Saturday, February 28, 2009
My left thigh muscles are hurting so bad. It hurts even when I stand/sit still. It is stopping me from stretching even more and I feel so stuck. I hate my left leg. I hurts me so much physically and emotionally. I can't improve, I'm stuckkkk!!! :( Why is it hurting??? Should I rest or should I continue stretching? It's not the aching type of pain, but it feels like it has over-stretched and it's like strained. WHAT IS IT? SOMEBODY TELL MEEEEE WHAT TO DO TO GET RID OF IT SO THAT I CAN CONTINUE STRETCHING :( I'm so upset right now. Everyone is else is improving but I can't. I cried so hard just now but I was only 2 palms away from the mirror My left leg is cursed :( Fuck. Tuesday, February 24, 2009 Some pics of the day we met up! Me, Carin, Marcus M, Edwin, Hamzah and Hillmi (sp/ I can't rmb how to spell it everytime, I just can't!) I was complaining like crazy when they asked us to go into sentosa! But it was their treat, so WHO CARES hahaha! But it was raining, so I was like a freaking auntie-aunty standing under the umbrella with carin. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() COLLEGE RUN AT EAST COAST PARK TMR AND MODERN DANCE CLUB PICNIC AND PRAC AFTER THAT! :D YAY NO DEAD BORING LECTURES AND TUTORIALS. AND PEOPLE WHO KEEP TELLING ME TO "STOP THINKING TOO MUCH LA" AND "IT'S NOT GHOSTS LA, IS YOUR FRIENDS HAIR LA (OR SOME OTHER OBVIOUSLY BRAINLESS THOUGHTS/REASONS)" PLEASE JUST SHUT UP AND STOP THINKING THAT YOU'RE DAMN FUCKING SMART. I'm not saying you have to believe in ghosts but I'll appreciate that you don't mock at other people's worries and doubts, coming out with your own stupid reasons (that doesnt even make sense) to make yourself sound so logical and strong. Shut the fuck up man, seriously! Can you please think before coming up with a good reason why that black thing is there? So far I receive responses like: 1) it's my friend's hair FOR GOODNESS SAKE CAN YOU EVEN VISUALISE??? IF IT'S MY FRIEND'S HAIR IT WOULDNT BE ONLY AT THAT CORNER OF THE MIRROR PLEASE. IF IT WAS HER HAIR, IT'LL BE SUPER NEAR THE CAMERA AND THAT WILL TOTALLY COVER UP AT LEAST HALF OF THE PICTURE, COVERING OUR FACES, NOT BEHIND ME. IDIOTS. 2) camera problem Yes, everyone also know how to say is camera problem. But why the other photos don't have and only that one has it? Okay if you say it's coincidence that the camera got some prob or shook, then why only that part of the picture and WHY STRANDS OF IT? I'm sure you've seen lighting problems happening on photos, but none of them looks anything like this one. I don't know why I'm so angry but I just hate it when ppl give stupid comments without using their brains, making me look over paranoid and foolish. I ALREADY MENTIONED IN MY PREVIOUS POST, I WANT LOGICAL ANSWERS. p/s: This shall be the last post on that stupid eerie photo. Waste my time only. Monday, February 23, 2009 Something freaky for you guys... Melody told me there's one photo we took in the audi toilet which looks very eerie. And before she noticed that weird thing at the corner, she was just randomly telling her cousin (from tpjc J2) that we went there to camwhore. The "clean" photos :) Take note of the top left hand corner, rmb how it is like. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Her cousin just told her not to go to this toilet cos it's 'oolu'.THEN, she noticed this picture (the top left hand corner). you see that black thing there? yeah it's suppose to be the door of the toilet, no idea whats that. It looks like hair. Okay I let my mum see this photo (and she's the type that who doesnt believe that much that ghosts exists), and we stared at this photo to figure what else could it be. It can't be melody's hair (the girl beside me), because if it's her hair, it wouldnt be right above me only, but instead slashing across at least half of the picture. (compare with the photos above) If you can figure out sth LOGICAL and SMART, tag please! don't tell me brainless answers that obviously can't happen one la. use brain first okay. Melody quickly deleted it from her phone.I koped this picture from her facebook and I thought that black patch looks like long hair. I'm getting freaked out because it was right above me... -.