Lucky

hahaha many good things happened today! :) Shall not reveal them YET.. heh heh
All I can say is.. Catch us on 7 Aug! ;)

Basically I'm just very happy today LMAO Lucky lucky~

Learnt Latin and Salsa from Mr Sum and Miss Young today, Jive is difficult! but it was damn fun. Learnt the locking choreo too, super hilarious. I really love performing lol just can't stop leh.

Okay take chill pill people, ciao!

Not possible to be optimistic in life anymore

OH YEAH I'M DONE WITH E LEARNING!
*Wipes sweat*

Alright basically E learning sucks because there're in fact so much more assignments than usual, so I'd rather go to school actually.
Lili came to my house today and woke me up! Bow wow wow.
Mummy cut his hair for him and now it's of school standard. Wanted him to try bangs hahaha
We headed to lunch together then finally getting the dance shirt/jackets orders more or less confirmed! Hopefully it'll be printed really soon.

TADA!!! LOL

Okay I shall stop talking about lili later mokky complain again ahahaha anw mok helped me alot of e-learning today thanks babe ;)

Anyway, I'm desperately trying to keep up with work and I just realised that timed assignments are gonna happen on my birthday week..... fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ish. I have plenty of things to complete. Don't bother listing them out, I'll be wasting my time then cos it's way too many.

This birthday isnt gonna be a good one. Good luck ruishan. You're gonna experience the worst day of your life.

Some good vids!

Alright byebye people. Lili is cute hurhur

EEEEEE-Learning

I HATE E LEARNING IT STINKS

I Live To Laugh

He's my laughing pill.

And Mokky is my laughing gas. [Just in case you all don't know who mokky is, she's Melody. Yes I'm clarifying this because Mokky seems to be worried that you guys won't know I'm talking about her hahahah :p]

Both of them never fail to make me laugh. Laughed alot today, feeling happy! :D The way mokky does the false throw is damn funny, you guys should see it. Lucky to have funny friends around me heh heh.

Today is my lucky day! :) Very happy hahaha.

Guess what!!!!!!!!

(drum roll...........)

I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!!

I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!!

I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!!

I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!!

I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!!

Just when I thought it's the end of my life.. I FOUND THEM IN THE BBOX MUAHAHAHAHA WHOOHOOOO DAMN HAPPY!!! HELLO 4 JACKETS MAY COST AROUND 100 BUCKS, I CAN BUY LIKE MORE CLOTHES WITH THAT MONEY!

That aside, STAR wasnt as bad as I thought. Feels quite good to be able to catch up with your work!

Lili waited for my STAR to end then accompanied me home! Thanks love :D My mummy's gonna help cut his hair because it's growing super fast and is damn long now hahaha.

Alright, gonna do my work! Work hard for what you want/love people, only then you'll find meaning in life ;)

The Boys of Summer

I really admire the Singapore soccer players.
I hear people in the coffee shop criticising Singapore soccer standards and laughing away at how they're gonna get thrashed.
5-0
SO??? IT'S LIVERPOOL LEH, NOT SOME LOUSY POK TEAM KNOW
Would you even dare go up and play with the liverpool pros? Don't laugh at your own country representatives please. They may not be so good but at least they're better than you and they dare to take up the challenge and getting mocked by you lousy singaporeans!

Okay when did I become so patriotic -.-

ANYWAY! I'm gonna go sleep early today so that I can chiong Econs and Maths tmr.
I am determined to do well and stop procrastinating all thanks to Mr Arty Xiaoli! Jia you!
I cannot afford to retain. I gotta promote together with you! :D

Geez I'm praying for the dance shirt/hoodie to turn out nice. Please please please.

TSD work is insane. Not even done with current tasks and there're already piles of work waiting. Thank you TGO for making our lives so "happening".. hurhur

Hugging Buddha's Leg

IHATEPWIHATEPWIHATEPWIHATEPW

I'm really panicking!!!
Just about 2 more months to promos ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
Okay actually I already got back my results and it sucks cock.
Although not straight Us but there IS a U.
And guess which subject? OH LOVELY MATHS
FFFF MATHS.
Econs, TSD, Lit = E
GP = S
Maths = U

Okay I passed 2 H2 and 1 H1 but so what!!! MY MSG IS FREAKING 5.6!!! -.-

Ugh tell me about it.
Luckily this is 10%.
But then again, if this 10% I can't even handle, what more promos 70%!!! MORE THINGS TO STUDY AND MORE WEIGHTAGE!!! AHHHHH~~~

kill me now now now

That's how you know

Although Taurus and Leo are the worst match,
although we are both Tan-s,

although we're vertically world's apart,

although we stay miles away from each other,

although we always seem to be at opposite ends,

you're always here for me.

