The stage at Forbidden City!
My butt hurts!!! >:(

Went to Pulau Ubin with my cousins plus arthur to cycle.

We were heading towards oolu places and saw the quary! It's super cool, looks like King Kong's scenery. Anyway, the bicycle rental shops there suck, the man's one, very very lousy!

I love blabbering and yackering to my buddies, xmarc, carin and irwin.

Like, I can say anything and everything, oh! Lovelove.

Okay why am I getting so gwanneeepoooopeee.

?

Zilch is gonna compete on the 3rd nov, saturday, Far East Plaza, Level 2!

timing not sure yet, but please come to support if free! ^^

Tmr is a tiring day. It's school early in the morning,

then danceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee all the way with Zilch!

:D I'm excited.

Today's sectionals was tiring.

It's been months.
My lips were aching badly, I felt so lousy puh-lease.
Lol, nevermind,

Brandon saves the day!

Sian. I feel damn sian now. =.= zzz

bye.

I'm so pissed that I have to do the music all alone.
My eyes are burning for goodness sake. =.=

And fyi,
tmr's practice is at 8am.
wow huh.

Nobody understands how irritating it gets to redo and redo that remixing over and over again.
and get stuck there for half an hour, not knowing what to do.
then the next thing you remember that they might not like it,
and you change it again.

Crap.

Why do I put in so much and the rest just have to wait for me to get things done?

Try looking at the computer screen for hours in the middle of the night.
See if your eyes burn.

Im not blaming anyone ya know,
in fact im like self pitying, and it's dumb and sucky.
Lol. -.-

I really hate it when I only find myself working like an idiot in a team.

Unfair. >:(

I can tell you I will die early =.=

okay touch wood lol!

Busy like freak.

gah...

Tired like bird.

gah...

Sleepy like pig.

Okay I know all no link but..

ANW,
I LOVE TO DANCE!and david is cool. :DDD

I like the workshop. yay! :D

Okay I sound dumb cos I am practically sleep-typing.

and I love the card my buddies gave!

Special thanks to Carin Tay Sock Hui! :DDD

Hahaha.

and Im so lucky to win that bowling thing.

hahahha.

okay

No more.
Pictures. :]

I look gay.

Okay but THE CARD IS NICE RIGHT :D I think Im cool, Im lucky, my class is cool, my section is awesome.

YEAH. We're all cool.

WHOOO I FEEL HAPPY AND GOOD AND HIGH AND FAB AND AWESOME AND WOW-ED AND MONKEY-ED AND and and and..

zzz..

I wanna sleepy already

byebyebyebye

Going to school tmr! Like finally huh. =.=
Sigh, I'm getting really giddy easily now and it feels very pathetic okay.

Anw, I was browsing through friendster..
and I realised that.. (dont beat me up)

Cosmetics and Make ups make you look very ugly when you're without them.
Like you know, when you make up everyday and people get so used to it,
and the moment you take the make up off,
you look like crap.
Then people will think you're ugly.
Actually, it's just the everyday make up that they're used to.

My mum is driving me nuts.
I cant eat this eat that,
I have to drink all disgusting soups and food,
and I have to drink tons of litres of water,
and I cannot over exert (eg. sleeping at the time of 9.30pm)
HELLO? WHO SLEEPS AT 9.30pm?
HUH HUH HUH

and..
one thing I really regret.

Not taking my Grade 8 seriously last year.

My mum said it was because of dance.

I say it's myself.
I'm lousy, I can't handle things.

Now I say,
I regret.

But whats the use huh?
Fuck.

Oh well.
I hope no one mentions about "Piano Grade" to me,
I'll get really )#(*$(#$)**&#$@&!#^)!(@

Alright..
Got a performance coming up,
I'd better take care of myself before I increase the chance of screwing up on stage.

Oh Lord, I dont feel good at all.

HAHAHA I DONT REALLY LIKE THEIR MUSIC BUT I LIKE HIS FACE!
KYLE PATRICK! :D
Janet likes him too! Lol.

Anyway Im very bored here.. oh.
And Im watching Ah Du's MTV here, LOL. It's a nice song!!!