-" *wipes sweat* I'm so glad I didn't notice it at that time or I'll probably get too scared to run out of the toilet. Anyway.... Today I was super high, Melody is my Patricia Mok and I call her Mokky. Literally laughing the entire day! Rocks :D p/s: I'd better go temple to pray soon... :'( Sunday, February 22, 2009 (photos from my/mel's handphone) Mangay gave us the hearts! :) After Orientation Camp :) 09A06! Real timetable starting tmr already, homework piling up already, dance pracs squeezing in already... getting really busy already... I have to go for a TSD drama concert on 14 march at 11am!!! omg how do I go for amksian family day :( well I hope I can at least go for awhile, haha.
Watch the video!!! IT'S DAMN FUNNY! Orientation Camp Week! (photos in random order, lazy to type out the details! more photos coming up!) Flag Design :D ![]() Everyone is participating! Hurrah! Entanglement game during Amazing Race.![]() ![]() I was super twisted! Just look at my tard face. Dare devil challenge! I was so scared it was something alive and slimy! :( But I helped to win this challenge, how brave HAHAHA! Boo Boo tried too! : Look at my spas face! Ooosh! Scardey Cat HAHAHA Hamid's torn/wet shoes! He sacrificed it to help us win one of the amazing race challenge!![]() Collecting foam challenge. Omg this is damn sick! We had to wash our hair WITH soap okay!!!![]() Thursday, February 19, 2009 I'M SUPER TIRED BUT I LOVE IT. WILL POST PICTURES SOON! I LOVE TSD I LOVE DANCE I LOVE 09A06 I LOVE HAWK HOUSE. I TOTALLY LOVE WHAT I'M DOING OMG HAHAHAHA. Mark's birthday tmr, Happy Birthday in advance! :D Prepare to get dirtied HAHAHA Okay and correction! Amksian Family Day is at East Coast Park :) Alot of anons tagged on my blog LOL paiseh ah! p/s: sorry, really very busy to update. Sunday, February 15, 2009 Fall in Love with this Beauty man! HAHAHAHAHAHA Alright one random fact about me: I really love it when my mum helps me dig my ear :) HAHAHA WTF LOL and I did stretchings just now and it was so painful I cried :( :( :( Damn unbearable, my mummy was like pushing me all the way and I nearly died!!! And lastly, before I go to bed and be excited about Orientation Camp... DEAR AMKSS 4/4 08, PLEASE BE PRESENT ON AMKSIAN FAMILY DAY, 14 MARCH 09, 7.30am - 1.30am. IM NOT SURE OF THE VENUE BUT I HEARD IT'S AT SENTOSA. HOPE TO HAVE A CLASS GATHERING THERE AND CATCH UP WITH EACH OTHER. PLEASE PASS THIS AROUND AND MAKE SURE EVERYONE IS GOING. WHETHER THIS MEET UP WILL BE A SUCCESS OR NOT DEPENDS ON EVERYONE OF YOU (PLEASE BE ENTHU AND DRAG THOSE WHO ARE STILL CONSIDERING WHETHER TO GO OR NOT). SEE YOU GUYS THERE! AND CAMWHORES, DON'T FORGET YOUR CAMERA! :p MISS ALL OF YOU BADLY! Lol............................! ![]() Orientation camp tmr! :D Hurrrrrayyyyy! I really hope it'll be super fun! Will be back on Wednesday!!! Saturday, February 14, 2009 ALRIGHT PEOPLE!!!! ARE YOU FEELING THE ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥LOVE♥ ♥ ♥ TODAY??? HAHAHA Okay I had Modern Dance prac this morning (yes, on vday/saturday, so sad right) BUT I DON'T MIND HAHAHA. Had lunch with Trudy, Shaotong, Si Yu (dead fish ahahaha) and Athalie! :D My dance seniors rocks!!! :D Did crazy stretchings and I'm nearing a side split now!!! I tried it at home and I MUST GET IT FLAT DOWN ALL THE WAY!!! Alright another pic taken a few days ago? (koped from Nath's blog) Going in a clockwise direction starting from Me in the white jacket, Nathalie, Priscilla, Afiqah, Saad (Sad), Mark and Isaac! :DCaught Benedict Buttons today! I won't say it's a great show, but rather an interesting storyline. Something really new. Overall...3/5 I guess? Once again, HAPPY SWEEEEEET VALENTINES! How 'bout purple roses for Valentines? p/s: I WANT AN EYECANDY TOO! Everyone is having their eyecandies and getting so sweetened whenever they see their ECs, WALAO IM STARTING TO FEEL LESBIANIC CAN!!! LOL!!!!! Friday, February 13, 2009 Wednesday was Leave-A-Mark Day, so everyone went around using markers to draw on each other! And since it's MARK'S Day.... Stephanie, Me, Melody, Mangay, Rachel, Shu Yi, Afiqah, Mark, Suryadi, Priscilla, Wen Zhen! We took a picture of us doing the Human Evolution, it's DAMN DAMN DAMN funny! It's with Rachel, hope she sends it to me soon! :D Basketball game!!! :D So basically I had dance on wed, thurs, today and tmr. Crazy dance freak right -.