My thoughts you can't decode

:( missed and missing.

I hated her just now. hahaha.
But to come to think of it, she's forever thinking for me.

It's really difficult to be an older sister.
Like you dont really wanna care, but you HAVE TO care.

And sometimes I'm just so bastard to be so ready to get angry and not think of this point.

STOP CIRCUS CRUELTY! :(((
In their native homelands, the animals you see in circuses are free to walk and run, choose lifetime companions, and raise their families. Tragically, these animals are held captive by circuses such as Ringling Bros. and are forced to perform confusing acts night after night for 48 to 50 weeks every year. In order to get these animals to perform stressful acts, Ringling trainers use whips, sticks, and bullhooks with metal tips that are jabbed into elephants’ sensitive skin on their thighs and behind their ears. Between acts, elephants are kept chained up like bicycles or confined to cramped pens, and tigers are stored in cages that are barely even large enough for them to turn around.
Please help put an end to circus cruelty. Add your name to the petition urging Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey’s Circus to end the cruel confinement and beatings of captive elephants and other animals by immediately retiring them to accredited sanctuaries.

Sign the petition!

I remember when I was young, me and my sister love going to pasir ris with my cousins, shi zheng, shi yuan, wei wei, cui wen, si yun and si xuan. We'd go to the playground, climb the spider web thing, race around the park, go cycling, play soccer, do stupid things.

I went there last sunday with my cousins(but not including shi zheng, siyun and sixuan). Now we're all grown up, but nevetheless we still play like small kids. My third uncle made us do tag team races and playground obstable timing challenge thing, it was damn fun. As how funny and creative this uncle of mine is, he entertained us like always, and thats how I was reminded of the times when we were young. I missssssss! We were so active and playful, always getting scolded by the adults for being so careless and irritating. We'd always be jumping like mad monkeys. hahaha. but now it's still there, just that we do WUSHU. LOL! We've got many wushu pros now, wei wei, shi yuan, cui wen and even shi peng! hahaha. <3
I hope I can go there again with them, and play the lame games like how we always do.
and the next time, including shi zheng, si yun and si xuan! :) cousins yay.

Right. Switching back to reality mode. I've gotta see the VP for failing four freaking subjects. =.=

Im slacking like crazy :)
Oh no.

My Mummy! :DDDDDDD So pretty right hahahahaha

I really think my parents are the cutest couple ever.

:D Me and Jaijai.

And because it's mothers day..

we kept snapping pics of her! :p

Me and my sister!!!! With our contacts. :) I love love love my sister! :p

So, we tried acting cute like how those ahlians and japs do. :D Howwwww... constipated -.-

More of her, LOL!

The flowers we all got for her! :D

And our last min surprise....

A Famous Amos Cookie Cake!

She surely loves it. ;)

my very guai sister :)

WE LOVE YOU MOM! :D

Mummy we all love love love love love love you! :DDD

把爱,剪碎了随风吹向大海.
有许多事,
让泪水洗过更明白.
天真如我,
张开双手以为撑得住未来,
而谁担保爱永远不会染上尘埃.
把爱,剪碎了随风吹向大海.
越伤得深,
越明白爱要放得开.
是我不该,
怎么我会眷著你眷成依赖,
让浓情在转眼间变成了伤害.

Saw this quiz on pupeng's blog, and so..
it's long, dont read lol.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Self Confidence: 97% -> You're extremely confident.
Sensory Perceptions: 71% -> Sensitive to stimulation around you.
Body Language: 73% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.
Conversational Skills: 73% -> You can fit in with society.
Empathy For Others: 77% -> Occasionally empathizes with others.

You are a big fan of Urban Legends. You like reading rumors in magazines and tabloids. You are determined to succeed in your study and career.

You are extremely attractive to the opposite sex. You are not only good looking but your personality is also charming in many ways.

You know how to get along with people and can allocate your time well. You are always popular among the opposite sex.

You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

Huo Yuan Jia said, "The more you want to win, the more you lag behind."

He's becoming my idol LOL.

What comes is better than what came before.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! <3<3<3

I love my mummy! :D Photos later on hahahaha

Anyway, my sister is setting up a blog shop, for dog accessories!
Will tell you guys the link when it's ready! ^^

Lol, Stars.

Some songs I'm currently listening to,
mainly old songs. Hahaha.

Mentioned by my mum, Ah Mei's Jian Ai :)

Sung by Zeng Pei Zi in Chao Ji Xin Guang Da Dao Er Ban. :)

and the one xmarc told me about! it's really very catchy, hear it! :D

Im dead tired.

Singapore Flyer
On our way! :D

HAPPY HAPPY.

View from below the ferris wheel :)

Pretty huh!

Waiting to pass through the security check thing.

YEAH

Dad and Mum,

Arthur's Mum and Dad :)

Baby and I :D In the ferris wheel already!

Jie! :DDDD

Jai, me, mum, sis, Art.

Up on the ferris wheel! :D The lights are damn cool.

Sistar.

What you can see from the ferris wheel :D the scenery is PERFECT!

GOOD :D

SO HIGH!

LOVELY!

Look at baby's toot face. and guess what? he's SLEEPING beside me now, SLEEPING AGAIN.

Sis and Arthur :)

Family :D

Very very nice scenery!

Si Da Tian Wang.

Si Da Tian Hou.

OH YEAH! We Love It!

Cousins Outing

Shi Zheng gossiping on the train lol!

act cute.

Shi Peng feels lonely lol.

How sexy.

The guys were wearing the scuba diving flippers thing, damn cute. (jai is gonna get jealous haha)

<3>

Reaching Marina Square! ;D

Wei and Me (:

Yuan and Qi (:

Zheng Peng Wen (:

Cui Wen! :D

Shi Peng! :D

Shi Yuan! :D

Shi Zheng! :D

Jie jie! :D

Wei Wei! :D

After bowling, all of us were starving, so we decided to go Waraku to have our dinner. It's damn ex lar, and the quantity is HORRIBLE. 5 mouths and you're done with one plate man. HORRIJIBLE. #)($*@#_(* wei wei was so angry she kept complaining, even said she wanna write to the papers. hahaha. all of us were the cursing the restaurant.

I think this picture is damn funny. All spastic faces!

Me and Shi Zheng! :D

Cousins! :D

Singing the birthday song :D (we even sang Mas Selemat Kastari) and look at how shi zheng holds the birthday cake knife. luckily we didnt go home and lao sai that day luh!