My thoughts you can't decode

what am I doing

:) cheer up hunny :)

you know I love you!

I totally think it's unfair.

Guys should have menses too!

Oh I forgot say. I wanna watch Prom Night! :D
and talking about prom night,
I honestly can't be bothered with the dress.
So troublesome! -.-
I hope prom king will be Xmarc!!!! :DDD
and it's VERY possible for him to be the one!!!!

I feel horrible.

- Partly cos I want to go to the toilet urgently. I'm gonna pee any moment. but I want to finish posting this.

- Another reason is because powder has this anti-flea thing sprayed on him and he smells weird and feels weird. his fur is all clogged up and sticky, and it makes me not able to cuddle him anymore.
sadness.

- And! I couldnt swallow my dinner. =.= best.
It was so painful. I only managed to squeeze a strands of mee down my throat. It's so pukable. So I guess thats the reason for my loss of 3kg. I want to be like yunxuan. LOLOLOL!!! :p

Alright. 'Nuff nonsense. I shall pee now.

ps/ powder has a VERY, EXTREMELY, weird meow. It's so weird, I'm serious. And he's going around my room meowing like this for dont know how long already. (like looking for a mate) I think he needs some... excitement. ah you know what I mean. :/

hmm yes yes. having to think about me saying I want 12 points is honestly dumb and lame lol.

Alright. whats for supper?

results are horrendous.

dont bother talking about it.

I'm very unhappy with my results. :'(

I want a L1R5 of 12 for prelimsssssssss..........

which is like totally...............................

impossible..................................

=.=

rui shan.... try harder mannnzzzzz.........

Feel so terrible! :(

The week is starting again and the everyday routine starts again.

wake up, drag yourself outta bed, sleep while bathing, tries to swallow down breakfast, leave for school, school starts, boring lessons continue, recess of locker food, end of school, extended curriculum, finish school, go home, do work, stone, have dinner, sleep.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Miss you! :p

went out with section todayyy!!! :D

though we spent almost the whole day in the arcade............................

I more or less feel happy that I get to hang out with the lamers :)

I miss clara! Hahaha

met Ginie in the morning for tuition.

zzzzzzz I swear I suck at maths, and I totally dread prelims!

gonna screw maths so badly lah. :((((

I'm sneezing like crazy now -.-

after meeting the section, Clara and I headed to Bugis.

settled down at Macs and talked quite a while, then went to find Jairus Sim Weeeee at Music Garage. Clara and I wanted to get a trishaw ride, but it's freaking $25 (discounted) for a short ride!!!! daylight robbery.

Waited for hunny to finish his performance, window shopped around bugis, then waited for him outside.

chrone went for their gig!!!!! hahaha so long nv see him, he's very funny and cute. (jai dont jealous!! you're cute too! or even cuter! :p)

I rmb sylvia and I laughing crazily because of chrone's dumb dumb reactions during last year's chalet. He's so retarded and blur. I miss Sylvia Cheeee!

Sigh.

Back to reality.

Os are coming.

woah, im totally looking forward mannnnZZZ -.-

Today's photos are with Clara. Upload it when she sends them to me! :D

oh btw class chalet is more or less confirmed, but only can book 3 months before, so no worries, we've got it all sure and settled! :D

Thanks to:

YunXuan's mother who helped us pay for the chalet first cos she's civil servant.

YunXuan's Brother who helped us log in the acc to check the price.

Xiu Xian for calling Aloha to check rates.

Raynor for helping me out with the bbq order.

Long, Ginie, Sam, Nury and Xinlin for their very good advices and opinions! :D

Can't wait for class chalet, totally want an enjoyment!

Last but not least,

I love Jairus! :p

Our 7th month is approaching ;)

More shots! :D

Hourglassey.

:) Plants. lol

Umbrellas lol

Bridgey.

Sisterrrrsssss!

This one wasnt well focused. Photographer trying out new lenses ahahaha

There were many many many ants at that spot okay!!!

Another shot of the super sister picture! hahaha

Thats it people! Will post some of my sisters' solo shots another day! My comp super lag. Lol

Some pictures from the Photoshoot with Keith at Sentosa... :) My first try of being a model okay! Dont laugh. Lol

Will post the rest soon!

