out to the main road cos we're going home le. and we all waited together for pyu's dad. =)
went to the playground too..
played and chatted.
I always enjoy talking to kaijie,
he never fails to amaze you with his interesting stories.
haha.

bbq was alright.
'cept that i didnt help?
maybe i just the wrapping of corn la.
I was merely sitting there,
waiting for the food.
as usual, didnt eat much, heh. xp

joycelin, mabel, kaijie, benjamin, jeremy and hongye staying over at mel's place.
wonder if pye got stay not.. haha. tsk tsk.
mel will go crazy.
she was so pissed just now!
chill it,

post the pics some other day.

Im currently having a really bad flu.
xiao marc said i sounded really sick,
and I talk like kenneth. -.-
Lols,
I used like 1 tissue box,
and 2 packets of tissue paper just today.
damn damn damn.

stupid flu,
i guess im gonna get a fever real soon.
curse you!
IT'S LIKE THE HOLS NOW. =.=

there's a class bbq later,
celebrating YUEN MING LIANG'S BDAE!
WANG LIANG ER!
haha. =) that cute lil' geek,

well well well.
I EDITED SOME PICS of ytd's!

presenting...
the spastic triplets!













elements!














Im gonna miss this pretty pretty classroom!
I THOUGHT OF THE PUNK'D OKAY! HEEEE.

The last school day with,
Class 2/1 o6. =)














Im sorry,
I didnt say my 'speech'!
maybe say it some other time,
like the bbq?
hmmm, maybe i wont even have the chance to say.

WELLLL,
nvm!
though we're splitting into different classes,
we're gonna meet each other in school!
there's TECHNOLOGY!
haha.

Alright! stay positive. XD
PICTURES!














GOLD AND SILVER ELEMENTZ GROUP!
hehe,
hong ye looks like he wants to fight, (as usual)
I LOVE THIS PIC!

Okay,
now the 2 marcuses.
they're ALWAYS up to sth.














okay, and obviously some gaying took place..














INDIVIDUALS,

my nu er, GINIE TAN!
Although she's really naggy,
she has helped me alot,
and accompanied me in class when I was feeling dull..
I just love watching meishan and her quarrel beside me every morning,
it's damn cute.














Alright,
these 2 girls.
haha! I love them.
They were the only ones who I'd tag along during IAP.
SUPER LAME ONE,
budden very sweet. =)














Hmmm,
this guy.
Iris' sweeeetie!
Had rumours with him for rather long..
well,
seeing him reminds me alot of porn family! =D
my er zi, the porn master.
He used to sit behind me last time,
always whacking my chair,
calling me mum.
He may be really lame and childish sometimes,
but he is really sweet when...
erm. okay, i'll stop here.
haha,
hope he continues to stay charming!














Marcus Chan,
hehe.
I have many many many things to say about him!
HE'S DAMN EMO.
Was together with him for.. like only 2 months?
Well, he's a really sweet guy.
Mabel! CHERISH HIM! =D
Perhaps things werent going smoothly for us in the past,
everything coming at the wrong time.
But still,
we're good frens til now.
He's really not easy to forget! haha.














okay,
the SHANs!
MY SEATING PARTNER.
She is really mean sometimes,
and she ABUSES me alot!
GRABBING MY HAND AND TWISTING THEM LIKE NUTS,
HURTS!
haha, but she can be really nice.
I talk to her about my thoughts really often,
and her advices and opinions are good.
Dont see her so man so macho ah,
she also got her emo side one k!
oh yah, still remember she hates to see me sleep in class.
Whenever i lay my head on the table,
she'll crack her knuckles,
or not she'll tickle and disturb me.
She's damn cute.
and NOW,
I cant make myself sleep in class anymore.
All because of NG MEI SHAN! =D

MELLY ONG! LOVE CALLING HER THAT!

melissa ah, super talkative.

but I love to gossip with her! rocks man.

