Thursday, November 30, 2006
rocks! I saw the mtv this afternoon, got attracted to it. haha. Oh, this is best! Hurt Seems like it was yesterday When I saw your face You told me how proud you were, But I walked away If only I knew what I know today Ooh, ooh I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I wanna call you But I know you won't be there Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside But I won't admit Sometimes I just wanna hide 'Cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this, ooh Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself, oh If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you Since you've been away Ooh, it's dangerous It's so out of line To try and turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself.. By hurting you  yeah, 78. =) Yes, I feel better now. Special thanks to Melissa, Jia Ying and .. Joycelin. haha. I do agree with boys, - Girls are difficult to understand. yeah, alright. Saw this note in my cupboard and it somewhat made me smile alot more, " Dear Rui Shan, This is just a little something which I hope will mean something to you. The words on the bookmark are quite meaningful and as you grow into a young adult,, you will find that thing are not as simple as they were when you were just a child and there might be times when things get really tough and you feel lost. Don't lose hope and know that you are never alone. There will always be people who care about you and willing to help you in your time of need. All you have to do is ask. Well, it has been a wonderful one and a half years knowing you all and I must say that I am proud to have taught you. Take care of yourself and I wish you all the best. Mrs Eugenie Yeoh KCPPS P6 Courage 2004 " Yeah, Mrs Yeoh. Indeed, it's been a pleasure being your student. well, havent chatted with you for really long. That note is really something man. Alright. Finally, the day has arrived. =) It may feel really sour, but it's okay. I must stand up on my feet. " I get knocked down, but I get up again, and you're never gonna keep me down. " jia you jia you jia you! jia you to everyone! =D yes it's always me.. me me me. Wednesday, November 29, 2006 Hanged out with OC, carin, mark and hammie today. Fooling arnd everywhere we go, esp IMM. Okay, we went to Jurong Centre, and realised there isnt anything to do, so we walked to IMM. Lols, hammie's fantastic idea. XD I LOVE OVERHEAD BRIDGES. lololololol. Alright, this is what we did in Giant. ((: okay, thats dumb. more pictures! haha. The guys. Honestly, they look quite cool in there. Lols.  Those just look like safety googles or sth. Dnt, anyone? This is damn funny, some geek sunglasses they found. Both of them look like aliens. =p Then we walked further up, saw some clothes. Then they decided to try it on. =.= Ham: " Eh, is this for guys? " Mark: " Yeahhhhh....... no. -.- " Ham: " I dunno, " Gosh. *bangs head on wall* Alright.. That pink tie is cute.  *hammie grabs blazer. Eager to try it* Behind reads, "Gents' FASHION" So much for being fashionable~ haaaa!- "yeah, do I look good?"  Right. After all the "collection" of snacks and all.. we had a race. A race to put everything back, see who's the fastest. Lols. So hammie and carin paired, Mark and I paired, Kenneth and Ben paired. Winnnnerrrrrrrrrrrrr is.. Me and mark! haha. Apparently everyone just grabbed everything and ran amok. It was damn funny, XD After that, we slacked arnd IMM, and just look at this. So close! They were alr halfway through, but the stupid escalator stopped. =.= then hammie went, "ahhhh~~~" *drops* Lols. Everyone else arnd were like staring at them, oh yea, cheers to OC! =D Monday, November 27, 2006 Cousins outing today! Chatted alot with shi zheng, heh. He told me alot about band... hmmm. He's one logical and mature guy. Appears to be so... clumsy and retarded, but he's really brainy. haha. =D shi yuan is crappy as usual, he thought me the "xi shua shua, xi shua shua" dance, it's damn lame, but funny enough to make everyone laugh like crazy. =p shipeng, oh gosh. you should see how he messes the table when he eats. Champion sia. Lols. Okay, i'll let the pics do the talking. =) Sistaaaas!  Toyrus! Retarded old woman.  LUNCH! XD The champions. Never fail to mess the whole table.  Starbucks! =D I said funny faces, not retarded. The cutest couple! On our way to.... STEAMBOAT! And guess what, I SAW THAT SAME OLD MAN I QUARRELLED WITH. =.= he didnt recognise me, so it's alright. heh. Marky joined us too! haha. I FINALLY GOT TO SEE HIM! Me, my sister and arthur waited for him at the mrt, whereas the rest of my cousins went to book a place first. =) Look at the pole dance, gosh. Yes, brothers in action. Lols. Alright. Notice arthur: " He felt something stuck in his mouth. "   TADA! =) HIS PROTRUDING GUMS AND AWFUL TEETH.  The war with prawns. Oh man, it could have killed me. The live prawns, AGAIN! This batch of prawns were freaking active, they kept jumping outta the box, made me go nuts. For goodness sake I was sitting just beside the prawns. When you're happily eating, suddenly one prawn flies out, and pass your sight. Pity them, desperately wanting to escape from the horrible death - boiling/ frying alive. So mark and shi zheng went on a 'catching prawn' mission. *2 boys starts catching prawn* *next prawn flies out* *runs to catch the other prawn* and yes, pig liver is digusting. =/ So cute, the way shi peng talk to mark. Lols, and mark thought he was FOUR years old when he's like primary 3 next year, which makes him... 9. Went to the arcade to play awhile.. then headed home alr. =) Right, ever seen this guy at vivo? Nope? THEN YOU GOTTA WATCH THIS! And there was one moment he froze there really long, and everyone started to go near him, tickle him, shake his hand. Then he suddenly yell. and it made the crowd scream soooo loudly and high pitched. That was damn funny la, everyone else laughed, and those who got shocked ran away with their faces all so red. Lols! Enjoyed today alot! esp when I get to see marky! =D Sunday, November 26, 2006 