Sunday, December 31, 2006
Had dance lessons in the morning with Melvin, learnt new choreo, really cool! Carin and I got kinda high, hahaha. After lunching with the ppl, I went to meet shi yuan they all. Headed to causeway point. Mummy got waisters and a new top, really stylish. =) Shop shop shopp. Then Shi Yuan and I went to meet Sylvia up at her house. Waited for the guys to come back, we need their skateboards! hahaha. I feel like I owe them a favour man. Alright, skate skate skate. Then the guys went to play pool first. took a vid of me and syl jumping on the boards. It's SAME TIMING MAN! xD oh man. youtube cocking up. post some other time. Thank Shi Yuan for being the photographer of the day. Pictures! At the coffee shop, eating Kway Chap. =)  Thats merv, he's wearing my jacket. LOL. gay gay. It's SUPER tight for him can. -.- Oh yeah! If only carin was here! aww. Whoops! this was yesterday, we got caught. Lol. too noisy until residents complain. -.- Cam-whoring is likely to occur. Lol. Tried more stuffs today, really cool. Hmmmm. After skating for really long, we headed to the pool place AGAIN. -.- You know, skating really helps to pass time REAL fast. haha, anw. the pool place seem to be like our new hang out place or sth. All thanks to jairus huh! LOL. "Oh man, can I still hang on?" Saturday, December 30, 2006 SKATEBOARDING IS FUN! xD okay, I should talk about it later. haha. ARC vocal training today again, carin and I as usual, LATE. -.- Lol. We sang unfaithful by rihanna, they enjoyed it! =D vids and pics! Thats Hidayat singing. =)  This is like the second S.H.E group. Every song they sing all S.H.E! haha. Everyone paying attention, hehe! Samantha singing, her voice is soooo sweeet! xD Thats the girl rocker! singing Cancer by MCR. Her ipod, gosh, ALL ROCK SONGS. Girl version of paul twohill! =D K, I wont upload the video. LOL.hmmm. After that, we went to syl's house. Talk alot there, ham joined us too. Saw nicole. =) Oh well. After that... we 3 girls, carin, syl and I started borrowing the skateboards from the guys, and we started skating too. GOSH, we're gonna take up skating, skater girls rock okay! haha. So now we're like super noob, >_< Carin and ham went home first, so the rest of us - merv, syl, jai, dzul, marcus and I headed to pool. Me and syl didnt play pool la, we just took their skateboards and skated outside! It's like SUPER addictive luh! tried to oli (if thats how you spell it!) gosh, it's damn fun. I fell on my ass! Feels like my ass bone just crack and shit can never come out ever again. Damn shiok la, at least you fell alr. =) haha. So we skated for quite long. NowI know why the guys can skate for the whole day, not even stopping. NOW I KNOW! hahahaha, yea yea yea, skateboarding is fun man. help me exercise too. LOL! Pictures! =D gayness in syl's house-Merv, ham and jai. =p Girls on skateboard! =p =) I'll end off by saying.. SKATE BOARDING IS DAMN FUN! =D Friday, December 29, 2006 Syl's birthday yesterday, damn fun. =) we rushed over to her steamboat place to give her a surprise, then she saw us there, she was like shocked! xD hahahahaha. then we fooled arnd and made like ALOT of noise. JAIRUS IS SUPER FUNNY! he's damn damn damn joker! made all of us laugh like crazy. his screams - gosh, you can NEVER beat him. Krishna - Rice Boy Jairus - Chocolate man Carin - Noodle girl Im so happy syl enjoyed her birthday! And some pictures..! Dont see Jairus emo emo poser type ah, HE'S NOT WHAT HE APPEARS TO BE.  A different way to cut a cake =)  Mervin giving Syl baby a birthday kiss! sweeeet.  "When will he ever do something so sweet for me?"After we celebrated and all, we headed to POOL! it's damn fun. Syl laughed like super loudly! but that makes everything more fun la. Yet sometimes ppl just dislike you making SO much noise, so they just complain about us. Loser. So the girls got high and stuff, then we were like laughing as loud as we want. And carin's posture, oh gosh! you ppl should see how she climbs on the pool table. JAIRUS SUPER PRO IN POOL CAN, IS SERIOUSLY PRO! We played a couple match, merv&syl vs mark&rs. After that the girls went home first. WE CONFERENCED TIL 6.30am, When the sky was like getting bright alr. oh well, I couldnt sleep. hah. Dont ask why. =) Today went to the vocal training at VA, circula road. Gosh, the training is like fun! =D I and carin were late, as usual. we played 9 crimes to them, with me on the keyboard they were amazed! xD Carin is like STEADY la! I think she barely heard the song, yet she could like sing it still la! and we didnt have a midi, so we just told them we only need the keyboard. It was so freaking tyco! hahahaha. fun fun! After the training, Carin, I and Doreen(I think so), went to ps' long john. Doreen is some contestant in the arc thing too. She's like 22! we're like young man. soon after she left with her boyfriend, then irwin and edwin join us. Slacked arnd and bitched alot. Irwin and Edwin were like my ranting box. Cried, scolded, ranted. Im all cool now. =) Sigh, thanks guys. I really owe it to you ppl, without you guys, I would have died like long time ago. Met syl at cathay's billybombers. Syl recommended the banana milkshake there, so we had a drink there. It's really good! You have to try the shakes! =D then merv and jairus joined us. Watched night at the museum, the 9.40 show. THAT SHOW IS DAMN NICE. YOU HAVE TO CATCH IT. MUST! " My dumb dumb wants to speak. " - damn damn funny! Dexter the lil monkey, omg, he's like so freaking cute, AND MISCHEVOUS.Left for home after that, talked alot to irwin. He kinda like cheered me up and made me laugh like crazy. thank you big guy! =) Had a short chat with Irwin on the phone, he's really nice! Oh, like my papa la. LOL. Da ladies! xD  --------------------------------------------------- And when you come to think about it, you'd just pray what you've said didnt go to waste. Wednesday, December 27, 2006 It's 12am! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA! xD OH YES, I GOT MY NEW BAG! =D total WHITE. hehehe. This thing at bugis is damn nice luh!  omg, I can tell you how pathetic carin and I got. we were trying to get to peninsula plaza to get our stuffs, then we ran here and there in the rain. It was suppppperr cold luh! xD Then later WE FOUND PENINSULA PLAZA! Called merv, couldnt find the shop. =.