Thursday, May 31, 2007
Someone get me outta this, Lol.  trumpet.homework.trumpet.homework this is the first time i feel like im spending my time correctly. heh. -.- Dancy Days, I miss! LaughingPill Yo.  Hahaha. I was really on the phone, with benedict. I still rmb!  Hafiz! :D  Performance day. He looks hell cute here. Carin! Lets do that towel madness thing again.  And last but not least, Us. ;D (Lol, pyu!) Wednesday, May 30, 2007 Band band band band band dancing megahits ! >< Finally got to see Irwin. YEAH! Xmarc and Irwin came to my house to watch harry potter. (Dont ask me why that show ^^) Watching the Miss Universe 2007 now. Whooo! All the hot babes. Singapore is in a red gown again! EVERY YEAR, red red and red. -.- Scientists in Singapore must invent a type of Vitamins to enable Women in Singapore to grow taller. We're like dwarfs! There was one question by the judge, " If you were in a relationship, would you rather have a fun and wild but flirty man, or a stable man? " hmmm... I'd rather the flirty. Make you life really fun. It's not about how long, how stable. I mean, if your relationship is so stable, it gets really boring yeah? Well, at least you know your boy has the ability to flirt! How about you? Sometimes relatives.. are just so -not-relatives- hahahaha. Tuesday, May 29, 2007 I guess you guys are really sick and tired of reading LONG WINDED blogs and pointless stories about their daily lives and their routines. Boring! Ah, but i'll just continue with what I have. Lol. Brandon look so awesome when he played the trumpet solo in Dancing Megahits! ^^  Walking home, After walking best friend to the bus stop. :D  I miss MuggaMummies days!   I miss my darlings! >< .jpg) In love with Xmarc's Phantom of the Opera video tape! :DDD IRWIN IS GREATLY MISSED. Ugh, I havent seen him for.. FOUR DAYS! :( Im starting to love band. Sheeeesh! ^^ (although the air-con temperature is really cold, and I get a lil' lonely sometimes :/) Dancing Megahits is my motivation song. LOL?! hahahaha. Change is the only thing constant in life and everyone has to adapt. No one will wait. Monday, May 28, 2007 So tired of crying in bathrooms, so tired of controlling my tears. Stay strong, for xiao marc is always there! :D Stay contented, for you have listening ears like Marcy! Stay happy, for you have a fab sister like Rui Qi!
RANDOM VIOLENCE?! LOL
Lol!
Then again, so many ppl with this intelligence. Big deal.
Im not tough enough luh! Lol. Taking all these quizes helps lighten your mood a lil'. :D Sunday, May 27, 2007 I need that angel. It sucks to be replaced. Others can cry for the slightest bit of things. But I cant, even when I find myself dead. Thanks WeiLien. Marcy, you're full of nonsensical jokes. Lol. Stef Sun to the rescue! :D 真的 - 孙燕姿 就这样爱了 天多高风不晓得 我们走著走著哭著笑著那么认真 谁都忘了去追问明天快不快乐 以为爱够了 想不到路好曲折 我们对了错了要了给了却都忘了 始终舍不得放开手心里的温热 真的好爱你我真的愿意 不管要去哪里 狂风和暴雨有什么委屈我有你 真的不容易才走到这里 连泪水都珍惜 错过这世界有什么可惜 我已经有你 牵著手天亮了 才发现云好清澈 我们好的坏的苦的甜的总会值得 只要此时此刻紧紧握著 因为会心疼 所以爱是真的 this song is really nice, come get it from me if you want. hahahaha. ---------------------------- Went to M]phosis yesterday! I bought four tops! :D Muahhhhhh. teeheeeee. ---------------------------- I think I truly suck sometimes. Big Jerk Im swimming in a pool of lies and fakes and when it rains the lies and fakes rush into the drains say goodbye they smile at you Im not a happy kid afterall. Ha. Saturday, May 26, 2007 Cheers darlin' Here's to you and your lover boy Cheers darlin' I got years to wait around for you Cheers darlin' I've got your wedding bells in my ear Cheers darlin' You give me three cigarettes To smoke my tears away And I die when you mention his name And I lied, I should have kissed you When we were running in the rains What am I, darlin'? A whisper in your ear? A piece of your cake? What am I, darlin? The boy you can fear? Or your biggest mistake? Cheers darlin' Here's to you and your lover man Cheers darlin' I just hang around and eat from a can Cheers darlin' I got a ribbon of green on my guitar Cheers darlin' I got a beauty queen To sit not very far from here I die when he comes around To take you home I'm too shy, I should have kissed you When we were alone What am I, darlin'? A whisper in your ear? A piece of your cake? What am I, darlin? The boy you can fear? Or your biggest mistake? What am I? What am I, darlin'? I got years to wait around for you ------------------- Lol, I sound suicidal. Nah, I just like this song. I dunno. Damien Rice. :D
What is that something? Ugh.