How to not get hungry without going for recess in school???

STORE FOOD IN YOUR LOCKER MANNNNN!

so, with the P Gang's creation of the Food-In-Locker, we've successfully stored up food in my locker and get full during recess without having to go to the canteen. It's proven, so you can try it too :)

:D FOOOODDDDD!

A closer view... We have 1 big pack of Cococrunch, 1 big pack of Ruffles, 438791827301923 packets of Mimi, maybe about 20 packets of Julie Bisbuits, 4 packets of Tao Kae Noi, 3 packets of Chilli Tapioca, one jumbo stack of House of Steamed Potato, 1 packet of Onion Rings. I think thats all bah. :D Satisfaction!

Look how excited I am. LOL

SQUEEZE AH!!!!!

We just cleared our stock today. Sam replenished it just now. Yay!!!

The PGang = Melissa Long, XinLin, Ginie, Nury, Carin, Samantha and ME!

China is taking over Singapore!!!!!

I can't stand it okay, the fact that I see china people everywhere.

It doesnt feel like Singapore at all! Horiffying poo.

Theres a coffee shop in my neighbourhood and I usually go there for dinner.

And slowly, I see that coffee shop get taken over by China people.

When the coffee shop just opened, I think the stalls' workers were all singaporean.

But now~

The zhu chao (in chinese) workers have some from china, the tim sum stall is filled with china people, the economic rice has one from china. Omg!!! The other coffee shop nearby also got China ppl! The zhu chao person ALSO china one. The drinks stall person ALSO china one. In one neighbourhood already can find SOOOO many china people. What about the whole of Singapore lah!

ANDDD!

Yesterday, when I and jaijai was in 238, we saw a bunch of lil' boys from First Toa Payoh Primary School board the bus.

They were hell noisy okay.

Yes, from China!!!

They were like arguing really loudly in the bus with really horrible and vulgaric language!!! >:(

WALAOOOO EHHHH....

It feels like the adults in China are trying to bring over their whole family from China here and slowly invade singapore lah!!!

The noisy kids were so irritating, everyone was staring and them, hoping they'd shut their stupid big mouth up.

Right. I'm not saying I hate people from China.

I just dont find it right when I see more China people than Singaporean in a bus.

I just dont feel safe when I see many foreigners around me.

I feel like a stranger to the country when I have to speak in chinese when I order my food an drinks.

Sometimes even when I order coke, I cant say coke, I have to say "ke le". wthhhh!!! and I mean like, when you talk to them, then they speak the chinese so fast and the tongue so curly wirly, you hear also pekchek, then when you reply them, it feels like your chinese super lan lor. I DONT LIKE I DONT LIKE!!!

National Day is coming. WOWWW. scarly later the parade got more china people than singaporeans lol!

and they want the sec schools to hold hands in markets on the 8th of aug and say the pledge together. scarly I hold the hands is all china people one. LOL!!

Okay just a joke lah hor, I'm not mean.

Geez. I feel so tan when I stand beside china people.

NOOOOOO... I DONT WANT SO MANY CHINA PEOPLE!!!! :(

anw, this is a photo of me and... i forgot his name. He danced really well and cute-ly during Nomad!

(I have photos but I'm lazy to upload them)

Tanglin Mall's clearance sale on Saturday was superrrrrrrrr hot.

Hot as in super warm.

Jairus' mother set up a stall there to sell clothes and bags, and the sale wasnt that bad luh!

Maybe I should do that someday. Haha

Sunday was super fun.

We went to a shop in some street near Arab St, called No.1 Costume Costume. I think it's Aliway St or something.

The shop is so damn big okay.

They have ALLLLLL the costumes.

Wedding gowns, retro, egyptian, arabic, indian, english........

You name it, they have it!

My parents, Arthur, Jai, Shi Yuan, Cui wen, my sister and I went there together and spent like near 4 hours there!

That place totally rocks man, you guys should go too.

We walked around Bugis and I bought a pink top! It's damn CuTiExXXzZ LorRrXXx!

Ahem.