Still remember during class chalet, we were so bored. So we decided to walk at the changi beach. Just the 2 of us. It was beautiful, the scenery, the wind, the chats, the laughs, the secrets. Everything.. we nearly got lost. Still ran in the rain, nearly went canoeing somemore, we werew wild and nuts, but it was really fun. Miss the times I had with her! =/MELLY ONG! I WILL DEFINATELY MISS YOU! =(

HEHE, MABEL!

She's DAMN NOISY i tell you. Somemore is HIGH PITCH lah! My singing partner for amksian idol.. MUSICINGREDIENT! =D Used to be my best friend, we were like sisters, or rather lesbians. but it was good to have a really close friend like her. maybe heaven was jealous of our friendship, so.. everything went wrong. hmm, its okay, we're still good friends now! She cheers me up alot when Im sad, and alllllways with me whenever I quarrel with Joycelin! haha. Love ya, mabel! My best wishes to she and her darling marcus chan! the act cute couple, ahah!

Pei ye.. Heard she cried until very cham today. Well, I do get irritated with her sometimes, but I love rollerblading with her! She's the only one who have patience to be my portable railing! hehe, she's not THAT bad afterall. PYE! 2/1 still loves you laaaa, dont cry k! =D

SPA OILS! this isnt JUST an elementz group man.

We've been through too much. Always crying, always complaining, always bushuang-ing, always sooting, always gossiping. =D

we're a great clique, but well, had to seperate. =/ it's okay, we're still good friends!

Love you guys. =)

These 3 2/1 girls. We were best friends, in class chalet, in devol.. haha. Joycelin.. she's like a big sister to me last time, we quarrelled 104967302757395917348375 times. =.= LOL, but she's made me learn to be LESS fierce in relationships. I used to run to her whenever i have problems in the past, hmmm. Wonder if i can do that now! haha, but well. she never fails to help her best friend everytime. Love ya, joycelin!

NEXT UP!

XIAO MARCCCCCC~! my lil' bro. goes home with me everyday, accompanies me wherever i go, cheers me up whenever im sad. He's makes me laugh like crazy! but he makes me worry for him like crazy too. Really treated him like my real younger brother. whenever his results come back, he'll sulk. haha, then i'll try to find marks and cheer him up, he's a very positive lil guy, and i really wish to be in the same class as him! young man, im sure you'll grow much taller than me next time! We'll compete still, HEHE!

Alright,

these 4 ppl. always being damn retarded in class. NEVER STOP FOOLIN ARND! pontang class, kena scolding, DEVOL! haha, =) I dunno what to say, but it was really fun being with them. I'm gonna miss them like crazy.

Were kinda close with this group of crappy guys last year. hehe, they're damn funny, and look at hong ye, he looks like he wanna whack someone, AGAIN. Benjamine, he's sweet, and funny! always like to soot me nowadays. Mingliang, haha. I had a crush on him before when i first saw him, so cuteeee! jeremy! that blur kia, but he's really really really really nice. Gentleman. =) Im gonna miss their crap and lameness!

THEN FINALLY,

the lovables of my sec 2 life.

xiao marc, and of course, my dear pyu!

Lastly, this is for my best friend, pei yu.

This girl is ALWAYS getting into trouble with me, truancy, open defiance, talking back at teachers, cheating, foolin arnd, playing in class, lying. Pei Yu has been with me throughout my sec 2 life. Despite the quarrels and doubts, we still held on to each other. We knew we needed each other, we knew we love each other. Sometimes she would really guai lan me to the max, that i couldnt take it. But I know she doesnt mean it, hehe. She's like my lil' sister, always having problems in her family, and Bhattarai having to question me about her not passing up her hw and her attitude every lesson! Many things I've helped her, but she wont know lah, cos it's private and confidential and for her own good. haha, i think only mabel and carin knows. hmmm, I hope my efforts on her are not wasted, may she continue to strive for her stage managing! haha. She's always there to listen to my rants about my dad, haha. Very fun to talk to, and she's a really emo girl okay. SUPER stubborn. always trying to soot logic into her mind, cos you know she's born crappy! haha. she never fails to do her best in project works. I love working with her, she always does the job, but she doesnt claim all the credit, very nice right. hehehe. Im such a cheater, XD Although we're often called lesbian or rebellious girls, or ah lians, I dont mind actually, cos it's PEI YU!