Something is wrong with me.
Oh well. Just came back from band practice. Aint that bad afterall! :D I really really really LOVE phantom! heh, posts are given. Im posts-free! My left arm seriously hurts. It's swelling now, and the bone inside seriously hurts big time. Im controlling for days alr, it's FUCKING PAIN. I even have problem using strength on it. I've gotta see the doctor soon. >< FURRRR EEEEKKKK. PAIN! >:'( Tmr is ptc. Muahahahaha. M]phosis is having 50%-70% discount now, Girly girls, go grab your stuff soon! Im suppose to go skatepark today, but becos of my stupid arm, ugh. I feel so bloody crippled. =.= I swear it's more irritating than having your shoulder bone broken. It's like, you dunno where does the pain and irritation come from, and the hand gets numb suddenly. then you'll have no strength, and you dont know what to do. =/ My mum said it should be reumatism. (sp) AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE?! Im so lousy. =.= UGH, PAIN! :(((( Friday, May 25, 2007 Almost every bit sucked today. Kept myself away for a bit, I love alone time. Talked to Desiree and Marcy for awhile, :) Living in her shadows, of someone else's dream. Im just not cut out for that. It's time for a change perhaps? Ha. Rui Shan, get out. Would you please - Rachael Yamagata Would you please let me slide a few words under your door And would you please let me slide a few words under your door The first 3 say "I Love You" The last 5 "But I can't no more" I don't believe in miracles Not like I did before And would you please Let me slide a few words under your door And would you please try to understand There's a paragraph or two devoted to the memories that we shared in the dramatized songs about how there'll be no more memories No more memories And if you'll notice in the corner there's a tiny little heart I've enclosed Like a little surprise (Oh Yes I did) And if you'll please ignore the smeared smudged writing It came from the tears in my eyes You're probably gonna get it After a long day You may not even believe it's true I know you know, you know, you know my crazy ways Yeah, but Sleeping Beauty is going to bed She put a little tiny hole in her own head Gotta find her own way home Before she's dead Yeah, but Sleeping Beauty is going to bed She put a little tiny hole in her own head Gotta find her own way home Before she's dead Woah Sleeping Beauty is going to bed She put a little tiny hole in her own head Gotta find her own way home Before she's dead Before she's dead Before she's dead WORN ME DOWN. this song rocks. anyone interested in the song, I can send it to you. ;D Thursday, May 24, 2007 xmarc looks amazingly handsome without his specs! :D Hahahahahahaha. I was telling Giant and Lp that when I was young, everytime when Im having my dinner halfway, I'd have to go to the toilet to shit. Then all the food comes out. Thats why Im so short. :( and they laughed like crazy! Lp was making fun of it and both of them went nutty. Heh. Im so bored >:( Everytime theres JuniorBand, Best friend and Lp has to go for band, and I hate to go along. If i dont tag along, it'll be so boring and lonely! and I'd have to go home alone, so not used to it okay. well, I guess it's time to be more independant, rui shan! And I'm the Emcee for Band POP this year. Cybil, hello there. :D LOL. Maybe it's because I am so slack, so unable to play the pieces, so unable to march. Thats why it's me. =p Heheheheh. TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! Im havin a pimple outbreak again. Ugh, I am gonna invent a pimple gun machine when I grow up, and I'll shoot em all away! >:D MY VERY ADORABLE CHINESE TEACHER, JIN BEI HUA LAO SHI!