Then we headed home to watch The Orphanage!!!!

Woah it rocks. Go catch it guys.

After the show, which is like 10 plus? We had our dinner nearby and my parents fetched everyone home :D

So, the best thing you should do in a day is to:

-Go to No.1 Costume Costume shop at Aliway St.

-Watch The Orphanage

-Get late yummy dinner

Thats best. Simple and good.

I had my SPA on monday. Hopefully I'd score.

We had crabbbbbssss for dinner, to celebrate mummy's birthdayyyyyy!!! :D

hahahaha.

It was super duper yummy I swear.

Chilli Crabs. Whoooooo!

Today is a Tuesday.

Im having Tuesday Blues.

I hate extended curriculum.

UGH. waste of time.

Jen Chong's 21st Birthday dinner at the Japanese Association.

Arthur was our photographer hahaha.

:D The vainpots haha

Love them loadddddds!

Retards. Lol

Happy Birthday JC korkor! The cake was huge. hahahaha

COUSINSSSS! I'm so glad that both sides of cousins are still close. Hahaha the thought of it makes me really happy!

I didnt go school today.

I was really damn tired luh, was super relunctant to wake up.

Call me a Pig.

Today theres O level SPA.

Hahaha I'm giving it a miss.

JUST KIDDING LA!

why on earth should I miss it, lol! I'm not crazy dont worry.

Miss Tay told me to get an MC then just take it on another day.

Hahaha :D

Alright, think hunny will be coming soon to acc to the docs!

Ciao!

A few weeks ago, I bought a set of Vampire teeth.
It looks really convincing, and I happily spent $5 on that.

See, scary right. Hahahahaha. Btw I was wearing a wig lah, lol.

But however, if you were to take a closer and clearer view of me wearing that vampire teeth, I actually look like a freakin PAH-GE aunty.

Right. This is how I look. (duh)

And this is how I look with that stupid teethhhhhhhhhhh! I swear I wasnt acting cute, somehow that stupid set of teeth made it look this way. Stupid pah-ge freak!!!!!

LIKE IDIOT RIGHT, PAH-GE FREAK LOR!

My sister with her Gothic hat. Lol it looks really cute. :)

Conclusion: Dont buy vampire teeth. You will look like a pah-ge freak.
Me and mummy!

I'm so not prepared for O levels. :(

When I grow up,
I want to be a heroine to all animals.
I want to rescue them from all abusing factories, abusing homes, abusing whatsoever.
I want animals to be happy and safe.
I want to save them.

Cousins' Outing! :D

At Jack's Place hehehe

Yummmmmy!

All the blur faces Lol

Wheee this is cute. On our way to Suntec :)

Cousins Loveeeeeeeee

The anime characters. I dont know what characters lah! Lol. I'm so not an anime person. These people super 'on' man.

Some freaky dolls :/

This one is quite cute though

Now this is scary

Balding doll :/

Alien!

Whats this again? Freddy and Jason or what? LOL dont know lah

Thats Jairus. HAHAHA kidding

PREDATORRR!!!!

So cool right!

I love the predator la. Rocks. It's so huge, so real!

Stormtrooper :)

Made of Lego!

Some act cute girl -.-

The pirates were damn cute!

See! Candid!

Imagine women look like this. Scary man, too pretty alr.

Yah sure.

I think Jairus totally looks like Ryuk.

Yoda :) Looks damn real lah!

Aragon! So handsome hahahaha

CHUCKY! Heheheh. This one is total coolness, very real, very scary.

This is like... Chucky with good complexion?

Superman!

Ironman!

Gandulf! (sp) This looks so real lah, totally love this.

Ichigo or sth. Some character in Bleach. Lol.. I dont know anything about it, dont ask. And I look like I'm holding his hands. :/

I dont know who is she dressing as but she looks quite hot. hahahaha sexy legs!

Yes. Thats Shi Peng. He has never drank iced water in his life before.

Zhengy! Always wanna act shuai right :p

Shi Peng looks so cute here! xD

Glutton!

