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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Blackjack is so playful!
I look dolly-ly scary in this hair.
Me playing piano at the foyer! :] I was playing fantasie variations (piano version LOL)
Irwin and Xmarc :] xmarc trying to push out his double chin.
Clinton and Xmarc arm wrestling. Just look at Clinton's gay face =.=Birthday Boy trying to be artistic. LOL
LOOK AT HOW BIG THE BURGER IS LUH. Fyi it was meant for 4 ppl to eat. But the guys were so confident they could finish, they told carin and I to treat everything it as 1 person's share.
Mine! Seafood Platter for TWO. again, it's counted as one person's share.
Birthday Boy munching away. He ate fish and chips. Clinton had black pepper ribs and xmarc had spaghetti :)
Last but not least..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRWIN! :D

Im so tired. :((((

Monday, January 28, 2008

Lol just read this from DanHui's blog. Ohkay Im slow, I know! But I think it's quite cute. heh

Before Marriage —

Boy: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait

Girl: Do you want me to leave?

Boy: No! Don’t even think about it!

Girl: Do you love me?

Boy: Of course! Over and over!

Girl: Have you ever cheated on me?

Boy: No! Why are you even asking?

Girl: Will you kiss me?

Boy: Every chance I get.

Girl: Will you hit me?

Boy: Are you crazy? I’m not that kind of person.

Girl: Can I trust you?

Boy: Yes.

Girl: Darling!

After Marriage — Simply read from bottom to top.

oh guys. Lol.

Anw, I just recalled this song - I will follow you into the dark by Deathcab for Cutie.
I've been loving it since... generations ago.
It's super sweeeet!

Love of mine some day you will die,
But I'll be close behind.
I'll follow you into the dark.


No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white;
Just our hands clasped so tight,
Waiting for the hint of a spark.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs.

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule,
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black.
And I held my tongue as she told me,
"Son, fear is the heart of love."
So I never went back.


If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs.


If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.


You and me have seen everything to see;
From Bangkok to Calgary.
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down;
The time for sleep is now.
It's nothing to cry about,
'Cause we'll hold each other soon.
The blackest of rooms.


If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs.


If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks;
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
Then I'll follow you into the dark.


So sweet right!
Theres Amaths, Geog and Chinese test tomorrow.
Quick ask me how much I dont know about maths.
No no, ask me what I know. It'll be easier.

FREAKKKKKK.
Sis went to arthur's relative's wedding.
She just texted me that it's super grand and cool,
very victorian feel. SUPER COOL.
If only our school's prom night can be of that standard.
Hahaha, but no thank you. If that happens, we'll be paying $1000 per person. LOL KIDDING

And!
Theres this lady in my neighbourhood who seriously LOVES cats.
She thought hazel was really skinny, she came to me and passed me one whole bag of cat food.
Mad. Lol. I dont torture hazel okay! but yeah, she's really very kind hearted, and I should aim to be like her when Im old. LOL!

Met baby for awhile just now. Heh, he's forever so cute.
Wonder will he be still as cute when he's old. :p
HAHAHHA. confirm funny one.
Lao ah peh being cute is surely weird.

Alright! Im off to feed the hazel and her babies with yummy food!
byebyebyebye!
Happy 1 month to my nephew, JARED! :D
DONT THEY LOOK ALIKE! My dad and Jared. the round faced. (notice the way Jared looks at my dad) hahahah damn cute luh!

Grandpa has pheunomia :( so stop thinking that band is way impt than this. Im merely speaking my mind.
"cannot always only the three of you present"
whats this man.
I've been trying. And in this year,
did I ever fucking pon?

I've been moving forward, closer and closer to band.
But you guys were the ones slapped me in the face and ran away.

Never will I do this again.
Just making a fool of myself, idiot.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

WARNING: this is a HIGHLY goosebump-ing post. Read at own risk.

I rmb the first time I saw you. You were in black band shirt and jeans (like always) :p And we were heading to surprise Sylvia on her birthday steamboat thing. You were two seats away from me, with your emo hair of course. We barely talked. All I rmbed about you was, "chanalaiyo" and "kaijie soundalike".

