Thursday, December 27, 2007
Genting Trip :D this time is was funny, jai joined us there too. LOL In the bus :] My family camwhores too ;D We're all sleepy. Jap look alike. hahaha (black) Wednesday, December 26, 2007 HAHAHA IM BACK :D Post the pictures soon. A very interesting trip! MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE! oh sadly. I'm not feeling very well. Lol. :/ Saturday, December 22, 2007 Alright alright, I dont know why i'm posting so much either. I think I have alot of things running in my mind. Maybe i should write a song called.. running. RANDOM. okay I just felt like typing this, written by my bestie, Carin. I found it in my wallet, I didnt know I had been carrying it arnd with me all this while. hahahaha She wrote it for me when I was in a struggle with Marcus I guess. Lol. And when I read it now, I'll laugh like crazy. I feel so lucky that I had her to help me get over this. :] With him, Without - Carin Tay Sock Hui (I just had to write your chinese name out! :p) They bumped at a concert, deliberately I guess cause he shoved his number into her hands He had red for his fringe and dirt on his jeans "but who cares?" as a matter of factly she told me He brushed past her and ordered a beer she spilled her latte when he smiled at her he sat down beside her, the bright orange chair her heart starts to race when he played with her hair three months like that, they got together she realised he was a "no cheesy lines whatsoever" and just when she thought he was the right one he tells her that he was just having fun she sank to the botton of the deep blue sea "ode to me" was her only remedy for directions she asked, he kicked a big fuss for shelter she seeked, he points to that geek she needed an ear whom no one could give she bottles it up til it's so hard to breathe now he's off with Barbie and Blonde and she turned away, but I know she's still fond It's been almost nine months now I guess with him, and without, she read his book by the stairs it's pretty sad when the one you want turns out to be someone so blunt -------------------------------- Alright, no offence to marcus! this one was just like an exaggerated thing lah, he didnt cheat on me. LOL. i just think it's quite a cute thing for Carin to write this for me :D and and, Marcus isnt that bad! he's nice, just that it didnt work out. so I hope.. the next one will! hahahaha :p Oh well. GO WITH DA FLOW YO! To my Section... You guys must chill yeah! We cannot aim to do things just to put him down and all. Just practise and do your own part for now. As I said, things happen for a reason! :D So dont treat it like the sky is falling and our section will DIE. it's not so bad yeah, as long as we do our thing, respect the ppl we have to, things will be smooth yeahhhhh! :D Relax YanLing, Dont get angry! hahaha. Yep. :] to every angry person, RELAX!hahaha IT'S X'MAS! :D sooooon. heh Last Christmas, I gave him my heart, but the very next month, he gave it away. This year, to save me from tears, I'll give it to someone special ;) Hahahaha lame. Yesterday's fishing was COOOOOL. Clinton is a potential fisherman. He's damn lucky, every few mins he'll catch one. and other fishers were like staring. haha they must be jealous. I got photos, upload them later! hahaha. Arthur thought it was Irwin's lucky rod that doing the job for Clinton, so they switched rods. But in fact, clinton fished a even nicer looking fish! Arthur was DAMN sad. Hahahaha. Alright, dont ask if I can fish. I can't throw the bait down. Lol. It goes, "pok!" yep :D Wheee! going to genting tmr morning already. I hope I get to see Crush there! Baby boy you stay on my mind, you fill my fantasy. I think about you all the time, I see you in my dreams. You got me smiling throughout the night! haha. Okay. I just want to apologise to my section cos I havent been going for sectionals due to tight schedules. Sigh.. Dont really wanna defend myself lol, just .. practise hard guys! :) I'll be back on the night of Xmas eve! So I took a photo, in case any of you miss me, COME HERE TO SEE. :D hahaha. ENJOY CHRISTMAS! :D And to those who are in struggle of any problems, jia you! be optimistic about it, and im sure things will turn out good. Just like how I have know mm to know peanut and crush! hahaha. :]Every single thing happens for a reason yeah! Thursday, December 20, 2007 YO YO YO IM SO HIGH NOW. Jaipanzee! Enjoy your trip tmr :] SLEEP MORE YAH. Sentosa with Jai and his friends. Look at Clinton's face. Siao. Lol. Tmr going fishing! :D whee. Wednesday, December 19, 2007 To Sylvia baby! Enjoy your trip, and I love you alot alot alot! :] SIVA SINGH! HAHAHA Cant wait for you to be back! And Carin Bestie! Get well soon okay! Havent seen you for awhile alr. TAKE CARE. CLINTON! IF SHE'S NOT DOING GOOD YOU'LL GET IT FROM ME. heh heh. sigh it's sucha bad feeling. It's not like a sudden thing. But I feel so sour. Okay this part is not to anyone. It's just to everyone or sth. I dont know. Random. i just type how i feel, no pinpoint. Oh gosh. They dont understand you know. It's not pure vainity. It's not like this. I just need some space for myself. I need you all to know that I need some space for myself to make my own decisions, my own life. I know you all care. You ppl dont know how I'm feeling now, so dont jump to conclusions. There are reasons why I turn moody or rude. I'm not pissed or anything. I just really need space for myself. Im like restricted. Like everything I say will leak out. Are you trustworthy? Why is it that everything I tell you becomes a joke or sth to everyone else? It's like, betraying. I dont like it, and I dont wanna tell anything to anyone anymore. I need my own life. Mine. My crush is turning real. Like real, oh gosh. it's not easy to forget. Dont ask me anything please. Dont interfere. It's not as silly and shallow as you think. I just, just need my own privacy. Dont dig anything more out from me. I'd