Dejavu Day.
Stormy Day.
Bad Day.

Well, it's Monday blues afterall haha.

Sometimes when people just get into your way,
and you cant shake them off,
it's really irritating.

Ha
ha

Guess that.

Hahahaha today was cousins-day to celebrate June and August babies. :D
Have many many photos! Will upload another day together with my sister's birthday photos.
Everyday is a happy day!

Theatre Studies? hmmm..

School tmr. Ughhhh! siansation :(
I'm so not motivated anymore.
This common test feels like I'm not gonna do well (again) =.=
and like no matter how hard I study like still wont do well leh.
It's like when you try so hard to succeed but in the end still the same.
Makes you feel so stupid, really.

I cant wait to go learn dance and wushu after Os! :D

I rmb last end year, we barely knew each other and he's already meeting my family because we met in Genting. It was so... I dont know how you call it. hahaha. See we look so awkward! I was so nervous then! :p Look at his long hair lol

Alright some spas pics. Look and Jaijai's teeth lol! Us at Safra Yishun bowling :D
When we get high,
When we get low,
When we get sweet,hahahahaha when we get stupid,
we are happy.
My baby is so cute :D He natural handsome okay. No need to go gel hair, wear nice nice, also very handsome le :D
See! So innocent and cute ahahaha
BIG MOUTH RIGHT! HAHAHAHA

This is why i love jairus sim wee :D

hahaha. baby is beside me! (again) lol
he just helped my daddy mop the floor cos the new air-con just came this morning.
I'm so proud of my baby :D

Today's tuition was really productive,
did maths. Woah Yan Liang is good!!! Nizah you can come for this tuition le. hahaha and his brother is my sister's medicine school mate!

After tuition, MrNg called me to look for him in school.
So I headed to the music lab to meet him.
He asked me to sing solo with the band and choir for Nomad!!!
I'm so honoured! :D
hahaha It's held at the parade square, I'm so damn scared! :p (Please support me!!!)
After the singing thing I'll be dancing with my beloved devolusion!!!
(Support Devol!!!!)
Aww man I cant wait. It's been ages since we've danced together.
Btw, Nomad tickets $20! Can get at my schoold's general office.

Today is my jie jie's birthday!
I'll upload the photos later :D

Oh btw, after seeing Mr Ng, I met Hunny to go get my sister's birthday pressie.
Then went to his house :D

Nothing much, watching LOTR for the 93746391729 time.
Lol

I love Jairus Sim! :D

've been really happy ever since I knew him.

THE COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!!!
but not O levels -.-

BUT HELL YEAH! Lets take a short break HAHAHAHA
Today's Amaths could've been a really easy paper,
like honestly if you've worked hard, it's possible to get full marks you know.
But sadly, I didnt put in my best.
Cos sorta gave up studying last night.
Shizzzz... :(
nvm.
Lets not talk about this anymore. lol

Baby's beside me now. You know I think I should give Jairus a standard blog posting name. Cos sometimes I put hunny, or baby, or jaijai, or babyj. Later you all think I got so many boyfriends. LOL LAME.

My sister's birthday is coming in about an hour!!!!!
hahahahaha!!!!!! I'm so happy.
I love my sister so so so much :D
She helps me in everything, every damn single thing.
Even I dance, you know the costume, she always tries her best to look out for costumes for me, make up nice nice for me. Then the muggamummies, also she help us take photo, give us plenty of ideas. Muggamummies is she help me think also! My sister also always buys me things you know! No matter how many times she pay things for me, she has never asked me to return her one. I'm so proud of my sister. She's so smart and pretty, and she's gonna be a doctor! I love her cos she always protects me. Scared I go wrong path, scared I kena cheated by boys, scared I never study, scared for my O levels, kan chiong for my dance/singing performance, scared I feel unhappy but nobody to talk to.
I love my jie jie so muchhhy. You all dont bully her, or not I kill you >:(

Gonna watch KungFu Panda with cousins on sunday. whee I love my cousins. They're gonna celebrate my sis', shiyuan's and my birthday. June-August babies. :D
hahaha they're my big joy in life! sorry cannot seperate one :p

New Air-con coming tmr.
New car soon too! :DDD hahaha
Daddy is awesome!
I love my daddy too.

You see lah, I think my baby read until here sure very sad alr.
Cos never say I love him HAHAHA

Jairus Sim Wee! I love you also okay :D

Oh I didnt mention my mum. yes yes I love my mum most :D She's like a part of me. Can die without her. lol.

Alright. Sec Fours, enjoy your weekends, then work for the lil' stall your classes are putting up for Nomad! Hope you all do your best in playing a part for Nomad. It's your last year in this school, just do what you can bah :D afterall this school has brought you some joy!
After Nomad must work hard le wor!

Jaijai Chinese Os Oral is the following week. Baby jia you!!! You can do it one okay :D You always so english one, must cheena abit lah! I will be praying for you! Work hard okay!

I wanna watch Wanted and Zohan. lololololol

Anyone craving for some strawberries? :p

I'm feeling colourful. :D hahahaha

Okay I have to post another post to get rid of the "teenagers" by MCR so that it's not so irritating and it autoplay which disrupts my Yi Ge Ren lol

I Love MuggaMummies! hahahaha

Yi Ge Ren - Carin&Ruishan!!!