= realised it's peninsula SHOPPING CENTRE, that dumb dumb mervin! So we stayed there for REALLY long, deciding WHAT to buy. Lol. THEN FINALLY, desicion made! hahahaha. So we headed to marcus' house. Dang- WHERE THE HELL IS THE BUS STOP! =X we ran across the roads, in the rain. gosh, you can see 2 crazy women running here and there in the rain, screaming and laughing away. Lol. We got ALL wet. and guess what, we took like 45 mins to look for that DAMN bus stop. Wanted to cab down to marc's house, but we've got no cashy after buying our stuff! ahhhh~ so, no choice, had to find the RIGHT bus stop. we ran here and there, COULDNT FIND THE RIGHT ONE. all the buses are heading to places like TELOK BLANGAH. Now you see how Carin and I have NO sense of direction. Lol. The roads are like ONE WAY, we cant even find the OPPOSITE bus stop to go the other direction. So we decided to go SIDEWAYS. XD ran in the rain again, splash water here and there. OH YEA, 166! a bus to amk. =) hurrrrrrayyyyyy! freezing in the bus,  Long ride. Finally reached marcus' house! Ran in the rain again. -.- Im gonna fall sick alr la, sore throat coming alr. >< Sylvia came too! haha. It was FREEEZING luh, and that dumb dumb go on the fan! XD luckily he gave a blanket too. =) Slept awhile, then went home alr. Wheeee, and the new comp is sooooo coool luh! =D hahahahaha. Tuesday, December 26, 2006 Alright, 1. Dad bought a new comp! 2. Things are getting better, oh I love him so so much. =) 3. I'll apologise here to my sister, for my horrible ranting and awful phrases the other time. I'm really really sorry. =/ I was just so ignorant and childish. 4. I'm going to the death note marathon thing with my cousins 5. School is gonna reopen soon, DAMN IT! =( [ But I get to see my boy EVERYDAY! =D ] 6. I am oh so gonna get my new bag someday, but apparently, im broke after spending 20 bucks on that death note thing, ice skating, shopping. dangggggg- My puma bag! Okay! and lastly, MY HOUSE LOOKS TOTALLY NEW! =D LOL, the furniture, everything. AND DAD GOT A SUPER BIG DRESSING MIRROR. =DDDDD I wonder when will the day come where I get a DANCE STUDIO in the the house, when wonderful sound system and bigggggg mirror! XD Alright alright, ruishan, stop dreaming! LOL okay, maybe just a grand piano pleaseeeeee? Lol, joking. It's like impossible. I'm satisfied with what I have now! as long as my family is alright, my boy is with me, belle is healthy and pretty as ever, cherry is recovering under the care of colin, cousins will be safe and happy, xiao marc - funny and talented, carin - always crazy and retarded, edwin - VERY NICE and cute, irwin - big, good friend, charmaine - strong and cheerful, sylvia - sweet and caring, merv - retarded and thoughtful, ham - VERY NICE and crazy, kenny - gentleman and nice, zhao xuan - lame, eugene - approachable and VERY NICE winston - my ranting/secret box joanne - chatty (i dunno why I typed all of that out) my friends will be alright and doing well, my section will be always improving, everything that is arnd me, will be doing good. =) oh well, I'm sneezing like crazy. dangggg- gotta go pack stuff! Ciao ppl, =) Monday, December 25, 2006 MERRY XMAS TO ALL! Went to marcus house just now! He had this family gathering thing. Haha, so I met edwin at the bus stop, then we went up together. =) I love his lil' cousins, SOOO CUTE! And I finally got to see my silly boy! hehehehe. Miss him like hell loads luh. =p I'm so glad to see him today! laaadeeedummm~ Honestly, Scott is a dumb dumb asswipe who keeps owning ppl, which irritates me! LOL. But he looks good, just too skinny >< Haha, my boy is still better! =p Alright, im so happy now. hahahaha. Marcus' dad is like damn cute luh! =D K, Nights ppl! Have a wonderful xmas, and dont forget to treasure your loved ones! Santa, I think you heard me, cos I guess things are getting better. Thank you Santa! ((: I will still love you - Britney Spears Time may take us apart, but I will still love you, I promise And when the stars, stars are falling I'll keep calling I promise that you'll be my one my only everything I'll never be untrue And i promise back that for your love i will do anything I will give you the stars I will buy you the moon And even through the longest of our nights Even through the darkest days our Love will find away And when the stars are falling, i'll keep calling I will still love you And when your dreams are fading, i'll be waiting I will still love you You are my summer breeze my winter somber, springtime oh My autumn touch of all You are my sky, my rain a way which my love flows cuz you're all The smile of my heart and the breathe of my soul But ever if we find ourselves apart We will hold out hopes and dreams Forever in our hearts Tell me how you feel I finally know how to feel. tell me if it's real And my heart is telling it's real So real, so real Time will take us apart that's true But i will always be there for you Your in my heart and you'll be in my dreams No matter how many miles between I promise you that i won't forget The day we kissed of the day we met The sky may fall and the stars may too But i will still, i will still love you "when you say those words, you just kept my heart pounding. was it going to end? I dunno. But I just wanna tell you, please dont let go." Sunday, December 24, 2006 9 crimes - Damien Rice Totally. Seal your lips, or you'll lose something. Cover your ears, or you may just cry. Numb yourself, before you get stabbed by a sharp knife. Tie yourself up, cos you might just kill yourself. Tell yourself it's okay, before he says it's over. It doesnt feel good, especially when it's on christmas eve. Met xiao marc and carin in the afternoon! Learnt the jay chou's ben cao gang mu dance, IT'S KILLER MAN! BUT DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE. Melvin's good luh! hahahaha. This is the mtv! The exact dance we are learning! ROCKS. The pretty sight,  We looked like ghosts here! XD YAY, GIMME A BUTTAYE! =p Then we headed to the playground and saw ORLANDO again! SOOO CUTE. After laming and ki siao-ing, we took some vids. Really dumb and retarded ones. I'll upload it some other day. Alright, so I suggested to create a story, using my phone. so