I was sec two then, so you should be 17 . we often played pool at the golf course area, called championz or sth. You came for the Xmas Party at Marcus' house. We went down to skate, and damn it, you saw me trying to skate. >< malu. We were still strangers to each other.
And I was sec three last year. you were 18. I think we talked ONCE online? mind you, ONLINE. LOL. oh yes, best. About Hazel. I saw your friendster pictures, you carried a kitty that looked like my lost cat, Hazel. And thats the end of the conversation, sadly :]
I broke up Marcus in Jan, and you were there. You saw the whole thing I guess, and fyi, you were wearing BLACK again. I can rmb, I dont know why. It's easy luh, always black what, no changes. Emo kids are like this :p I was crying then, real hard. All of us in Sylvia's room, hamzah, carin, merv, syl of course, me and you. (at that time ham and carin still tgt somemore!) I dont rmb anyone else. All of you comforting me and all, cos it was really a bad break up. Oh yes, and I rmbed I was sitting on syl's comp roller chair. And you were opposite me, sitting on syl's bed. Then they pushed the roller chair I was on, and they said, "there! Jairus la, new target!" Yes, they pushed me to you. I was like stuck on the roller chair, and YOU didnt even move! And I banged into you. I bet you purposely want to bang me right! hahahahaha.
And after that day, we didnt meet until the end of year. And the meet up at the end of 2007 was random and.. heart racing. That day was the day I FINALLY met my dear peanut I think. and we wanted to play pool, but nobody was available. And at that time Peanut just intro-ed me to Jeremy, and I realised he's my pri school friend, and your band mate. So peanut asked me to call you to come also. More the merrier. I was like, "why me!" Then she just pushed me to call. So I called, and you said you'll come. And then later peanut say she and jeremy wanna go and buy stud, and carin is going bugis with clinton to get the bikini. thats left with me and you. You said you havent eaten, so I said I could accompany you.
We headed to pool after that. We paired tgt to play against clinton and carin. And clinton started teasing me, "jairus is your boyfriend!" -.- lame ass.
At that time I was quite irritated. Cos we'd always get teased as couples whenever we meet. I dont know why.
So after that day, we didnt meet for awhile, AGAIN. Then one night, I checked my email which I dont usually do. I saw the friendster reminder, saying it's your bday. So I texted you a happy birthday msg. and not realising it was alr 12am, meaning 13 dec is JUST over, I stupidly wish you a -just-over-happy-birthday-. So dumb please, just shoot me. Lol. Then you told me theres gonna be meteor showers, and it's gonna be my horoscope's. So I wanted to go watch em.

And the next time we met was...
Vivo City. That day was the day we wanted to meet to go sentosa to watch the meteors.
It was so.. coincidental. I went there to shop the whole day, at Vivo. and I was supposed to call you at 5pm I think. But I dragged til 6.. cos I couldnt stop shopping. And then when I finally saw my phone's clock, I was like SHIT! then I called you, you said you were reaching real soon tgt with your friends (so you were late too -.-). So I quickly walked out of the shop that I was superbly engrossed in, and then..
I bumped into you right away. :] So we went to sentosa tgt. and I really didnt like Aaron at that time LOL! so dumb.

Right, so on that day.. we still didnt really talk. In fact I talked to Lewis more than I talked to you. Lol! and we started msging each other I dont know why. :p and we got teased for being couples AGAIN. and Aaron couldnt stop calling me Rachel.
And then you asked me if I wanted to come to you and your friend's chalet. Two nights before the chalet, you even told me a bedtime story about rapunzel. hahaha thats damn cute. and the next night, which is one night before the chalet, you called me, and we chatted for quite awhile.

So I called syl along, and we went for both days of the chalet. :] I admit I alr crushed you at that time okay. Heh! So I and syl got you two shirts, and you really liked the white one! :D hahahaha. You tried to pull me away from Sean, who kept talking to me. At that time I was really happy. OF COURSE LAH, the person I crushing is concerned about me sia! :p

So after the two days of chalet, I was really scared we wouldnt meet ever again. Like how it always happens. Like meeting -twice-in-a-year- thing. I was super sad :(
Then in the end guess what!

We met at Genting. Tell me is that meant to be or what. LOL. :p
BUT SERIOUSLY! SO COINCIDENTAL LUH. He spend a day with my family and I at Genting. It was funny. Hahahhaaha.

Then I still rmbed the day before he left for genting, he told me "love ya!" and I was jumping mad lah please. so cock leh =.= lol.

After the trip, he told me to go for his gig I think. Then.. yeah. Thats when he covered my head when we were in the rain :D and thats the day we first time sat on the bus tgt too LOL.
I took tons of photos of your band for you luh please!

Then the next day, I asked you to come sentosa with me and my cousins. hahahahaa. and you stayed over at my house with them. the next day was the countdown to 2008. we met the rest to go outside esplanade to see the fireworks. It was amazing, and at that point of time, many thought we were tgt alr. ahhahahaa apparently not! lol

The next day, 1st Jan 08, 10.37pm. You asked. hahahaha. And I still rmbed I was so worried we would drift when I start school. You were so sweet okay! now so mean. =.= LOL KIDDING! :p

Right now, you're holding hands with me. Sometimes I still dont quite believe we're together! hahahaha. It's amazing.