- HAHA. I swear MD (modern dance) stretching kills but it's damn shiok. We have to do all the physical trainings like running 3 rounds arnd the track, doing push ups/situps/crunches etc... many many more! damn tiring! Thursday was Reggae, when I saw Emily popping there! hahaha Met up my lovelies, xmarc and carin ytd, damn happy! :D Tmr theres MD at 8.30am, wish my luck for all the crazy stretchings! Hahaha today's MD prac was damn tiring but SUPER FUN! I got super high! Hahaha ILOVEDANCE!!! I miss my sec sch friends alot! Amksian Family Day is on 14 March and I was supposed to go Malaysia on that day! Should I go Amksian Family Day and meet my friends to catch up or go Malaysia and have fun? HOW HOW HOW!!!!! OH AND HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! Melody, Shu Yi and I did valentines day gifts for the class and received some from the other classmates too! :D Happy confessing and falling in love ppl! Hope Auntie Boo managed to attract LJH! Hahaha "BLESSINGS FOR A GOOD DAY!" - quote from our dearest TPJC principal :p TODAY ROCKS I LOVE IT. Wednesday, February 11, 2009 I really really truly love dance and it is something I will never stop doing. Today's Modern Dance prac was fun, choir was kinda boring (in my opinion, so no offence okay!). Peace ^^ Haha! Got to talk to Shao Tong more today and I'm glad she's joining dance too!!! :D So we can like go to school and go home from dance prac late at night together, hurray! Or I'll seriously be damn sian on the bus, nobody to talk to! NATHALIE LIM, IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS COME ON AND JOIN DANCE LAHHH!!! EVEN NATHALIE NG AGREES WITH ME! SO BETTER JOIN OR WE WILL KILL YOU HAHAHAHA Today I had no lessons but I didnt rot cos I had the company of my very cute classmates!!! :D Super happy Hahahaha. Having Maths and Econs tmr, then Reggae after that, geeeez im really tired! Came back at 10 plus today, tmr and friday will be the same too, NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!!! :( JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!! Auntie Boo is currently crazy over her *AHEM* hahaha no names mentioned! Anw I'll take a pic of our modern dance prac on friday and let you guys see okay! :D Enjoy life while you can people! :D Tuesday, February 10, 2009 Today was take a photo day and I forgot to bring my camera =.= So basically I didnt want to take with my hp camera cos I dont think theres enough memory!!! Right now all my photos are in my friends' cameras so yes, I've only received one! Alright this is Jia Qi! My orientation group 29 friend! :) She knows Zhao Xuan btw haha. Ignore my face -.- ![]() Okay some photos with Rachel and Nathalie, will post em up soon! Today was super fun, the TSD ppl met up early in the morning and talked lotsa crap and Saad is totally crazy and funny. Haha he's a Bboy, and I wanna learn from him! :D We played truth of dare and I swear I'm suuuper suay! That stupid spinner kept aiming me and I always kena a dare. And I had to go to the next table and scream super enthusiastically, and I had to run along the corridor screaming like a maniac, and stop a gang of guys to take a photo with them! Haha and I just got to know all my classmates today and they're awesome! We had to introduce ourselves by giving 3 facts and 1 lie, and make the class guess which is the lie. "Okay I play the piano, I had 5 kittens and a cat and a dog before, I love dancing and I have a brother and a sister" "Second one! The animal one!" "Nope! I only have a sister and I did have that many animals before!!! :p" "WHAT???!!!!" Haha I only have 5 guys in my class of 23. Orientation camp is starting next week, Monday-Wednesday! Modern Dance Prac tmr! *breathes* OH BTW, I watched Underworld-Rise of the Lycans! It's not bad, but I prefer the first one. It's M18, and has a lil horny naked sex scenes... But anw thats not the point. LOL Tmr I have no lessons, just going