I love this song !
Although it's really old. LOL



Grndpa had stroke again
when he had it just recently
Got into hospital today
Oh dear
I just pray he'll be alright

Grandpa oh Grandpa
you're old and healthy
Please tell me you'd be okay
and I know you will be =)

Stef Sun was blackmailed!
Gahhhhh
who's that loser
I pray for Stef Sun to be safe and good
She's a talent okay
nothing must happen to her

Alright

Tell me whats next

Define Stress.

Thank joycelin for editing the photos !

Bored.

Im losing the interest to blog.

Oh no.

=/



Can I have just 1 more hour of sleep,

please? =)

what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do

I cant continue
neither can I drop out

what do i do?

please please

tell me

what do i do?

guide me along,
somebody.

free me

free me from all thse nonsense

why me?


I cant hold much longer

free me now




or I'll be able to see the white walls soon.



please..

all I need is time.

and I will be satisfied.

I FUCKING HELL NEED MORE THAN 24 HOURS A DAY.


time time time

can you please

please slow down

just for me

please?




I so miss those days

coming home
feeling the heat of the sun touch my skin.

YOU GUYS GOTTA WATCH THIS MAN!

Not all posts will be seen.

ugh.

Ode to me is the only song which can calm me down.

Another song of Rachael Yamagata,
Even So


You're gonna hate me when I tell you everything
You're gonna question whether you really know me at all
You will revisit every smile, and where it fit into the day
I know this is how it will play
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you
Even so
I was not looking to do you wrong
Was not looking for a change of scenery
Don't remember where, or when, or how I did
But I'm hoping that you'll forgive me
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you
Do you remember how we used to run in the summertime?
Do you remember how we'd run in the summertime?
Oh I try, I try so very hard
And I cry, I cry so very much
For I love you like you'll never let yourself feel again
I love you like a brother and a friend
I love you with my whole heart until it bends
I love you like a lover until the very end
But I'll always think of all the things
You did to let me know that you love me
But you're leaving
Even so

Rachael Yamagata rocks! =D

RAIN! =D


rahr.
It's chinese test tmr.

HAZEL BABAYE! <3

Roar! She bites!

where we found her! below our letterbox.

WE, THE POSERS! HAHAHAHA.

I have too many scratches from hazel. =.= ahhhhhhhhh~~~

She injected her claw into my neck. OW okay, OW!

Zhang Hui Mei - Ji De


谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

=)

Finally, I came home earlier than 6.

I've longed for this day to come.

Days with long and tiring hours KILLS -

Finally.

Finally.

Finally.

Shall post a few pics today!

As vulgar as ever, shi yuan and shi zheng. Lol.

I loooove my cousins! <3

Happy Chinese New year to EVERYONE! =D

Lazy to post pics.

Post some other time.

Xuan is beside me now.

I adopted a kitten.

Irwin spotted it.

It's name.. not sure yet.

Maybe BlackJack! hahahha..

=D

Alright,
enjoy yourselves ppl!

HAPPY CNY! =D

Xuannie introduced this song,
it's nice! =D


BELLE in some jap suit.

Sisters! =DSi Xuan! =DLet me have a chance to pose, =pAlright. =)

May everyone of you out there enjoy your CNY,
and take a really good break during this time!

And of course,
Hope for a better year ahead!

Gong Xi Fa Cai! xD

Pictures of today! =D

Sharon baybeh!

Irwin and Xiao Marc!

Me and Xiao marc!Xue Qi! Us!Carin!

Firstly, I really wanna thank hafiz. He made us improve alot, and experience much more. Without him, I wouldnt think we'd be able to perform today.

And also,

Sharon! Although she couldnt make it for the performance, she still tried her best and gave us all her support! Our manager. hahaha. Have a safe trip, and enjoy yourself babe! ((:

Irwin and friends! Their support is superb! and Jimmy SERIOUSLY talks like yun chao! xD

and class 3/4! hahahaha. they're a bunch of lovely ppl. ((:

Today rocked. Today rocked!

IM SO HAPPPPYYY! =D

Pictures of the yesterdayssss.

Few more to come!

haha. ((:

Tmr's the celebration!
meaning performance. =.=

Alright.
Im getting worried,
we changed steps last minute.
dangggg -
><
Ah, dont care, chiong luh!


The eye contact was weird,
and both know it sucks.

foryourinfo,youhaventgivenmeanythingsincethen. quitesmartuh.andiactuallygaveyoumyall. eeew. =.=
I give you my blessings though =)

tmr tmr tmr!

Post some pics tmr.

Cny.

Come,
quick come.

Desperately want some playtime! xD

Tmr's the celebration!
meaning performance. =.=

Alright.
Im getting worried,
we changed steps last minute.
dangggg -
><
Ah, dont care, chiong luh!


The eye contact was weird,
and both know it sucks.

foryourinfo,youhaventgivenmeanythingsincethen. quitesmartuh.andiactuallygaveyoumyall. eeew. =.=
I give you my blessings though =)

tmr tmr tmr!

Post some pics tmr.

Cny.

Come,
quick come.