Baby, you melt my heart! <3

my every, everything that I could ever dream of : D

Friday, January 25, 2008

I GOT A2 FOR CHINESE! :D

and I dont know what else to say. :D

Wednesday, January 23, 2008



I LOVE THIS SONG TO THE MAX!

Sigh. I get busier and busier each day. Lesser and lesser days to meet love. :(

I SAW SURIA TODAY! :D HAHAHA. She's still as bubbly as ever hahaha. <3

I DID CHINESE COMPO DURING FREE PERIOD TODAY. WOHOH. FREE PERIOD DO WORK OKAY! :p

so close, :D

To know the latest updates of the SUPER cute kitties, view the latest post on http://www.d0g0h0lic.blogspot.com/ :] you're gonna fall in love with those cute lil things.

Oh. Let me show you how does my boy tie his hair when he eats. Stylo Milo.

Tying hair.

Testing out hairstyle..


SHIOK. Nezha wannabe.

Peanut! <3 Jai, Me, Syl and Aaron. :]

Oh how I miss peanut :(((

Monday, January 21, 2008

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
After Wild Wild Wet. :D
I love baby in this picture hahahaha.
I LOVE THISSSSS! (warning! I have 2 auto play songs on this page. scroll down to pause the those 2 before playing this one!)




Ni Zui Zhen Gui! It's SUPERRRR nice. please hear it, all of you guys sure hear before one. Old chinese song :]
Went to the Singapore Tour today. LOL eh. pictures later lah. I'm so lazy to post.
Saw Carin, Clinton and Xmarc at AMK Hub! hahahahaha.
I miss TrueFriend badly. :(
Thanks Clinton! Appreciate that listening ear :D

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Sand and Stone

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE
JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN
ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE
IN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED
WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT
SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED
TO TAKE A BATH

THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN
SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE
MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE W ROTE ON A STONE:

'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE '.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND
ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'

THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN
IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF
FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE
WHERE NO WIND
CAN EVER ERASE IT.'

LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN
THE SAND AND TO
CARVE YOUR
BENEFITS IN STONE.

THEY SAY IT TAKES A
MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL
PERSON, AN HOUR TO
APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY
TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN
AN ENTIRE LIFE
TO FORGET THEM.

You want a piece of me?

This is so Britney man! Hahaha. So those who REALLY hate britney, hear this and shut up luh.

Yesterday was seriously zzzzzzz-dead-tired. Morning go school, after that 5 hours of band prac, then later went to baby's house to bathe, then headed to Gabriel's house with Aaron and baby. Then bbq-ed and all, chatted with Azel and Audrey a lil. All the As. Lol! AND I MET PEANUT AGAIN! yay. :D
Reached home alr 1 plus, then I just drop dead on the bed and slept til...
4.30pm. :D
HAHAHA.

We're (arthur, sis, me and jai) going on a Singapore tour tmr. LOL
I HOPE IT'S FUN! I HAVE FAITH IN SINGAPORE. HAHAHA

Band may not be going to NewYork.
thanks to Tan Chee Siong. =.=

zzzz

Haven't been out with Carin lately. BOO. I still rmb her line for me, "Hello Bestie. Stop crushing crushes for once and crush me for a sec!" hahaha cute-ness. Oh and thanks CLINTY! for buying that Rubik's Cube for us :D hahaha.
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Baby, you're so cute. heh
you make my life happier. :]

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Sometimes it's hard to keep on running.
Worked so hard to keep it going.
Dont make want to give up.

Running running as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?

We're running
keep holding my hand
so we dont get seperated.

I'll never seem to forget this song leh. lol
It's so Gwen Stefani. :p

Aw man I miss baby.
Dang :(
He's working right now, bet he's super busy.

Oh, anyone wanna go support Mercy Restraint? :]
2nd Feb at DXO!
I want to fast forward time.
I want to see how much I get for my Os.
I want to see how the kittens look like when they grow up.
I want to see if Jai and I will still be together 3 years later.
I want to see how I look when I'm old.
I want to see what is my cause of death.

I want to know.

Can there not be 'processes'?

lol what cock I talking.

ANYWAY! TIME TO APPRECIATE MUSIC.
I'm starting to love this song alot. Although it sounds common and that kinda thing, but aiyah. it sounds very touching. hahahaha I'm mad.