there to meet TSD ppl and get out group work done, then go for choir and dance after school. Geeeez boring! :/ Hopefully I don't rot like mad! Met my darlings, Xmarc and Carin, just now! We headed back to Amkss Band cos I had to pass germaine some scores, and we had sooooo much to catch up! Xmarc is going TP now, which is near my school, HURRAY! Carin is like at the other end of S'pore :( We talked alot and I really really missed them! Meeting them again on Thursday, SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT!!!! Monday, February 09, 2009 Belle in her DoggyBag!!! :D Ultimate Cuteness!!!! :D Bought my Texus Graphic Calculator alr at $155+2 year warranty today and I gotta get some notebooks at popular later. Miss Norzian said we (TSD ppl) are going to London this year end!!! OMG OMG OMG IM SO EXCITED!!!! Oh no, $$$$$$$$$$! :( TSD IS FUN SHIATZ. We all got super excited when she announced that HAHAHA crazy bunch of ppl! Oh and btw half of my class are in TSD! ;p Fun shiatz, Love it! Aww man I bet Xmarc and Carin would clique super well in this group of TSD ppl! How I wish they could join me! :( Tmr is Take A Photo Day, so I'm gonna snap snap snap!!! :p Saturday, February 07, 2009 BOOOOO! On the left, My sis with her brown permed hair wig (front view) Me with my long black hair wig (front view) Haha finally some pictures on my blog right!!! :p Alright anw I'm in class 09A06! Same class as Mark and Afiqah! :D Hurray! They're all noisy and funny ppl and I hope the rest of the people in my class are like that too! Okay maybe not TOOO noisy! HAHA Really happy with the way things are now, hopefully it remains this way til my A lvls are over HAHAHA! :p I have TSD on monday.. til 3 plus I guess, then Modern Dance on Wednesday after sch til 9 plus cos of SYF, and reggae class at Oschool on Thursday after sch til 930 or so, then Modern Dance on Friday after sch til 9 plus. Omg weekdays are almost all packed!!! :( The school is still a maze to me, and I find lectures okay, well at least I don't fall asleep. H2 Maths is crazy, it's so difficult I need 10 brains to solve one question. UGHHH I HATE MATHS, YUCKS, AND I WILL HATE IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. MATHS, YOU WATCH IT, YOU WILL HAVE YOUR RETRIBUTION!!!! K siao liao. How I wish Mrs Ong Hui Yin is teaching me maths still!!! I guess JC will be tough afterall! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Friday, February 06, 2009 Basically this post is about me being super lucky in this year. First was the qualifying for TSD thing, NOW IT IS MODERN DANCE!!! Okay so they had their selection for SYF today, and I stayed throughout their whole practice until like... 9pm......!!! Everybody say wow, "wowwwww..." Right. So everyone else (J1s) are all ballerinas and I'm like the only lonely soul who does reggae/hiphop -.- SO SAD RIGHT. They do splits like SMALL KICK OKAY, do stretching like it's some fun shit, while I'm like struggling to do a HALF-SPLIT. HAHAHAHA CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW SAD AND INFERIOR I FELT??? The other J1s are like so rubberbanded and so -OMG- (and there were DSAs too). So of course, the hopeless me felt like leaving immediately after doing all the stretchings and realising that I totally suck and shouldnt be in modern dance, but something in me told me to stay longer, since I've alr stayed back for about an hour. SO.... they taught us some of the SYF steps... then when I was about to take my back and leave (cos I totally think I'm hopeless and impossible to be chosen), the dance teacher, teacher-in-charge and president of MDC told me to get my measurements for SYF costumes taken down at the tailor. I was like huh? Take what measurements??? Then they were like "oh you're in!" Omg can... I have like Grade 8 ballerinas dancing beside me and I actually got in. And they're only picking 8 J1s for SYF out of the dont know how many J1s MDC members! Super honoured and lucky and happy and grateful! :) Woah.. I dont know what I did lah... 8 ppl only.. then I can get in... when I have totally no ballet background when everybody else has... and I'm super not flexible.... damn thankful can!!! Sen