Theres dance later at SMU again. :D We're gonna learn a new routine! Hurray. =p Wednesday, May 23, 2007 So In Love - Cole Porter Strange dear, but true dear, When I'm close to you, dear, The stars fill the sky, So in love with you am I. Even without you, My arms fold about you, You know darling why, So in love with you am I. In love with the night mysterious, The night when you first were there, In love with my joy delirious, When I knew that you could care, So taunt me, and hurt me, Deceive me, desert me, I'm yours, till I die..... So in love.... So in love.... So in love with you, my love... am I.... Thats so sadddddd. :( Anw, look at my excuse letter typed by my very own sister. To: Mrs Veda 22 May 2007 Dear Madam, Please excuse my daughter, Tan Rui Shan of class 3/4, from school on 22 May 2007, Tuesday. She was overly exhausted due to her lack of sleep and rest and her eye bags are coming out and CAN YOU REPAY THAT? IT’S HER BEAUTY AT STAKE!!!!! Your understanding to this matter is greatly appreciated. Please feel free to contact me if you have any queries. Thank you LOL. I LAUGHED BIG TIME WHEN I SAW THAT LUH! :D more pictures.  Karen! :D Random! I look like an eskimo. heh. Yay. Yes. Marchan, I was saying you look like him. XD Life is merely the beginning of death. Isnt it? Didnt go to school today. Wonder whats Laughing Pill and Bestfriend doing now! Must be talking some unknown in class, LP must be flicking BF, and LP will be shaking his ass for no reason in class, then BF will be laughing like a mad hyena. Later, LP will be sleeping in chinese class, and BF will be running arnd like a mad woman. She will be daydreaming in math class. They'll be going for Junior band after sch, and then they must be complaining about the time constraint. the fast lunch they've gotta have, and then they'll runnnnnn to band room. XD Lol. I am feeling so tired! Just got a call from LP. He said that our band is going to play PHANTOM OF THE OPERA! HURRRRAYYYYYY! I WANT HE WANTS SHE WANTS! :D OH COME ON, I DONT WANT JPOP! I WANT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA! PLEASE! I SWEAR I'D PLAY MY BEST, AND IM GONNA BE REALLY ENTHU ABOUT BAND PRACTICES! *prays for phantom of the opera* prays prays. LP will be fucking happy if we're gonna play phantom! hurrayyyyy. band band band. I cant deny I hate band. =.= but hey, it's phantom of the opera! Although i suck at trumpet, but oh my god, it's phantom of the opera for presentation night! :D YEAH BABY, YEAHHHH. oh yes, the time now is 5.05. 505, if im not wrong, is one of khalis' fav songs! hahhaa. Tuesday, May 22, 2007 Hey, whatcha problem daddeee? slow yo road! Hahahahaha,WHAT A ROUND AND CUTE FATHER! :D  Por Favore?Hahaha. 1. I finally got to play trumpet! :D missed band.. :( I dunno why, I felt a guilty when I left. Brandy, you look so charming!  2. dance perf! hehehehe. Rocks. Gentle Giant, Best Friend, Laughing Pill. MUAHHHHH! 3. Photos. ;D BENCAOGANGMU YO.  Xmarc looks MUSCULAR here! >: D CARIN! ;D  I dunno wtf was I doing! LOL. At carin's house. Blacks and whites!  Wheeeepeeee! :D  LOOK AT THIS! I edited this picture. Irwin and xmarc looks ESPECIALLY small! DAMN CUTE PLEASE!.jpg)  Prettaye Best Friend! And finally, my best friends! :D Today was fun, 'cept that Irwin was lost. LOL! Damn cute. Phantom of the Opera rocks! :D I love love love them. heh. My mum is so lovely. SHE NAGS AT ME EVERYNIGHT TO GO TO SLEEP. ><> Gtg now, goodbye! :D "STOP NOW! I WANT YOU TO GO AND SLEEP! IF I COME OUT OF THE ROOM AND SEE YOU STILL ON THE COMP, I WILL STOP YOU FROM USING THE COMP FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK AH!" zzz.. Mom, change your tactic. It isnt working anymore! =p Monday, May 21, 2007 Ytd was Si Xuan's birthday bbq party. :D Photos some other day. Tmr is school again, dangggggggggggggggggg- Im so so so so so so so so so tired ! I really really really believe in retribution. I went to visit my grndma at SGH today. And I saw this show, he ping de dai jia, in translation, the price of peace. I TELL YOU IT'S SO SADDENING! :(((( It's about the past, when Japan came to Singapore and killed the ppl. The SookChing period or sth. The torturing was so disgusting, Li Ming Shun was tortured until... so -oh-my-god-ly. I wonder how our ancestors were able to take the pain. Now if you were to tell me that a war is going to begin and the torturing is like that, please, I'd rather commit suicide. Alright, I know thats really weak and stupid of me. But I really dont have the courage to let them torture and be brave and strong in front of them. They use the horrible thick and fat ropes and whack you until you bleed like crazy, they use thick needles and poke right into the tip of your fingers til you feel your finger bones cracking, they tie you up on the electric chair and electrocute you after whipping you, they put a waterpipe into your mouth and make you bloated, they burn your skin with fucking hot steel, they try to dig your eyes out, they rape girls in public, they make all men squat in a row and just shoot you dead. So much more, so much. Hey, this isnt some horror/sadistic movie in these modern days. It happened before. History. Do you have the courage to stay strong and continue to live on? Do you have the courage to let then shoot you dead? Do you have the courage to let them just torture you once? Do you have the courage to die? Sunday, May 20, 2007 Of course, I am feeling much betta, with much help of muh very own laughing pill. :D Just came back from vivo. Went for spiderman 3 at 12am exactly. UBER COOL! SPIDEYYYY, web web swing swing, he's MY superhero! I wanna go skatepark tmr :( I wanna play pool. I wanna get those slippers from m]phosis. I wanna go Aussie. I wanna be a rockstar. I wanna chance in UAN. I wanna be a superhero. I want so many things. Wait a minute, I have enough. :D Rui Shan oh Rui Shan, study more. LOL. Why not join Laughing Pill with some tuition lessons? Saturday, May 19, 2007 Gosh, im so confused. : ( Someone help. Go away. That something is so missing Empty. you know it sucks when they enjoy the fun without you? and you cant stop them either, it'll be selfish. but who can you go to? it's not their fault to wanna have fun. Fuck, it seems like i've dropping off a cliff. now what? complain? I'd just be a bitch. Keep it to myself? I'd die one day. Fine. I'd rather die one day. You guys watch me die.