I need someone who loves to explore music,
I need that someone to accompany me,
to go crazy over songs that we simply love,
to go crazy when we've written a fab song,
to go crazy when a very very nice piece of music is done.

Where is that person huh.
Ugh. >:(

Suddenly I just feel that..

人很矛盾.

We have so many things that trouble us,

we complain how horrible our lives are and how horrible the government is,

yet why do we still want to live longer?

Why not just suicide huh?

All talk cock. Chey.

And then we say money dont buy happiness,
but why are we still working like bulls for money?

Whats it about anyway?

My Story Your Song - Mai Kuraki, SunYanZi

Is your smile genuine?
Are you that really kind?
Do you like money and what it can bring?

Where would you wanna hide?
What would you seek?
Would you want what you thought? What you want
If no one can see
No one can see...

See the pretty lights, pretty smiles
A Long way from home

See the wretched stars, burnt out sun
Out on your own

See our story, come - sing along
What would you know?
This is your song
This is your song

Is your smile genuine?
Are you that really kind?
Do you like money and what it can bring?
It can bring...

Where would you wanna hide?
What would you seek?
Would you want what you thought? What you want
If no one can see

No one can see...

Is your smile geniune?
Are you that really kind?
Do you like money and what it can bring?
Where would you wanna hide?
What would you seek?
Would you want
what you thought

What you want
If no one can see...see..

See the pretty lights, pretty smiles
A Long way from home
See the wretched stars, burnt out sun
Out on your own
See our story, come - sing along
What would you know?
This is your song

Oh i know...
where I'd rather be...
So i'm holding on
Going strong
Join the race, i'll be first place
Give me glue, we'll be good as new

See the pretty lights, pretty smiles
A Long way from home

See the pretty lights, pretty smiles
A Long way from home

See the wretched stars, burnt out sun
Out on your own

See the wretched starts, burnt out sun
Out on your own

See our story, come - sing along
What would you know?
This is your song

This is your song...

This is your song...

This song is nice :)
And Im starting to like SHIN. His voice is powerful mannnnnnn... LOL?

Okay I was just being childish and I bet all of you are laughing now. LOL
Because I am!

LOOK! JENNY! I LIKE THAT GUY! I DUNNO HIS NAME. I GOT A CRUSH ON HIM! LOL. the guitarist, and he's like the lead singer. that guy! YOU SEE LAH! AIYAH.


Anyway, I'm SO bored, I had to watch the drama series on channel 55 FOUR TIMES.
Like because it repeats and repeats a thousand times.
So I blindyly watch it repeat that so many times.
OKAY DUMB.

And and!
Carin and I will be performing on the 25th for ZoCard 12th anniversary dinner! :D
I think thats so cool and it's a 360 degree stage. hahaha.
Hopefully I can spend my whole life enjoying performing like this,
and money comes in like water.
Okay, stop day dreaming.

Alright..
Next up is piano time, and the dance competition whereby the Zilch team is formed.
:D
And of course, I NEED SHOPPING!
I need to go out with my buddies too >:D

eh shit. band.
seriously I dont know HOW to feel.
It's like, um..
yeah it's fun, (oh and I miss clara and yanling!)
and yeah I agree that I wont know xmarc and carin without band,
and yeah it's good!
but...
eeeee.
Lol.
Okay, I'm kinda neutralized now. :D
so hopefully it gets better. heh heh heh.

Hazel has been like disappearing now and then,
and appearing suddenly again.
She's so weird,
just like me. :)
LOL?! Im starting to spout nonsense.

Seee see seeeee how bored am I?
Oh yes, I gotta listen to the song kuan wee sent.
One more moment by ronin.
Hmm, sounds like a romantic song.
anw, heard from ginie that 3 ppl are pending for retain..
YunChao, Khalis and Nury.
sigh. All 3/4 one..
ahhh! cannot ah...

YunChao.. okay, the class is kinda incomplete without him. :(
He makes the most trouble, and thats what makes 3/4 a very naughty class. heh heh, and I like it!
and Khalis, he's the man, the runner! makes this class an all rounder like thing, like we've got music, drama, and stuff like that, and he's the sports guys you know! yes yes, I know he's like ego and I dont like that at all, but ah! he's funny!
Nury Nury! Oh she's forever happy and talkative. Like, in the morning, she's already there talking and laughing and giggling, and that makes my morning a lil' happier, and I really love her presence in the morning!