this girl ah, you must really know her well to undersatnd her. When you first know her, she's really damn ass. but slowly, you realise that she's really sweet. Dont judge a book by it's cover!

well, this year has made me grow alot, especially devol. Rmb there were 2543098204984530495834512408 objections to the formation of devol. Band didnt like us, devol ourselves have quarrels.. but look! now alls fine, and I'll still see pyu there! heh. So no worries, and we'll be in the same maths class, BAND 4! =D

PHUA PEI YU! DONT YOU EVER DARE TO FORGET ME! LOVESSSSS!

I'll never forget you too, my forever best friend.

Im gonna miss 2/1 'o6! =/

BIG DISCOVERY OF YEAR 2006!

I was talking to edwin for the whole day..
when i realised..

WHEN I WAS YOUNG,
I USED TO PLAY WITH EDWIN. =.=
LOL,
WE DIDNT REALISE THAT WE KNEW EACH OTHER.
gosh, my good playmate is actually EDWIN?!
I cant believe this, lolololololololol.
The slope at bishan,
the catching at void decks,
the snatching of cardboards of the slope on the grass.
>.<

my childhood playmate,
EDWIN!

Whole day to ROT at home.

Irwin asked me to meet them at mac at 12.
But apparently im still here,
I dunno why. =/

" you better dont eat so much crackers, later tmr sore throat. "
I said that,
but I got the sore throat. =.=
how dumb.
Ugh.

ICE SKATING! =DDD
FINALLLLLYYYY.

Just 4 of us,
fun. =)













We were smacking ice balls onto each other.
Mark got ice in his back,
messing each other's hair,
Irwin smashing ice at the back of my head,
Carin trying really hard to collect as much ice as Irwin (but apparently she failed!).
Raced a lil' with Irwin using the children railing thing,
hahaha.
Mark was fast!
First time only leh,
he like pro alr.
Carin,
JIA YOU! =D
can skate alr. hehe.
congrats to her!
Wheeee,
pretty gloves. XD














and of course,
*drumrolls*....














=)
everything is fine now,
hehe.

=D

Rocks.











WADE ROBSONNNNNN!

when things just cant seem to be right,





and when he isnt there..

FATHER OR FOE,

bastard,
no.
I didnt say that.

FIRST THING!
TMR AMKSIAN IDOL,
GOOOOOD LUCK TO MABEL AND I!
LOL.
GUESS WHAT IS OUR GROUP NAME!
MUSICINGREDIENT.
dont tell me it's dumb,
cos i thought of it.
INSPIRATION: A PEPSI BOTTLE

SECOND THING!
EDWIN REBONDED HIS HAIR!
SOOO CUTE.

THIRD THING!
THERE'S IN-LINE SKATING TMR!
and there's a great possibility for pyu to join me and mabel tmr! =D

FOURTH!
FOR THE POST EXAM ACTIVITY,
ME AND MABEL JOINING 2/2!
CARIN! =D

FIFTH!
MAYBE I CAN GET TO CYCLE TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY NEXT TIME!
WITH IRWIN AND MARK!

SIXTH!
ME AND XIAO MARC SURE GO SAME CLASS!
YAY!
PYU BIG POSSIBILITY TOO! =DDD

Alright,
Im going crazy,
BYEBYE!

If I'm that irritating to you,
fine.

I dont bother explaining and giving in anymore.
Cos you dont even give a damn,
or am i thinking too much?

Just came back from a freaking tiring journey of cycling.
From tpy,
to kallang,
to esplanade,
to plaza sing,
to somerset/ skatepark,
to tangling (where we got lost),
then luckily we found our way.
Lols.

My legs hurts like nuts,
but..
nvm.

haha,
I wonder how long it will be.

I still rmbed what she said,
" he really has to change his attitude towards some things, "
and,
" sometimes, jealousy gets over him really easily. "

Well,
are we on the right track?