ImsofuckinparanoidrightnowIdunnowhattodoNeitherdoIknowwhyimtypinglikethat ItfeelslikeIamsinkingsodeepandeveryoneisjuststandingarndmeseeingmesinkdeeperanddeeper "Actually our brass section quite good ma, but if you add ruishan in, it'll be a different story alr. " AndIjustrealisethatIwasntimptatalltotheband SinceIcreatedmuch-noise-andinconvenienceforyourconducting darnyou youbunchofmucuscoveredhairymoronicidiots (okay,IdunnowhoamIscolding,sodontworry) Imjustmessedup heh ohmy I'vespentthesefewdayswaitingandwaiting ahit'sokay anwwespent2/3ofourliveswaiting sowhynotwaitmore Someonetellmeeverythingsokay Beauty, CREATED. Damn cool la. Saw my number of posts in blogger, 440. Lols, then this will be the 441th. =) My sister dyed her hair copper red. When I take a second look at her, I dont believe she's MY SISTER. Right now, she's guai-kia-no-more! =D haha, liberation. I can see how relaxed she is now, and I like her this way! No more bad moods, black faces, bad temper, tantrum. This can clearly show what has A levels done to her. Im having many many many thoughts recently.. 1. Pyu may drift and quit devol someday 2. Carin may quit band 3. I will be sacked from band 4. What if Xiao Marc drifts away 5. When will be my dying day 6. Will Arthur be my brother-in-law 7. When will Belle pass away 8. Will I be tall soon haha, I dunno. But really really negative thoughts start running through my mind. And I believe some are bound so happen. Why must there be seperation in this world? Oh come on, be optimistic! Why am I thinking of all these nonsense, -danggggg Saw justin timberlake perform sexyback for the europe music awards at copenhagen. He's damn suave! Then later.. MUSE! They sang starlight. I LOVE THAT SONG >.< Rihanna was there too, nelly furtado sang man-eater. The killers were there too! The europe music awards was much better than the america music awards. =p Band camp just ended, =) Hope Xiao Marc recovers soon! " whats wrong with her, " Saturday, November 25, 2006 My head is spinning. When I was going to meet my sister, I swear it feels like I can faint anytime. "Where are you? It feels so empty here," The Jamestown Story - And Then I Turned Seven I've been waiting and patiently praying for this moment all my life. And I never thought I'd ever feel so glad to be alive. I've spent so many years dreaming of this. I'm long overdue. And finally all my dreams are happening in an ideal form of view. Lets take this moment, squeeze it and hold it for the rest of our lives. And the time will never come to say goodbye. Goodbye. I've spent so many years dreaming of this. I'm long overdue. And finally all my dreams are happening in an ideal form of view. Form of view Form of view And I may not be perfect but I'll always be there. Because I know you're worth it. You're the answer to all of my prayers. Damn regret - RJA (alright I couldnt find the song anywhere, so found an... empty vid with just the song) The moon is shining bright The mood is feeling right I'll kiss you on your neck People'll stare and we won't care We're high above the ground We're nowhere to be found Empowered by adrenaline Feel like I'm born again Again, I am repeating myself And I know it is gone for you To sit and pretend Damn regret, I'll try to forget Don't worry about me 'Cos I'm real fine Cast my line To see what's behind Did you think you persuaded me to let you go? I'm wishing you were here My weakness is my fear Alone I am myself No reason, life for me to care Distracted by the sound I hear footsteps all around Empowered by adrenaline Feel like I'm born again Again, I am repeating myself And I know it's gone for you To sit and pretend Damn regret, I try to forget Don't worry about me 'Cos I'm real fine Cast my line To see what's behind Did you think you persuaded me to let you go? You're the only one I turn to When I feel like no-one's there And when I'm lonely in my darkest hour You give me the power To sit and pretend Damn regret, I'll try to forget Don't worry about me 'Cos I'm real fine Cast my line To see what's behind Did you think you persuaded me to let you go? Did you think I forget? Did you think I surrender myself to persuade you to let me go? Did you think I forget? Did you think I surrender myself to persuade you to let me go? - I - am - so - bored - Sometimes when you really hate the band, you can't. Cos you have the sweetest section! My section rockkkssssssssssssss. yanling said, " ruishan! my playing partner, you not here then nobody play with me! " Although she can be very very very chatty and noisy and times, she can be really sweeeet and caring! haha. I havent seen my boy for 5 whole days! =( Have to go to shi zheng's house later, he's in band camp. sheeeeeeeeeeeesh. what do I do there? Oh, joanne will be there, yay~ I love my cousins. And the cousin's sentosa outing this sunday is postponed because of me, and partly arthur too, cos he's in the hospital. Hope it's not dengue fever! 'Fever' is owning the world. Im feeling so happy and contented now, but im missin' one big thing....! MARCUS MARK! =p Friday, November 24, 2006 Please please please stop complaining, cos it's seriously irritating. Shoot me with all the sacarsm for all I care, just stop bothering people. Wanna confront? Come to ME. =.= --------------------------- Alright, my sister just lent me books! I love one of 'em, it's called " the five people you meet in heaven ". Read the first 3 pages this morning, it's really nice. hehehehehe. reading spreeeeeeee~ Actually, reading during the hols is quite dumb, but I dont care, since Im rotting at home these days. Havent seen marky for a few days, damn. Why can't some smart scientist quickly invent... er, how do you call it? Teleport-...y? LOL, ah, you know what I mean. Teleport. It is impt okay! Ppl wont be late, saves time, saves petrol, aeroplanes, vehicles arent need anymore! Global warming will not happen, less air pollution, no acid rain. HEALTHY LEH! And my darling can just be right here beside me! =p Okay, my sunburn - face is peeeeeling. =.= I look so disease-d. Oh yes, I saw this when I went to get my lunch with my sister.