Lost without you - Delta Goodrem (acoustic)
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers
Never giving in
But baby since you’ve gone
I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever said we’ll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don’t know what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
Lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues?
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You’re the only thing that’s on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night
I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right
No I’m not too proud to say

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever said we’ll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don’t know what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
Lost without you
If I could only hold you now
Make the pain just go away
Can’t stop the tears from running down my face

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever said we’ll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don’t know what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
(but all I know is)Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way
And all I know is
I’m lost without you
i'm Lost without youI know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers
Never giving in
But baby since you’ve gone
I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever said we’ll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don’t know what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
Lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues?
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You’re the only thing that’s on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night
I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right
No I’m not too proud to say

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever said we’ll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don’t know what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
Lost without you
If I could only hold you now
Make the pain just go away
Can’t stop the tears from running down my face

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
How am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever said we’ll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
Don’t know what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
but all I know is
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
(but all I know is)Lost without you
I keep trying to find my way
And all I know is
I’m lost without you


I'm Lost without you
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hahahahaha. I'm getting emo.
OKAY HAPPIER PRRRREASE.

random no. 1 -
Took baby's jacket to school today. Can totally smell him luh. LOL

random no. 2 -
Zilch shouldnt be performing on CNY :( not enough time

random no. 3 -
I am very sleepy.

random no. 4 -
Going for singapore tour on Sunday. hopefully it's fun!

random no. 5 -
Gabriel's birthday thing on friday. I'd be half dead by the time I reach there. Cos theres band that day too. dang dang. but I get to see Peanut! :D

random no. 6 -
I think Ms Karim rocks.

random no. 7 -
I think baby is very cute.

random no. 8 -
Oreo likes to sleep upside down.

random no. 9 -
I think I should go pee before typing the 10th random.

random no. 10 -
I think I'm very lame having to type out all these nonsense. Lol. o_O!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

I REALLY NEED TO TELL YOU GUYS HOW CUTE MY KITTIES ARE.

This is Hazel! The mummy of the four adorable kitties. :D
Introducing..

BLACKJACK! (soon will be under jai's care) LOOK AT THE FACE SO CUTE! :DDD The striped, OREO! half-opened eyes. LOL. Handsome boy!
this is PEANUT! she can just sleep anywhere, just like me! :p
and lastly, the white faced, POWDER! :DFamily photo! :D (without the daddee lah duh) aww so sweet.
they cant stop cuddling!
so cute right!
I LOVE MY KITTIES!
AND!
my family
my boy
my friends.
:D
Im a happy person! hurrrraaaayyyyyy.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

YO EVERYBODY!

Mercy Restraint, together with other bands like Postbox, Trella, Crossbred, Saintseraph, The After Effects, Screw Loose and Hard Melodies, is performing for the event, The Explicit!

Date: 02/02/08
Time: 1230-1900hrs
Venue: DXO at Esplanade
Cost: $12

Dont miss it, come supporttttt! : D hahahaha.

Just went to wild wild wet today. Im freaking tired. and I saw marcus chan on the bus with his girl. ahhahaha. okay byebye. Im off for supper! ;]

Friday, January 11, 2008

:D I'm like happy!
Hahahahaha. Tmr's the last day of the weeek and oh, Zilch is performing tmr. heh!
Theres band tmr too, and a concert after that.
gonna be dead tired mannnnnnnnZZZ..

Cant see Baby tmr.. Im fully occupied and he's jamming.
Boooo. :(
ZAI ZAI. lololololol!

Alright. Wish Zilch luck for tmr! :p it's been a long time since we've practised.
Oh and I love Miss Karim, she rocks.
AND AND!
first time I never sleep throughout the 2 period in Chemistry yo!
I was like doing all the work and practice wksheets, HEONGSTER.
Cheeeers!

Happy, Shalalalala.
It's so nice to be happy! :D

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

:D I love
to hear you whisper that

oh btw people.
I FINALLY revived my comp. LOL
it has been rotting for almost a year
and I finally decided to use it back!

Went to baby's house today.
Number 23. WATCHED HALFWAY! dang dang dang
it's freaky.
so baby stop scaring me okay!
and you're loving pink too right right right.
YEAH MAN.
and you're starting work alr, so please sleep more!

AND GOOD NEWS!
I GREW 1CM YO.
how does that sound? :p

Monday, January 07, 2008

:D
Melissa's Sweet Sixteen!
Birthday Girl!
Meishan Cam Shy.
STILL cam shy.
eat eat eat.
Gays.
Pigs.
MingLiang.
Ginie and I!
Camera trick. Im not so short. LOL
see the 'U'
Melissa, Jaime, Joanna, Georgina and Me :D
Happy Birthday Mel!
:D
Make a wish!


Cut the cake girl! sweet sixteen! :D
Group photo!
Act cute >< Look at ben and mel camwhore. LOL


Oh yeahhhh
Look at the gays behind.
POINT! lol.
So gay >< HAZEL IS A MOTHER OF FOUR KITTENS HAHAHHAHA :D




Jai is over here now and he is watching tv. Pig in action. Lol