Ohhhhhhhh,
please help them pass that pending thing,
they'll be good!

oh and if overall fail exams, must retake,
scarly is me!
AHHHHHH
im going crazy,
I havent been to school for like almost a week?!$)(#(*$&@#(*&(*@
Im like ignorant



o____o!




Hmm...
I was just thinking,
if I could be like Jay Chou..
Can compose,
Can sing,
Can dance,
Can act,
Can direct,
Can play piano..

okay STOP STOP DAYDREAMINGGGGG.
Mad mad mad.
Anyway.. HOLIDAYS ARE COMING.
I hope..
band doesnt take up my holidays.
I really dont want my holidays to be blindly filled with band pracs.
Okay, there CAN be,
but not too much,
please? Lol.

ah enough crap.
BYEBYEBYE, I GOT NOTHING TO SAY ALR.
LOL

Sometimes I wish Im always sick.
So that people wont order me around as usual,
so that people wont take me for granted as usual.

Fuck.

Alright. I dont have any pictures lately, you dont want me to like take a sick picture or myself and put it here right!? Lol.

I cant imagine a sick person cam whoring. thats seriously gay.
anw, i really like this pic! :D
And Hazel is getting really mean these days, she scratched my sister! >:( Bad Cat.
Feed her and accompany her, she still so zi da. Ugh. Bad Cat, Bad Bad Cat.

Should I call myself Hazel too? HAHAHA!

Im mad. =.=!

Listen to this. :] Dont just skip it.


Almost Lover - One Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin,
The palm trees swaying in the wind.
Images.

You sang me spanish lullabies,
The sweetest sadness in your eyes.
Clever trick.

I'd never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me.

Goodbye, my almost lover.
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you,
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance,
My back is turned on you.
I should have known you'd bring me heartache,
Almost lovers always do.

We walked along a crowded street,
You took my hand and danced with me.
Images.

And when you left you kissed my lips,
You told me you would never ever forget these images, No.

I'd never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me.

I cannot go to the ocean,
I cannot drive the streets at night,
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind.
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine.

Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

I kinda like The Click Five's Jenny. Lol! Dont ask me when did I start liking those kinda bands. But I really think the lead guitarist is cute! :p

Fever is slowly dropping. :] But lymphy still there.

Remixing the song for the dance competition.
Team name: Zilch
Team members: Yong Tat (L), Sen Cai, Rui Shan, Sharon, Xueqi, Xmarc, Carin

The MTV's overdrive dance party looks cool anw.

Sian sian sian. I feel damn sian.

eeeeee.
Even my shit smells like antibiotics.
LOL!!!!

Okay Im off to bathe.

I cried cos I really hate my dad.
But he's my dad afterall.
What do I do?

Or rather,
what do we do?

Sometimes i really wonder if he's mentally unstable. Lol. :/

Why am I not getting better?

I hate this feeling.

Hello Fellow Readers. :D
In case you think I died, I'm here to let you know I'm surviving! Heheheheh.

The chinese medicines and all the other mt alvernia stupid kuku lame and nonsense useles digusting medicine did not work...
So my parents wanted to send me to the hospital yesterday evening. my temphit 39.7, in the afternoon, not night, mind you. haha.
I was so pissed I tell you, stupid doctors, not even one can cure fever and lymph node swells!? ugh. nvm, carry on.
I packed my stuff, my dad prepared the things for my admission to the hospital.
Just when I was about to leave the house, my aunt called, she told me to try her doctor, at coronation rd.
Okay, to be honest, I was cursing my aunt. :/ cos Im like dying, and I've seen so many doctors but none worked, so I was like dying to go to the hospital and get a direct cute.
Then when I went to the doctor, he told me to go to the hospital. =_________=!
waste time leh.
So i was hospital touring. I headed to ttsh, and the nurses there suck fyi. Lol. I got sent there through the emergency unit. then they told me to go KK or NUH, cos here not children hospital. Then my family decided on NUH. SUDDENLY, when we were going to reach NUH, my dad making a big fuss and got my mum angry. So we U turned to KK hospital's emergency.
I got a full body check up and all. My blood pressure is like low. :( they took alot of my bloooood! Take until I giddy giddy.
Anw now I'm under proper medication :)
So yay, see me healthy again! But if I dont recover in 4 days time... then it's .. OH NO. Choy, touchwood.