" My boy! I'm missin' you hell loads! " Thursday, November 23, 2006 The rose arthur gave to my sister! I was SO bored, took a picture of it, edited a lil'. Just one rose, and it can melt a woman's heart!        Was on the way back home, when I heard this conversation between 3 kids. Boy 1: Eh! come out play leh Boy 2: cannot la.. my mother dont allow Boy 3: walao.. then how... Boy 1: I know! I always make my mother angry, then she let me come out Boy 3: really meh? Boy 1: ya la, she like that one. crazy one lor Boy 3: eh! then you make your mother angry la, then she will let you come out. Boy 2: huh... These lil' boys are sooooo naive! And to think that Boy 1, who gave that idea, was the oldest. Lols. I pray for Boy 2 to NOT make his mummy angry! These children are willing to hurt their mother's heart just to go out and play, oh gosh.. I dont blame them, but that shows how great mothers are. You dont know how much you've hurt them, how much you've troubled them when you were young. But all they do is just to love you more and more, day by day. Putting in so much effort, just hoping to see their child be healthy and be a useful person. Dont ever say your mother doesnt love you, cos when it comes to problems in life, it's not your friends that would help you in any way, but it's your mother. They are the ones who would do anything, anything they could, just for you. I heard of a story from a DJ on the radio. He said, " when I was young, I ran away from home. I went over to my best friend's house to stay, and it was really fun. I didnt miss my parents at all, and I stayed there for months, without going home. Then I fell really really sick, I couldnt get off the bed. At that time, I got no cash with me and I was desperate. My friend's parents didnt want me to pass the fever to my best friend, so I was kinda isolated. No one took care of me. I cried, I cried for almost everything. Then finally, I decided to call my parents. They came to pick me, and they came in flash, as if it only took 1 minute to travel. They took care of me, brought me to the doctor. Im all fine now, and because of that, I realise how impt family is, and never take your parents' love for granted. " Mummy, I love you! =) " marky, I love you too! " heh. Wednesday, November 22, 2006 YAYYYYYYYYYYYY! the ARC interview was goooood. heh, that jimmy guy from the Virtuoso Arts is damn nice. =) many many many good news for our team, BUT, private and confidential. We were late for the interview la! haha. Met up at carin's house, then we discussed until 4.45pm. The interview is at 5pm. " DIE LA! HAVE TO CAB THERE ALR! " *rushes off to main road* *flags like crazy* Lols. yay, luckily the -not punctual- thing did not affect the impression they have on us! =D Jun Hao is damn funny, he made us laugh and laugh. In the interview, Jimmy should be the one asking us questions.. and it ended up JunHao asking him so many questions. For Clarissa, doing the Imaging, she will be taking courses by MABELINE, and Tony and Hanks (sth like that) FOR FREE! She'll learn make up stuffs and hair-do too, thats DAMN lucky okay! next time you'll see a superrrr pretty clarissa, heh. She has to doll me and carin up, using 77th street's clothes. Music producers+artistes, amanda and junhao\me and carin, they'll be going under some course by agnes. She's a professional singer.. and is really good. heh! Cant wait! Marketing Manager, Pyu, will have to take a course about learning how to do marketing and business stuffs. Alot of brainy work, pyu pyu, you shall get smarter and smarter! During the interview, Jimmy asked me and carin to sing a few lines for him. We were like SHOCKED! cos we didnt prepare anything nor expect them to ask us to sing. Lols, and Carin had sore throat. Gosh, so fine, we sang Jie Tuo. Woa, I tell you, the blending sounded tyco-ly nice! And that made Jimmy amazed. XD yay yay yay! what should our group name be? " I miss you! " CLASS OUTING! yesterday, gosh. PYE WORE BIKINI, but she didnt showcase it, she wore a brown shirt over. We wanted to strip that shirt out! LOL. the scorching sun made me look like a malay right now, and I think Im gonna peel soon, cos it hurts! sheeeeesh, that dark tanning oil. Class 2/1, (30 ppl went!) Thats MingLiang and Xiao Marc, SUNTANNING! Mingliang looks more like a man now, LOL.
Leaving Sentosa for STEAMBOAT at Marina Bay! =p =) Good old friends. Me, Pyu, Mel, Joycey, Mabel. Love of my life! =DDD Hmmm.. so what is MingLiang trying to do? FINALLY! we reached marina bay. =) waiting for ky to arrive... Oh yes, story time. Alright, when we reached there, we had to wait for ky to come before taking a bus to the steamboat place. Then there was this old man pestering us to go for HIS steamboat restaurant. We DID consider going, but he was way too irritating. Told him we are still waiting for our friend, he kept insisting that half of the class can go up to his van first, then it'll bring us there. =.= He was irritating dan hui like crazy, and making her go nuts la. I couldnt take it, so the mighty ruishan comes in action! haha. =p Here you go, the conversation between me and the old man: man: I can give you all 1 extra can of drink, me: No, uncle. This is not about the price, nor the drinks. We're still waiting for a friend so can you please give us some time. *smiles at man* man: okay okay. - 5 mins later - man: half of the class can go into the van first, then the rest wait. *discussion with dan hui* zzz.... danhui whispers: this is not the one we want to go, I havent been to this one before. But how to reject him? me: okay okay, so we're not going to his steamboat la? danhui: nope, we're not. * ruishan walks up to old man who was STILL pestering my other classmates * man: can go up the van alr? me: uncle, this one is not the one we're going, so we wont be going up the van. man: why, I can give you extra drinks. me: I alr said it's NOT about the drinks okay. man: which is the one you want to go? which, which, which, huh? me: you know what, now it's our choice NOT to go to yours. And ME, as the customer, need NOT explain to you WHY I dont wanna go to yours alright. So no matter HOW many free drinks or HOW CHEAP you're gonna charge us, I DONT CARE, futhermore, EXPLAIN to you. * man stares at me * man: okay okay. *nods and nods, but still not wanting to leave* me: get it? then? * stares at man * man: okay okay. *walks off* THE MOST IRRITATING OLD MAN EVER. =.