ruishannn

Going to school tmr! Like finally huh. =.=
Sigh, I'm getting really giddy easily now and it feels very pathetic okay.

Anw, I was browsing through friendster..
and I realised that.. (dont beat me up)

Cosmetics and Make ups make you look very ugly when you're without them.
Like you know, when you make up everyday and people get so used to it,
and the moment you take the make up off,
you look like crap.
Then people will think you're ugly.
Actually, it's just the everyday make up that they're used to.

My mum is driving me nuts.
I cant eat this eat that,
I have to drink all disgusting soups and food,
and I have to drink tons of litres of water,
and I cannot over exert (eg. sleeping at the time of 9.30pm)
HELLO? WHO SLEEPS AT 9.30pm?
HUH HUH HUH

and..
one thing I really regret.

Not taking my Grade 8 seriously last year.

My mum said it was because of dance.

I say it's myself.
I'm lousy, I can't handle things.

Now I say,
I regret.

But whats the use huh?
Fuck.

Oh well.
I hope no one mentions about "Piano Grade" to me,
I'll get really )#(*$(#$)**&#$@&!#^)!(@

Alright..
Got a performance coming up,
I'd better take care of myself before I increase the chance of screwing up on stage.

Oh Lord, I dont feel good at all.