Alright.. hopefully things will be good.

Clinton found three kittens! :DDD
But one died, oh pity. He said it should be killed, it looks slammed on the wall. I think this world is filled with idiots you know. ugh. -.-
Seems like there are alot of kittens lying around now.
Ginie found a kitten outside her house,
Clinton found three at the stairs.
Sigh, poor lil creatures.

I dont know when will I be back in school. Hopefully by tuesday? :]

Hmm.
It seems like those who are less close to me, are more concerned about me.
Ha, what a joke.
It's a cycle anyway.

Results will suck big time.

It's starting to make me feel that I'll be retaining.
Fuck.

I failed english before, I may fail this time again.
My higher chinese sucks, always.
SS should be fine, but after combining with lit, i think it'll be horrible.
Geog, ah, dont even talk about it.
Both maths are crap lah, confirm single digit.
Chemistry sure fail.
Combined science.. border line pass?

Great.

Off to another doctor.

Good luck to devol!

Medicine.. seems to be...


WORKING!!!!!!

everyone bow down to the chinese doctor,
Chen Guo Yin!

heh heh heh
i damn happy shiol shiol shiol. MY TEMP HAVEN RISE YET!
whoooooo~~~
but my neck still very pain and swollen lah.
BUT MY FEVER LIKE GONE LE LEH!
Woah seriously,
that doctor must be shen yi!

hopefully at night will not come again
I PRAY I PRAY I PRAY I PRAY I SINCERELY PRAY
DONT DASH MY HOPES YOU IDIOTS >:(

Band has started and i didnt go. oh well oh well.
Actually if I not sick I also wont go leh. :/
!!!! I THINK MY SECTION WILL KILL ME WHEN THEY SEE THIS !!!!
aiyah.
charleepah.
Lol.

Okay. I need to sleep to make sure virus fully defeated !
Stupid cuckooo virus,
YOU SHALL DIE!
*stabs virus*

p/s: realised I blogged alot? LOL. yes, im BORED TO DEATH. MAAAAAAAAA~~~

Oh i forgot to mention.

I dreamt that I turned deaf after having this fever.

and i couldnt play the piano anymore.

thats... quite scary.

Ginie showed me this video and it's so )(#*$@*#^$_#($#@!!
turn on your speakers! it's good music.

oh this, xiaxue's alternative way of wearing a bikini! hahaha. quite innovative!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qME9rfJDz0

Medicine doesnt seem to work.
Temp was 39.5 all the last night. :(

Hopefully tonight will recoverrrrrrr! heheheh.
I wanna seee devollll performmmmmmm...
I wanna go schoolllll onnnnnn fridayyyyyyyy....
I wanna feeddddd hazellllllll....
I wanna meet my threee goooddd buddiesssssss...
I wanna eat spicy fooddddd....
I wanna eat POTATO CHIPSSS...
muahahahahaha

I beginning to like ah du! :D
His songs are good!!!
His voice is cool!!!
His looks a bit wasted. :/ Lol
But still cool lah!

EXAMS ARE OVER!

Warning: this post is about my medical history and current health condition. LOL

wow oh wow. and I am having a fever -.-
thing is, the fever resembles the one that I had in Sec 1 and was admitted to hospital. :[ and I actually had fever for 1 month and no doctor know whats happening. -.- and after I was discharged, I STILL had fever. =.= I was like a corpse okay. Like one motionless ah ma lying on the hospital bed not knowing that the world is coming to an end. So i went to chinese doctor then it eventually healed.