Cai even called me last night to tell me about TPJC's MDC. Jesper and him are really nice ppl, to like inform me about their dance club and all, super nice!!! And I strongly encourage ppl who are really interested in arts (drama, dance etc..) should come TPJC cos it's a super arty JC, like their nitch is performing arts and they offer TSD!!! :D Oh and lessons on thursday was damn horrible. I hate to wait 5 whole hours for TSD lesson, but it was worth the wait at least, super fun and interesting. And after that I had to rush for reggae at Oschool. Then I have to the next day, which is today, and dance somemore even more more more, I almost died! p/s: Anw TSD lessons were FUN/AWESOME!!! and hopefully after joining MDC I'll be more flexible! :) I wanna improve my dancing in every single way!!! Wednesday, February 04, 2009 I can't understand those who compare their O lvl results with others and think that some do not deserve their good grades. I mean, who are you to judge what they deserve? Have you seen their hardwork? Do you know how much effort they put in? And even if they didnt, who are you to judge? Everything happens for a reason and that's why words like "surprises" and "miracles" exist right? We're all human, so don't be so ready to condemn or criticize others. It aint about the results, it's about how you make the best of what you have achieved. So stop revolving around the stupid O lvl points and move on with LIFE. Sometimes people don't see the rotten part in them, even myself. We're all so self-centered and egoistic that sometimes we don't realise that the things we hate about others are actually in ourselves too. Why am I being so... ... ............... paranoid? Lol! Oh I blogged the 2nd time for today because I'm really bored right now that I'm reading My Sister's Keeper... And because lessons are gonna start tmr and I reaaaally dread it, so I'd better blog another time in case I don't get to blog that often in future. I'm starting to fall in love with TPJC and I'm really looking forward to see my class and the orientation camp! Hahaha TPJC isnt that bad afterall. Yes it's not one of the well-known schools, neither is it the top few JCs, at least it provides you with TSD and a fantastic dance club with a GWH award! Thats all that matters right? :p Gonna start studying and chionging soon..... good luck to myself -.- ![]() Okay I didnt get into TSD............... HAHAHAHA JUST KIDDING!!! Alright I'm telling you that I'm the luckiest person on Earth because my name wasnt in the list of the chosen candidates at first, so I was damn sad when I saw the results outside the general office. (DAMN DRAMA) So Bhumika and I walked to the benches downstairs and she was trying to comfort me. Then after awhile, I received a text saying, "Hi Rui Shan, Ms Norzian from TSD here. Could you call me at this no. asap? We've got a spot for you if you're still interested." I totally went crazy and Bhumika was laughing at me hahahaha. I immediately called her back and she said cos someone backed out last min, so among those who didnt get pass the 2nd audition, she had to pick one to replace this person. I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD AND YOU PICKED ME IM SO FREAKING LUCKY CAN!!!! I have to thank this person man, have to have to. AND FOR YOUR INFO, ONLY 12 PPL GOT THROUGH OKAY!!!!!!! 12 ONLY LEH OMG AND I'M ONE OF THEM, I AM I AM!!!! K I swear I'm damn retarded and insignificantly small and stupid here but I'm just damn happy to be able to get into TSD! :D Today was the CCA exhibition and TPJC's Modern Dance is cool! They do hip hop/reggae/lyrical etc. too! Omg I so want to join! I hope TSD would spare me from joining drama because I love dance as much too! :D Oh and I finally got to talk to Nathalie and she's a really cooool girl HAHAHA. She's from MGS, sylvia's school and I love her hair! Lol! Hopefully she's joining dance too! :) OKAY AND AS SUGGESTED/PROTESTED BY MY VERY CUTE YUNXUAN, GINIE AND ARIFIN, I THINK I WONT BE JOINING CHOIR! (because I think they sound weird at today's CCA exhibition, and their conductor is not Nelson) My only worry is..... It's SYF this year, will I be able to