= dont you dare pester my friends or i'll slap you in the face with my words. Dont say im mean to an old man, but he is touting, and he should have his limits. Okay, then finally, our steamboat! =D HAHA, this is the best shot. Applaudddddddd!  And me and pyu, going to ki siao alr.. LOL. Okay, just look at the 2 jokers, pyu and xiao marc. Xiao marc wants to smack pyu's head, and it made pyu go crazy. Thats the 2 jokers, look at how they're cooking. The fire was too hot, and the oil was splattering like crazy.  The prawn eaters! they are cruel okay, they cook prawns alive! I couldnt take it, I turned away. =) hungry ghosts. The other table, futher housewives! XD  Dan hui, Iris, Joycey and me! =D the anti-prawn-killers.  The spastic four!  End of steamboat! yay, satisfaction. =)  Arcade time! =D (ya, sure)  Okay, storytime again. MY JOURNEY HOME WITH IRWIN AND XIAO MARC. =.= We didnt wanna take the normal way home, so irwin showed us another way. We had to walk a FREAKING LONG DISTANCE. =.= And it's damn scary. Look at this, it's like never ending. Then we were heading to the highway, to look for a bus stop. Then there was this BIG AND DARK AND WET GRASS PATCH. it's all surrounded with tress and all, it was disgusting. And Irwin said we had to walk through there. I took my first step. "croak" fuck, there are toads. So I asked irwin, " are there toads? " He said, " yea i think so. A few only la. " Fine, so I just kept walking. Until I realised, THE TOADS WERE FUCKING BIG. AND THEY WERE JUMPING AND JUMPING. SOME RIGHT BESIDE YOUR LEGS, AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I WAS WEARING SLIPPERS. =.= As I walked deeper in, I see more toads jumping. I SCREAMEDDDDDD! then xiao marc was nice enough, he allowed me to pull him and he ran with me. rah, stupid toads. I HATE TOADS I HATE TOADS. Irwin was laughing at me somemore, asswipe! >.< Fine, then yay! we reached the highway. Damn, we realised it's super long and dark.. See, And if you look downwards to your right, RESERVOIR! pretty pretty scenery. BUT I SWEAR, it's damn tiring to walk such a long stretch. =.= Then when we reached the bus stop. Last bus is gone. no more bus. LUCKILY, IRWIN GOT MONEY. He treated us a taxi home, wheeeeee. For your info, we walked from marina bay to nicoll highway, it's damn far okay. Lesson learnt: wanna go out with irwin? train your stamina first, and be prepared for anything insane. The 3 heroes! Irwin, Xiao marc, Me. we managed to get home!  Interesting day I had. =) Love my friends. heh! I thought I could see darl yesterday, but sheeeesh, he was going over to clarence place. It would be much more fun if he was around! " If only I had that taxi ride home with you, " Monday, November 20, 2006 Alright. Today we went jamming at tampines. I LOVE 'HOW I GO"! heh! Pictures! DAMN CUTE, XD (xiaomarc with the beanie, playing PSP)  Carin! She's so happy, LOL!  Mark on the drumset, heh.  Ben on the electric guitar, he's goooood! Marky on the guitar, connnncennnnntraaaaationnnnnnn.  Ken, Mark, Ben! Cute, =p After jamming, we went to eat. All were tired after so much singing, strumming and all. We tried to imitate the incredible mouth band, Mark - Hat, Kick-snare, Cymbal RuiShan - Organ Kenneth - Guitar Dict - Bass Ben - Guitar Solo Carin - Tambourine Sean/Xiao marc - Videoman Here you go, PICS OF YESTERDAY! hehe, happy bdae sean too. 18th NOV! our perf, yeaaaaaa~ Covists, "story of jimmy"  And me with the beanie, XD Pai Kias! =p  Xiao marc with beanies, caps, everything. Lols. QIAN BIAN FACE!  HAFIS! gross, see vids to see what is THAT all about. LOL. Me, Mark, XQ. At the mrt, reflectionsssss~ Our group photos!
SEXYBACK! us with THAT skateboard, heh. I did this in a rush, nicer one to come okay! HEH. SEAN IS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNYYYYY! 24 hours later.. HE STILL BELIEVES IN SKATING IN THIS WAY! Okay, Sean insists that if he continues doing that, he'll be skinny. Now, xiao marc being a 'buddha', Sean can't get near him. After being so retarded at the entrance of the SSA building, we decided to be gross and sadistic. Then...we headed back to vivo, when it's like 10 plus alr. So empty! Mark skate skate skate. Fell so nicely. LOL! Alright, had a looooooong bus ride home. heh, how I wished I could have that bus ride home everyday. =) Loooooove him! Saturday, November 18, 2006 =) band, dance, sing. what more can I ask for? but when, you dont see him arnd .. you'd just wonder .. if he's safe if he had his dinner if he thinking of you Friday, November 17, 2006 danced again. tiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtired =.= My feet hurts, my toes hurt, my chest feels so heavy. But it's all fine now, heh. XD WE FINISHED THE DANCEEEEEEEE. YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY~~~~ I bring you sexyback, (yeah!) Marky did some skating and he did some kickass shit, was SO CLOSE! he landed alright, then fell offfffff =/ After dancing, we headed to mark's house. Mervin and Hammie were swearing at each other on the way, 2 jokers. Then went to watch the showwwwwwww! hahahahahaha. it's proven that girls can handle stress better than guys alright. XD I love going home with xiao marc! talk talk talk talk talk, he's like my lil' bro. heh. Take care of your 3rd finger, =D There's band tmr, it's a MUST-GO! ruishan ah ruishan, cheong arrrrrr~~ marky marky marky cheeeeeer up, please! Thursday, November 16, 2006 Mark, skating with his cast. =.= Me and Carin, we were going crazy with our towels! Yay, danced the whole day again. My leg hurts like nobody's business! Dancing to the song "sexyback", wheeeeee, i LOVE that song~ Alright, pictures. Hafis, with his phoneyyy!
