Worst Day in 2009

I'll never want to feel like this ever again.
I was in an extremely foul mood today.
Luckily Shu Yi, Melody and Boo were with me..
Or I'll most probably explode.

1. I was feeling SUPER tired when I woke up this morning
2. I'm having a sore throat
3. The sun was stifling this afternoon
4. Some moron just had to irritate me by asking me to be a fucking cleaner when I'm already damn tired
5. TSD lighting lesson disappointed me. Don't worry Chen Xing, it's not you :) You presented fine! :)
6. I had to write a 500 word essay at 3pm (already damn tired and hungry la.. wth)
7. That same moron had to irritate me AGAIN by remarking me when I on the lights
8. I wrote rubbish in my 500 essay
9. I didnt have the mood to meet shu and mel at TM to have my burger king :(
10. Still gotta take a freaking 45 mins bus ride home... (luckily shuyi accompanied me on the phone)
11. I HAVE TO FREAKING COMPLETE MY PI BY TONIGHT (don't even talk about maths tutorial and gp man -.-)

Alright but on the happier note...
Theres dance prac tmr! Like finally. I hope theres dance everyday.
Saturday will be a good day. Going Oschool for open class and meeting shuyi etc.. for movie :D and SOME OTHER PLANS HAHAHAHA (right, shuyi? :p)
Amkss Band attained a Gold Award!!!! :D Congrats!!!!!
I'm getting my dance tongs from Jesper tmr, hurray! Say goodbye to blisters.
I passed my literature profiling test! :D but I failed my GP compre (like always, I can't do compre for nuts lol!) hopefully compo will be better.

And the bad news I was talking about is..
Mangay is transferring to Singapore Poly.
JOJ will have some changes.. sigh.
Anw, good luck girl! Hope you will really love it there :D

Alright. PI YOU BITCH, IM COMING.

I Am Bored. I Am Tagged.

Tagged by Xue Qi:

1.Besides your lips, where is the place u like to be kissed?
Forehead.

2.How do u feel when u woke up this morning?
Blind.

3.who was the last person u took a pic with?
Sister! :D

4.would u consider to be spoiled?
Nope! My parents love me alot but they don't overdo it :D

5.would u ever donate blood?
I would really want to but I guess I'll be left with 1 drop of blood.

6.Do u have a good friends of the opposite sex?
Yeah! Jairus, XiaoMarc, Irwin!

7.do u want someone dead?
YES. I'm pure and innocent okay :D

8.what are you thinking of right now?
tmr's TSD lighting lesson!!!! :D

9.Do u wish someone was beside u now?
huh -.- no

10.when did u go to sleep last night?
12.30am I guess?

11.where did u buy your shirt u r wearing rite now?
Far East :)

12.is someone on your mind right now?
YES. *starts doing the index finger thingy*

13.What are you doing now?
Procrastinating (taking forever to complete Econs man), and laming with Shu Yi.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Eugene....

15.TAGG PeoPLe TO DO QUIZ? (since xq alr tagged carin, mokky and xmarc doesnt have a blog, I shall exclude them lol)

1. Rui Qi
2. Tiffany
3. Evelyn
4. Ginie
5. Shu Yi
6. Rachel Boo
7. Wei Wei
8. Eugene
9. Nathalie
10. Sylvia

16. Who is number two having a relationship with? (Tiffany)
Stanley!

17. Is number three a female/male? (Evelyn)
Female.... this is a retarded question

18. If 7 and 10 gets together, would it be a good thing? (wei wei and sylvia)
Both are straight.

19. What does number 1 studies about? (Rui Qi MY SISTER!!!)
MEDICINE IN NUS, IM PROUD TO SAY :D

20. Is Number 4 single? (Ginie)
Yup. No wait, still attached to her meishan probably.

21. Say something about number 5. (Shu Yi)
I must say she's the best or I'll die like the rest.

22. What do you think about number 3 and number 6? (Evelyn and Rachel Boo)
Opposites. Evelyn very ang mor pai, BooBoo very cheena pai. HAHAHA

23. Describe number 9. (Nathalie)
She is a lil' taller than me, and she has nice curls! :) She loves dancing too!

24. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fight? (Rachel Boo and Wei wei)
LOL. Boo will be boob-ed cos weiwei knows wushu ;)

25. Do you like number 8? (Eugene)
Haha a good brother :)

Elasticity of my face runs in the family

:D heeeeheeeeee

I brought the TSD practical JOJ props to school today and we just had to make a fool outta ourselves with the oh-so-striking-pikn-feathered-wing. You see, spasm is contagious.