Desperately want some playtime! xD

Happy Valentines Day! =D

hahaha.

Carin and Ginie didnt turn up!
I thought Carin was going out with hammie please. =.= LOL
so she was really sick. xD

Seeing all the girls holding on to roses on their hands,
just made me feel that the world is becoming so loving and caring. =)

Mabel is one lucky girl!
Marchan is KER-AAA-ZEEE!

Yep, living so much better now.

Today was hectic!
I AM FINALLY UNDERSTANDING MATHS.
Rushed to my house.
Met Cheryl and Irwin.
Make up and dressed,
photo shoot.
Sent all of them home.
Irwin and i walked home after that.
Saw Jimmy,
he was around our house there,
dunno doing what.
LOL
Talked downstairs for awhile.

Went back home,
-phonerings-
Irwin forget his keys . =___________="

So so so tired,
photo shots turned out much nicer than the first time!

Cheryl?
P-R-O.


Why bother?
haha.

Busy days. (:

Yeah,
get troubled it over for awhile.

But after that,
I gotta stand up on my feet,
and move on.

Cos no one,
nothing,
will ever wait for me.

Everything moves on.
So must I. =)

People out there,
if you feel troubled/angry/upset/disappointed/confused,
or anything negative,
cheer up!
Cos that isnt the only thing in life,
and theres so much more to come.
Jia you,
and dont ever lose hope again.

Oh yeah,
Rui Shan will be back.

Went to shop for xiao marc's new year clothes.

His waist is so freaking small !

Irwin wanted me and xiao marc to buy this jacket too.

Father and daugther! =D (xiao marc was just squatting down beside me!)We went to see the aggro skaters at skatepark.

Xiao marc went all crazy. Lol. As usual-

Then he was late for the concert!

Singapore taxis are all around, filled on the roads, yet none are willing to stop. =.=

Then after xiao marc left, Irwin and I sat and see somemore, then went home after awhile.

I met up with xiao marc after his concert. We got high, high and higher. He was crazy, I swear. Lol. We could talk about the dumbest thing on planet Earth. And he wouldnt stop shooting me! dang-

"Eat."

"No."

"Dont eat, we stuff into your mouth."

" Wa you good. Fine lo."

"How much?"

This is the dumbest conversation ever.

And they wouldnt stop laughing at my laughter.

----------------------------

Cheers to 3/4!Cheers to Muggamummies! Love this pic.And I still think this shirt rocks. Just happen to browse through pics in my phone.

Winston and Edwin are still as nice to talk to as ever. =)

Days and days of admonishing and brow beating.

Panda eyes are appearing. =.=

Clinton loves to carry my bag. Lol.Look at her constipated face!Da 2 gangstas.

Yep. thats meishan with her pretty glasses and fu lao shi's house.

Danced

Band-ed

Danced.

Headed to yishun to meet ginie and meishan.

These 2 jokers will never fail to argue so loudly in the public! ><

Met the class at Khatib.

crapped crapped and crapped.

Pye with her chickenpox! haha, she looked sickly though. Get well soon, and may all the chicken pox scars go away. heh =)

Fu Lao Shi's kids are SO cute alright.

Handsome lil' boys, they've got their eyes and lashes so mesmerizing, I envy!

Joanna, Mel, Jaime and Georgina. These 4 can go take early childhood courses. They were crowding around shao en for almost the whole night! Future housewives, Lol!

After the lao yu sheng, headed to pacific plaza to meet Irwin and Benson.

Chose 3 shirts for Irwin.

Benson was funny.

Went to the skatepark.

One skater mistook me for his friend.

So malu please.

Lol.

Walked benson to the mrt,

then Irwin and I took a bus home.

Talked about anything and everything.

Reached tpy.

"Eat alr?"

"I.. dunno eh. Forgot."

"Faster think."

"Oh! haven."

"I bring you go eat now."

"Dont want. Not hungry."

"Go now."

"Dont want."

"Eat."

"No."

"Must."

"Dont want."

"Dont care."

"Go..."

"Eh, dont want okay."

"GO."

"ahhhh. okay go home."

"No, I call your father."

"Siao."

"then go eat."

"No."

This whole dumb conversation went on for like super long pls.

Then Irwin claimed that he was thirsty. =.=

So we went to 7 eleven.

And that dumb dumb actually bought mashed potato and forced me to eat.

See luh, these kinda stubborn ppl. =.= k, but that was thoughtful enough! Lol, I've never met such a persistant guy.

Strolled home..

reached home at about.. 12am i guess.

Hope everything comes to a benefit in the end.

In the school's comp lab now.
Gosh, im freezing!

Typing some kuku essay right now,
so damn boring puh-lease. =.=

I have the urge to go home right now,
and sleeeeep.
I hear my bed calling out for me! =p

There is maths consultation later,
w-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l.
And after that,
sectionals.
dang-

My energy is draining out,
and I'm seriously dehydrating.
hurray.


Lol. you're not the best.
And I guess I've gotten over it.

Please,
dont do the same thing to the -cutegirl-.
She's nice,

but

you're not.

Presenting MuggaMummies!Oh yeah!Emo emo..