Dict, he's always quiet and emo. 4 crazy ladies, always trying to make a fool outta ourselves. XD 
I couldnt get into msn, I dunno why, rah. Alright, perf coming up, will upload our new dance after the performance on saturday. =) Getting a sore throat, it sucks~~~~~~~~~~ oh yea guys, I saw some loser blog, www.zionsays.blogspot.com He despise women like crazy. Girls, go prove him wrong man. I guess he just lost his girlfriend or sth, he's just an asswipe. "Dont talk when you're crossing the road," dream, oh dream, may you NOT come true. Wednesday, November 15, 2006 Learnt new dance steps. The dance is still halfway through. Im dead tired alr, but I can't sleep.. probably afraid of my weird dreams again. What are they actually trying to tell me? It's suuuuperrr lame, but.. it's disturbing, and gives me a very weird feeling. And I don't use to remember my dreams, yet recently, I can rmb every single detail of my dream. Gosh, tell me im just too tired. Not gonna blog much about today la. summary: danced alot today with kenneth, sean, dict, ben, hafis. from 2 - 8.30pm. Hamzah and mark came too, skate and skate as usual. Talked about gross and violent movies, eg. the hostel. It sounds damn disgusting. Im oh so gonna watch it la, =D Other details, some other time. I can hear my bed calling for me alr. Pictures!  I was really on the phone, with dict. Lols, XD     
=D How I wish darl was in the pic too! >.< Rest well, everyone. Cheers! Tuesday, November 14, 2006 rah, band was so boring today. oh what can you expect from de souza, ugh. junior band, we spent the last hour doing rhythmic notations. sian untilllllllll everyone like half dead. =.= Ah, dont like de souza! He never fails to make band pracs boring and useless. Lols. Trumpets + hanxuan were giggling too loudly, james scolded us. booo. Im now really packed, squeezing in some time for the ARC challenge thing too. Gosh, that damn thing is really irritating. At first they say they need your photos, next minute they got interview also. Just one simple competition.. dont so heong can.. I dont even think we can get in la! And now im busy replying some ppl from the Virtuoso Arts.. (dont even know what the hell is that), I dont know what she wants man, still type soooo long know! yet I dunno whats her point. =.= sheeeeeesh. Alright, xiao marc had the stockings punishment thing. That kinda spoilt his mood after band.. cheer up lil boy! =) and to kenneth, you gotta cheer up too yeah? don't let that knock you down, maybe for awhile, but you gotta come back up! pull through this, there's still the guys and US behind you, like you said, your source of laughter! hahaha, add oil! =D everyone is kinda down lately, and it feels like my mind is working every sec, even when i sleep. It's really torturing when you can't rest, just for awhile. Tmr there's sectionals in the morning, dance in the afternoon til night. I'd just die. But nvm, at least it's dance, heh! just that it'll be damn tiring.. =p I feel like going sky diving now, so cool. 90% mentally tired. 10% physically tired. I need a break break break break break! Oh, I FINALLY finished the book that joycelin lent. I left it there to rot for quite sometime alr, ytd I spotted it, so decided to finish it up all at one shot. It's super touching alright, Tash and Rich - that's what i call true love. You guys should go read it too, =) Mature your thinking in relationships, heh. I like one part of the book, where Rich apologised whole heartedly to Tash, it's amazingly how those words can make me cry when I read it. (Rich had an affair, before their marriage) Alright, I bother to type it out okay, it's long. Here you go: pg 562, " What I'm saying is marriage is a risk. The couples that are in for trouble are the couples that don't know that. Even if we knew absolutely everything about one another now, there would still be discovery. In the future I might do something you don't like, or you might do something to offend me. There are no guarantees. but maybe, just maybe, we'd be OK. And you'd like the things you discovered about me. Maybe the discovery is the magical bit. The bit it's all about. I think we'd have a pretty good chance, Tash. I like everything I know about you. I love it all. Even the fact that you cut your toenails over the loo. And frankly, if anyone else ever had done such a thing in front of me, I'd have thought it disgusting. " Tash wanted to laugh. But could she? Should she? " I love you, Tash. And if you'd just let me, I'll do my best to be as good a husband I possibly can be. And I honestly don't think that would be a bad best. I know I broke our rule about no secrets, no lies, just 100 percent respect and honesty. I realise that 95 percent is not good enough for you. But I have learnt by my mistake. Tash, please, will you marry me? " Rich realised that he'd come to the end of what he wanted to say. It had been a long sppech. Had it made any impact? When he'd chosen the words and practised saying them last night, he'd had no idea what Tash reaction would be. He didnt know if she would interrupt him with counter arguments or if she would just board off into the distance and out of his life. He'd hope that she would flind her arms around him and insist that she'd love him forever, assure him that his mistake had not been insurmountable. But, true to form, Tash was surprising him. The one reaction he had expected, or considered, was silence. Love allowed forgiveness, comfort, trust, compassion and new starts. Love was not a one-strike-and-you-are-out game. Like anything in life worth hacing, love demanded effort. Being in love - genuinely loving someone - meant you had to be brace and gracious, and well intentioned. Rich was talking sense. Tash took a deep breath and a chance. " Is this the oiunt where our friends and the Registrar jump out from behind the trees and throw confetti?" " No, babe. I didnt dare presume," said Rich. Did he dare not? Was she saying what he thought she was saying? " They are waiting for us back at the hotel," he added sheepishly. " The rule about keep it good, no secrets, no lies, just 100 percent respect and honesty. " " Reinstated, Tash. As of now." Rich stared into Tash's open face, and he willed her to take the plunge because he knew it was the right thing for them both. He knew that he would put every iota of his strength and soul into making her happy. Ever after. Tash smiled. " OK," and then more firmly, "yes, yes, I'll marry you, Rich. " ---------- the end ------------ so, those teenage out there. don't use the word 'love' so easily, it's much much more than what you're experiencing right now. Monday, November 13, 2006 " I get knocked down, but I get up again, you're never gonna keep me down. " Lols, try rapping it. Very nice to say. XD Arthus is good at that. It's a song, very weird