Later going to TCS house alr.

JUNHAO IS SO NICE!
HE GAVE MABEL AND I A SURPRISE,
HE WROTE THE IMPROVED LYRICS OF THE TIAN TIAN YE YE FOR US,
AND SEND IT TO ME!
HAHAHAHAHA. =)
very thoughtful guy huh!
THANKS SJH!

if he didnt write it,
we'll still be struggling la.
XD


--------------------
someone



shot me.



someone



please



catch me.

Later going to TCS house alr.

JUNHAO IS SO NICE!
HE GAVE MABEL AND I A SURPRISE,
HE WROTE THE IMPROVED LYRICS OF THE TIAN TIAN YE YE FOR US,
AND SEND IT TO ME!
HAHAHAHAHA. =)
very thoughtful guy huh!
THANKS SJH!

if he didnt write it,
we'll still be struggling la.
XD


--------------------
someone



shot me.



someone



please



catch me.

la deee dum~

Yay!
Im so relaxed right now.

Just feel like smacking him la,
=.=

Was so crushed to the bottom just now la.
cheeeeeeeeeeken!

Tmr going TCS' house to complete the song.
wheeee, like finally!
Just now went for the rehearsal,
it was.. okay lah.
Ms Chen WAS nice,
but after that...
we realised it's DAMN DAMN difficult to work with her.

She told me that,
she and the other teachers think I should join the competition.
I dunno what is it called lah,
but its about a team,
consisting of ..
- singer
- music producer
- fashion stylist
- marketing manager
the other one.. i forgot la.

They think so easy ah!
wapiang eh,
inter sec sch leh.
still say got possibility of winning,
like shit ah!
Lol,
and it's a MUST that I join. =.=
I dont care,
Im pulling carin. HEEEE.

wheeeeeee,
Im off. byebye!

I swear im gonna smack you okay.

.....
I really,

like you alot.

amksian idol rehearsal today.
rah,
jia you to me and mabel.

im sorry alright,
stop scolding.

YAY!
same class and level position with xiao marc!
confirm go same class.
HEHEHHEHE.
and pyu isnt far away from us either!
BIO BIO BIO.

Hmmm,
kinda miss 2/1.
As i see the pictures,
many thoughts were running through.
Cant imagine we're leaving!
Kai Yuan's lame-ness,
YiuLiang's gayness,
ah, everyone.
It's really everyone.
When i read joycelin's post on the class blog,
my tears just trickled.
I didnt know how I felt.

LOVE 2/1!

Alright,
results were fine.
At least the 3 good friends are likely to be together in the same class! =)
Right now,
I just wanna cherish the time I have with them!

WHEEEEE~

SO FUNNY! XD

WHEE,
ytd's neos. =)
LOVE IT!


















hehehe.
Spastic pics some other time!
=)

BROUGHT SPASM TO BUGIS TODAY!
XD

took millions and millions of photos!
With multi-shots in every neoprint machine.
And we were so high,
I laughed til i nearly pee-ed!
Pyu bought her Zinc bag,
its limited edition! =D
Its nice, and carin love it so much!
It cost $50. hehe.
I wanted this bag,
it cost $80!
I thought it wasnt nice at first,
and i thought it sucked alot lah,
then after awhile,
I realised it's rather cute.
But nah,
80 bucks aint small amount! XD
(see the words LIMITED EDITION! hehehe)














Upload some funnier pics of SPASM by me, carin and pyu later!
You'll roll on the floor,
and never ever expect it's ME!
I was damn retarded. =.=

freak,
and i got scolded for no reason. =.=

Mark's cousin's fren likes mark or sth, (I DUNNO)
she just came to spam,
and scold me.
Lols, very smart hor.

Edwin!
Where you! LOL.

rah.
in a horrible mood.

wheeeee.

There was band today.
LIPS HURT LIKE CRAZY!

Alot of sight-reading and stuff.
Was REALLY REALLY sleepy!

My sister and my parents..
they're cold-war-ing.
So,
pray for things to get better!