here it goes. Red - written by rui shan Green - written by xiao marc Blue - written by carin Orgasm is a cow cloud substance mixed with green poo combined bluetooth chocolate yellowtooth. So therefore, minced playground skates away kuku birds and spicy neh neh, combust into eyeball juice and grandma's meepok. If a man bangs into a man in a butterflicycle, the orgasm will definately blossom into a flower which farts so happily. I wonder what will cab for money. Sometimes I put on a mask and a twoloopoo that is stretchable and sexy and can see diamonds, it makes me hungry and wanna pee! My god, I see god! He's more hairy than expected and looks like a kangaroo. A red ruby comes out from his armpit and eats a porcelain fork on a baboon. It's a blessing from god! Oh, we so love our principal when she jumps and tries to play soccer with her mini skirt. What an interesting sight! All the hair sat on the rollercoaster flying on the rooftop to get rid of dandruff which are pink in colour. It starts to bite people's toes and pinch people's nipples. God decides to punish the principal and thus made her climb a tree to catch his tooth. Then the baboon flies to the principal's face and gives her another fork for protection to prevent the monster from eating more principals who are long and are badminton smackers. Then suddenly the monster came and she took out her favourite stick and pokes the monter's dick. Monster loves the stick and made friends with it, so it thanked the principal and brought the stick home. Suddenly a fire engine came and killed the stick. Monster chases after the engine and suddenly died. A man flew down from the sky and kisses the ass of the monster. It was cupid. The monster was revived and they got married in god's chapel. The stick's spirit got jealous. The toothfairy got jealous. God got jealous too. The chapel suddenly became a mosque. The priest became a nun. Everytime this happens, people will grow one more ear. Then the ground will be a handphone. The people will glow. When the kantehsipoo tai tai sees this, she will be able to look like ah meng. When the key grows a mouth, it will grow a food. The food will eventually become rabbits and tortoises. After all these changes, the town becomes a momo. In 20km, there is a mother tai tai that is a *smiley with shades*. The tai tai loses control and digs her moles out. Then all her moles slide down a joker. The joker eats the moldy moles and became a mole himself. After awhile, the joker became desouza. End of story. LOL. I KNOW IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE, THAT'S THE THING. HAHAHHAHA. Vids are more funny, post them some other day! " It's gonna be over, real soon. " Yeah, the band xmas party is over. Firstly, I wanna thank xiao marc! He sacrificed his sleep to accompany me to school at 11am, then lend us money to buy the camera tape. Oh yeah, he's da man. hahahaha. ((: THANK YOU XIAO MARC! =D And obviously Joycelin, woah. If i were to work this vid out alone, i'd just die luh. It was great cooperation. WHOOSH, of course! Carin! her voice can touch so many hearts, accompanied by cheng song's wonderful piano playing, it's so lovely. Great composition indeed. haha. Oh well, got so busy the past few days. Now that it's over.. CELEBRATE! =D The exchanging of gifts, LOL. That made me laugh like crazy luh. Daryl is damn funny! XD After the party, some of us went to the sembawang winds concert. haha, I SLEPT IN THE CONCERT! =p Was tearing in the concert, eyes got so painful luh. So I closed my eyes, then didnt know I fell alseep. Then during intermission.. hehehe. Me, yu qing, brandon and yanling RANNNNNNN out as fast as we could. Wanna know why? hehehe, ask brandon! So sweeeet, not any guy would do that to just confess to a girl. I envy dan hui! ahahah! (BIG CLUE!) Concert ended arnd 9 plus. Xiao marc and I went home together. Wanted to meet marcus, and I thought I could. But.. haha. Then we went to tpy's koufu to eat. The lady's attitude SUCKED. Wapiang. Conversation - xiaomarc: auntie ah, still selling not? auntie: nonono~ *walks off* -xiao marc and I walked off- *auntie waves* says: eh eh eh! you all want fish not? still got fish. xiao marc: errrr... ruishan whispers: must be left overs =.= xiao marc: okay okay, anw no more stalls le. ruishan: k lo. auntie: 8 dollars all together! xiaomarc: aiyoh, I dont have 1 dollar. ruishan: I got! *auntie snatches 1 dollar from me and passes it to xiao marc and collects money immediately* .. ... .... And you know how did the rice look like? just RICE, and fish. =.= in styrofoam box packaging. what the hell, still FOUR bucks. Gosh, just shoot the lady man. " empty empty empty promises. you can promise everyone, just not me. " Friday, December 22, 2006 ICE SKATING IS SUPER FUN LUH! Went to ice skate with my mum, sister, shi zheng, shi yuan, joanne, carin and xiao marc. Carin was late! She needed more sleep. Haha. I learnt lotsa stuff from xiao marc! He was like the coach of the day, taught everyone tricks, everyone was learning them together. It was so cute luh! We took the centre of the ring, as if it was ours. Ate cup noodles, and shi zheng made us laugh like nuts. " now you look like a tree! " hahaha. Alright. Pics do the talking! Yeah, ice skating rocks! =D  Ahem, pardon us for being cam whoring. WE WANT MONEY, MONEY MONEY MONEY! =p  I went bonkers. Lols, I dunno what I was doing also.  Shi Zheng.. biting? Lol.  Carin with her famous teee-kou face!  Everyone else got tired and took off their skates, ready to go off. Then xiao marc and I didnt wanna leave, we skated for the last 15 mins. CHIONG-ED! Hahaha. really fast, and it's as if we were skating along with all the pro skaters luh! I rmb one pro guy, Kevin, his skating is godly man, cannot beat one luh! Yeah, the survivors! Carin IS a good photographer. LOL  All our skates! =D Group photo! =D  Thanks mummy, for being the photographer of the day! hehehehe. =D Laughed like crazy at the food court. I GOT SO HIGH, I LAUGHED LIKE I WAS GIVING BIRTH. =.