I'd just be killing myself if I ever tell anyone. DAMN, WATCH ME DIE. HA Friday, May 18, 2007 :D  Dance Perf! Black vs White. And of course,Shoppin' with best friend! =p  I tell you, we kept the salesgirl so busy. Trying on this and that, and walked outta the shop with nothing. Thick skin >< I want that stussy thing, it's so pretty! freaking 86 bucks!  Carin, there are ppl watching. LOL  Skatepark! We've been there really often these days. I love that pinkbike guy, sponsored lil boy and OF COURSE, that Marilyn Manson!!! LOL. He's so funny. Pokvin injured his back, oooosh.  Bet you ain't never seen, Chicks ridin' this clean. We ride like big boys do. ;D  How i wish we had long legs like our shadows!  ------------------------------My head's spinning round round and round Insane, what am I doing? Im on drugs The rain hits my head Ouch, it's really painful but too bad, their walking far ahead ahead away from me .. we settled down. I was on drugs yes I was they shot off like a rocket but hey! nevermind run run all you can I screeeeamed yelled run run all you can stop. sorry. run run all you can rain hits my head Im really cold. Dont say this is how you felt too "christine you must've been dreaming.." Wednesday, May 16, 2007 Rui Shan! (trying to manual okay! ^^)  Irwin! Whooosh. ;D  Carin! Uber cute! XD  Xmarc! Nose Manual! =p  Got this pic of xmarc. SUPER COOL!  Went shopping today with best friend, Laughing Pill, Gentle Giant, and Marcy. Lol. Got a skirt! :D Bestie didnt get anything. We were stuck in m]phosis like 1 hour! Hahahahahaha. Took photos! Upload it next time, wheeee. Went to the skatepark just now, then met pok there. I drop my jaw like 234098139836123 times when he does his crazy stuff. Lol. Talked to him abit. Hahaha, skinny fella. Is it school tmr? oh yes. I almost forgot. hehhhh. MY HOT SISTA, : D Aint this a lovely pic? It's Ir... MY HOT SISTA, : D  Aint this a lovely pic? It's Irwin behind ;D  SCIENCE SKILLS. No, Sciences kills.  The Marcuses gaying in the bus. Can you imagine, I have to see them gay everytime marchan comes over to tpy in bus rides home.  Band is starting again. I dunno what to say. Sigh. Look at the retarded 3. Lol! ShiYuan, Dad and Arthur.  I love things arnd me. I just have the urge to talk about my friends. Let me start with.. okay, for a change, irwin. rather than carin! hahaha. she's muh babe though. Giant Friend - Irwin. This big tough guy who walks arnd like some horrifying gangsta. Hahaha, you know at times when you really wanna be as stupid, as retarded as you can, you wanna 'fa hui' your talent in being spastic, find him! He'll just make you laugh even more. Know why? He does even more stupid things than you! It's simply cuteness please. My giant friend has a size of a humongous giant, but a heart of a kind hamster. Okay, no idea why hamster but just hamster. Lol. He'll never throw his temper on you, and i dunno how, but he can control his mood swings. : DDD He is ALWAYS there for me! He lives like opposite me, and anytime you call, he'll rush down. I BLOODY HELL LOVE HIM, HE CARES TOO MUCH! Knows how to cherish everyone arnd him, and of course, he's a wonderful friend of mine! :DDD Laughing Pill - XiaoMarc. "Sorry la!" Thats his favourite line. LOL. And duh, I got influenced. Hehehehe. He's like catching up with my height alr luh. And ppl tell me that im growing shorter. XIAOMARC, ALL YOUR FAULT! XD He's the one I often get pissed with or bu shuang with, but in the end, "CHARLEEPAH" LA, who cares if we get angry with each other? who cares if he made me pissed? I STILL LOVE HIM SAME! :D He has been my friend in sec school for the longest period of time, and til now, we're lasting. Aint we perfect couples? AHAHAHAA. Kidding. But really, can you imagine, if he didnt exist, I would have drop dead long ago! You ppl should see the way he plays basketball, extreme accurate shooter okayyyy! and he's my version of rain! I really wonder who will be his wife! LOL. I wanna be the bestwoman ! =p Best Girly Friend - Carin. If oral was tested in unknown, she'll forever be the top scorer. Lol. Please, you'll never know what she's talking about! She's the one I run to when I have relationship problems. Heheheh. And girly talks with her rocks! :D We do almost everything together, we're so meant for each other. Laaaaaaa! Sing, dance, band, class, skate. Anything, name it, we're doing it together. <3 ! Alright. Everything is her. "shopping!" - carin. "crushes!" - carin. "trouble!" - carin. "depression!" - carin. Lol, no no, not depression. never will i get depression. so pathetic. She never have mood swings too, and she always has deeeeep thoughts. And our telepathy level is, fucking high, dont try us. Lol. We can think of the same tune at the same time, and sing it out at the SAME