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BIG NOTE: this post is of no intention to agitate any party, or to show affection to any party! I still love Jairus Sim Wee!!! :D

Alright, this is very personal, but I'm still posting it anyway. HAHAHA

I have no idea why this thought came into my mind when I was in the midst of mugging chem..

but anyway, yeah. I'm gonna talk about the two boys who changed my life like crazy - marcus mark and jairus sim wee.

Marcus had this really strong charisma that I was totally attracted to, and the fact that he skates and drums makes me think that he's super cool (yes I'm damn naive last time hahaha how stupid leh). Hmm.. we started off really shakey, because I felt like I was the cause of the breakup between him and xq (I bet xq's like laughing now). I rmbed our spark started from the bumblebee song, and the Superman song that my sister and I wrote. Hahaha this is so stupid. Then we once cycled really really really far, with irwin etc. , and there was one bike short. So he had to 'tongbang' me all the way. My butt was hurting like fuck la!!!! So at that time, I still rmbed he texted me, "Our relationship just moved up a notch! :D" I was super happy okay.

At that time, he was a really part of me, because I liked him so much, I can never really get angry with him. Even if I were, I'd either tell Sylvia, or keep to myself, and just let it pass. I gave in alot. I'm not saying he's super lousy or what la! It was just me, I was too serious in the relationship. How silly!

He made me a real rebellious child you know. lol! I was going home late, my dad wasnt happy, I often quarrel with them blah blah blah. But you see, all that didnt really matter to me then (I remind you, I WAS naive), because I already said, I liked him alot lol. So from the guai guai girl, turning into an emo and rebellious girl... sounds quite scary huh. But I've never regretted knowing him, and having a taste of being his girlfriend, because he made me understand how naive I was, and that love needs the effort of both parties.

We broke up the first time, when I scolded him in the face, and walked off crying. And whats his reaction you know or not? CONTINUE SKATING. Then I rmb I went screaming, "MARCUS SUCKSSS!!!!!" lol you say funny or not. walau i dont know what i thinking la. I sound so childish. okay, then he didnt care at all lah, how mean right (he's gonna kill me). I rmb I was crying to sylvia and my sister about whether to break up with him or not at Plazasing's macs. Sigh, I felt super horrible then.

We had a patch soon after, because.. he melted my heart (AGAIN). just because when I was skating outside champions with syl, he came to me and passed me another deck and said, "use this one, it's easier." *smiles and walks off* wah... i totally smiled in my heart la! hahaha so goondu.

We broke up again, during the beginning of last year i think (i cant rmb), because he said some hurting stuff which i will not mention here to prevent ruining his reputation! hahahaha. yup at that time was ARC period, I was arranging the music, and that news came running to me. I was so pissed and fed up, so just texted him to break up. (how rash how rash) lol!

Alright! so as they always say, everything happens for a reason. indeed, that very very very emotionally tiring breakup was for a reason, because i found a guy who suits me 100%! :D hahahaha. I got to know Jairus through marcus, how ironic. lol.. I didnt really notice him that time, when i first know him. a group of us went to watch night at the musuem at new cathay, and he looked damn freaking pai kia then. He was always "chanalaiyo"-ing, and my impression of him was funny.

So we didnt talk ever since the movie... then one day, when i got to meet up with Sylvia, we wanted to play pool at champions, like how we used to with merv, marcus and all. so.. she asked me to call jairus, and she'll call jeremy. we played pool together, and I also think jairus is damn cool hahahaha (sucha loser!). Then we STILL didnt talk after playing pool...

The funny thing between us during that time is, there wasnt really anything going on, but there was something going on. you know what im saying? it's like, people were always making fun of us... teasing and all, i dont know why, really.

After not talking for a period of time (again), this friendster reminder came, saying that it's his birthday. So, i texted him a happy birthday, and... he asked me to go watch meteor showers with him and his friends!!! (Then I realised he drums and skates too) hahahaha. then the crushing starts. I have something to do with skaters and drummers man.

this boy made me feel so happy and loved everytime, and he recovered my phobias of giving too much in a relationship.

and there you go! My very lovely and hot boyfriend, Jairus Sim Wee :D one that I'll never regret knowing, and never stop loving! :p

It's funny how these two guys made me mature in totally different ways, and how they made me change my view of life and love.
Hahaha, indeed, everything happens for a reason! :D

So if anyone of you have just fallen out of love..
believe! believe that everything happens for a reason, and to look at it with a big bright smile :)

p/s
Now all of you know part of my love life already -.-