RACHEL PULLING HER SKIRT AS USUAL AHAHAHAHAHA OMFG.

And thats me trying to be a pathetic friggin' fairy.

Rui Shan, just go and bang the wall now.

Oh how lovely right HAHAHAAHA WTH.

Anw, this video is very very very cute! :D

Received some shocking news today. Rather upset :( Will reveal the news some other time..

Anw MDC got our dance costume already, it's very pretty, I love it! :D Shall take some photos with it soon and post it up, heeeheeee!

Also! I'm the first person to post my Winter's Tale Review on the school's forum, HOW MIRACULOUS! Damn happy :D I never knew Tan Rui Shan was so hardworking and efficient, WHOO~~ HAHAHA WTH

It's important to be yourself

and not be someone else trying to please everyone else.

I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT TSD TUTORIAL TMR! :D We'll be learning about lightings at the BlackBox! OMG OMG OMG I LOVE THIS WHOOOOO~~~

Overall, today was a good day I would say, laughing like mad as usual. Shu Yi's impersonation in the classroom was the ultimate joke of the day. She's like my laughing pill seriously. Laughed like some mad cow. Just that the bad news ended my day in school quite suddenly and horribly.. Sigh, nvm, ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! :D

p/s: Jia you to my sister who's having her last medicine paper tmr! :D No worries, I will pass allllll my luck to you. I'm damn tyco one, so you must believe in my luck. It totally works, and it's proven.

Impromptu

Me and Mangay outside Marina Square! :)
Me being Chun Li with my fireball and Mangay trying to a sumo wrestler? LOL

THIS IS DAMN FUNNY. HAHA MANGAY'S COLOUR IS THE SAME AS THE MODEL!!! And I have centre parting like the girl! Whoo~

Me and Shu Yi being retards :D

Crime scene!

Revived, WHOO~

This is a random shot LOL

Evolution HAHAHAHA im da ape yo.

Nice group shot :D

Me being an idiot again LOL

JOJ! Johnson Over Jordan fyi. Lol.. I look damn tired.

:D

Spasm from me and melissa.

Alright. Shall get back to my homework.

I can't seem to finish them. hahahahaha

Pain

I felt the deepest pain today.

My legs were tearing apart.
It felt like I'm not meant to do this.

"Because of how skinny and small you are, stretching will be difficult for you because there's no muscles for you to pull already, but only your big veins (jing1). What other people are pulling are the muscles and fats, but for you, it's your bones and veins (jing1). So you have to be much stronger and determined than the rest. It's not gonna be easy for you, gonna be very painful. Stop crying."

You know, since young, I've always aspired to be a great performer.
To really stand out from the crowd and use dance as a way to represent the world's messages and crisis.
Always, always kept that in my mind.

Today, while doing side split, I got pushed down right to the ground.
It was fucking pain. Fuck. Pain.
I was crying non-stop.
It really hurt so bad it's like your legs are crippled; I was limping.
It felt like my inner thigh muscles were snipped off.
I was tearing throughout the whole dance practice.
Dancing, Tearing. Dancing, Tearing.
It was painful.
Both the legs and the heart.
It felt like I had to go through much more to become a good dancer.
It felt like I'm not meant to do this.
It felt like I...

can't do this.

Am I able to be so much stronger than the rest?

p/s: I'm sucha cry baby. Every fucking thing I cry. Even when typing this, I feel the sadness in me. I cry. I really... am sad.
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Packed day today. Had Modern Dance from 0830 to 1230, then 1330 to 1430 MTV groove at studiowu, and 1500 Winter's Tale at esplanade. Imagine rushing from Simei to Esplanade in 30 minutes. Oh my, I was like running 2.4km.. -.- Luckily I reached on time, BECAUSE WINTER'S TALE WAS AWESOME!!!! It appeared on news today! :D Hahaha

JOJ headed to Marina square to meet Shu Yi and Eugenia, then I started getting high (to replace my bad mood in the morning hahah). Started taking retarded photos at esplanade hahahaha. Will post em up soon!

Have lotsa homework!

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Dear Belle Tan Rui Ling,
You can be really cute and lovable sometimes,
BUT
sometimes you can irritate the hellllll outta me because you always bark when I'm doing my work. UGH BELLE YOU BITCH!