I feel so weird in such a quiet house.

tonight was a memorable night.

having to fetch arthur to his NS camp area,
which is so unknown and FAR.
REALLY FAR.

We ended up in JOHOR. =.=
until the part where we had to show our passports,
and we were the only singapore car.
So dumb lah!

we got arthur a cab last minute,
cos we really couldnt find the way.
how retarded.

We're driving a car,
yet still need to flag taxi.
MY MUM WAS FLAGGING FOR ONE LIKE A MANIAC.

Arthur was late,
the place was DAMN EERIE.
100000000 times scarier than OCH!
Saw the chinese and muslim cemetery.
DAMN SCARY. LOL.
SO DARK SOMEMORE!

I would wanna go there again!

WHEEEEEE!

Just came back from Vivo City,
the new shopping mall.
It's huge,
ALOOOOTTT of ppl!

I heard it is only 70% done,
many shops not open yet.
THE ADIDAS SHOP IS SUPPPERRRRR BIG!
And the thing is,
they have a half jacket,
long sleeve,
with hood.
and cost $65.
RAH!
devol was finding it for SOOO long.
and it was just lying there,
IN ADIDAS.
damn damn damn damn kuku.

Mark scared the hell outta me just now.
He's damn damn damn stupid lah.
UGH.
I'm gonna smackkkkk him. =.=
Lols,

www.cordsoflove-.blogspot.com

OUR BLOG!

www.cordsoflove-.blogspot.com

My darling you, =)

Xiao marc in action!







So cute,
haha.

Alright,
I dunno what to say about yesterday~!
LOL.

Me, xiao marc and irwin went to mark's house arnd 3.
then we fooled arnd,
I was owned so many times lah.
AND THE STUPID MARCUSMARK,
HE KEPT CRACKING MY FINGERS.
RAH! SO GROSS!
and the went home.

At arnd 9,
we meet again,
to cycle.

IT WAS DAMN FUN.

Mark, Irwin, Me, my sister and arthur went cycling at arnd 9.
Everyone had a bike on their own.
SO,
we cycled through st.GEORGE road,
whampoa, geylang, kallang.
Carin called, so Irwin and Mark went to pick her up from Kallang Mrt.
Then we realised,
not enough bikes.
okayyyyy.

SO.
The real thing comes.
Irwin had to 'tongpang' mark,
but it was painful.
None of the bikes were meant for 'tongpang-ing'.
So mark had to squeeze his ass in front,
where it hurts like crazy.
Then we cycled til esplanade,
and everyone was half dead, shacked, tired.
Rested for quite a long while.
Saw this group of bikers,
they're damn pro la.
Lols.

We took turns to 'tongpang' each other.
And we were like in some survival camp or sth.
Everyone was groaning and screaming,
it was damn tiring.

Then we just started off to cycle out from esplanade,
it was mark who tongpang-ed me.

I tell you,
We lasted the longest distance lah.
most of the time was him tongpang-ing me.

My ass hurts,
his backbone was cracking.
My leg was numb,
his legs were tired.
He rode and rode,
I was screaming pain.

We stopped quite a few times,
it was tiring.
Mark was very very tired.
Imagine having to cycle such a LOOONG distance,
adding on with another person's weight.
Thats DAMN DAMN tiring la!
But none of us gave up.
We just continued,
tolerate,
control.
Irwin pushed mark for awhile,
so he didnt have to cycle.
haha,
thank the big guy!

Ah,
I tell you it's horribly painful for my ass to get stuck there,
and my legs to numb.
but it's him behind me. =)

FINALLY,
we reached tpy!
home sweet home.
We were so happy,
cheered and laughed.
We sat on the floor,
all shacked.

It was already 1.30am.

THE SURVIVORS!
- Irwin
- Mark
- Carin
- Rui Qi
- Arthur
- Rui Shan

Yeah,
although it was tiring,

I love him more,
and more.

Waiting for irwin to come back..
then go cycling later.

hehehe.
carin joining us later,
couldnt contact xiao marc.. =(

lalalalalala.

