Someone get me outta this, Lol.
trumpet.homework.trumpet.homework

this is the first time i feel like im spending my time correctly. heh. -.-

Dancy Days, I miss!

LaughingPill Yo.

Hahaha. I was really on the phone, with benedict. I still rmb!

Hafiz! :DPerformance day.He looks hell cute here.

Carin! Lets do that towel madness thing again.
And last but not least, Us. ;D (Lol, pyu!)

Band band band band band
dancing megahits !

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Finally got to see Irwin. YEAH!
Xmarc and Irwin came to my house to watch harry potter. (Dont ask me why that show ^^)

Watching the Miss Universe 2007 now.
Whooo! All the hot babes. Singapore is in a red gown again!
EVERY YEAR, red red and red. -.-
Scientists in Singapore must invent a type of Vitamins to enable Women in Singapore to grow taller. We're like dwarfs!

There was one question by the judge,
" If you were in a relationship, would you rather have a fun and wild but flirty man, or a stable man? "

hmmm...

I'd rather the flirty.
Make you life really fun. It's not about how long, how stable. I mean, if your relationship is so stable, it gets really boring yeah? Well, at least you know your boy has the ability to flirt!

How about you?





Sometimes relatives..

are just so

-not-relatives-

hahahaha.

I guess you guys are really sick and tired of reading LONG WINDED blogs and pointless stories about their daily lives and their routines. Boring! Ah, but i'll just continue with what I have. Lol.

Brandon look so awesome when he played the trumpet solo in Dancing Megahits! ^^

Walking home, After walking best friend to the bus stop. :D
I miss MuggaMummies days! I miss my darlings! ><

In love with Xmarc's Phantom of the Opera video tape! :DDD

IRWIN IS GREATLY MISSED. Ugh, I havent seen him for.. FOUR DAYS! :(

Im starting to love band. Sheeeesh! ^^ (although the air-con temperature is really cold, and I get a lil' lonely sometimes :/) Dancing Megahits is my motivation song. LOL?!

hahahaha.

Change is the only thing constant in life and everyone has to adapt. No one will wait.

So tired of crying in bathrooms,
so tired of controlling my tears.

Stay strong,
for xiao marc is always there! :D

Stay contented,
for you have listening ears like Marcy!

Stay happy,
for you have a fab sister like Rui Qi!

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Supportive

You are almost like a life coach for your best friends. You give them help when they need it... but you also know when to give them a push. People tend to rely on you for moral support and advice. You've probably always been mature for your age, so this is a role that's you're comfortable with. A friend like you is one of the rarest kinds. You are both a good mentor and companion. Your friends need you most when: They are confused or worried You really can't be friends with: Someone who only wants to complain Your friendship quote: "The only way to have a friend is to be one."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

You Are Spider-Man

Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

What Superhero Are You?

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

If You Were Born in 2893...

Your Name Would Be: Yuu Vir And You Would Be: A Cyborg

If You Were Born in 2893

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

RANDOM VIOLENCE?! LOL

Your Ex Is Paranoid

Whether your ex was accusing you of cheating or your friends of being evil... Your ex definitely saw things that weren't there! People with paranoid personality disorder bear grudges, are always suspicious, and confide in no one. Sound at all familiar?

What's Wrong With Your Ex?

Lol!

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Then again, so many ppl with this intelligence. Big deal.

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Im not tough enough luh! Lol.

Taking all these quizes helps lighten your mood a lil'. :D

I need that angel.
It sucks to be replaced.

Others can cry for the slightest bit of things.

But I cant,
even when I find myself dead.

Thanks WeiLien.

Marcy, you're full of nonsensical jokes. Lol.

Stef Sun to the rescue! :D
真的 - 孙燕姿
就这样爱了
天多高风不晓得
我们走著走著哭著笑著那么认真
谁都忘了去追问明天快不快乐
以为爱够了
想不到路好曲折
我们对了错了要了给了却都忘了
始终舍不得放开手心里的温热
真的好爱你我真的愿意
不管要去哪里
狂风和暴雨有什么委屈我有你
真的不容易才走到这里
连泪水都珍惜
错过这世界有什么可惜
我已经有你
牵著手天亮了
才发现云好清澈
我们好的坏的苦的甜的总会值得
只要此时此刻紧紧握著
因为会心疼
所以爱是真的

this song is really nice,
come get it from me if you want. hahahaha.
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Went to M]phosis yesterday!
I bought four tops! :D
Muahhhhhh.
teeheeeee.
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I think I truly suck sometimes.
Big Jerk

Im swimming in a pool of lies and fakes
and when it rains
the lies and fakes rush into the drains
say goodbye
they smile at you

Im not a happy kid afterall.
Ha.

Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover boy
Cheers darlin'
I got years to wait around for you
Cheers darlin'
I've got your wedding bells in my ear
Cheers darlin'
You give me three cigarettes
To smoke my tears away

And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
When we were running in the rains

What am I, darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?

Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover man
Cheers darlin'
I just hang around and eat from a can
Cheers darlin'
I got a ribbon of green on my guitar
Cheers darlin'
I got a beauty queen
To sit not very far from here

I die when he comes around
To take you home
I'm too shy, I should have kissed you
When we were alone

What am I, darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?

What am I?
What am I, darlin'?
I got years to wait around for you

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Lol, I sound suicidal.
Nah, I just like this song. I dunno.
Damien Rice. :D

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

What is that something? Ugh.

You Are Depressed

No doubt about it, you're feeling very down. Maybe you've had a bad day, or maybe you need help. Either way, make sure to take good care of yourself right now.

What Mood Are You In?

Something is wrong with me.

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Oh well.

Just came back from band practice.
Aint that bad afterall! :D
I really really really LOVE phantom!
heh, posts are given.
Im posts-free!

My left arm seriously hurts.
It's swelling now,
and the bone inside seriously hurts big time.
Im controlling for days alr,
it's FUCKING PAIN.
I even have problem using strength on it.
I've gotta see the doctor soon. ><
FURRRR EEEEKKKK.
PAIN! >:'(

Tmr is ptc.
Muahahahaha.
M]phosis is having 50%-70% discount now,
Girly girls, go grab your stuff soon!

Im suppose to go skatepark today,
but becos of my stupid arm, ugh.
I feel so bloody crippled. =.=
I swear it's more irritating than having your shoulder bone broken.
It's like,
you dunno where does the pain and irritation come from,
and the hand gets numb suddenly.
then you'll have no strength,
and you dont know what to do. =/
My mum said it should be reumatism. (sp)
AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE?!
Im so lousy. =.=

UGH, PAIN! :((((

Almost every bit sucked today.

Kept myself away for a bit,
I love alone time.

Talked to Desiree and Marcy for awhile,
:)

Living in her shadows,
of someone else's dream.
Im just not cut out for that.
It's time for a change perhaps?
Ha.

Rui Shan,
get out.

Would you please - Rachael Yamagata
Would you please
let me slide a few words
under your door
And would you please
let me slide a few words
under your door

The first 3 say "I Love You"
The last 5 "But I can't no more"
I don't believe in miracles
Not like I did before

And would you please
Let me slide a few words
under your door
And would you please
try to understand

There's a paragraph or two
devoted to the memories that we shared
in the dramatized songs about how there'll be
no more memories
No more memories

And if you'll notice in the corner
there's a tiny little heart I've enclosed
Like a little surprise (Oh Yes I did)

And if you'll please ignore the smeared smudged writing
It came from the tears in my eyes

You're probably gonna get it
After a long day
You may not even believe it's true
I know you know, you know, you know my crazy ways

Yeah, but Sleeping Beauty is going to bed
She put a little tiny hole in her own head
Gotta find her own way home
Before she's dead

Yeah, but Sleeping Beauty is going to bed
She put a little tiny hole in her own head
Gotta find her own way home
Before she's dead

Woah Sleeping Beauty is going to bed
She put a little tiny hole in her own head
Gotta find her own way home
Before she's dead
Before she's dead
Before she's dead





WORN ME DOWN.

this song rocks. anyone interested in the song, I can send it to you. ;D

xmarc looks amazingly handsome without his specs! :D
Hahahahahahaha.

I was telling Giant and Lp that when I was young,
everytime when Im having my dinner halfway,
I'd have to go to the toilet to shit.
Then all the food comes out.
Thats why Im so short. :(
and they laughed like crazy!
Lp was making fun of it and both of them went nutty.

Heh.

Im so bored >:(
Everytime theres JuniorBand,
Best friend and Lp has to go for band,
and I hate to go along.
If i dont tag along,
it'll be so boring and lonely!
and I'd have to go home alone,
so not used to it okay.
well, I guess it's time to be more independant, rui shan!

And I'm the Emcee for Band POP this year.
Cybil, hello there. :D
LOL.
Maybe it's because I am so slack,
so unable to play the pieces, so unable to march.
Thats why it's me. =p

Heheheheh.

TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

Im havin a pimple outbreak again.
Ugh, I am gonna invent a pimple gun machine when I grow up,
and I'll shoot em all away! >:D

MY VERY ADORABLE CHINESE TEACHER, JIN BEI HUA LAO SHI!