= and the rest were laughing so crazily, becos. of. my. laugher. -danggggggg Tmr is band xmas party! Me and joycelin chiong-ing the other half of the vid now, it's almost done alr, YAY! Oh well, relieved now. At least i've done my part. =) And someone in my house just kept blabbering and me just now for not sleeping. Come on luh, im alr tearing like crazy, my eyes hurt luh, you think I dun wanna sleep ah. I have to complete this damn vid, so gimme some peace, and stop asking me stupid questions like, " what time will you finish, " cos thats totally stupid. When I finish the vid, I finish luh, HOW I KNOW. I dont wanna scold you a fucker, but seriously, I tolerated enough of you these few days. Dont you ever ask me to have self discipline, dont you ever say you're hurt after seeing this post, dont you ever say you care so much, dont you ever shout and scold at me, dont you ever ever ever. Cos you're just becoming like MY DAD, if you didnt realise. Unreasonable freak. YOU DONT CARE AT ALL. You just scold, and NOT understand AT ALL. Dont ever say you care. DONT TAG MY BOARD, DONT TALK TO ME. I SWEAR I WONT HELP YOU ANYMORE, it just wasnt appreciated. ------------------------------- Anw, HURRAY! vid done. hahahaha. and ... I think we're fine alr. Thanks sylvia, merv, carin, ed. =) hahaha. " oh man, cant wait to see my boy tmr! =) " Thursday, December 21, 2006 Had a ranting session with carin at the open space just now. It feels damn good luh! XD Especially with carin! Talked about almost anything and everything about guys. Oh well.. I was sooooo pissed just now! Trying to help in there, but I actually got ticked off. I know everyone is getting fed up too, but come on, we're helping you solve the problem, talking to you nicely, helping you find replacement! Why are you pissed?! Okay, dont say alr. It'll just make you MORE pissed. -.- Sigh, today was a explosive day. haha. Went to band room for half the day, decorated the room.. showed them the vid. There were only, me, carin, james, shi zheng, yun xi, tommy, cheng song and jia hao in the band room! haha. CS said the vid was well done! THREE CHEERS! Joycelin, YEAH~~~~ LOL. All cooled down now. =) " 35 more mins for him.." Wednesday, December 20, 2006 9 Crimes - Damien Rice Leave me out with the waste Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Carin IS my soulmate! Edwin always thinkin of me.. ?! LOL, I will definately remember Irwin, =p Yes, totally. Hammie is just insane. Peiyu is colourful! haha, Xueqi changes lovers THAT fast meh! nooooo, but she's loyal and trustworthy! =D SHARON ISNT SHY AT ALL! so much for - " You truly love marcus mark. " Oh boy, just tell me what should I do. This is really cool, JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE is soooo suave! hahahahaha. " ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! who's gonna catch me when I fall? " Boy: Somewhere in the streets the both of us meet " I love you, " if thats what you want I dont love her but could I keep her here? Girl: Am I wanted? Or am I needed? I gave all I could but you just got me fooled You'd NEVER listen and I must ALWAYS listen Sometimes I just wonder am I officially your girl Boy: I'd just put on this mask and pray for us to last she'll never stop caring yet sometimes it's really irritating Dont say Im nasty I just want something more tasty Or maybe I should just ditch her for good Girl: You once cared everything was fair Now I know there will be an end but still I didnt give a damn Clinging on tight but sorry, I'd be slipping off tonight You just knocked me down will I ever be found? Boy: Im sorry girl But I just couldnt keep my heart to you What did I not fufil cos you just drowned me with guilt I could give you anything anything and everything my darling girl you just got my brains twirled Girl: It's not anything you can give cos it's not me you're lovin' Got your brains twirled? cos it's you brains you're using not your heart you're feeling and you just kept me crying my darling boy you just played my heart like a toy Oh well, I just wrote that down in 5 mins? It felt like everything was alr printed out in my mind, and I just had to write them out. Monday, December 18, 2006 sentosa with COUSINS again! Didnt take alot of photos. It rained so heavily when we were playing halfway, then all of us had to grab all we could, run for shelter! And the shelter was meant for our bags, not us. Lol. Everyone got wet and dirty, but it was fun. (I dunno why,) The girls, =p On the way to far east to shoppppppp!   We shopped arnd far east,I bought a belt. Then shi yuan and zheng got SO bored, they said they HATED shopping (oh guys, cant they just be more gentleman and accompany the girls?), so they say they'll head home first. I BET THEY WENT TO THE ARCADE LUH! Rq followed arthur to his house, he had to book in tonight. So it's left with the 3 girls - me, joanne and shirleen. We went to plaza sing, where all 3 of us got clothes! Went to mac to eat at arnd 9, then talked a lil'. Met rq at tpy, then headed home. oh well, nothing much. Love talking to edwin, not forgetting sylvia! hehe. He knows nothing, nothing at all. And all I had to do was to wait for him, wait for him to know, to realise, to learn, to love. Play that song, Waiting, patiently praying.. Sunday, December 17, 2006 yesterday... SHOPPING! =D met joanne and carin at bugis. We shopped arnd but couldnt find anything nice. So we headed to far east! HEEEELS!    At the end of the day,I DIDNT GET ANY CLOTHES =.= I wanted to buy a stripped shirt last minute, but it was the last piece, and I CANNOT WEAR MEDIUM. grrrr... Im oh so gonna buy it real soon. AND, IM GONNA GET MY PUMA BAG! XD Alright, talk about today. FUN! =D Had dance lessons with Melvin at the dance studio. The room was BIGGGGGG~ mirrors mirrors mirrors! My hips and stomach were cracking, it was DAMN tiring! Surprisingly, neither carin, me and xiao marc perspired luh. The air con is such a great invention. =) Danced for about 2 hours, learnt crumping, wave. Xiao marc and I requested for popping, but sadly, Melvin isnt a popper. =( so nvm, crumping and wave will do! haha. After dancing, most of em when for lunch in tpy, I left to meet my family for the gathering and aunt christine's house. hahaha! The fun part comes~ Each family is required to send a representative to draw lots for which dish to cook. My family got the Minced Chicken Kebab. oh well, I'll just let the photos do the job! =D Thats our chicken, ready to be cooked! Si Xuan looks so ghostly! XD Our messed up table. xp My dad, LOL. That chef thing was hand-made! (anw, do chefs wear specs when cooking?) HAHA.  