I heard the song when I went to Carin's blog. Got a shock of my life lol. It was so much fun then, recording studios, make up, toilet paper wrapping, being photographed and all. Fyi, all the harmonsing is we ownself do one okay! except those echoing sounds which comes from Agnes ahahahaha.

hahahaha. I miss MuggaMummies. :( Clarissa's styling of hair and clothes, amanda's keyboard playing and arrangement, junhao's business presentation and advertising, Carin and I performing! I still have the muggamummies poster with me lah! hahaha it's still so cool to me. I was looking through the demo CD we did for our proposal. HAHAHA it's still as cute as ever!!! I wanna get the real CD quality version back from Virtuoso Arts!

I hope to do this again with you Carin Tay Sock Hui! :D

Chemistry was a killer :(
Confirm fail.
Biology was fine, able to finish fast.
Physics...
ha
ha
ha

Tmr's Amaths. =.=
Sure die.
I've no brains for maths.

But..
it's the LAST PAPER!!! :DDD

finally something to be happy about lol.

It's so funny!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Some smart ass, I need to borrow your brain.

Three sciences tmr. I'm so deaddddddddddd.......... :( :( :(

I'm gonna screw my common tests oh no oh no I have a very extremely bad feeling about it.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I'm suffering from depression lol

My boy has been singing this song recently, especially when it plays on 98.7fm.
It's in my head now! hahahaha

TEENAGERS SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUTTA ME

Geog and Emaths tmr. I'm dead..... :(
I think I screwed Social Studies. I missed out points. Ugh.
English, I dont know luh.

What the fuck am I doing.

Tmr there's Nomad rehearsal.
Jia you devolusion :D
hahahaha
Last performance together in school! :(
Sad, Sharon needs to go overseas :((((
Oh well, dont worry we'll still pretend you're dancing with us! :)

Xq cut her hair, she looks really cute hahaha.
She and Carin came over just now.
Bought our dance pants and did the music.
All cool and prepared.
No, not really prepared. LOL!

Yes. I'm forever unprepared.
Tell me about it.

I miss my babyJ :(

Im depressed HAHAHAHA

Oh gosh I'm dead.
Instead of studying, I'm like still playing -.-

Wordy post, read if you're bored!

The boyfriends came to watch a friday late night ghost movie (Premonition) and sadly, it wasnt really a ghost one. It's like totally not scary. Lol, but the storyline is there lah, just not exciting only. The show ended like around 1.30am, then we went to laze around abit then went to bed.

Didnt do much the next day. Just that we went for bowling at 10am at Yishun. My score was especially horrendous yesterday, lol. Then headed to Amk Drivethrough Macs to get food. Sat there and chat, eat, chat, eat. We wanted to wait for the soccer match to show on the TV at macs at 2.45am, but we all were a bit sianed and tired so we forgot about it. And arthur taught us a damn retarded game that made us laugh like crazy-"tutti tutti-tu tu" game. It's a finger flexibility game thing, totally test your psycho motor skills. hahahaha. My dad is the most retarded oneeee!!!! HAHAHAHA

Today was the last day of revision. And where did I go?
I woke up at 2pm, went to bathe and all, and headed for lunch.
after that?
I went to Turf City with my family+boyfriends :D
How hardworking huh! I bet everyone's like mugging hard!!! :/
Lol I feel lousy.
Anw, we went there to look at car models, to consider some car buying thing. Walked around, then nothing much.
Worst thing of the day - My mum bought DURIANSSSS!!! >:(
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they're like the smelliest thing on earth and should not even exist! Stupid yellow sticky meat with sucha irritating big seed inside giving out such body-odour-trash-like-smelly-toufu-rotting-shit smell. Gosh why on earth do people eat em!!

oh you know what? now I have time to revise. :) but I'm still here blogging. Somebody kill me. HAHAHA

Sigh, school is back :(
I cant express how depressed I am.
I'm going to cry under my blanket now.





LOL :D

Todayyyyy...
I bought a very interesting thing...

It's black in colour...

Long...

Irregular shape...

Sexy...

GUESS WHAT?

hehehehe I'm not telling til that day comes :D

Anw..

I WANT THIS!

LG VIEWTY METALLIC PINK!
It's so pretty!
but i heard it's lousy. =.=
NVM I LIKE HAHAHAHA

"What are friends for?"

Hunny is coming over in awhile :D Haha yay!
Everyone else in the family is working,
so what do I do?
Get money lor. LOL I sound so horrendous.
No lah, the ideal answer is, "to be a good girl and study hard at home" :) right?