' even if saving you sends me to heaven.. '

=)

Mark with his skateboard,
and Irwin lying there. XD


Mark pking at tpy,
when we were slackin there. (Kinda dark!)


Irwin with his bike stunts,
he's nuts. (Very dark =.=)


IT'S FRIDAY 13TH! =D
how unlucky can you get?

I had diarrhoea,
and muscle aches.
FREAK. >.<

MY LEG.
OUCHHHHHHH. >.<>Yay,
I love cycling!
I love playing!
I love being dumb!
I love lazing arnd!
I love him! =D

wheeee,
pics!

MUSCLE ACHESSSSSSS! >.<

Alright,
everyone will be late.
I reckon.
Lols.

Someone just say Mark is dumb.
Never stops getting himself injured,

Ugh,
my clumsy boy.


when love is mine,

Something is really wrong with me. >.<
IM SO GOD DAMN TIRED.

rah,
and its AFTER exams.
WHY THE HELL SHOULD I BE TIRED?
LOL.
my eyelids are friggin' heavy.
eyes are closing sooooon.

team jag came to tpy to parkour,
haha.
I was like halfdead,
its like I could just sleep anytime, anywhere. =.=

and what I saw,
wasnt really convincing,
but it is real enough to freak me out.
ugh, say no to lifts.

Jerry,
he's forever talking nonsense!
But it IS funny sometimes, haha.

Devol is performin' for the farewell event tmr.
Just imagine,
when the band seniors see us.
ha,
cheeeeeeeken.
Its like EXPECTED la, -.-

Your GuardianAngel - its really nice, P.S. do angels REALLY REALLY EXIST?

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's ok, it's ok, it's ok.

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my, my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

This song makes so much more sense than any other love songs,
LOVE SONGS SUCK,
AND FAIRYTALES ARENT TRUE.

VIDEOS!

thats mark!

Just look at the rest,
they're like posing there. LOL.
>.<

then...
hamzah.


I thought the camera suddenly like so much clearer la,
magical.

1 more paper,
and EXAM IS OVERRRR!

MTV'S 'YO MAMA' ROCKS!
LOL. Its damn funny.



WHEEEEEE!
IM SO HAPPY.

THIS IS THE LAST NIGHT OF THE YEAR,
TAN RUI SHAN IS GOING TO STUDY.
LALALALALA.

I HATE BOOKS,
I HATE STUDYING.
I HATE HATE HATE THEM!















>.<
he gets jealous easily!
hehe,
yes sir,
I wont 'play' with hamzah alr! =D

Now i know,

its not me,
its them.

The first time,
I'm crushed.

Ruishan,
stop being so dumb. =.=

I just felt like putting this, haha.

















" I dont feel like talking to anyone now, ha, except _____. "

Are my eyes playing tricks on me?
I hope so, ha.

The song has been playing repeatly.
again and again.

You and Me

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

why the fuck?!
I told you,
I'm downright stupid.
I wasnt lying at all.

"If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world "

"Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads"

I dont feel like saying much right now.

Desperately trying to help.

..I'm like a fool,
not knowing what to do.

Downright stupid.

He's so tired,
it's exams period.

Dear god,
please don't let anything happen to him.
There are exams going on,
and he cant study.
I'll exchange my time for his.

It's only 2 days,
but I'm missin' him like crazy.

Tell me I'm not stupid.

TeamJaG.
they're fun!

Look,
Jerry couldnt get up the dino.
He's damn funny.

Oh yah,
CARIN! I DONT LOOK LIKE HIM! LOL.













We went to bishan park yesterday night.
Today is hamzah's birthday, [HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!]
so we stayed up til arnd 12am at BISHAN PARK for him.
Didnt have a cake,
so we took a freakin' tiny mooncake,
put it on a plastic box,
get a candle and put it in the middle.
Lols, the mooncake was FRIGGIN' SMALL,
it's cute!
Hammie made his wish,
and put it in the pond.
*floats away..*
hope his wishes come true!
Lols.