And that is why I love you.

Falling head over heels

TSD theory lesson tmr :( :( :( Okay I really hate the theory part of everything lol it's damn annoying why can't we just have practical for everything we learn!!!! BUT! theres group rehearsal after that, something thats more fun at least heh heh heh! :D

That aside!

Went to have lunch at Just Acia today with Mokky and Lili at downtown east (oh I'm becoming an Easty person bow wow) and headed to Mokky's house after that to play majong. It's been SUPER LONG since I could actually slack after school. Saw Dean's super cool magic tricks too! :D Hahaha talked alot of cock lol.

You managed to disarm me

My soul is shining through

Can't help but surrender

My everything to you

Why am I doing this

I'm so glad we finished 3 scenes already.
But we're still behind time.
Promos is in 9 weeks.
TSD group piece is in 3 weeks.
IS DS is in 8 weeks.

Time doesnt fly.
It teleports.

You cannot imagine how tired I am

still here trying to attempt some stupid maths question and I really have no idea wtf it's talking about forget it lol

Today's horoscope is really quite accurate:
You really have a chance to shine today Leo, as you come to the end of an old phase and the beginning of a new one. The energy of the day is favorable for any form of self-promotion, so this would be a perfect day for scheduling auditions or interviews. Any critical or analytical work will turn out very well, and if this is the day you are planning out a new project or outlining a presentation, it will be very successful. You'll get compliments today, on both your appearance and your behavior. Today is a day for action.
- okay I hope it's talking about TSD group piece. But I didnt get compliments and I didnt shine la wth

Leo, there is a yearning inside you that you are having problems controlling. You want someone so bad that you can almost taste it. You just have not found the means yet to express this without coming across too strong. If you are single, a little goes a long way, so use your skills of charm with a little more finesse than you normally would. A subtle smile may be all that you need today. Attached? Try not to be too critical of your partner today. Asking for what you want in a cooperative manner will get you your hearts desires much faster than bulldozing in with your requests.

Where'd you go?

I'm soooooo damnnnnnnnnn tiredddddddddddddddddd ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I've got plenty of things to do

And you're so faraway

Where'd you go? I miss you so
seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone
please come back home


:'(

EATING
AND
SLEEPING
IS
OPTIONAL
TAN
RUI
SHAN
KEEP
THAT
IN
MIND
YES
YOU
HAVE
A
SAD
LIFE

Worn Out

I try
I always try so hard to be present for every meeting/rehearsal/practice/outing
I really do
But sometimes it doesnt work
It isn't anybody's fault but it makes me feel tired and guilty
I try so hard to be everywhere
I'm really tired
and even more tired when this effort isn't appreciated
I don't know if it is or not, but I just feel so.. upset
I try so damn fucking hard

If only I can clone myself

It really isn't easy to be there and on task everytime everywhere
It's like almost being a robot

I am human too

And I'm extremely surprised. You can actually move on really fast lol!

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Cos' baby sometimes love just aint enough

Okay random but I really love this song :)

I need medication
to live without sleeping and eating

No Pain No Gain

We were really bored today...
Credits to Mokky the photographer hahaha :D
I was laughing damn hard at lili's fake smile lol

K don't know whats this lol

Okay yes you must be wondering why the hell we taking pics around the school lol! That explains how bored we were yeah? Yeah.

Anw, this is the birthday card lili drew for my mummy! :)

Hahaha never find a love like this.

Anw. I've got loads of stuff to finish and yet again I'm still procrastinating. I'm an idiot yes I know. Well, at least I completed some already.

Tmr is superrrr busy! :( I'm gonna die of dehydration.