Not forgetting our wonderful stylist, CLARISSA!Garfield! =DMe!Smile your best,

yeah.

Comments pls!

drop dead.

I reached home at 11 plus.

It's 12.35am right now,

and im still awake typin this.

Seriously luh,

just kill me at this very moment,

and I can just let go every single thing.

every.

single.

thing.

I cant hold on that long.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

typing out the schedule for mr ng.
tmr theres SS and Amaths test.
arc photo taking at clarissa's house, 6 plus.
band concert at NAFA, 8pm.
individuals right after school.
Stacks of homework I owe to be handed in tmr.
Preliminary round is round the corner.
SYF is coming.
Common tests are everywhere on the calendar.
CNY perf.
Vday perf.

Give me a break,
PLEASE! >.<

I havent even studied a page of Social Studies.
My demerits are crazy. Lol.
all because of homework.
Whatever,
what for give demerits. =.=
they're just..
numbers.

Babes out there,
live life to the fullest and cherish every single person arnd you! =)

I love my garfield and tpy gang!

Unexpected.

Morning was horrible.
there's another candy.

Baby tell the world about me
About the way you won me over
In a city you can't remember

Oh it's all right
I know she needs you more than i do
And i wouldn't win this fight
But there is one thing you've gotta do

You've gotta tell the whole world about a girl you once knew
Oh she wasn't meant to be
But you fell so very deeply in love
With me

you're going off with her.

---------------------

Band was tiring today.
Practised at the parade square.
Had the sudden urge to play pool.

Went to meet irwin.
Met the unexpected.
Tried to be natural.
Yet both were still awkward.
One headed home first.
The other stayed on with the rest.

Tell the world about the girl you once knew.

you fell so deeply in love

with me..

Im 14 for a moment,

and when I first met you.


heartless creature.

but becos of you,
I finally know what is "hurt".

Walked arnd bugis today,
just reminded me of the places we've once been to.

It's difficult to just throw you off my mind,
yet I cant figure out how can you get over it so quickly.

Whatever,

happy valentines.
haha.

and I shall have no more connections with you.
No more.
-----------------

completed the dance!
=D
thats one thing im proud of.
Im so tired,
AGAIN.
it's all dancing dancing and still dancing these days,
but i'll never quit.
never!

oh well..
bought my new year clothes.
heh.
hafta follow irwin buy his clothes,
but it's band everyday!
dang =(
irwin irwin irwin.

---------------------------

Rachael Yamagata - Ode To

No thanks, no more, no love
I'm done, i've had enough

You're going off with her
And i wish i was
But there's another can be
Just because

All right, be on your way
The kindest thing to say
Is not that you have fallen for me
Say you'll come back to my arms again someday

Baby write some words about how you can't shut me out
How you must find a way
To see me one more time

And please call up all your friends and tell them it can't end
You don't know what you'd do if you lost her
And lost me too

That's fine, that's good, that's nice
I understand the price
The cost of craving dark instead of light
I flipped a coin to see if you still care tonight

My blood, my hand, my soul
I've thrown them onto you without control
The things i freely give, you stole
And now i'm left in pieces

Baby tell the world about me
About the way you won me over
In a city you can't remember

Oh it's all right
I know she needs you more than i do
And i wouldn't win this fight
But there is one thing you've gotta do

You've gotta tell the whole world about a girl you once knew
Oh she wasn't meant to be
But you fell so very deeply in love
With me


Reminder: Do not get emo! =D

FINALLY!
Internet thingy is DONE. =.=

Updates.

Xiu Xian loves to have -sharingmoments- (innerjoke)


My Garfield Carin!
Having some TauPok sessions in class. Teachers? Oh, we drove them crazy.
Xiao marc was so confused, didnt know whether to confess to Carin.. (LOL)
Minimart Melissa! xD
Xiao marc is still bothered.. whether to confess... Sigh.
?! random!
Dangdangs-
Garfield wants to be cute for a moment.LOL okay. L-O-L
Ginie! When jin lao shi is going on with her, " I want to succeed! " lesson. =.=
Clinton finds it a pleasure to take with emo ppl.
Ahah! Caryn and Arifin, dont anyhow ah~
=)
3/4! =D

Haha. it's been.. really tiring for me these few days.
It's non-stop working.

Having to rush from one place to another in 3 mins,
having to eat in 10 mins,
having to go to the toilet in 1 min,
having to complete a dance in 2 days,
having to sleep for only 5 hours a day..
yadayadayada,
kills.



I've just lost..
another person who was part of my life.

It feels like I've lost part of myself,
yet it's so sad know that..
I can never turn back.



Should it be this way?
Or was it just the rainy days.
Was is meant to be?
Or perhaps caused by me.



Why am I falling back into my own trap,
knowing that Im killing myself.
It's becos' of you,
that made me spin round and round.
yet I dunno why,
you can still keep me running back to you.


Sigh,
I dunno how you're feeling..


but I know I've lost part of myself.

Rachael Yamagata - Even So


No thanks, no more, no love.
Im done, I've had enough.


...

You've just killed me.