cope TSD and Dance at the same time? I still have my other subjects to worry about! But I reaaaaaally wanna join dance because I totally missed that out in my sec sch! :( I just wanna do what I like and not regret in my life you know, I dont want a lousy CCA. Comments please! p/s: sry for wordy posts these days but I'm not very into taking pictures now. Tuesday, February 03, 2009 Alright today was much more fun compared to yesterday! We played more games and I swear BoomChucky is damn fun!!! Hahaha Niam had a forfeit to scream "OG 29!!!" at the canteen and he was damn sporting, he screamed SUPER loudly!!! Haha ok his name is Xing Hao but we call him Niam cos thats his very interesting surname! He's a giant from Maris Stella!!! Jodie and Rijia are like forever laughing non stop, crazy OGLs! But I like!!! HAHAHA Got to know JiaQi today, and she's really nice! :) Haha but sadly, she's in the science stream! I went for my second TSD audition today and I really hope I did well!!! Their audition was SOOOO COOOL!!!! Like it's a totally dark black room with one spotlight shining right at you and only you. Then theres like a sofa and two chairs as the setting, and about 4 teachers sitting right in front of you staring at how you act. So I acted with an alumni of TSD, and she's damn good! Lol, a bit nervous at first but omg I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had to act as a 16 year old girl (well I am 16), Sorreal, who wants to start doing sex business (prostitution la basically) because she's financially desperate. So... I thought it was really interesting and kind of an exposure/experience. Results will be out tmr morning, I really hope I get in because I did prepare for it! :) Oh and tmr is the CCA thingy, so I'm really interested to see the dance! Oh fyi I got into choir! Haha. I think choir is their big thing (duapai) because choir held their auditions way before every other cca, so I guess it must be some nitch cca. "Erm Im not sure if I will join choir but if I manage to get in TSD, I will have to join drama leh" "Oh it's okay I will talk to the teacher. You can be in TSD and not be in drama but choir. You can sing well and you must be in choir" (I'm not trying to haolian pls lol you idiots) "Okay thanks but.. I wanted dance leh" "Why!!! You should join choir!!!" I hope the dance teacher would say that to me :( Like arrange it in sucha way that I can be in TSD and dance at the same time! I better pray I get into TSD first. Don't ask for too much, later heaven say I greedy HAHAHAHA Alright ppl, I hope you're doing fine in school too, like me! Oh and most probably my subject combi would be, H2 Econs, H2 Maths, H2 Theatre Studies &Drama, H1 Literature in English, H1 GP and H1 PW of course. My ideal combi! I PRRRRRRRRREASE BEG YOU TO LET ME IN THIS COMBI! Oh and Kaijie came to talk to me today, and he's saying how far TPJC is for him. He reached school at 9am HAHAHAHA I WANNA DIE LAUGHING!!! But honestly, poor him had to wake up and like 5.30am and squeeze in a overcrowded bus and still be late for school! He's trying to appeal to AJ, so I wish him all the best! :) If he doesnt get through... I really really sincerely wish him all the best. LOL!!!! Feeling crappy and sleepy. So I've crapped finish. Time to sleep! :p Monday, February 02, 2009 Alright I just received the call that I passed the first TSD (Theatre Studies & Drama) test!!!!! They provided us with an extract and you're suppose to write your comments and however you feel it should be performed/staged like, lightings and settings etc. BUT only 20 ppl can get into TSD!!!! I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN (for the first test la at least :p happy enough can). Omg yah, and I have ppl like A1 in Eng and Lit sitting beside me, damn scary! :( I had B3 for both lah!!!! :( BUT I GOT IN ! You know how hopeless I felt when I handed in my essay? I was like thinking... "my favourite TSD is gone.. :(" Tmr is the 2nd test and their testing on our acting skills! I hope I can get in! Please be kind to me! :D I'm so excited omg!!!!! Their room (BlackBox) is damn cool! It's all black, which all the lightings hanging up there, the audio system, Omg it's totally what I wanna learn!!!!! please please please I want TSD!!! K enough of my rantings -.