one. Mum has fever. There's band tmr. Havent watch HSM. Sectionals on tuesday, early in the morning 9am til 1. Mum forced me to eat durians again, stinksssssssss! Soka performance on the 18th and we're still not done. Pyu say maybe she got work on tues, then I dunno how alr la. Marky is away in msn. Went out with my family just now, god damn boring. (it feels so different now) Came home, played the piano. (sadness and sorrow) Made me feel more miserable. Marky cant go band for rather long, more sian. I saw a condo by the name of "the chuan". Just imagine, taxidriver: " to where? " you: " the chuan " sounds so disgusting! Lols, Im just feeling suuuperrrrrr bored. How I wish... 1. mark is beside me right now 2. the ice skating ring is just below my house 3. Escape is just opposite my block 4. Kbox is my neighbour 5. dance studio is upstairs 6. I have a keyboard 7. Dad gives me a surprise right now by buying me an electric guitar 8. Get a new piano, or least, tune the current piano 9. Step up, HSM, take the lead, bring it on - DVDs are right in front of me to watch 10. A hugggeeee shelf of piano scores andbooks for me to play But it doesnt matter, I should be contented! =D heheh. Not everyday will be fun and crazy. Alright, I'll just be staring at the ring.. " Faith, " Bored. Okay, quiz time. =________=" single,taken,crushing? taken, heh. =p are you happy with your life now? yes, just missin' a grand piano. when you meet the right person,will you fall for him/her fast? I dont really know, =/ have you had your heart broken? ((: yes. do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? cheating love..? thats really mean, but still - depends. would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you? I guess so, gotta learn to let go. have you talk to another person about marriage before? what the, Im only 14. do you want children? I find most kids irritating. =.= how many? I dont know! husband must agree lo. would you consider adoption? =______= Like I said, Im only 14, why the hell should I even be thinking so far. if someone like you right now, what do you think will let you know his/her feeling? guys are dumbest creatures on planet earth, they make things so damn obvious. msn, sms, tag at your blog, blah blah blah. do you enjoy getting into relationship? ha, make sure it's the right person. be honest.what did you and your ex did? ... I dont remember la, and im not honest. (dont think too far la. =.=) do you believe love in first sight? nope, thats dumb. are you romantic? HELL NO! my boyfriend says so, lolololol! do you believe you can change someone? yes, honestly i think i did. =) and she was the one who helped me in many ways too. do you easily give in when you're fighting? yes, unless it's necessary to fight back for my rights, and i often end up crying. so retarded. -.- do you have feeling for someone right now? obvious, marky! have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up? I dont know, I really dont know. have you broken a heart? yes... =/ one day if your bestfriend fall in love with him/her that you are deeply in love with,what would you do? I'll keep silent! Im not so brave to fight with my best friend JUST for that guy. are you missing someone right now? yes, although I just saw him yesterday. heh. Yeah, do this if you're bored. ((: Went to watch step up yesterday! Together with marky, carin, xiao marc and padey, heh. STEP UP IS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY NICE! okay, I like the name TYLER! =D haha. Alright, anw. After the show, we went to mark's house downstairs, and danced. I was wearing LONG SLEEVES, sweating like a pig la. So darl lend me his shirt to wear, and i look like a maid. I wonder why guys are born so huge in size. Ruiqi and Arthur came too, saw us danced. Then they left for sushi... that stupid arthur! Lols. And ruiqi bought the jacket~ wheeeeeee. Xiao marc roller blade, and when he sweats, his hair makes him look like a typical -ahbeng-  we danced and danced, and realised padey is quite good ya know! haha. =) then we had a competition of taking photos. Carin's not bad at all, ahaha! see this, niceeeeeee? =p  Xiao marc was so sad, hahaha! Then later it was my turn, =D  K, they didnt like it. fineeeeeeee! Lols. XD Then home sweet home, last pic of the day... ME AND XIAO MARC! =D  Sunday, November 12, 2006 It's back again, and it hurts. But I thought it was destroyed. please, you dont know you're stabbing me, everytime you do that. tell me it's just temporary, tell me. why do you always have to make me cry, Saturday, November 11, 2006 Just like my dad, she just can't talk nicely! banddddd all the way today. Cheng Song thought our prac ended at 6 or later, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ENDING AT 330. Then we couldnt watch high school musical )): Hamzah got his wrist injured, went to the polyclinic. Hope it isnt broken, or ... Carin's heart would be broken too. okay, enough crap. Nothing much today la, tried learning the yellowcard's how I go on the piano again, it's nice. hehe. I WANNA WATCH STEP UP! =D " Im sorry! Maybe I was really in a dazing mode today, or perhaps.. staring mode~ heh! =D " Friday, November 10, 2006 10.30am.. *phone rings* -xiao marc calling- " eh! marcus chan call me leh. he say mdm tong wanna talk to 3/4 ppl. " " what the, why we dunno one? now ah? " " I dunno leh, they say the paper there got write. ya now, the talk start alr. " " wapiang.. must go ah? " " I dont want leh.. " " ah.. I still sleeping one leh.. that dumbass. " " marcus keep asking me to faster come faster come.. " " okay la, sounds impt. go lor. " " 10.45 meet at bus stop hor. " " orh.. WHAT? in 15 mins time?! im still on my bed la. " " faster better la.. or not we go there the talk end alr. " " .... okay okay. " * 2 goondus rushes off to interchange with heavy eye-lids * -1 message received- ' ya, the talk is over alr. ' =____________________= " " WAPIANG EH! MARCUS CHANNNNNNNNN~! " we rushed like crazy alright! Lols, in the end we went to the open space and waited for hafis. Learnt new steps, heh! It's cool, =) Went for sectionals at 3.30pm. And out of the TWO WHOLE HOURS OF SECTIONALS, we only spent like 5-10 mins practising. or rather, warming-up with rhythms. The rest of the time, we were chatting la! Shiokkkkkkk. We were trying to guess who winston likes. >.< Brandon is damn retarded with his analysis! tired tired tired! " when i was, a young boy, my father.... " it's stuck in my head now, ahhhhhh! didnt get to meet mark today, sheeeesh. Thursday, November 09, 2006 I forgot this picture! heh. XD sweeeeet.  Alright, pyu uploaded the sentosa pics. Now it's my turn to upload whats on AFTER sentosa. We fooled arnd in toyrus. And just look how cocky and retarded we got.. The girls on tv! XD Very first picture we took in vivo city's toyrus.