Oh no. God please save me lol. If you are able to save me from hunger and pain I will believe in you. Okay just kidding sry no offence just some random shiatz coming from me lol

Ciao. I'm Tired Tan Rui Shan

You're not alone

Lili's new Vans shoes! :)

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you’re far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we’re far apart
You’re always in my heart
- MJ

I swear MJ's songs are damn touching.
Anyway,
it's 20 mins more to my mum's birthday! :) Bought her Lili Lily and a ionic face massager HAHAHA YES I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT IT'S PINK AND CUTE!!!

Thought it'd be a bad day today (no I'm not pessimist) but it was alright.
Just felt damn restless. Roar.
I realised Azri, Wally and Lili is like combo pack of lameness.

Hopefully tmr will be good, though it's a long day.
I'm damn tired now... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz-to-the-max-please

S FOR SCHOOL S FOR SUCKS

CURRENTLY IN SCHOOL
AND I'M EXTREMELY BORED

MELODY IS BESIDE ME NOW AND SHE IS CHECKING PEOPLE OUT ON FB HAHAHA
SHE'S GONNA KILL ME
WHOOHOOOO
LILI HAS ART NOW AND I SWEAR HE IS LAME KING (NO LINK BUT WTH) HE HATES YELLOW SO I'M GONNA PUT HIS NAME IN YELLOW LILILILILILI

I DONT SEE HOW SCHOOL IS USEFUL
WHEN STUDENTS ARE HERE WASTING THEIR TIME
DOING STUPID THINGS

SCHOOL SUCKS! >:( YES THATS WHY I GIVE IT SHITTY COLOUR

ANW IT'S MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY TMR :D MOMMY LOVES PURPLE

I FEEL A BIT STUPID TODAY, LIKE YA KNOW, DUMBLY RETARDED. WHATEVER I'M SAYING

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SOLAR ECLIPSE

CONGRATS TO MY FRIEND WHO JUST GOT ATTACHED HAHAHA HE SUCCEEDED!

I DONT KNOW WHATS THE PROBLEM DONT ASK ME I'M NOT ATTACHED

Pig

Oh yes I went to watch Harry Potter on friday with lili and I DID NOT LIKE IT!
There were a few cute/funny moments and all, but seriously the climax and conclusion is quite ...
I hope the next one will be better!
TSD ppl are going to watch later :) hahaha

I'm eating so much recently I think the Rui Shan you people know is gonna turn obese.
Won't happen? I'm telling you it will!
If I don't grow taller and I keep eating at this rate, I will boom into a fat pig that all of you can't recognise me ahahah
See? even lili agrees. Pig=Rui Shan

I don't know don't ask me

Dreamer

Kelsie Hendrix!

Jesper was showing me her vids and she's really awesome.. I wonder what was I doing at the age of 13. Probably something useless and meaningless. UGH! Waste of time.

Now now now. What do I do?

p/s: my dad is going crazy now. He's doing some MJ dance. Yes just imagine.

Why do we love if love will die?

Work is piling up again as usual.
Ahhhh keep going rui shan..! >:D

Why does Monday come before Tuesday
Why do summers start in June
Why do winters come too soon
Why do people fall in love
When they're always breaking up, oh why
Why do we love if love will die

I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna think, I don't wanna love, I don't wanna do anything

- Michael Jackson feat. 3T

I wonder if reincarnation really happens. If it really does, then who'll be the next MJ? Hahaha! :D that'll be so cool. Maybe there'll be a new baby MJ coming soon! whoohoo

okay me and my silly imagination.

I've got so much work to do and yes, I'm forever procrastinating. Just can't really understand how people can sit still at their study table and mug non-stop. It's impossible!

My family is watching MJ's concert dvd now hahaha he's really awesome! The fans are nuts, they're crying/screaming and pulling out their own hair as he removes his sunglasses LOL big star is really big star. Can actually drive people nuts, seriously nuts.

Lol me and sis in Bella Kini :P

Went to school this morning for TSD group discussion. Steph is under quarantine cos her brother has h1n1. I won't be surprised if I have it now because I was rather close to her these few days. hahaha. I almost couldnt enter the school today cos my temp was 38, then after taking for the 4th time it was 37.6. Think the guard close one eye cos I didnt look sick at all lol.