Weiwei :)

Cui Wen :)

Zi Xiu and Liang Xiu :)

Shi Rui :)

Me :)

Shi Yuan :)

Rui Qi :)

In the toilet hahahaha :p

So after our dinner, we got really bored. Guess what shi yuan suggested?
"Go CHJIMES!!! There got waitress wearing french-maid-costumes!"

Being very understanding cousins, we decided fufil his desire and make our way there just to see them.

See the shiok face of the Lim Brothers after seeing those waitresses.

And before we head home,

we wouldnt forget about a cute cousin shot together.

Look how happy the Lim Brothers are.

I love my cousins plenty!

Wheeeehooooo!
Right now, I'm at my baby's house all alone :(
Baby went to jam at clarke quay so I had to come here after school at get the keys from where he hid them. And now? STONE =.=

Oh, while I was on my way to his house, I had to walk up this long slope. Then I met this old lady who was carrying a huge plastic bag in front of me, and the bag looks damn heavy okay. As both of us walked, we realised that a rain is gonna pour soon and obviously started to speed up our paces.
WAH I TELL YOU! DONT SEE HER OLD WOMAN, SHE DAMN FAST SIA! CONSTANT SPEED SOMEMORE!!!
But I had to carry my school bag too okay! :p
Fine, not convincing.
But she is damn power. She rushed allllll the way up, and I was like 0.0

So noob. Okay drop that topic. It's so intimidating. -.-

Sigh. Prelims is nearing. I don't think I'll be able to make it. :(
helpppppppppppppppppp
It's unfair lor! This batch's O levels are brought forward, and so is the prelims.
And furthermore, the syllabus have changed and there're more topics to be taught!
Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk >:(
The thought of it makes me think Singapore is so kiasu.
Like please eh, other countries are like learning differentiation when they're in U i guess?
We're like learning it in secondary school year!
And Xin Lin said that next year, the Primary 5 and 6 are starting on algebra so that when they are sec 1s and 2s, they can learn differentiation already.
WALAOOOO!!!!
Need to so kiasu or not.
Yes competitive right???
BUT THE EARTH IS DYING.
Men are just inventing things that kills ourselves.
Fools.

Trifles
Why do I look so ugly when I miss the bus?
Or can't borrow the car and have to walk for once?
Yet I know that in Asia people have to walk every day
between the poles of a rich man's rickshaw.
-for just a handful of rice.
Why do I grumble about a minor illness
and worry about wrinkles or spots
when I know that thousands
carry an incurable illness in their body.
And thousands are being tortured for their beliefs,
for the colour of their skin or for nothing at all.
Why do I feel put out when I have to wait in line,
or walk in the rain or when I'm kept waiting?
Don't I ever think of others, those with no lgs,
or those who must live in bed,
the people who would be so happy, just once,
to be able to stand in line, or, just once,
to walk in the rain, or to be kept waiting.
And if my meal isn't served on time
why do I forget that millions of people
are never able to sit at a full table?
We are laughable, pathetic, stupid creatures,
who spoil our own lives, who spoil the lives of others,
because of a multitude of petty trifles,
when we ought to be so grateful
for every new day, for all the good things of life,
which we don't even deserve.
We have a fever
and our fever is really a madman's selfishness.

Does that describe you?

Haha this is another version of Devolusion in Nomad! :D

ENJOY!!!

I cut Jairus' hair yesterday!!! Sense of achievement okay. I got the photos, will post em up some day! His oral was quite alright, hopefully he'll do well! *prays hard*

Ms Tay said less than 10 people in the class passed chemistry. oh wellllllll...........

I wanna catch a movie! :(

Alright! These photos should be posted long time ago! hahaha.

My sister's 20th birthday! :D

Boston Choco! Happy Birthday!!

She came home around 10.30pm, and we were turned off all the lights in the house, and lit the candles on the cake. Stood patiently at the balcony, and waited for her grand arrival. LOL whatever. then when she rang the doorbell, i opened the door, and TADA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!!! hahaha she's like so shocked lah! :p

Happy Family :D

Arthur and my sister, and of course, the pretty belle!

Make a wish :)

Blowwwwwwwwwww awayyyyyyyyyyyyy

Cutting the cake :D

My laughing kit.