There is something weird about how she wears her heels. She has a lot of extra space at the back, and her toes protrude out of the heels.
Look at funny Suria! I LOVE HER HAIR! :D
Dear Singapore, please raise the standards of Arts. What on Earth is this trying to say. =.=
Of course, MY CHINESE ZUO WEN MARKS! Im so happy, I've never achieve 50+ before! >:D Saw this on Friendster.
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too
scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl : *hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and
put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
Girl: Alright, now slow down
Guy: I love you babe
Girl: I love you too, please just slow
down now! Please!

(in the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a
building because of a brake failure.
Two people were on it, but only 1 had
survived.

The truth was that halfway down the
road, the guy realized that his brakes
broke, but he didn't want to let the
girl know.
Instead, he had her say she loved him
and felt her hug one last time, then
he had her wear his helmet so that she
would live even though it meant that
he would die.

Oh my, if only my boyfriend is like that.

Theres dance later at SMU again. :D We're gonna learn a new routine! Hurray. =p

Devol, are you ready?

My shoulders are aching. and so the first thing I thought of was Shutter. Lol. XD
And at the mean time, some buddhism chanting music is playing non stop ever since my shoulder ache. How coincidence eh? ><>

So In Love - Cole Porter

Strange dear, but true dear,
When I'm close to you, dear,
The stars fill the sky,
So in love with you am I.
Even without you,
My arms fold about you,
You know darling why,
So in love with you am I.
In love with the night mysterious,
The night when you first were there,
In love with my joy delirious,
When I knew that you could care,
So taunt me, and hurt me,
Deceive me, desert me,
I'm yours, till I die.....
So in love.... So in love....
So in love with you, my love... am I....

Thats so sadddddd. :(
Anw,
look at my excuse letter typed by my very own sister.

To: Mrs Veda
22 May 2007
Dear Madam,
Please excuse my daughter, Tan Rui Shan of class 3/4, from school on 22 May 2007, Tuesday. She was overly exhausted due to her lack of sleep and rest and her eye bags are coming out and CAN YOU REPAY THAT? IT’S HER BEAUTY AT STAKE!!!!!
Your understanding to this matter is greatly appreciated. Please feel free to contact me if you have any queries. Thank you

LOL. I LAUGHED BIG TIME WHEN I SAW THAT LUH!

:D more pictures.
Karen! :D
Random! I look like an eskimo. heh.
Yay.
Yes. Marchan, I was saying you look like him. XD

Life is merely the beginning of death.

Isnt it?

Didnt go to school today.
Wonder whats Laughing Pill and Bestfriend doing now!
Must be talking some unknown in class,
LP must be flicking BF,
and LP will be shaking his ass for no reason in class,
then BF will be laughing like a mad hyena.
Later, LP will be sleeping in chinese class,
and BF will be running arnd like a mad woman.
She will be daydreaming in math class.

They'll be going for Junior band after sch,
and then they must be complaining about the time constraint.
the fast lunch they've gotta have,
and then they'll runnnnnn to band room. XD

Lol. I am feeling so tired!

Just got a call from LP.
He said that our band is going to play PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!
HURRRRAYYYYYY!
I WANT HE WANTS SHE WANTS! :D
OH COME ON, I DONT WANT JPOP! I WANT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!
PLEASE!
I SWEAR I'D PLAY MY BEST,
AND IM GONNA BE REALLY ENTHU ABOUT BAND PRACTICES!

*prays for phantom of the opera*

prays prays.

LP will be fucking happy if we're gonna play phantom!

hurrayyyyy.
band band band.
I cant deny I hate band. =.=
but hey, it's phantom of the opera!

Although i suck at trumpet,
but oh my god,
it's phantom of the opera for presentation night! :D

YEAH BABY, YEAHHHH.

oh yes, the time now is 5.05.
505, if im not wrong, is one of khalis' fav songs! hahhaa.

Hey, whatcha problem daddeee? slow yo road!

Hahahahaha,WHAT A ROUND AND CUTE FATHER! :D
Por Favore?
Hahaha.

1. I finally got to play trumpet! :D missed band.. :( I dunno why, I felt a guilty when I left.

Brandy, you look so charming!

2. dance perf! hehehehe. Rocks. Gentle Giant, Best Friend, Laughing Pill. MUAHHHHH!

3. Photos. ;D

BENCAOGANGMU YO. Xmarc looks MUSCULAR here! >: D

CARIN! ;DI dunno wtf was I doing! LOL.At carin's house. Blacks and whites! Wheeeepeeee! :D LOOK AT THIS! I edited this picture. Irwin and xmarc looks ESPECIALLY small! DAMN CUTE PLEASE!

