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Ytd was Si Xuan's birthday bbq party. :D

Photos some other day.

Tmr is school again, dangggggggggggggggggg-
Im so so so so so so so so so tired !

I really really really believe in retribution.

I went to visit my grndma at SGH today.
And I saw this show, he ping de dai jia, in translation, the price of peace.
I TELL YOU IT'S SO SADDENING! :((((
It's about the past, when Japan came to Singapore and killed the ppl.
The SookChing period or sth.
The torturing was so disgusting,
Li Ming Shun was tortured until... so -oh-my-god-ly.
I wonder how our ancestors were able to take the pain.
Now if you were to tell me that a war is going to begin and the torturing is like that,

please,
I'd rather commit suicide.

Alright, I know thats really weak and stupid of me.
But I really dont have the courage to let them torture and be brave and strong in front of them.
They use the horrible thick and fat ropes and whack you until you bleed like crazy,
they use thick needles and poke right into the tip of your fingers til you feel your finger bones cracking,
they tie you up on the electric chair and electrocute you after whipping you,
they put a waterpipe into your mouth and make you bloated,
they burn your skin with fucking hot steel,
they try to dig your eyes out,
they rape girls in public,
they make all men squat in a row and just shoot you dead.

So much more,
so much.

Hey, this isnt some horror/sadistic movie in these modern days.
It happened before.
History.

Do you have the courage to stay strong and continue to live on?
Do you have the courage to let then shoot you dead?
Do you have the courage to let them just torture you once?

Do you have the courage to die?