Everyone all busy preparing.. (and im still busy taking photos, =p)   Mummy in action! XD My sister and my dad. Our family - most noisy luh, got kinda high, and daddy was damn funny! XD Still slacking, KEEEP ONNN TAKINGGGGG PHOTOSSSSS =________=! meee and deeeee x) All ready to be PAN-FRY-ED~ Mum still not wanting to put the chicken in yet - " WAIT WAIT WAIT! one more photo! " oh, I didnt know moms are that cam whoring! Daddy in action! THE TAN'S FAMILY FINAL PRODUCT! (minched chicken, NOT kebab anymore, cos no stick) LOL.  Yunnie and Xuannie's dish. Some banana with choc thing, dessert. haha. There were more dishes, but I just had to concentrate EATING! surprised? LOL. It was nice~! OH YES, NOT FORGETTING CASSIE, THE ROTTWEILER MIX GOLDEN RETRIEVER! It never stops pouncing on you! Presenting our own dish, (just reminded me of home econs luh, eeeew!). And as you can see, my sister is being retarded again. Everyone had their fill, then the rest went home while xuan's family and us went for supper. =) Oh yeah, family gatherings are fun! Tmr there is family gathering again, at sentosa. But with shi zheng and joanne they all. Yawns, Im lacking of sleeeep! I still have that xmas vid to do. I ONLY HAVE DAYS! Gosh, someone tell me Im doomed. -.- Friday, December 15, 2006 Damn, I just finished watching Silent Hill. It's so sad, but.. still scary luh. The monsters are scary, and the ways of killing - (burn), is sadistic. Ugh, and guess what? Im home alone for nuts. =.= Dad's sleeping, Mum and sis fetched arthur home. ahhhhhhhh! =((((( For the first time I feel so scared, I dunno why! I need my boy badly here right now! Anw, I'll just focus my attention HERE. So I dont think anyhow. LOL Today I went to bugis with my family, bought hell load of stuff. And my DAD actually bought me and my sister LEGGINGS (if thats what you call it, that ah-lian trend), black stockings, and fish net. Lol. I bet some of you will scream and bang head on wall or sth, BUT! actually they look nice, just that you have to go with the right choice of clothes! =) Alright, my sister was on the lookout for interview/office wear. Bought quite alot of clothes for herself, and mum got new heels. It's damn nice, but she claims it's ugly. =.= cos my sis and I chose it for her. Black and sleek, I dunno what's so not nice about it! And I saw melissa, dun ya, jaime and georgina at bugis. Perhaps I'll stop talking about girls wear. hehe! Oh yes! I've been wanting to tell you guys about this song, but it kept slipping off my mind! GWEN STEFANI'S WIND IT UP! =D enjoyyyy,, Thursday, December 14, 2006 This is sad, =( Sorry for the mass video uploading! haha. Shakira is so pretty! Shakira - Illegal Who woul've thought that you could hurt me the way you've done it so deliberate, so determined and since you have been gone I bite my nails for days and hours and question my own questions on and on... So tell me now, tell me now why you're so far away when I'm still so close... You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm Sorry" you said you would love me until you die and as far as I know you're still alive, baby and you don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm Sorry" I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart... I tried so hard to be attentive to all you wanted always supportive, always patient what did I do wrong? been wondering for days and hours it's clear is isn't here where you belong... Anyhow, anyhow I wish you both all the best I hope you get along... Open heart, open heart it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart... Open heart, open heart it should be illegal to deceive a womans heart... "Sigh, back to history. Will anything bad happen?" Saw this puppy just now, it's called Happy. shih tzu! It looks so much like Cherry.   My sister just let me hear this song,sounds cool. =) Breathe - Anna Nalick 2 AM and she calls me cause I'm still awake Can you help me unravel my latest mistake? I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season. Yeah we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason. Cause you can't jump the track We're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table, No one can find the rewind button, girl So cradle your head in your hands. And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe, just breathe May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss "Just a day," he said down to the flask in his fist Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year Here in town you can tell he's been down for awhile But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles Wanna hold him maybe I'll just sing about it Cause you can't jump the track We're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass glued to the table, No one can find the rewind button, boys so cradle your head in your hands And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe There's a light at each end of this tunnel You shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out And these mistakes you've made You'll just make them again if you'll only try turnin' around 2 AM and I'm still awake writing this song If I get it all down on paper it's no longer inside of me Threatening the life it belongs to. And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud And I know that you'll use them however you want to. But you can't jump the track We're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass glued to the table, No one can find the rewind button now Sing it if you understand, yeah breathe Just breathe, oh oh breathe, just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe And this video, Madonna - Jump. It's... parkour? haha. Jerry, you can use this song for your Team JaG video! Lols. Beyonce - Irreplaceable