After that went to queensway with Lili to buy shoes. Haha he got Vans and I think it's really nice! Yay i finally got to eat the curry chicken there again! Although it may be manifested with tons of cockroaches.. haha... yucks -.- Lili came to my house after that and we were watching MJ mv-s.

Should I start doing my work...? Okay I shall leave it til tomorrow :) LOL

Booboo please cheer up!!! Sigh I really don't know how to help :(

Always look on the bright side of life

No life people = TSD students

Hahah The Great One (TGO) treated us to swensens ice cream today after TSD lesson! :) Damn shiok. Whoohoo~

Me and my boo hahaha.

Were talking about relationships and cx's progress with his girlfriend HAHAHA. saad was bombing some palm reading shit and said my next boyfriend will be the last final one, and i will have 4 kids, quite rich and have very happy moments in life. Susu will die a virgin HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY

Hahaha I thought today would be a bad day! But nope, it turned out fine! I'm in love with Rach's iphone daily horoscope thing lol.

Reached home around 10 plus, trying to chiong my hw now. Ugh! :( Damn tired. Hahaha hopefully tmr is a good day too!

TXL! :D

Alright, I just hope I can catch up with my work and stop getting borderlines -.- jia you everyone, we shall all be promoted!

It's so good to be happy

Lili's hand with my pig drawing on the left. And my hand with lili's drawing on the right. Yes just look at the difference in the level of "artistic sense" Hahahaha I bet you must be thinking "yes yes, talking about Xiao Li again~~~" whatever!

More TSD A lvl pics! :D maddy drawing arteries on me.. hahaha

With fe! our lovely mask designer! :D

Alice in Wonderland~

Then....

Yes he went down to the Cafe with that "bloody bandage" on. LOL

Today was a damn good day. I thought it was gonna be sian today but no, everything went extremely well, and it matches exactly with the predictions on the horoscope thingy in boo's phone!!!

Sigh. It's over! I shall not brood over it anymore! :) You can continue to think that it's my fault but seriously, stop it. It's over. I don't think this is the way you like a person. You don't like me. You love you and only you. Destroy me for all I care, We all know deep down whats going on.

I'm happily sleepy now, whoohoo~ Hope booboo revives soon.. jia you booboo!

Muahahaha

Retarded moments in TSD hahaha

Yes tell me about it

Saw this at a food stall then I thought it was really meaningful and helpful in life!

Fe and Aisha did well today!!! So did the other J2s :D I'm so happy for them! and now that their IS-es are all over, they are more relaxed already and so are the J1s! Hurray!!!

Alright today I had to transform from a graceful butterfly into a psycho queen of hearts.
Maddy drew the arteries on my face and neck using acrylic paint!!! okay yes it's digusting but it's damn cool!!! And she bloody artist, took only like 10 mins to draw that out -.- damn pro!

(okay yes I look like a freak) Me and lili! :D You know that cuckoo didnt recognise me! I was like looking at him when he was coming up the stairs and he just looked and like ignored me cos he thought I was some other random freak with crazy makeup lol! Some halloween character or sth~

With Fe's Mask :) Queen of Hearts!

Fe's presentation went very well. Didnt go in with her for Q&A. I had to do a short movement with the mask to act like the Queen who's a crazy bitch. Hahaha so yeah, basically just to scare the examiners lol! Hopefully she does well!!! :D

The ppl walking in and out of lecture were staring at me like some weirdo from outerspace.

Queen of Hearts and Alice!

Cheshire Cat (Melvyn), Queen of Hearts (Me) and Alice (Melissa)!

Okay yes and because I had to immediately change out of the butterfly costume that Aisha did because Fe's exam was right after hers, so I didnt manage to take the full costume with the make up for the butterfly! But yeah, hahaha a psycho butterfly maybe?

Aisha! :) I went in with Aisha for Q&A! I think I danced fine, and her presentation went well, so hopefully the examiner will give her good grades!

Me and Booboo!!! :D

Had 1959 Run after that and reached home around 9 plus. Damn tired... Tmr is 1959 and Swakk'd exam! Omg good luck to both groups!!! jia you :D Gotta reach sch before 7am... ffff ish. Rui Shan, please stop being a pig thank you.

Shall end with a picture of Mr Arty being Arty..

:D Thanks for staying back to acc me! Love singing duets with you haha