" REALLYYYYY? " *grabs doll and poses*
After feeling high and retarded, we went to the playground area. heh. slacked slacked slacked. Thats mark, pyu and carin! reliving childhood days..? Guitar guitar.. guitar guitar.. guitar guitar guitar.. guitar guitar.. (Alright, it's the mouth band) Me and XQ played in the water. 4 girls got our feet wet, then.. FOOTPRINTS! guess which belongs to who, ha.  Alright, thats for yesterday! =D Went to KK with mark today, along with his mum, xiao marc and irwin. He got his cast on, like FINALLY. =.= Lols. IM THE PHOTOGRAPHER OKAY! the pics are so nice! heh. Thats the cast with hammie's drawing, it's really nice! =D
Headed off to mark's house after that, tried the incredible mouth band thing, it's so cute! After lazing arnd, irwin realised that he should be going for badminton. So we went to school, then to band room. I GOT INTO 3/4! Same as carin and xiao marc, wheeeeee~ My stomach was aching like crazy in band room, i couldnt move. Cos if i did, the stomach would just crush and it feels like you're stabbed with a knife 25687321684231654 times. =.= THEN THEN THEN! when we were on our way back, we met HAFIS! =D HE TAUGHT US A NEW DANCE ROUTINE. picked it up fast enough i guess, then danced to some Ciara song, cant rmb the songname, rah. We did a one-to-one competition. So damn funny, i cant stop smiling la~~~~ I won, yay. but you can never beat hafis, he's damn stylo sia. Then we danced til 8 plus, then went home. Mark got so high while walking to the bus stop with me and xiao marc. I THINK HE BIT ME TEN TIMES LA. sheeeeesh, imagine yourself having a boyfriend who bites you happily when he's high. >.< Reached home, tired, but happy enough. and the miraculous thing is.. After dancing, the stomachache just disappeared. Like, how the hell it happened? haha. Yay, ytd was fun, today was beneficial. =D Love my boyfriend! Tuesday, November 07, 2006 MARCUS MARK RAMOS topic of the day. =.= I thought I would be spending the whole day at home, resting and sleeping and eating and slacking. Super lazy! HEH. Then suddenly, handphone rang. " !darl;mark calling " I answered, then.. *drumrollsssss* " Hello, eh you never go band ah? " " never.. why? " zzzz..... *ahem* " I think I sprained my arm badly, it's damn pain. " see la, this guy always getting injured. *dangs Alright, so I went to his house. Then irwin came later. Took him to the chinese doctor, and that chinese guy just twisted and pull and press and all that kinda stuff. He's like in pain la! that chinese idiot cannot slowly take his time to massage or sth meh, wapiang. After that went back to his house, he slept like a pig! want a picture?  there you go, LOL. Okay, then I realised his fever was coming up again. There was NO WIND NO NOTHING, and he was covering his ENTIRE self with blanket, then Irwin took of the blanket. And he bit Irwin. LOL. Want another picture?  There you go, he looks drunk. LOL. After happily biting Irwin's poor finger, he happily grabbed my hand and bite too. =.= That dumbass, lols. Irwin and I, we were like watching him sleep that few hours la! The feeling of being so dead tired, but you cant sleep, and you're worried sick that he would sleep and end up sleeping ON his hand, KILLS >.< Alright, it's so torturing! heh, but as long as he's safe.. =) His hand hurts more now, I dunno what to do! Rah, how I wish I studied about bones, and at least know HOW TO HANDLE. WHY DO SCIENCE TEXTBOOKS EVEN EXIST, THEY'RE USELESS! lalalalalala, pray his hand is not broken. pray pray pray pray. Im going crazy! " Hey darl, you rest well and not worry okay? It'll be alright! Im always arnd, =) " Sick sick sick sick sick. I MUST RECOVER BY TODAY! (which is quite impossible, ugh) nvm, I do believe in miracles! =D heh. *prayspraysprayspraysprays My sister was telling me about this friend of hers, his msn nick was : stu(dents)dying. I wonder how the hell he came out with that. Lols. Anyone tell me what kind of skin I should get? Weird, Sweet, Cartoon, Bitchy, ... .. . AHHHHHH, im so damn bored. Sis is mugging like crazy, she has her BIOLOGY and MATHS paper tmr, it's dumb alright. putting these 2 papers together, best of luck to her! >.< Monday, November 06, 2006 Just came back from tpy central. Saw this lady in black, she was acting so weirdly. When she walks, she looks downwards. It IS alright, maybe she's just conservative or whatever, i dunno, but I was figuring out what the hell she's staring at. So as she walks and walks, I realised that she was staring at her own boops for really long you know! Siao la! staring at your own boops in the streets for what, ew! >.< Lols. mummy bought so much karaoke discs, she's obviously trying to show HOW MUCH TALENT SHE HAS FOR SINGING. =.= heh, but her singing is quite alright la. =D daddy lit the candles, placed it at the windows, SO PRETTY! he placed the candles in the frosted glass cup thing, black, red, black, red, alternately. it's so nice! dad is feeling romantic? XD " my boyfriend is so hot when he jumps into the swimming pool, the water boils! heh. =X " I saw this yesterday in a shop of queensway, " The word of the day is LEGS. Come to my place and spread the word. " So gross, Lols. WE'RE MEETING KENNETH AND GANG ON TUESDAY! =D sentosa! Im gonna turn myself into some charcoal. Lols. SUN SUN SUN, your time to shine! so bored now, eating some instant noodles that doesnt have any taste. I can tell you, my family has totally nooooooo potential in cooking food, and you can count me in too. >.