"damn, I miss my boy.." Look what have I done to my bed. =.=  I love this one! It's so cute! I dunno what is this. =/ I STILL CANT GO OUT. RAH! Have to pack pack pack pack. Every fucking thing also need to pack. Just leave it there cannot meh! So what if it's a NEW YEAR? Life still goes on. Start afresh? For what? Everythings still the same, school is on, cca is on, everything is THE SAME. =.= Pack and pack, in the end still will mess up right. RAHHHH, I HATE PACKING! =( Can some smart scientist invent a AFFORDABLE machine that packs things automatically for you, and you just have to control it. okay, that actually makes it a robot. =______=! Paiseh. Waseh, I getting more and more crappy. ALL THANKS TO THE STUPID PACKING. And my rashes arent gone yet, damn. I wonder what else am I allergic too! It's very itchy luh. OH YES, good news from xiao marc! THERE IS IGNITES 2! =DDD but what if it clashes with band? and it's next year. Carin will be SL, xiao marc probably. Gosh, howwwww! Wednesday, December 13, 2006 Pics of yesterday! Lols. All the random shots. DAMN SPASTIC. -.- Carin looks damn pervertic! XD  Bulldog carin. =p Old dog ruishan. Dunno what I trying to do luh. Trying to tou pai? Lols.  Belle and Crystal! XD  Just a lame vid of me and carin, taken by xiao marc. Dunno what we trying to do. Right now, im doing some packing in my house. Furniture, more and more coming in! Going nuts. Have to shift here and there, damn irritating luh! and it's making my nose swell. Stupid dust, Im allergic to you okay! so get away you monster. Now Im having rashes, I WANT TO GO OUT! Carin, Irwin and Xiao marc are now in the arcade and Marina Square luh, sheeeesh, I wanna join them! =( The HORRIBLE mess. -.- Now you know the other side of my sister - Siao  Do you know how difficult is it to shift that damn double decker bed to the next room!  " How I wish he is here right now, helping me pack my stuff! =p " Tuesday, December 12, 2006 Thats hammie on the guitar, singing I will follow you into the dark by DeathCab for Cutie! XD Oh yeah, this song "Cancer", by MCR. Si Yun just let me hear just now, it's so sad! Cancer Turn away, If you could get me a drink Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded Call my aunt Marie Help her gather all my things and bury me in all my favorite colors, my sisters and my brothers, still, I will not kiss you, cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you. Now turn away, cause I'm awful just to see cause all my hair's abandoned all my body, Oh, my agony, know that I will never marry, Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo but counting down the days to go. It just ain't living And I just hope you know That if you say (if you say) Goodbye today (goodbye today) I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true) Cause the hardest part of this Is leaving you... Cause the hardest part of this Is leaving you... Oh man, there's another song by MCR, Mama. It's DAMN kuku. I cant find the song! haha. Went to marcus house just now, for like only 2 hours. Then I went to Si Yun's house. Crystal is still and noisy! Bark bark bark bark. Woah, damn loud somemore. XD Alright, Im gonna watch Silent Hill now! hehehe~ Monday, December 11, 2006 Went to Escape today. INDEED, ESCAPE IS EXTREMELY BORING. Especially those thrilling rides like pepsi, invertor and panasonic are down. =.= IT WAS A BIG TURN OFF. and everyone was so dead tired, all slept after 1am in the previous night. Gosh, and the queue was DAMN long la, super tiring under the crazy hot sun. We went there for like only 3 hours, then left alr. It was far too boring. But the haunted house was cute! hehehe. All man-made one.. I thought got real human coming out to scare you (grab your legs and stuff). =_____=! Oh yes, one of the instructions outside the haunted house was, " No banging onto walls. " Thats damn stupid la. Lols. Alright, I'll let the pics do some talking! =D Thats me and shi peng, that cute lil' boy. We were at mac, having breakfast.  Some percussion perf outside wild wild wet. The DRUMS could play MELODIES! It could produce NOTES la, I dunno what type of drums is that, DAMN COOL - it's the left side instrument, the bucket-like-drum in blue.   YEAH! Just look at the mighty 4, with the same shirts, heh! =D Waiting for viking. Aint this puppy cute! It's called RAIN, and it's only FIVE MONTHS! Damn, I want it!  Those queues are far too long and time consuming. BORING. =.=" (you can see the bitter smile plastered on joanne's face!) Trying to pass time.. grrrr. I was day dreaming. -.- emo emo emo. Yay! On our way to play POOOOOL at shirleen's office (the TWO BIG ROOMS were OURS!) Haha, everyone all cool, staring and my sister. Lols. Thats me! I played 3 games with Joanne! haha, not bad sia. I didnt know I actually DO know how to play. heh! Joanne! She's damn funny. EVERYTIME she score one in, the white ball follows in too. Then FREE BALL! =D haha. She never fails to score the WHITE one. Cartoon sia.  Cousins - DAO. Cousins - funny faces! XD  Reflection! =D (on our way to THAI EXPRESS and cityhall) Joanne and Me! =D (at thai express!) I ate green chickin curry. As usual, can't finish. =(  After having our dinner at Thai Express, the guys were still hungry. So we headed to Secret Recipe at Marina Square for dessert. Shared banana spilt, cheese cakes, and more cakes. Lols. I was SUPER full.Then I spotted "Kenny Rogers" - next thing that came to my mind was: Mervin! I didnt know which branch he was working at, and if he's working today. So I msged him. HAHA! Indeed, he's working there. So I went to look for him, guess he was kinda surprised. Lols. We headed home first, so didnt really get to talk to him. Shi Yuan and me at Secret Recipe! He finally got his haircut. =.= LOL Yeah, I love my cousins! XD Going shopping with em on Friday. SHOP SHOP SHOP! SHOP FOR NEW YEAR CLOTHES! " havent seen him for TWO days! =( " Sunday, December 10, 2006
"In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored." thats damn true. "You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance." thats scary. "Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship." Really meh! I dont cheat! I dont! "You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore." Happy marriages DO exist leh! sheeeesh.
Haha, I liked that! =D
Ginger? Lols. Maybe that'll be my christian name someday! Ahaha. Great songs that ought to be remembered! =D The guitar is crazy. Fast like siao. Lols, and NICE VOCALS! The touching song! :DDDD Alright, I kinda forgot what I have been doing the past few days. So I just post some pics la. Lols. I tied that ponytail! Now he looks like a malay skater boy.
