It must be Hazel
Her eyes were as big as Hazel's. Her black-tipped ears are like Hazel's. Her hyperactive tail with a black patch at the tip resembles Hazel's. Her stripped legs looks exactly like Hazel's. The way she eats so loudly with her head tilted one side is just like Hazel. The way she nibbles and kicks irwin's hands with her hind legs is totally Hazel. The way she sits with her back facing us, and her tail twirling away is -oh-so-Hazel-. The way she is so curious about anyone who walks pass, yet afraid, is so Hazel. And the way she doesnt ever Meow, is just like Hazel. It must be Hazel, it must be.
But why? Hazel used to have a white muzzle and four white paws. Is it because she has grown up, thats why it's gone, or.. is it not Hazel at all?

I dont know to feel happy or upset. The moment she ran outta the contruction site when we called "Hazel!", was unbelievable. No cat would react this way. And the way she sticks to us like she's part of us, the way the walked to me so comfortably after she had her meal, waiting for me to scratch and pat her, the way she played with Irwin with that courage and trust she had for him, the fate, the link, the connection with us.

We all cant confirm if she's Hazel.

But..
I know that deep down in all of our hearts, we''ll be praying for her to be safe.

I'd assume that the kitty is Hazel, and I'd assume she pulled it through.

I'd take it that she's alright, and that she'll be waiting for us downstairs everynight.




I feel so selfish.


"Oh I do believe
In all the things you see
What comes is better
Than what came before
And you better come come
come come to me
Better come come come
come come to me
Better run run run
run run to me
Better come
Oh I do believe
In all the things you see
What comes is better
Than what came before
And you better
run run run run to me
Better run run run
run to me
Better come come come
come come to me
Better run"

:] Shi Zheng is behind me now. Lol random I know.

I NEED IRWIN'S LAPPY TO UPDATE MY BLOG WITH MY BESTIES PHOTOS ! >:D
Oh some other time.

Exams exams exams.
Im sitting right at the back of the classroom >:(
-___________-!

I wanna meet xiaomarc and irwin!

Higher Chinese Paper 2 today was...
ugh. dead. Lol

For your info,
Carin and I just got on air, 93.3FM yesterday. LOL

Blog will be kinda boring these days, but ugh.
too bad, comp not fixed :[

Everyone, muggg muggg muggg for EOY! :D

Now the heated arguement between steven lim, xiaxue and dasmond koh is getting.. shocking. Lol.
I SUPPORT XIAXUE! >:D

seriously that dasmond koh is so -not-what-you-see-. Lol.

Higher Chinese Paper 1 today.
Okay luh.
ALOT OF COCKROACHES TODAY!!!!!
YUCK YUCK DOUBLE YUCK.
They're EVERYWHERE and I totally hate them okay.
Stupid.
Wanna spray bygon then spray,
but spray already must kill mah! ><
roar.

I dont know what to say.

1. End of Year Examination is like soooon.
2. Xiaomarc is very cute, Irwin is very fatherly, Carin laughs like a witch. Lol!
3. I love to sleep in class. Oops.

It'll be just as quiet

THREEFOUR WON THE CLASS DRAMA! :DDD
Super cool.

Tmr is Mooncake Fest Celebration.
Devol is performing.

I love Xiaomarc and Irwin.

Marcus Chan, thanks uh!
Sharon, you're great. ^^

Teachers mistook that it's khalis and my birthday today.
Lol. We just had to waste a few mins of study time with a happy birthday song.
We were THAT bored. Haha!

It's over. :]

Now I know,
it's always worth clinging on.
Stay on people,
I will stay on with you guys.

Four is enough.
I dont like Five.
At all.

Isnt it strange the way things can change?

It's okay.
I totally hate being replaced and unappreciate.
FUCK.

Nowonder my lids were twitching.

Where has bestfriend gone to?

I'm sorry but I meant to say,
many things along the way.

I really think Im mentally unstable.

I have the tendency to think I'm the world's top most petty, mean, fucked up, bitchy, bossy, irritating and -whatever that's negative- girl, that I have no reason to live in this planet Earth.


Did I hit bullseye?
Or am I mentally unstable?
how does mentally unstable feel like?

and..
can I be one?
so I dont have to be responsible for my actions.



I hate
taking responsibilities.


Cos they KILL.
they're unfair.
they're nasty.

COOL STUFF!
I just came back from mediacorp 93.3FM radio interview about ARC and the Genesis Album.
Wu Jia Ming lao shi and Carin were with me of course,
and agnes and yan yi tagged along too.
So cool i tell you,
all the radio stations and the microphones,
the cds, the players, the speakers, the recorders.
like WOW,
if I have that in my house,
you wont see me going out.
I'll be locking myself at home already!
DJ was PeiFen, and she's really cute! (and super bilingual)
oh yes, the horrible thing is,
we must speak in chinese.
How do you expect carin and I, both chinese kukus to like even talk in chinese!
hahaha, but it was a damn fantastic experience.
I dont know when it'll be played on air,
but I will definitely update you guys! :D

Wu Jia Ming lao shi and Agnes is super nice and funny.
AND
both their cars are black.

Do most musicians like black cars or what?
cos Mr Brando Tan's car is black too.
Lol.
Random.