Dont you guys think that the font size of my posts is really damn small! I find it hard to read! :p

Sentosa!
Hahaha the BROTHERS. Look at shi peng, what's he touching?!?! :p HAHAHA
Mum and jaijai :D
It was bloody hell raining!!!! >:(
So we had to sit under the emerald pavillion (sp)
The person who never fails to make me smile everyday :D

They were trying to throw the ball over a railing on the ceiling.
Lim Shi Yuan...
and his pretty wife, Belle Tan Rui Ling! <3 Shi zheng's legend face.
Sisters!
The most sporting cousin :D
Jaijai ;) I think he looks like Jane here! hahaha
Si Da Tian Wang :D
I love the colour combination hahhaha :D

Look at the dark sky!
Enjoy the breeeeze~
K i dont know whats this. Trying to be lame! :p
The winner of the soccer game!
Like father,

like son.
The mothers and the cousins :D
Vball!
I rmb there was this SUUUUPER bitchy girl. When we were playing Vball, our ball accidentally hit her coke bottle down. Thing is, the bottle was capped on, so nothing poured out. Then she went, "hey...! can't you all like just go elsewhere and play?" And even rolled her eyes at us!!!!

For goodness sake it was raining! DO YOU LIKE EVEN SEE PEOPLE OUTSIDE THE SHELTER PLAYING?!!?!?! Dont play in the shelter, then go your house play ah?

YOU DONT COME AND IRRITATE LAO NIANG OKAY!!!

Sit there and show your freaking big boobs with a flower on your hair. think what? PREEEETY ah? Let your boyfriend touch you here and there in public, GROSSSS! still wanna boss ppl around in the beach, we didnt even hit you okay! and you're lucky! If you came earlier, there were even MORE ppl playing soccer/vball in the shelter, I really hope they'll hit onto you! Grrr. It's a BEACH, BITCH!

YOU SAY BITCHY OR NOT!

Daddy's Day! :D

So we got a similar cake as what we did for Mothers Day,

and just take a look at my chubby-cutie dad! :D you just feel like pinching him dont ya?

<3(My mum just wants to get into the picture hahahaha :p)
Daddy, cut cake or suicide? Lol.
We love you daddy! :D

And yes! You guys want doggie stuff? Go to www.dogoholic.blogspot.com!

It's really cute and cheap :D

Went to watch The Incredible Hulk with Jaijai ytd.

You know I can imagine Jaijai being pronounced in a very indianish manner.

quick imagine!

*imagining....*

CAN RIGHT!!!

hahaha "Jai~~~jai~~~"

and it looks indianish too!

Anw.

Hulk was really cool! The actress (dont know her name), who acted as Arwen in Lord of the Rings, she's so pretty! hahaha. I thought the show was good. And I saw the advertisement for Hellboy 2! I wanna watch! hahaha. I wanna watch never back down too. The fighting/boxing show. So many nice shows! Siao liao.

My sister had her night shift job at TanTockSeng Hospital last night, 10pm-830am. Scary. Lol!

But she's fine, sleeping now :D

Hunny is coming over soon to help my daddy wash car. BFF manzXzXxXz!

Oh and my dad bought the -MrsOng-TissueBox-. The disney-princessy one. It's really cute and pretty! :p

I admire those sec fours who can go overseas this holidays and still can get good results. PRO!

(random) I can never do that! *sweats* I'll get so distracted and realised I have not touched my books at all.

Alright, off to mug.

Bio is making me crazy. Nothing is going in.

Hahahahahahahahahha.

not funny -.-

Oh i missed out an "a" in my "Hahahahahahahahahha" there.

Hahahahahahahahahaha.

yay :D

I just realised my blog title is "Secrets that are meant to be unspoken"

Secrets ARE meant to be unspoken, or not call secrets for what?

Lame. Will change it soon hahahaha.

All the sec fours must be studying super hard now.

If you say you're not, then I think you're either lying, or you're crazy. Lol.

Anyway, study hard yeah, wish all of you lotsa luck for the common test :D

stu(dents)dying.

I wonder if class chalet is still on. Lol!

But I'm kinda looking forward to prom leh :p

It's so ex luh, $105.

Jaijai said Hyatt looks good outside but inside okay okay only.
hmm, wonder if it's really gonna be Hyatt.

Recently I've got weird dreams.

I dreamt of my dad striking 4D, and I rmbed the 4 numbers, 2147.

Told him and he bought the numbers.

But sadly the dream was really just a dream.

Last night I dreamt that Brandon (in his sec 1 hairstyle hahaha) wanted to scare me so he flicked my ear, then I got partially deaf.

What I mean by partially deaf?

I only can hear people talking. The surrounding noise and other sounds I cant hear. Only people talking. So weird right.

Then I dreamt of MarcusMark. He was in school uniform, and he made me skate down a flight of stairs and I did it. Lol? I already said it's a dream la!!! -.- stop laughing.

And I dreamt that my sister painted her nails black (totally impossible), then I was so shocked. cos she asked me to paint black too (which is also impossible for her to do that).

Then I dreamt that Jairus and I were in the middle of the sea and there were pirates chasing us and we used huo yuan jia's mizong fist to beat them all up :D

hahaha random random dreams.

more pop pictures. thanks yuqing! :D saw the video of the band marching in band room, in preparation for SYF, cos we couldnt keep in tempo. It was so fun, and winsty! yes winsty was there. :D hahaha.

Brandon is blocked. Lol!

The graduating, with yuqing. :)

This is why I'm bothered with my height. =.=Recollection band. :)

Trumpets ;) 7 generations. lol.