Band prac! marching and playing. TIRING AND WARM! it's taken wrongly, Lols. watch it the other way. okay, joanne and me! yeah. =D cousins for life, I love her to bits! I ought to be fucking contented with what I have now, buckkkk uppppppppppppppppp~~~~ OH RIGHT! just now I was packing my cupboard and I found the TALENTIME 04 CD of my primary sch one, then I rushed to the tv and saw it. OMG, WE WERE ONCE SO.... FUNNY AND NOOB! hahahahahaha. the dance damn weird. really damn weird. Lols! and I read the autograph book. I actually forgot that marcus chan used to be my god bro, and mabel used to call me "ah mui!", pyu used to hate mabel, joycelin and I were best friends to the stage of lesbianity, benjamin saying that he would be there for me (i think he must be banging his head for continuously when he reads this), melissa used to hate dunya like crazy. Things change really fast yeah? haha. But I guess everyone is happy with what they have right now. yes, life goes on! so everyone, move on! =D yes, and now that I have my boy. oh man, I love him to bits! I remember marcus told me, " eh you know last year sec 1, when I dont even know you. Then we were at mac. You were with joycelin they all and I was with my friends. Then we sit the tables very close together one, and it happened that we sat beside each other. After that jeanette came to me and said, 'marcus! you and ruishan together ah?' then marcus went like, ' who the hell is ruishan?' " LOL. damn cute. indeed, very little things of the past talks about the future. ((: haha. and I think when marcus and I were in band, we hardly had a conversation of... 5 sentences? =p Oh well, it's so cool to rmb things of the past. and I saw many many many "get well soon" cards in my cupboard. And I realised 90% of em is band ppl give one. Also, there's a TWELVE PAGE LONG letter from grace. She's so sweet. and I was reminded that jia hao was once my kor kor too. Lol. True enough, band is where I got devolusion. Band is where I got real friends. Band is where I got marcus. So dont betray! =D Friday, December 08, 2006 No sectionals today. I was kinda surprised. Lols. So my mum brought me to buy my books in the morning, and I was dead tired. =.= Then after buying the books, we headed to the ice skating ring. haha, we reached there, then saw this, " ring will be closed at 3.15pm. ring is booked from 3.45-11.45pm. " *stares at watch* - 2.20pm - 1 hour to skate? nah... Okay, fine. So that was a turn off for everyone. After much thought, we decided to go to kbox! which is just opposite the ice skating ring. All of us walked happily into the kbox. Cashier girl smiles at us and say, " sorry, our system is down. Y'all can try going to clementi. Take mrt, just a stop. " -danggggggggggggg =___________=! DAMN SUAY LA. grrrrr. then we went to IMM. looked arnd for dressing mirror. Didnt find a pretty one, so just walked arnd. Then later.... SAW I.P. zone! hahahahaha. I bought the same shirt as Joanne! =D  Bought a cap for marky too, it's damn nice la.   After that, we went to meet marcus, ham and carin at far east. TOOK NEOPRINTS! I cant believe we actually did that. Will post it soon. ((: We walked arnd, then later headed to marcus' house. Slacked there, sang and ham guitar-ed a lil', hahaha. swt. XD Stayed there til arnd 11.15pm, then we headed home. HOME SWEET HOME! Saw the doha games, omg. The Xing Ai Ying (sth liddat), DAMN FUCKING PRO! and marcus said one swimming guy super pro. ahhhh, singapore is going nuts! we've crazy ppl. Yeah, tmr theres band. MUST GOOOOOOOO! And I wanna say a BIG THANK YOU, TO MY DEAR SOCKY, FOR EVERYTHING! =D Also, xiao marc, for being a great listening ear, and a great encourager! =D He's damn nice la, and his new kickass MP3 just owns la. Yes, not forgetting Melissa! She's a great listening ear and a gossiping partner! =D Jia ying too! She's always there. ((: LAST BUT NOT LEAST! MARCUS! hehehehe. He's so swt. XD Although TONS AND TONS of ppl hate me to the core luh, but these ppl above, omg, I dont know what to say. But really, without them, I would have been some emo kid who's suffering from depression. THANKS ALOT PPL! And to ppl who dont like me, and my friends, like the "anti-socky" person. I wont say you're an asshole or anything, maybe you have your point of view, I dont mind. But please, I would appreciate if you just say in a polite manner, and not scold like nuts, and make yourself so agitated and crazy. Alright? ((: yeah, keep cool! chillll~ Thursday, December 07, 2006 I JUST GOT MY PHONE A NEW LOOK! it's all greeeeen now, yeah.   Went to accompany my sister to do her make up and hair styling. Saw melly ong and her section at amk mrt! Lol, talked awhile, then I went off. I was like her maid today luh, I had to carry all her stuffs back alright! made me go nuts, the plastic bag was BIGGGGG.. =_____=! After she and chiewshan got all ready for their prom night, they treat me take cab to marcus house. Carin and Ham were there alr. haha, mervin was being so emo. cheer up! =D We watched power rangers, and were power rangers. Lols. I wore black, marcus-blue, ham-red, carin-yellow, merv-green. For goodness sake, the black ranger was a big old guy! I aint no guy! gahhh. After watching that dumb show, we slept for awhile. My stomach was literally BURNING. =.= It's NOT pain, but it feels like you can puke anytime luh. Super irritating. So we rested for a bit, then everyone went home. Met xiao marc at tpy interchange, then went to koufu to eat. hahaha, xiao marc got me kinda high in a freakin retarded way! Somebody just tell me why do I only get high at night. -.- It's damn wasted la. when you spent the whole day so dull and sleepy, then when everyone is going home, you get happy and crazy. =.= and thats downright stupid. okay, forget it. Then xiao marc showed me the 'buttons' dance of soka group. went home chitty chatty. Wheeeee, I love this picture. Ham and carin, Mark and I. XD  Whee, my boy!  Wednesday, December 06, 2006 marc and hammie. Hhaa. =D I just saw him! yay. Tick Tock Tick Tock.. Missin' you like crazy although I just saw you yesterday, when can I see you again? It just felt so horrible when you told me the song title is, " you're not the one ", I dunno why. " so is she the one? " damn, Im thinking too much. Feel damn sian right now. Was suppose to go out with either my section, or my sister. None, I went for none. I'll just stay right here, at home. ((: Cant be bothered to move my ass anywhere. Mummy is so sweet, she know I was very much bothered. I called her just now, then before she hang up, she told me, " cheer up okay! you like so sian, haha " =D I have the best mother in the universe! Alright, went jamming with marcus' band. haha. They're not bad at all! XD I was so sleepy that day, I could sleep anywhere, anytime. It feels like I was sleep walking throughout luh. Okay, this is marcus AND hammie, on the drumset. Gosh, Christina Aguilera is DAMN power. it's so touching! and that red dress is nice! haha. " Im sorry for blaming you, for everything I just couldnt do, and I've hurt myself.. by hurting you.. " Monday, December 04, 2006 hahahahahahahaha.  Went to collect merv's memory card with marcus and govin. ((: I love this song,