My last three papers, chem, lit and geog, were screwed. I cant even study properly.
I guess my fever isnt an excuse either, if only i paid more attention in class. (omg this is not me)
Lol anyway, my parents nearly wanted to send me to the hospital (again), but because I have one more exam paper, which is geog, I cant. So apparently I took tons of panadols, horrible disgusting smelly inedible mofo chinese medicine which shouldnt even exist. =.= this time we all thought it would be smart to go for chinese doctor straight, but the stupid thing is.. the medicine did NOT work. thats the fucked up part. and that stupid sinseh was so fucked up confident, she told my mum, " confirm temperature will drop "
YA SURE.
and for your information, it was already 39.6 degrees at 7pm and continuously increasing and i was bloody hell burning inside. -______-!
Got myself showered in ice water, but theres NO difference (as usual)

Gah. Devolusion is performing tmr. :]
Im happy, but just upset that.. I cant dance with them :((((((
hopefully my fever isnt the same like the previous one! :D

RUISHAN, FIGHT THE VIRUS YO! :D

p/s: I realise that... girls are realllllly willing to anything to the ones they love. but guys... oh bother.

penny and me like to gaze at starry skies..

close our eyes pretend to fly.

close our eyes pretend to fly...

Physics tmr.

I think this photo is uber cute. Lol.

Settlers cafe.

hmm..

Was it anger? I dont know.

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Hahahaha.

Hazel was nearly abducted by some maniac lady who looks like she can torture a kitten and stab it to death >:(
I wanted to slap that lady okay. A cat is not a garbage bag.
She was practically holding hazel by the neck and swinging her arnd like a garbage bag, bringing her into the lift. Fucktard. Mentally unstable so what! Your heart for animals must still be there. Dont be an idiot.
Ugh, irritants.
Luckily Irwin saw the situation in time, or I'd be going crazy looking for Hazel. Again.
So you ppl, dont you dare mistreat animals or I'll make you have no more balls left and you'd be skinned alive.

Today's Amath paper is a goner.
I'm so dead.
Oh yes, a must-mention.
Clinton slept throughout the 2 and a half hours.
Applaud please. -.-

Alright, off to math-ing. :'(
I emphasize on the face ---> :'(

Alright, photos of the fantastic four!
L, O, V, E, LOVE!
you dont know how monkey-ed we can get... this is just, level 0.5. LOL
this... level 1?
We went for dinner at Settlers Cafe. Where you play board games while you have your dinner. And Im telling you, we almost got the table turned upside down :p
And this tile says, "smell someone's feet"
so Carin just had to turn to me and grab mine. LOL Monkey Game! I like. Cos it's lame. LOLPig face coming out. Lol!Look at xiaomarc. Just look at the spastic him. XDIrwin, how many plates can you still gulp down?The Smileys!Hello blurries. dont try to hide from the camera! :pGood food aye? ;)It shows L, O, V, E! :DAw yeah! :]Battery's leaking. Lol.I bet you've never seen Irwin so insane. Lol
and neither have you seen xiaomarc so retarded.
but you've seen both of them gaying I guess...
No thanks. Lol
WTH?

retards -.- (tsktsk* look at xiaomarc!)
Carin, dont get too hungry!
YEAH
yo brudder.. heh heh heh..
very long never see each other shiol..
Gimme a kiss baybeh!Eh why you see?

Ma.... ()*#$&(@&*@! Come on, it's the girls' turn!
We've got BIG faces :D

Manjan Paleeku.
Charleepah.
I'm using Irwin's lappy to upload these pics and it took me a LONG time..><

there are many many many many more.

Like, 300?

Dangdang -

Just randomly picked some, cos I gotta SLEEEEP!

Tmr Social Studies and AMath paper.

Someone tell me I can just jump down the building once the papers are given out.
Hazel is getting fat and lazy because I fed her too much. >:( boooooo. ruishan is a horrible owner. LOL. Cos Belle is neglected at the same time, LOL. :p

I'm really lucky to have sucha happy family

and

two lovely pets, Belle and Hazel

and

my 3 good friends, Carin, Irwin, Xiaomarc.

A small dedication to Ginie Tan,

for always helping me whenever you can!

You ARE quite straightforward, really,

oh well, but something covers that mean part of you,

which probably happens to be your kind soul. :)