TIME. SUDDENLY ONE OKAY. Lol. Craziness. And she'll never be angry with me. My crazy mood swings and stuff. You know I can scream and laugh at one moment, and the next min I just keep quiet and sleep. So horrible. Oh well, She's my best girlfriend eva! :DD Chinese Alarm Clock - Ginie. Woah I tell you, her nagging kills. I'd rather go for maths remedial than listen her tell me the importance of higher chinese. LOL. She made me pass HMT! :D Im so lucky to have her beside me during chinese, or I'd be slacking like hell loads. Ginie baby, she might seem to be always scolding me and cursing me, but oh well, she's actually kind hearted. Loves to sing her bian dan thing, and she and melissa long makes me laugh crazy. I love the way the nags. Total potential housewife. Ginie is my ChineseMedicine! Ahaha. My ChitChattyBox - Melissa Ong. Okay I always 0(#*$(@#*&$(@#!_0284 with her. Anything. We can talk for 72 hours non stop. okay, crap. But yes, really long. Lol. Anything in the world, we'd talk our hearts out. I miss yadayada with her, and of course, I wanna go out with her someday! I love her high pitched voice, and her screams make me happy. I love the way she complains and I think she's very adorable. ^^ Peanut - Sylvia. Oh dear, I havent talked to her for really long! But anw, I saw her recently. She's got bangs too! Hahaha, damn cute. I miss skating with her. She's so cute. Her screams and laughter makes you roll all over the floor man. yay. irwin and carin is behind me now. LOL. Tuesday, May 15, 2007 OKAY. I JUST MET IRWIN DOWNSTAIRS. HE JUST CALLED ME TO GO DOWNSTAIRS, SAYING HE WANTS TO PASS ME SHI YUAN'S SHIRT. WTF, GUESS WHAT! HE BOUGHT ME A WALLET! AWWWWWWWWWWWW. MY LOVELY FRIEND. THAT WAS THE WALLET I LOVED! :D Althought it looks boyish, BUT HEY, IRWIN RMBED AND HE GOT IT FOR ME! HURRAY. HAHAHAHHA. IRWIN IRWIN IRWIN. MY GIANT FRIEND ROCKS! HAHAHAHHA. Which friend will actually remember what you said you like and actually BUY IT FOR YOU? AND IT COSTS FREAKING 65 BUCKS. FOR A WALLET. AHHAHAHAHA. IRWIN IS DA MAN! THANK YOU HOT. ;D Hurray! Love my friends. <3 Irwin wan sui! Monday, May 14, 2007 Im very bored. :C Waiting for carin to come over, so meanwhile, random photos! :D  Hello Best Friend,  I've got a stupid headache. ahhhhh !?*#$@&@#(!*@&% Sunday, May 13, 2007 Just came back from ps. Starting with the couples! Mom and Dad :D  Sis and Arthur =p  Me and Shi Yuan were the lightbulbs and lonely souls. So, a couple we shall be for today! XD    Before that.. We went to SENTOSA! (Ahem, I have exams on Monday) Pretty Mommyyyy! I gave her hair extensions on photoshop ;D  This! My product! Heh.  And of course, My funny daddy!  and ME! :D  We look so colourful! Hahaha. Look at sexy shiyuan.  Today was fun! Exam period, ugh! Kick em aside for a min, enjoy DA BREEEEZE yo! "What's yo problem, dadee? Slow your roll~ Who you think you're jivin', you're disturbing muh flow ~ Why you keep talkin' like Im sumkinda whore? I've got no questions, now I want you to go ~" Wait a minute boy, why you trippin' like that Friday, May 11, 2007 Crushes are taking over my life. Oh shucks! >< Saw crush today. I swear he's total cuteness! : D -------------------------------------------- Love to lame with Laughing Pill. As we walked home, we both were like laming with each other and screaming here and there in the streets. Pure self entertainment pleeeease And I just received a call from him he sounded drunk becos he just woke up. ahhh, xmarc xmarc. You're damn kuckoo. Ahaaaaa, IM A HAPPY KID. : D Thursday, May 10, 2007 It's physics tmr. Oh dear oh dear. Went to the library with my Laughing Pill and Best Friend. We were so noisy, the librarians were so angry with us! And as we studied unwanted noises were produced. LOL (innerjoke) Then later we started to get amazed with tables We tried out magic tricks and I think it scared this lil girl She's so funny I think she thinks Im pervertic Cos I winked at her like some teeko old man and she ran off screaming LOL Laaaaaahhhhhhhh. I tried to convince the both of them that those animals at the herb shop are real but apparently I failed they made me laugh like a mad woman please ! -___________________- !!! I think I'm the luckiest girl eva to have such wonderful friends who can make you laugh your heart out and can help you out when you're in trouble : D ---------------------------------------------------- She doesnt know how to love Time and time again He drowns himself with tears and tells himself it's okay She doesnt know how to love Everyday I hear the most insensitive things a girl can ever do to her boyfriend boyfriend She doesnt know how to love He's drunks himself with lies and that made him waste part of his life to a girl who never knew how to love She doesnt know how to love how to love? Cold