< Right now, I feel like jumping into the sea which has a depth of 132049845209348012938019283km. Don't ask why, I have no idea. heh. I had a dream last last last last night, and guess what? I was expelled from school. it'll be heaven for me! no books, no teachers, no homework, no results, no stress. (okay, I dont have any stress. heh) BUTTTTT! no education and discipline, so when you come to think about it again.. it's still better to have school, where you can bitch and gossip arnd! =D boring boring boring. everyone is getting FEVER. mark and pyu. Will the next one be meeee? I HOPE SO! hehe, for some reason, even though it's the hols.. Sunday, November 05, 2006 Went out the whole day. soooo tired! ATE CRABS! okay, it's cruel... but it's nice okay. heee. Shopped at queensway, got arthur a GREEEEN shirt from freshbox. hehe, there was a female size for it too, wanted to ask them get both for a couple shirt. It's cute! but sadly, my sis didnt suit the shirt. Talked alot when having dinner. Mum was telling us about my uncle, eating MONKEY'S BRAIN. grosssssss! some cruel bastard just had to come up with that kinda dish, so sadistic, so gross, so evil, so dumb. WHY KILL AN INNOCENT ONE?! she said, " they just put the LIVE monkey in some box where you cant see the monkey, leaving the top half of it's head exposed. Then they'll chop off the head straight, (WITH THE MONKEY STILL ALIVE). You can hear the monkey screaming and whining, then a sudden silence, that's how gross it gets. And the thing is, you'll have to eat straight from the live monkey's head, all raw and bloody. " Curse those idiots! I AM STRONGLY AGAINST THE CRUETLY TO ANIMALS! idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot! Pity the innocent monkeys, they're my friends! (alright, cos im born in the year of monkey. some crap, LOL) Gonna watch some demand tv show later, transamerica. some transexual show, hmmm. trains your mind ya know, to think for yourself and to mature your thoughts! =) Alright, Im off! heh. darl, I'll be praying for you to get well soon everynight! =D Aint this boy cute! He's found at the playground near my house when roller blading, heh.  And he's called ORLANDO! but, he looks better in person. =) Today is daddy's birthday, haha. Our present is BEST! Shall post it here someday, You'll laugh. Just came back from badminton. Whee, i realised i got more strength alr! =D Darl is sick, siannnnnnn. He's getting weaker and weaker.. " It happened. but I can see the rainbow now, it's feels so sweet. " Friday, November 03, 2006 " the rose has wilted now, Just like me Just like how I died in your heart when you broke our vow.. " Nice eh? My sister came out with that. It's part of the lyrics. =D Alright, not meeting with pyu anymore. My piano teacher would check for me if im able to use the old pieces. >.< Sectionals.. winston isnt coming, he's sick. get well soon! Later sectionals sure sian diao one, Sectionals are never fun without his lame lame jokes and brandon's kuku actions and crap. Oh well, it's been some time since i practised really hard on the piano. " Drifting.. but you aint pulling me back. " Thursday, November 02, 2006 my mum rocks my dad sucks my mum rocks my dad sucks my mum rocks my dad sucks my mum rocks my dad sucks LOVE MY MUM, LOVE PYU, LOVE MARKY, LOVE MY SIS, I HATE MY DAD, heh. Wednesday, November 01, 2006 COMPOSED! MY GOD, I LOVE THE SONG. guess what's the title? SPARE TYRE! sounds funny right, but the song is ROMANTIC. it's so touching, about triangle relationship. Totally expresses how I ... er, no, Im not saying anything. Okay, thats not the main point, haha. And amanda is really good with her keyboard! I COMPOSED THE MUSIC ALRIGHT! =D Carin thought of 99% of the lyrics! Amanda, the accompaniment. we combined " your superman" into the verse of the new song created. Sense of achievement. "You walked out the door, but it's not me in your hands.." |
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Oh man, I have no idea why they are doing that. Lols.
Carin and I!
Poor winnie, it got stuck there.
Oh, I missed my boy so much! =p
Rocks right! woa, hit bullseye la. If you ever wear this shirt out, those ah bengs are just gonna whack you up. But honestly, I'll feel proud to wear it, heh!
Thats part of the class, those who were so afraid of the sun. Haha.
Jeremy(blurking), MingLiang and Benjamin.
Thats me and pyu! Besties =)
The girls! XD
Pyu, Me- Our shadows! YESSSS, WE LOVE SUNTANNING! =D (but it sucks to have sunburn -.-)
The class, all starting looking for food.
Count the moneyyyyy~
Me, starting the steamboat.
We sweated like pigs okay! wapiang, towels towels towels! =D
heh, we were too bored.
Boys started to get retarded too, thats mark with the pinky helmet, and hammie on the other.
And then Irwin realised that he missed his childhood days, look how happy he is! aw...
Bob the builder comes along! who knows, maybe thats his ambition? LOL.
" aye pyu! that looks like you! " 
OKAY! I LOVE THIS PIC! Lovely elmos, heh.
Gosh, that was mark's idea. So sick, if you cant figure whats that.. well, I tell you it's a barbie doll underneath.
This is so so so so so so funny alright. Hamzah's sure has some gay hormones! =P (this picture can clearly prove so)
I dunno what the hell they were trying to do, oh bother. Nutcase.
Yea. Then after getting his cast done.. Me, mark, xiao marc and Irwin slacked a while at novena, then went back to tpy. Saw some lil' kids trying to pluck out the tooth of the dinosaur, so we called the police! heh. Irwin is the hero~