Anw, this is a close up pic of the part behind my ear (whatever part is that called). It's a pink star! Hahaha no it's not a tattoo -.- It's just drawn my Shu Yi using her Tattoo Pen. Hahaha super bimbo-ly cute :D

HAHA I HAVE STORY TO SHARE:

Today when melody, shu yi, rachel, shahidah, nisa and me were in the toilet to change before going for PE, melody was telling me about her lost doll that used to be the keychain on her school bag. She was kinda upset cos she dropped it somewhere and she can't find it. So I comforted her and then we all headed to PE lesson.

After PE lesson, we headed to the canteen to have our snack and chill. We were laughing, chatting, laming around until this stupid fly kept irritating me! Then I was trying to sweep it off my leg, and as I was looking down at my feet, I SAW MELODY'S DOLL!!!

HAHAHA IT WAS RIGHT UNDER THE CANTEEN TABLE THAT WE SAT ON!!! THANK YOU FLY!!! Hahaha lucky doll, lucky mel. I guess both of them are destined to be stuck to each other whether rain or shine LOL.

I'm trying to finish up my TSD reflection thingy but I'm still stuck with the first one... It must be handed in by tmr morning!!! oh no :(

AND YAY, THERE IS DANCE TMR OH MY MAMA I CAN'T WAIT. I haven't stretched for so long and I have a feeling my thigh so freaking hurts and I am back to the stiff old ah shan. Oh gosh hate it!!! >:(

Love for Love

Alright my title is "Love for Love" because thats the TSD text that I'm reading now lol! I can't think of a title ley :p

This is a random photo that I found on Steph's facebook, I thought it was kinda cute hahaha.

And this is a very emo pic of me, but I think emo until very nice ley! :p hahaha
Our star shape. Teehee trying to act cute.

Went to get my O lvl cert today (finally)!!!

Jesper told me about their rehearsal dates and timings a few days back and told me to drop by someday to see their SYF piece. Their awesome! :D I think it's a very impactful dance. It's about Nature btw, really really cool! Gave them some comments and learnt alot from them too. They're very disciplined and they dance really nicely! Very flexible too!

This is the video that I managed to take just now. I ultra sian diao because when the dance was just about to end, my phone had to stop recording cos no more memory.... so zzz can! -.- but it was just a few secs, so didnt manage to capture their ending pose.

Hahaha well done dancers! You guys will surely break the bronze curse! Jia you ok!!! :D

Wanted to go check band out after that but because their practice is damn late today so I couldnt stay. Sorry trumpets! IM SUPER TIRED! Will probably drop by on Monday :D 31st March SYF right? hope you guys are on your way to GWH already!!! Jia you tooooo!!!

Whheeeeehoooo, and thanks to those who encouraged me in my tagboard in response to my emo post :p thanks alot!!! appreciated!!!! :D

Some videos of JOJ trying out effect of strokelight. Damn retarded :p

Hahaha yes, we're born in the year of Monkayeeee!

Sigh...

Cash Cash Cash.
TSD is killing me because it requires so much cash.
First I'm told to pay for the upcoming studio shows etc.
Next I'm told to pay for TSD texts.
Then there're also some workshops.
$25, $63, $30, $15 are the familiar prices hahaha.
Going for WinterTale this coming Saturday!
I mean I really love going to all these shows, but can they be FOC or at least less than $10? :P
Sigh.. Right now I've to pay $145 for 6 studio shows... and $80 for 3 TSD texts.
Have been to two shows so far, Cheeseboy and Tree Duet. 'Doh!
I'm sorry Mummy but I will try to become a TSD pro in future and earn you back the money! hahaha :D

FCK
all I need is U
I feel so lousy.
I'm no fucking talent,
just a singer and dancer wannabe.
I've no talent in TSD, I can't act I can't write.
I can't fucking play the piano,
neither can I dance. Don't even talk about singing.

I'm good in nothing.
Just a plain wannabe.

Ignore me please :(

Shu Yi is brightening up my day tmr because...
SHE'S BUYING ME MACS MCMUFFIN!!! How awesome :D
I've got no dance prac tmr, so I guess I'll be taking the chance to go back amkss to get my cert! Like finally~
Watching resident evil now, I think that show is damn nice I can watch it like ten thousand times.

Still have maths and econs to complete.
GG lah..

And econs and tsd profiling test was.... lol....
econs was ok la, tsd was damn zzzz, I fell asleep halfway. Damn tired -.-
Freakin teachers giving us so much work. Why oh why.

In a bad mood now.
Boohooo :(

Laugh Day

Okay random pics taken by Juzhong, while we were waiting for Mr Sum to open the dance studio for us :)

Beautiful rainbow spotted at AMK on saturday! :D

I haven't laughed so hard for a long long time, until Shu Yi made me laugh til I cried today.