probably just spit out all that you wanna know and maybe be left with an empty shell. This is so insecure. ------------------------------- oh and this, Dear Diary Today I saw a boy And I wondered if he noticed me He took my breath away Dear Diary I can't get him off my mind And it scares me 'cause I've never felt this way And no one in this world Knows me better than you do So Diary, I confide in you Dear Diary Today I saw that boy As he walked by I thought he smiled at me And I wondered Does he know what's in my heart? I tried to smile but I could hardly breathe Should I tell him how I feel? Or would that scare him away? Diary tell me what to do Please tell me what to say Dear Diary One touch of his hand Oh, I can't wait to see that boy again He smiled... And I thought my heart could fly Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends? Yeah, yeah, Ooh I've got a feelin' we'll be so much more than friends Oh, yeah ---------------------- totally. Oh kill me. theres sth stuck at my chest. I really like super gek. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. my crush, you. Sunday, December 16, 2007 Wheeeee! I love the camera. Alright enough lameness. Lol. Yesterday went shopping with carin and clinton. apparently didnt buy anything. 'Cept for Si Xuan's blouse. Lol. Then after that met Jai and his friends at Vivo at around 6, then headed to sentosa to see the Meteor Showers. This year end one is LEO okay! But apparently I didnt manage to see cos we left at 10pm. Anyone seen any meteor? Then I went to Potong Pasir, cos my family is fetching me from there. AND CLINTON THE SCUM TOLD ME THIS AND FREAKED ME OUT scum: eh potong pasir close down alr! me: no! I just went there ytd. =.= scum: really meh? me: YARRR scum: eh you got hear of the story there not? me: what story? :/ scum: got residents complain saying that when you alight at that station, then actually theres nobody, but they hear alot of footstep sounds, like theres alot of ppl. me: right.... thanks uh. Im like heading there now!!!! scum: HAHAHAHA *gives me evil look* =.= LOL. and guess what! when I alighted, there were still so many ppl on the train, and so many ppl alighting with me =.= =.= =.= how true. LOL clinton is a funny bird, he makes me laugh alot! I like his immitation of emily rose. heheheheh. you guys should see him do it. Random: [Not in any order] 1. tmr is ZILCH'S outing. :D Yay so cute. 2. Jairus talks like Kai Jie and looks like a chimpanzee. 3. Bestfriend is love! 4. My sister's hair is nice! 5. I aim for long hair! OH MAN PPL, I'VE GOT A CRUSH YO! guess who? : p Friday, December 14, 2007 SONGS LIKE THIS IRRITATES ME! What the hell. yes i know we have to respect the composer and all. EH BUT PLEASE. this is like writing to rhyme lah. GOSH. >< Colbie Caillat - Bubbly I've been awake for a while now You've got me feelin like a child now Cause everytime I see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place It starts in my toes And I crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I'll always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go The rain is falling on my window pane But we are hiding in a safer place Under covers staying dry and warm You give me feelings that I adore They start in my toes Make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I'll always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go What am I gonna say? When you make me feel this way I just...mmm And it starts in my toes Makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I'll always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tucked me in just like a child now Cause every time you hold me in your arms I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth It starts in my soul And I lose all control When you kiss my nose The feeling shows Cause you make me smile Baby just take your time now Holding me tight Wherever, wherever, wherever you go Wherever, wherever, wherever you go Wherever you go Always know Cause you make me smile even just for a while ARIL LAVIGNE ANOTHER ONE. wapiang. When she's punk, she's better. now she's trying too hard to be sexy please. =.= esp in that 'hot' mtv. I cant stand it AHHHH. This song is like SERIOUSLY randomly putting lyrics. "You make me so hot, make me wanna drop" Wtf?! "You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop" You're ridiculous and so I can BARELY stop? LAUGH OUT LOUD. =.= "I can hardly breathe, You make me wanna scream" Wow. "You're so fabulous, You're so good to me, baby, baby" "You're so good to me, baby, baby" and what this gotta go with hot? because you make me hot, and then you're good to me? WHAT?! LOL okay. I just dont like it lah. no offence to avril's fans. Ugh! Alright, our girlcousins. :D
Act cute! Lesbians. Modelling. Bimbos.
I love all my cousins! :DDD Sunday, December 09, 2007 8th Dec, Shirleen's Birthday/Cousin's outing! Rhino Beetle. Night Safari is COOOL. ;D I SWEAR THIS GOLDEN RETRIEVER IS DAMN CUTE AND OBEDIENT! Our two new friends! :D Zhi Xiong and Wen Fong. Friday, December 07, 2007 Yeahay! Mum got me a sweater and a bag. :D Tmr got sectionals, after that meet my sister to get shirleen's present. Cousins outing this coming saturday! Starting to think if im spending this holiday wisely.. hm. (not referring to the cousins outing la) Wednesday, December 05, 2007 in the train. LOL Monday, December 03, 2007 SYLVIA! :D Went to sentosa yesterday. Okay I'm gonna have to post ALL the pics another day. It's gonna take long. First I gotta post Sylvia's, then Trumpet, then Sentosa. Tuesday is Pulau Ubin. Yayyyyy! : p YOU GUYS CANT WAIT FOR MY PICTURES RIGHT! HAHAHAHHAHA. okay lame =.= went for the oschool recital too. whooo! Ben and Jeann is cool luh! :D Reggae yes Reggae no? ugh, im nuts. |
Yes it's quite obvious that I'm Rui Shan and I hate sweets. Very random but please rmb not to offer me sweets. Ty.
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