Mark was feeling awful.
curse that stupid haze.
It made my eyes hurt like crazy.

Then an uncle gave me and carin 2 packets of sparkles.
And we were like,
" OMG! such a nice uncle. "
cos we were REALLY desperate for sparkles.
and guess what. =.=
the sparkles werent working.
That big liar,
rah.

I took a video of the guys going stupidly crazy,
and when mark was the caveman.
Lols,
they're damn crappy.

Irwin did a bunnyhop over hamzah that day too.
That was like,
-STUNT OF THE DAY-
I was merely opening my eyes to see it,
it was so...
rah.
scare the hell outta me.
Luckily its not mark lying there. =p

Alright,
I ought to be mugging now!

Studied geog with the same ppl again,
the study corner.
Hamzah was funny,
with his entertaining stories.
Mark and Irwin with e bikes,
xiao marc... studying.

wheeeeeee.

I dont feel like posting so much,
cos it's useless.
hehe.

" and I dont know why, I cant keep my eyes off of you.."

Lunched at KFC,
horrible!
Everyone took out their phone,
*snap*
1 sec later..
*snap*
" HA, I GOTCHA! "
*screeeeaaamsss*

*dodges*
" I never take picture of you lah.... "
*looks up*
*snaps*
" WALAOOOO! "
" HAHAHAHA. "

-irwin is sick in the mind-
=.=

DISASTROUS. LOL.

Nutcase.
I swear it wasnt easy at all alright,
it was high and scary enough.
Tpy is a nice place to pk afterall.
=)
Mark in action!


AND LOOK,
couples~~~
Lewin Sim, and who else, Lesa.









Aww... aint that SWEEEEEET.
Perhaps a little closer would make it a better shot.
Haha.















It's like a routine now that we visit the dinosaur everyday, XD













doesnt it look like some act cute cam-whoring ppl,
who points at the sky,
and goes, " ii wudd wantt to starre att the starxX withh euu... "
EWWWWW.

Alright, this is damn ah beng pose. LOL.













Studied with mark, irwin, xiao marc, hamzah again.
mark and hamzah were pking arnd as usual,
xiao marc was cute,
and irwin can never ever concentrate on his work.

Tmr is the start of exams!
YEA MAN.
quick quick quick,
just get done and over with it,
then we'll get to enjoy. =DDD

Just look at this. LOL!

mark and hamzah with the dinosaur,
damn cute.



















Trust me, he's not that hardworking. =p













I LOVE THIS PICTURE!






my phone's video damn blur,
RAH!
but I love it! XD
wheee, fun!

TAKE NOTE!

my new number is 92269235! =D

AHAAAAAAAAAAAA.
WINSTON IS DAMN FUNNY.
we were talking about ah lians talking,
and just look at what he said!

Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
i hate those ppl who talk cute
Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
u know
Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
lurbbs
Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
kkies
Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
i create new word la! FUCKIEEXX
angels and devils says:
WTH
angels and devils says:
FUCKIEEXX
Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
LOLOL
angels and devils says:
WTH
angels and devils says:
LOLOLOL
angels and devils says:
damn funny you
Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
hahahahha
angels and devils says:
FUCKIEEXX
angels and devils says:
AHAHAHHAHA
angels and devils says:
LOL
Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
all the swear words just add those nonsense
Winston™ is the Anonyman! says:
COCKIEEXX
angels and devils says:
LOLOLOLOL

damn stuuuuupid sia.
He's killing me. XD
thanks for cheering me up a lil'!
haha.

saw this at 2/2 class blog.
hope it can cheer up some ppl,
like me.

Just look at what time is it.

Im awake,
like god damn early.
I couldnt sleep,
I dunno why.

someone tell me what to do.

Unintended

you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you could be the one i'll always love
you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
you could be the one i'll always love
i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy
mending broken
pieces of the life i had before
first there was the one who challenged
all my dreams and all my balance
she could never be as good as you
you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you should be the one i'll always love
i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before
(repeat)
before you

Some really interesting signboards.. Lols.
XD























" Hope he's better now, "
=(