Cold water Surrounds him now. DAMN, IM SO OVER YOU! : D and Im so into S*****! you nosy ppl must be guessing eh? Lol. CANNOT GUESS ONE LAHHHH. xD Wednesday, May 09, 2007 Going for a basketball game now! With Xmarc, Irwin and Marchan! hahahaha. Ciao! They're like just behind me. Lollll. Tuesday, May 08, 2007 3 frogs came to my house just now. Math-ed. then.... BASTKETBALL AT THE CC! ;D LOL. Xmarc's cuzzie, Yu Xuan, joined us! He's hell cute please. Primary four! hahahaha, he's damn cute, I swear! >:D Then we had a match with a few other guys, and one of them knows Kai Jie! He's BIGGGG and TALLLLL. And when he aims, he'll definitely score. hahaa, it was uber fun. Okay, I know it's exams. But it helps to relax and clear your mind, and makes you have a GOOOOOD sleep! So, why not? We shouldnt follow rules like, " It's exam period. Stay home to study and you'll score. " ya know. Im not saying I'd score, lol, cos thats not likely to happen, but just take a breath, and chill' out yo. WTF?! lol. Whoooosh. SS and AMath. What do I know. =.= hmmm lets see. .. ... ... Oh I knw I knw! Erm. Governance is the way of managing resources in a country to carry out its functions. I do not have the textbook with me! : D but wait, issit correct? oh well, like they would come out with such easy questions. -.- How about, why is there a need to promote population growth in the 1980s? Oh. Because... Sky so high, chicken cannot fly. Whatever. WHY AM I BLOGGING ABOUT THIS. I lve basketball games! My eyecandy, ohhh shoooosh, you're so cute! >< 3 froggies, you guys are best. : D Warm Warm water surrounds me now Damn! Weilien sent me this song and I fell in love with it. Lol, the drama mama xiaomarc. >: (  : D  Lol, my true friend. He's so funny. Slowly I hear the footsteps getting softer and softer How pathetic I watch them scream shout laugh Im nothing It's nobody's fault really. Nobody's. And I will just remain silent very very silent I've lost myself Be treated like fool and smile your way through Cold cold water surrounds me now Monday, May 07, 2007 I love everything we do together. But why does it seem like our hearts are thousands miles away from each other? What I want from you is empty your head But they say be true, don't stay in your bed We do what we need to be free And it leans on me like a rootless tree What I want from us is learn to let go But we fade the forests, fracture the tide We go blind when we needed to see And it leans on me, like a rootless... So fuck you, fuck you, fuck you And all you didn't do I said bleed it, bleed it, bleed it There's nothing in you And do you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me so much That you can't let me out, let me out, let me out Of hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out Hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out What I want from this Is to learn to let go No not of you Of all that is old Killers re-invent and believe And it leans on me, like a rootless... So fuck you, fuck you, fuck you And all you didn't do I said leave it, leave it, leave it It's nothin' anyway And did you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me so much That you can't let me out, let me out, let me out It's hell when you're around So fuck you, fuck you, fuck you And all we've been through I said leave it, leave it, leave it It's nothing anyway And do you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me so much That you can't let me out, let me out, let me out Hell when you're around Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out I didnt know damien rice puts vulgarities in his songs too. =X But i still like him. HAHA. Sunday, May 06, 2007 How do you define 'good music' and 'bad' music? Is there even 'bad' music? Does it mean, having the right dynamics, the right style and all that, will make good music? Nope, I dont get it. It comes from the heart. All that you wanna say, how you feel. It's not whats right that matters. It's what felt in your heart that matters. ------------------------------------------- People people PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE go and flag zion's blog. He's so fucking annoying! LOOK AT HIS POST. "Economics is the study of making choices. Whether you study Economics or not, you still make choices everyday for almost everything, if not all. Recently, I was tested on making choices. Picture this scenario... You are a chorister doing a tenor solo in Victoria Concert Hall, Singapore. Actually it's ok if you can't picture that, let's carry on. After your performance, you come to know of critical comments about your solo. Your solo is being described as 'nasal', maybe lacking fullness. You decide to consult your choral conductor. Your choral conductor then tells you that your solo was not nasal but