Hope it stays like this forever! :D hahaha

The dress Jaijai and I bought for her! :D

Opening up her fav shoes...

So sexy!

Loveeeeeeee!

Powdie is trying to mess up the place, as usual. He's just jealous he doesnt have any. Powdie, your birthdate in on the 6th Jan, dude.

Yummmy! :D

The naughty cat >:D

See, the happy girl :D

So chio right! HAHAHA

alright, cousin pics another day.

School tmr, ZZZZZZZZZZZZ to the max.

I WANNA SIT WITH GINIE LAH! >:(

I havent completed my homework, geeez.

Alright, once again, jaijai jia you for Oral tmr!!! :D

I wanna thank a few ppl before talking about Nomad!

My sister :D She helped me decide on costumes, hear if the music I anyhow mixed was weird. hahahaha. She supported me all the way, reminded me to do my work (ofcourse). Hahaha a doctor can be creative and artsy too!

My darling Jairus. He helped me out alot, pushing me to balance out my workload and understanding me alot by swallowing my angers and frustrations, making sure I've had my meals, I drank enough water. I wasnt able to meet him for really long, but he had no complains! hahaha. Thank you baby :D

OF COURSE MY MUMMY! She's totally everything. Without her, I wouldnt even be able to perform!!! She helped me sneak out for dance pracs cos we didnt want my dad to get angry. hahaha she helped me explain to my dad that it's nothing much, that he has to relax and all. :D Lol

Credits to these people! :D

Mr Gani! :D hahaha. He's da Motivator, da Man.

Dont really know why I should thank Arthur, but maybe for keeping my dance practices a secret? HAHAHA

During practice LOL.

:D Alright pictures of Nomad starts here!

It was drizzlingggggggggg, and obviously the ground got wet :(

Devol girls! :D (sharonnnn!!!! WHERE ARE YOU!!!!)

XueQi! The hungry ghost. LOL KIDDING! :p

Love this background :D

My Fantastic Four! Miss them a whole loads.

REN!

Mr Brando Tan!!! APPLAUD!!!

Preparing...

Yo!

Trumpeters! <3

Twirly Twirl! :D 4/4 rocks!!!

Look at the benches match!

wheeee! :D

Audience coming in! Kanchiong liao

Diarrhoea ah...

want to lao sai ah....

Bandits! :p

Devolusionnnnnnn!

Shake your asses yo!

The All Time Fav... XMARC! :D

Heartbeat.

Lol look at XQ!

See ghost sia.

Skip skip skip by.

Are you ready?

Jumpppppp!

Run Da Show!

Cute Asses. LOL

Love them. Xmarc act cool hahahaha

Disco Balllzzz

Our wonderful host! He's just sec one okay! Power.

It's been a hard day's night..

The Sexy Models ;p

And, the Sexy Hunks ;p

Sec ones, Mercy!

Enjoying, hahaha Dance Hall rocks! :p

Big Boys in Action!

Candyman!

Oosh.

Bounce ;)

Now I know what they mean by, "your hair was flying crazy"

Look at Carin and I!!! She looks like a monkey, I look like giraffe hahaha!

Are you ready?

Wheehooooo

The Malay Dancers were awesome! :D

Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Wheeehompah.

Nice Lighting! Rocks. Hahaha

Performerssssss!!!!!!!!

:D The only thing... is to changeee..... LOL

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE DEVOLUSION! :D Just look at Xmarc. Lol

The 1960's San Duo Jing Hua :D HAHAHA

LOOK AT XMARC! SO SHUAI!

Babies' Breath + Devol!

Dance Hall Performers! :D we super on one lor!

Aw yeah.

I Love Nomad 2008,

and of course, My Devolusion :D

I'll post about cousin's outing and sister's birthday some other day. This is so brain consuming Lol i think there are more photos, but they're with other ppl. Some other day then! Video is up! check it out on xq's blog :D

Tmr is baby's Chinese Os Oral Exam. Wish him all the best, and baby, be confident about yourself! :D

Yes it's quite obvious that I'm Rui Shan and I hate sweets.
Very random but please rmb not to offer me sweets. Ty.

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