Will be watching 1303 with Irwin later.
Carin going shopping with her mummy! So good.
XiaoMarc got wedding dinner.
Aw man! I wanna see my darlings, missss themmmmm alooootttt ahhhhhh.

oh! check out xiaxue's blog post on 200 pounds beauty.
it's amazing. Lol. She rocks!

This is so cool. Lol

Yeah. I dont even know how to move.
where to move.

I'm so lousy.
ugh.

Very..
um.

IncompleteRubbish

Gah, I'm not good in anything.

It's just.
Not bad.
but not impressive either.

This sucks.

I have to listen to Mr Brando Tan.
I must.

Be patient,
have self discipline.
Determination.

Then I'll be on my way.

Musician?

Ha. Not that easy.

Maybe I'll aim for..

something lousier.
then again,

whats so lousy?

OH YES, WHAT DO YOU SEE?
PICTURES! :D

Thats me. and me. Nice painting huh? ;)
Today! :S
Heeren performance day! (saturday)AND MY BELOVED BABIES! :DDDDD

Many more pictures to come!

IM PLAYING SOCCER TMR YO,

HOW DOES THAT SOUND. ;D lol

my comp is down and I have to use the older one, and all the things here (photos,songs,entertainment) are so outdated and I'm dying. Lol

THIS COMP CANT READ MY PHONE'S USB,
I CANT POST PHOTOS.
kill me now. dang dang dang -

:( Is anyone a genius in IT?

After the one week break.
Indeed, too short. But ah well, isnt it always like this, holidays are never too long.
Sigh.
BUT!
I thought today was alright for me,
and I started facing little challenges. ;) I dont think I have to say it out in detail right. Lol
Anw, marcus chan, zhangyuan and clinton taught me chinese chess! :D
like finally I know what is that stupid cheeena game all about.
Aye, but seriously it's a brainy one, very.. nice.
Something you dont get bored of. Solid, good.
Marcus Chan is my shi fu ^^

And I suddenly thought of this.
Some of you may be wondering,
" why is this girl always hanging out with guys?! "
Actually,
I have Carin. Lol. Okay is one point but thats not the main point.
But I dont know myself either, heh! Perhaps I feel more comfortable with guys, cos they're straight and they arent -fake-, like how girls can be. Lol. No offence, but other than my 6 darling girls, RuiQi, Carin, Ginie, Clara, Mummy, Belle, I dont dare put my whole heart on other girls. Maybe I havent seen the better side of the females, but they're just too complicated for me to handle.
hahaha.

I dont understand why is it difficult for me to find true girlfriends (exclude carin.ginie.clara). Lol. And surprisingly, ginie and clara, dont at all seem to be my type right? Yeah, i think it's weird too! ><

Oh well. :)

Currently, I enjoy the company of my true friends,
Carin, XiaoMarc, Irwin, Ginie, Clara
And the funny ones,
Clinton and Marchan!

I truly understand the meaning of
quality rather than quantity. :)

Have you?

Comments on Youtube.

InnovationFire:
The woman has died. She's the balloon floating away, like his memories of her. He feels bad on dating someone else, because of the loyalty he had towards her.

The gun could be referring to his love, and "If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it " could be saying that i can only love you, because your dead or along the lines of.

When she is shot down the people could be realisation. She's gone and what is left of her in his mind, are fragments of a person.

xgeorgiax12:
absolutely beautiful
--------------------------
Indeed beautiful.

what do you see from this video?

I wrote another song, requested by Irwin Gan. Lol
Entitled, I Would Be. (:

Clara, Carin and Clinton went over to irwin's house to ton last night.
While Xiaomarc and I went home.
Then I was on the phone with them until about 5am.
Hahaha.

Went to VA just now to show Agnes our unplugged session songs.
She made it SO SO SO much better.
I swear she rocks big time. Lol!

REMINDER!
HEEREN, 8 and 9 of SEPTEMBER, Sat and Sun, 4pm!
:D
Guitarist included: Kuan Wee!
Come and support! ^^

I'm currently on the phone with Irwin, Carin, Clinton and Clara. Lol

It's 2:52am now.

More pictures! :D

Devolusion, devolusion, devolusion!

Mr Tan Chee Siong!

Composed a new song with my sister.

HEAR IT ON SATURDAY, 8th SEPT, 4pm-7.30pm, at Heeren! :D

PrimarySchool Classmates! :DDDD

the rest went to get basketball. LOL

WeiTong and Terrence Bastard. TB. LOL.
Primary School is fun fun fun! I miss basketball-ing with them. Man, lets meet up soon again please! ^^



This is the tired us, look at those small eyes. Lol. After VA song rehearsing. dangdang-

LOOK AT THIS CUTE AND HUGE AND LOVELY AND PRETTY AND CHUBBY TEDDY BEAR!
Irwin, Xmarc, Marchan, Carin and Clinton bought me that ^^ SO CUTE

And the 1st runner up for Amk's Got Talent is..

DEVOLUSION!

They are my babies okay. Lol

Reminder! Tomorrow 6pm at Junction 8, 2nd Sept, Sunday!

New note!

8 Sept - 9 Sept, Heeren, Rui Shan and Carin with guitarist, Kuan Wee, performing 2-3 songs, acoustic!

Time to be confirmed! Please come and support! ^^