on the contrary, your performance was commendable and you showed improvement. She reassured the fact that you are a tenor and with that, telling you to keep practising that tone and it might yet be the first step to you being a wonderful chorister. Say, you have an experience of about 7 years of choral singing and quite a couple of exposures to doing solo in various places from lecture hall, to Singapore Art Museum, to Victoria Concert Hall...with and without microphone. The person who made that comment might not have as much choral singing experience as you, muchless your choral conductor. Now, I don't know how much this will help but that person might have yet started on the journey to being a popstar by attending pop singing lessons and the likes. With much being said, you are presented with a choice. To sulk and feel lousy just because a popstar wanna-be made you feel less accomplished about your choral performance than you would and/or should by making critical comments...and maybe you then decide to go and take pop lessons yourself......right...... Or You listen to your choral conductor, taking pride and defending with right. I don't know about you but without more consideration than needed, I chose option 2. It is very simple how I have come to arrive at that choice, however, I have neither the need nor wish to explain further. If you are so good yourself, go and do a solo in VCH before commenting on me. So I'm proud?...I deserve the pride. So I'm immature?...Try looking back, at what you yourself wrote, when you have enough choral experience. Oh yeah... I am a tenor.....not a bass " www.zionsays.blogspot.com Oh you guys just read all his blog posts. You'll just TOTALLY get so disgusted. FLAG HIS BLOG. ruining the reputation of his choir. He's SO full of himself. GROSS RIGHT! I cant believe there are actually ppl like that you know. OH GOSHHHHHHHHH. it's really an insult to music. >: ( WHERE GOT PPL SO BHB ONEEEE! Okay honestly I havent heard him sing but it's his attitude that ruins him. WHO IN THE WORLD WILL PRAISE HIMSELF LIKE HE'S GODLY AND SOO FUCKING TALENTED?! He's a soloist in a choir, and he is SO fucking confident of himself, SO egoistic, he thinks he's always right. Ppl please, please, GO AND FLAG HIS BLOG. Holy bastard. I've never met such a horrible guy. His msn nick is like, always praising himself like he's the BEST soloist. =.= and and the thing is when ppl comment on his singing, like gave him their opinions, he rejects them right away and start to say that he has dunno how many fucking years of experience and that his conductor thinks that his solo performance was commendable and he think he's SO great. Oh please, that person is a pop singer, pop ppl may hate opera singing. choral ppl may hate pop singing. Oh please, there is no right and wrong. It's just different sides of music. So please STOP behaving like a beast, thinking that you're the BEST soloist in singapore la. So what if you've performed in several concert halls, with or without mics? I've seen soloist in other choirs going singing in italy, singing in MANY MORE places than you! SO PLEASE BE HUMBLE AND STOP THINKING YOU'RE ALREADY THE BEST SOLOIST. You piece of cockroach, freaking mucus covered hairy monster, fucking gay disfigured asshole. I admire Damien Rice. He's BEST! : D Cold water. Cold, cold water surrounds me now And all I've got is your hand Lord, can you hear me now? Lord, can you hear me now? Lord, can you hear me now? Or am I lost? No one's daughter Allow me that And I can't let go of your hand Lord, can you hear me now? Lord, can you hear me now? Lord, can you hear me now? Or am I lost? Don't you know I love you And I always have Hallelujah Will you come with me? Cold, cold water surrounds me now And all I've got is your hand Lord, can you hear me now? Lord, can you hear me now? Lord, can you hear me now? Or am I lost? Friday, May 04, 2007 My family is so funny. We were testing out the webcam and we came out with so many funny pictures. Notice my dad! Bite your teeeeth! roar  Whats the number for hougang chalet again?  YAY! HOUGANG CHALET! And finally, a proper picture. : D Paper 2 was a horror. Whatever, I hate hate hate hate hate chinese! >: ( The Phantom of the Opera - All I ask of You Let me be your shelter, PHANTOMMMMMMM! :D I want to go to the musical but the student price, $52 one is sold out, and theres only left with freakinnnnnnnnnn $95! and hello, it's CIRCLE 3 at esplanade theatre. IT'S HELL FAR! You've gotta take a bino with you luh. >: ( ahhhhhhhhhhhh! PHANTOM. PHANNNTOMMMM OFFFF THEEE OOOPEEEERRRAAAAAA! Higher Chinese Examination. Oh what can I say. As usual, I finished the paper quickly, and then dozed off. (translated to english) *knock knock knock on table* Jin Lao Shi (my chi teacher): " ruishan, why you sleep? must check! " *Nods head* *Teacher walks off* Teacher: " RUISHAN! write a few more sentences! " - *$#@()*&(*#@&!