SHUAI SHUAI LAUGHING PILL!Prettaye Best Friend! And finally, my best friends! :D

Today was fun, 'cept that Irwin was lost. LOL! Damn cute.

Phantom of the Opera rocks! :D

I love love love them. heh.

My mum is so lovely.

SHE NAGS AT ME EVERYNIGHT TO GO TO SLEEP. ><>

Gtg now, goodbye! :D

"STOP NOW! I WANT YOU TO GO AND SLEEP! IF I COME OUT OF THE ROOM AND SEE YOU STILL ON THE COMP, I WILL STOP YOU FROM USING THE COMP FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK AH!"

zzz..

Mom, change your tactic. It isnt working anymore! =p

Ytd was Si Xuan's birthday bbq party. :D

Photos some other day.

Tmr is school again, dangggggggggggggggggg-
Im so so so so so so so so so tired !

I really really really believe in retribution.

I went to visit my grndma at SGH today.
And I saw this show, he ping de dai jia, in translation, the price of peace.
I TELL YOU IT'S SO SADDENING! :((((
It's about the past, when Japan came to Singapore and killed the ppl.
The SookChing period or sth.
The torturing was so disgusting,
Li Ming Shun was tortured until... so -oh-my-god-ly.
I wonder how our ancestors were able to take the pain.
Now if you were to tell me that a war is going to begin and the torturing is like that,

please,
I'd rather commit suicide.

Alright, I know thats really weak and stupid of me.
But I really dont have the courage to let them torture and be brave and strong in front of them.
They use the horrible thick and fat ropes and whack you until you bleed like crazy,
they use thick needles and poke right into the tip of your fingers til you feel your finger bones cracking,
they tie you up on the electric chair and electrocute you after whipping you,
they put a waterpipe into your mouth and make you bloated,
they burn your skin with fucking hot steel,
they try to dig your eyes out,
they rape girls in public,
they make all men squat in a row and just shoot you dead.

So much more,
so much.

Hey, this isnt some horror/sadistic movie in these modern days.
It happened before.
History.

Do you have the courage to stay strong and continue to live on?
Do you have the courage to let then shoot you dead?
Do you have the courage to let them just torture you once?

Do you have the courage to die?

Of course,
I am feeling much betta, with much help of muh very own laughing pill. :D

Just came back from vivo.
Went for spiderman 3 at 12am exactly.
UBER COOL!
SPIDEYYYY, web web swing swing, he's MY superhero!

I wanna go skatepark tmr :(

I wanna play pool.

I wanna get those slippers from m]phosis.

I wanna go Aussie.

I wanna be a rockstar.

I wanna chance in UAN.

I wanna be a superhero.

I want so many things.


Wait a minute,
I have enough. :D

Rui Shan oh Rui Shan,
study more.

LOL.
Why not join Laughing Pill with some tuition lessons?

Gosh, im so confused. : (
Someone help.

Go away.

That something is so missing

Empty.

you know it sucks when they enjoy the fun without you?
and you cant stop them either, it'll be selfish.

but who can you go to?
it's not their fault to wanna have fun.

Fuck,

it seems like i've dropping off a cliff.

now what?
complain?
I'd just be a bitch.

Keep it to myself?
I'd die one day.

Fine. I'd rather die one day.

You guys watch me die.

I'd just be killing myself if I ever tell anyone.

DAMN, WATCH ME DIE. HA

:D

Dance Perf! Black vs White.
And of course,

Shoppin' with best friend! =p

I tell you, we kept the salesgirl so busy. Trying on this and that, and walked outta the shop with nothing. Thick skin ><
I want that stussy thing, it's so pretty! freaking 86 bucks!
Carin, there are ppl watching. LOL
Skatepark! We've been there really often these days. I love that pinkbike guy, sponsored lil boy and OF COURSE, that Marilyn Manson!!! LOL. He's so funny. Pokvin injured his back, oooosh.

Bet you ain't never seen, Chicks ridin' this clean.
We ride like big boys do. ;D
How i wish we had long legs like our shadows!
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My head's spinning
round round and round
Insane, what am I doing?
Im on drugs

The rain hits my head
Ouch, it's really
painful
but too bad,
their walking far ahead

ahead away
from me

..

we settled down.

I was on drugs
yes I was

they shot off like a rocket
but hey! nevermind

run run
all you can

I screeeeamed
yelled

run run
all you can

stop.

sorry.

run run
all you can

rain hits my head

Im really cold.

Dont say
this is how you felt too

"christine you must've been dreaming.."