SY: Eh I dare you go ask the photocopy shop auntie if you can photocopy your ass

ME: NO IM NOT GONNA DO THAT, SO MANY PEOPLE IN THERE

SY: HAHAHAHA I DARE YOU I DARE YOU

ME: I DARE YOU INSTEAD

SY: OKAY LAH SET!

ME: OKAY YOU DARE? I TREAT YOU DRINK

SY: WAH YOU SAY ONE AH, ON AH!

*SY, Mel and I walks into the photocopy shop*

(fyi Eugene was in the shop too HAHAHA)

SY: AUNTIE AH!!! (translate to english) MY FRIEND *she pointed to MEEEE* WANTS TO KNOW IF SHE CAN PHOTOCOPY HER BUTTOCKS!!!

*Eugene laughs*

AUNTIE: What? I never hear what you say.

GG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW BECOME I WANNA PHOTOCOPY MY ASS RIGHT LIM SHU YI LOL!!! SHUYI YOU JACKASS! :p

Hahaha today was like the laughing day, we all kept laughing non-stop, Lili was the main source of laughter cos the moment I see him I can't stop irritating him imitating his poses xD

Anw, we were in the cafe during our one hour break, talking about molestors and flashers. HAHAHA I think Rachel's case is damn freaking funny and I shall not say it here. Shu Yi's response (her EZ link card photo) was damn funny I can't stop laughing HAHAHA okay inner joke :p

Right. Rui Shan, stop talking to yourself already or your readers will just get bored and start cursing you. HAHAHAHA maths and lit profiling test today. HAHAHA GONER!!!!!!! Maths was like, "oh you mean I knew how to do this???"

oh well, tmr is econs and tsd profiling test. I can't rmb any directors shitzzz and neither can I rmb my market adjustment process. Oh crap, you suck. ruishan, you suck big time! >:(

Trying to complete my Econs tutorial 5 but I've been procrastinating since forever, WHOOHOOO!

Partyworld 21.03.09

Partyworld! :D Haha here are the pics, thanks to the efficient Mokky and Shu Yi! And there are million more photos but I shall exclude the super spas and retarded ones..

Xiao Li, Mokky and Boo! I was late hahaha they're all the very punctual people!!!
Wonder what is Li Li doing with his arms LOL...

My spastic face! Whoo!

Sexy Legs whoo! :p

At the bus stop :D

Booboo and Me!

Lili is allergic to us. He must always be so far away!

Okay this is obviously my idea :p while waiting for shu yi to come!

trying to irritate lili again

HAHA WHATS NEW RUISHAN!

Okay my sister says if you cover lili's mouth here, he looks like Jay Chou.

This is taken right in front of the cashier HAHAHA we just don't care!

Lili's face is way too qian bian, I can't resist the temptation to box his gay face.

Okay then we really couldnt take it, we started camwhoring... Actually, we've already started.

2! (I don't know what happened to 1)

3!

4!

5!

6!

7!

8!

9!

10!

A sad version of 2!

sad version of 3!

sad version of 4!

sad version of 5!

So.. whats up Mokky? We're as zilian as ever! :p

Partyworld-ing! :D

Then I had to release my inner madness...

Me and Mokky going nuts!

Irritate Li Li again!

My lovely girls! :D

Lili and Mokky!

Them getting high...

Me and Li Li!

Boo and Shu Yi!

Glutton Me :p

In the toilet! Hahaha

Lol? :p

Whoohooooo can't wait for the next time!

Oh gonna try out studiowu this coming saturday, before going for Wintertale at Esplanade! Ruth is joining us (eugene, shaotong and me)! Whoooo I love that Ruth Bitch, she's the funniest and bitchiest and bimbo-est girl ever I swear.

Oh yay, looking forward to this week (screw the profiling test man... -.-). Hopefully Mokky's CCA is cancelled (HAHAHA) on wednesday then we can go catch Mall Cop/Marley&Me/ComingSoon! :D

School is starting tmr.. the cycle is starts again. Ugh! I like school but I hate it when there're tests! :( I bought the white school shoes (those super cheap cheap type) for Mokky to design for me!!! Yay that awesome girl, she can really design man! And maybe with Lili's artistic drawings on it will be even better!!! MUAHAHAHA btw Lili can draw damn well (he takes art)! All the talents around me, oh no I feel so intimidated! K ruishan stop being lame lol.

Also, Jai just called me saying he's hospitalized in SGH. He fell down, then I think he fractured his bone, cos they saw a line of crack in the x-ray.. so still under observation. Hopefully it's nothing serious! Rest well yeah! ^^