#(*!&@# - Me: " Okay okay, I get it. I wanna sleep okay. " - hello, writing a compo doesnt mean you have to write as LOOOOOONG as possible to achieve the highest score right! and I wrote bloody long alr please! and writing those few more sentences wont make me a better writer. LOL =p - okay, nonsense. I know the teacher meant well, and she IS really really a good teacher. But I've alr completed and ended and finished and stopped the compo. HOW TO CONTINUE! And if I can continue, it just shows that my ending isnt solid enough luh. alright, I dont know much about chinese, but it just doesnt feel right to continue writing. HEH. and she told the class I have alien writing style. booohooo hooo, whats that suppose to mean! =( Not that marks will be deducted for that, but she said it's difficult to understand cos my structure is different, and it feels like im writing in a form of translation from english composition and blehblehblehblehbleh,... ... blahblooobah.. .... but it doesnt affect the marks. wow oh wow. so much for nagging! dang- But oh well, I still love Jin Lao Shi. :D And of course my torturous -want-me-to-be-a-nerd- partner, Ginie Tan Man Huan. I realised I've been typing alot more nowadays. Anw, back to topic. NETBALL IS FUN. Especially having teamates like caryn carin melissa xin lin samantha ILOVEMYTEAM! Melissa didnt come today, and we were worried. Cos we're fighting against freaking pro bastards like xiaomarc,damarc,khalis,yongbang,clinton. SHEEESH. but the score was 2-1. okay, we lost, but still, it was a nice game! Hahaha. The game with yunxuan and pupeng's team was also funny. I tell you, playing games with them can make you laugh nonstop in the game. They are the hilarious ppl please. And they are the ppl who show you what is, " eh, take it easy. it's just a game. " Lovely class I have. :D Note to self : Please study for your MYE. *continues playing the comp* Oh how I obey to instructions. Thursday, May 03, 2007 Okay. I seriously seriously cant stand hot pink. Reminds me of those ii lUrbB euU bErrii bErRii mUchH wOrxXzZ mIsSiin eUu aLoTtx! sHuaiI kOrkOrrXxz. FUCK! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Someone help me change please I am so lazy alr. -.- hate hate hate hate hate aCtt LiAnNxZ oNlii. and 'cuse me, I took quite awhile to type those awful words out IM GETTING HIGH ALR >< Oh yes, today's games in class were absolutely funny! ^^ I LOVE NURY. SHE IS SOOOOO FUNNY. MELISSA. LOL. SHE CANT STOP GIVING UBER COCKY ANSWERS! Wednesday, May 02, 2007 Dance dance!  Sexy sunnies, I love! Okay. Spasm starts here.My nose is tearing.  Smoking is baaaaad. Funny daddy. My gosh. Tan Rui Qi, when will you ever stop being retardedly abnormal?   Look at poppy, she's so cute! Lemme tell you how spastic and funny my family is. =p My sister, and my dadddeeee. "heh."  "tell you sth" "Im guo mei mei"  "what?!"  "(*$#)@&@&#!" " Oh yeah, im guo mei mei's father. " "ahhhh! i have i mad family!"  what more do you want from sucha happy family. i love every one of em! Whats with hot pink again. It BLINDS me. And it sucks - duh, ah lians favourite colour. but nope, it's SING FOR ABSOLUTION. muse that matters. not hot pink. ew. 月的阴晴 圆缺就像我的心 夜下着雨 天在哭泣 不知道何时才放晴 我忽然非常想念你 你的背影 让我失去了理性 你的放弃 让我迷失了自己 你的离去就像刺青 永远烙印在我的心 是如此痛而如此的美丽 我努力的想哭泣 却哭不出泪滴 一次又一次的灰心 才发现早已麻痹 终于发现自己 已经不在乎你 原来分手 也能如此安宁 终于发现自己 已经不在乎你 原来分手 也能如此安宁 : D I try to deceive I woke up at 3:51pm yesterday. Realised that the time was so familiar. Damn, it's you again. You told me that you hate waking up late, cos it feels like you've already wasted a day. 3:51pm I picked up my phone and texted " Honey, I just woke up. Oh dear. " And your reply was, " Yes, I just woke up too! " Just this little thing, made it feel like we're so mfeo And never did I want to let go. So many months later I still have this in my memory Every single breath you take every single kiss you gave every single thing you said I havent forget But too bad, you're gone. Tuesday, May 01, 2007 Didnt turn up for school today. All thanks to my dumb flu/fever. =.= And I am feeling so awful now, my throat seems to be excreting some monsteric lethal juice, and my noise is assisting it by not allowing me to blow it out. Sad thing is, I cant breathe properly. We are very free. Boys are even better in acting cute.  Gimme a dumb pose.  Shi Zheng, I said smile.  And what are you doing again? Very funny. -.- He looks like he's got an godly ass. *snatches to touch*  COUSINS! Now whats up with shi yuan. LOL =D Girls are still better. Emo Shi Yuan. -.-    Shi Zheng, stop biting your nails luh. The naggiest cousin! HAHAHA. 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