LOVE HIM! <3 he's laughing so happily right now, it just makes me feel so happy too. =D Sunday, December 03, 2006 haven posted for quite sometime. ((: went to plaza sing on thursday with my family, then mark, carin, mervin and hamzah met up with us. Ate together, then went to far east and pacific plaza to look for mervin's jacket. slacked and slacked. Then decided to go to marcus' mum's restaurant. Saw this pretty crystal christmas tree!  haha. the food there was great! after that we went to meet up with sylvia at swiss hotel. We couldnt find the place, but we saw this gigantic christmas tree, so pretty! K, the finally found the hotel. She had prom night, she looked so pretty!It was alr... going to be 12am i think. Couldnt get any taxis! x( we ran across roads, scream, go crazy. Felt so dumb, but I dunno why I still so high. Lols. In the end we took a bus home, then.. - mervin's split personality! He was soooo shy to take photos la. and when the photo is taken, he deletes them. Dumbass! and yes, "Emergency Door Cock". Retarded enough. heh. Reached home arnd 1am, was dead tired luh! Then today I woke up at 11am. The suuuuuper suay day. *phone rings* - xiao marc calling - oh shit, ice skating. Okay okay, coming alr! Rushes off* So me and xiao marc waited for irwin and marcus at my house downstairs. We slacked for about an hour. Irwin's mum is damn cute, her nagging can last really really long! XD Sat at the void deck and wasted alot of time. Lols. After that when we reached tpy interchange. The mrt person say we cannot bring the 7-UP drink inside the mrt. Then we say we wont drink it, he doesnt listen. So I had to keep it in my bag, and guess what? The bottle leaked. =.= RAH. THREE pairs of gloves were inside luh, and I had to take all my things out. And now my bag smells of LEMON. sheeeeesh. Then irwin was so irritated, he kept wanting to go back to that guy and scold him. Lol! siao one. Alright, so we went on the train and took all the way to jurong east. yay! finally reach alr. and guess what? Skating ring closed. Competition held. =.= Xiao Marc totally lost form. Sia la, we alr sian enough alr, then now the ring closed. BUT! all the pro kias down there skating! got thailand, philippines and many other countries I guess. Singapore competitors arent that good, their skating is.. so unstable, like they could fall anytime. There's a 9 year old lil boy, from philippines, he's damn zhai! XD His face is super cute. After watching several performers, we went "Short Jane Goldens". didnt know where to go, then just headed to marcus' house. We slacked there for like almost the whole afternoon. Then slept til 8pm, xiao marc danced so 'sexily' on the bed, jump and jump, trying to wake all of us up. marcus and mervin best la, wanna wake them up? Lols, you'll take an hour. i guess only hamzah can make them wake up. haha. Mervin is damn damn damn super super freakin funny! Will post the vids, haha. he's gonna kill me! XD Slept for really long! we went to J8 to eat and get mervin's memory card done. Ate our dinner, then went home alr. Marcus and carin went to play pool with govin. Tpy ppl didnt wanna go, heh. So.. home sweet home! Meanwhile on the bus, I was bored. So the 2 guys were my models. there you go, ((: Irwin and xiao marc!
Actually there are funnier ones, but they went to delete them. They're damn cartoon la! And presenting to you.. the emo emo Irwin! (he looks like a girl in this picture! XD)  Although today very suay luh, but at least I spent time with marcus! =D okay, mervin in action! haha! I LOVE MARCUS! XD |
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Caught by police, skating in the void deck is TOO NOISY. LIKE CRAP, I JUST STARTED!
Alright,
Kor kor and dad! They DO look like chefs.
PRESENTING...
The duck rolled dunno what. Lols. Cousins' dish! =D
The host's family dish! (prawn thingy)
SPASM OH SPASM, YOU'RE EVERYWHERE,
Shi Zheng! Hahahahaha. He's da stick man. 
Shi Yuan! DAMN PRO!
Me and my sister - posers.. LOL
Zi Xiu and Liang Xiu! =D Zi Xiu quite pro seh!
MY SECTION! they've been seriously patient with me. And yes, thanks winston. Thank you so much, you kinda woke me up from me dreamland. And yanling, she's damn damn damn patient. Everytime I didnt go for band prac ah, she'll still keep asking, "ruishan got come not? dont have ah? Nevermind, I call her! ((: " oh man, and no matter how un-committed I am, she never fails to encourage and motivate me! Clara is the forever-wont-pms person. Lols. SUPER steady. Wanna have a LOGICAL bitching session? Go look for her. Brandon.. he's best. GOD TRUMPETER SEH! Winston told me loads about him yesterday. And it's so true. He appears to be so playful and -i-dont-bother-about-anything- type, he actually cares ALOT. When I was ponning band, he kept talking to me. Never gave up. Talk and talk, persuade and persuade. He should be the drum major! damn good reccomendation okay! XD and germaine, I dont talk to her much.. and she freaking quiet and never confident. But sometimes, she does ask me about mark, whether I and him still doing fine.. and if I am feeling okay when I give a black face during band. Lols! yay, it's MY section! hmmm, maybe I would be sack really soon, I dunno. But no matter if im in or out.. I guess I would have to really thanks my section for all the support they gave me all these while. =)