- heh sorry! Today was boring, all the subject combi talks and speeches by teachers etc. Walao butt rotting!!! SUPER BORING I SWEAR -__________- My OG group is 29! :) And my OGLs (Jodie and Rijia) are really cute ppl. Haha made new friends too (Poh Hun, Bhumika, Afiqah, Munirah) Yes, one chinese, one tamil, one malay, one caucasian :) Majority of my OG ppl are in science though, so sad! Belle came along to fetch me home from school! She's so cute la, she ran to me with her red booties when she saw me walking out of the school then she laid down right in front of me!!! :D Belle is ultimate cuteness!!! p/s: oh but one bad thing about TSD is, it's a must to be in drama club. So I can't join dance, unless I have 48hrs a day. Sigh. Have to give up one! :( Sad sad sad sad :( NVM TSD I MUST GET YOU YOU YOU! Sunday, February 01, 2009 Oh I'm so excited to go to school tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (YES I'VE SAID THIS ALOT OF TIMES) ![]() K I hope things will go smoothly and that the school uniform is a nice green (why am I always associated with green -.-) *please ruishan please dont get lost please* Dad drove me pass the school a few days back and the school looks damn huge lah, all white white one. And the fences are all filled with barbed wires! (unlike amkss, still can climb here and there, over or under) So scary lol!!!! Like if you're late and the gate closes, you can't go in!!! So if I'm late I guess I'll have to take 59 all the way back home again, fuck lol. Luckily dad and mom are fetching me to school tmr :p A pity Irwin doesnt start school that early, or not we can go to school together like how we used to in sec sch. Oh well, so my besties are like totally splited up! Carin in the West, Xmarc in town area, Me and Irwin in the East. Extreme ends of S'pore -____________________________________- well I think this happens to the majority, where good friends have to split up and go in their seperate ways to pursue their dreams, and this is the time you have to let go a lil more to await for better things and people coming into your life. This sounds a bit emo leh walao lol!!! Okay jia you for everyone la! oh if you guys didnt know, TPJC was my 6th choice -.- hahahahaha but I dont mind that school now of course lol! Oh I've got super cute videos of belle with her booties! Will post em up soon :) Went kite flying today at seng kang! Theres a really big big big big pretty field there and it's windy!!! reached there arnd 8am :) mr xQ School is starting tmr. Geeeeez, all these while I've been like so eager to go school again cos it's too boring without school, and tmr is the day! I hope I get to meet nice and good ppl!!! Please be nice okay!!! HAHAHA Hopefully I don't lose my way there ( I think I can even get lost in the school) when I start taking bus there myself because I'm a stupid cry baby since young and whenever I get lost I just get stuck there and cry (cos I have totally no sense of direction) and wait for my mummy to pick me up. Daddy is fetching me to school tmr *wipes sweat*, and he said he may bring me to take bus to school on tuesday!!! HAHAHA STOP LAUGHING COS I AINT A PRI SCH KID BUT I JUST SUCK AT DIRECTIONS CAN!!! I hope I will be a guai student and not be late for school I hope I will finish all homework on time and get good results I hope I meet great ppl and have awesome friends I hope to stay in contact with my pri/sec sch friends I hope the Theatre Studies and Drama (tsd) aptitude test is just like taking a survey (all the ticks and crosses only) I hope TSD is as fun and interesting as I think it would be I hope I will be able to get into modern dance I hope I can be a modern+hiphop+reggae+break dancer I hope I can manage my time well I hope I can be a supergirl I hope I am still growing taller I hope for so many things that I can't be bothered to type anymore Lastly, I hope I can be strong :) |
Yes it's quite obvious that I'm Rui Shan and I hate sweets. Very random but please rmb not to offer me sweets. Ty.
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