Worn Out

I try
I always try so hard to be present for every meeting/rehearsal/practice/outing
I really do
But sometimes it doesnt work
It isn't anybody's fault but it makes me feel tired and guilty
I try so hard to be everywhere
I'm really tired
and even more tired when this effort isn't appreciated
I don't know if it is or not, but I just feel so.. upset
I try so damn fucking hard

If only I can clone myself

It really isn't easy to be there and on task everytime everywhere
It's like almost being a robot

I am human too

And I'm extremely surprised. You can actually move on really fast lol!

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Cos' baby sometimes love just aint enough

Okay random but I really love this song :)

I need medication
to live without sleeping and eating