Tuesday, June 30, 2009
whoohooo his dancing damn dope aha Okay I tried tying Lady Gaga's Poker face bow hair thing and I realised you need real thick long hair to do a big nice one! See how small is mine -.- lol
 punk hair? hmm... should I try? :p gotta wait for my hair to grow longerrrrr~~~ I'm should be mugging math like mad now because I've not started at all and the stupid 2hr paper is just tomorrow. I don't know why but I'm not feeling very happy today. Maybe because it's not raining. Maybe because.. I don't feel the love. It's gone. Ah, things will get better. I'm being paranoid again. I've been spamming fb quizzes last night can you see how bored I am. If only there is somebody who can chat with me through the night, ugh! then I won't be doing boliao things like FB QUIZZES, d'oh! Oh and shao tong told me to download ooVoo and I just did. Looks interesting lol. Please tell me I made the right choice. Monday, June 29, 2009 At 12AM... SURPRISE!!! Mr XQ got this cake for her, super cute right!!! Ordered online. Haha  Look at her happy face!!! Happy 21st Miss Pretty!!!   Yummy Choco cheesecake! At 12pm... setting up e party area at Essential Brew :) Pretty right! Love the ambience :) ahhh pink and purple balloonssss!! I LOVE IT HAPPY BIRTHDAY RQ~   My Family! :D The fooooodddddddd... :pSome rice and toufu,  spaghetti, potatoes, wedges, honey baked chicken or sth, spring rolls and something else lol! Some garlic bread thingy and finger food, Apple crumble Okay as you can see I'm very bad with food names lol yummy! okay glutton caught in action. I was damn hungry, so didnt wait lol! awww... when she meets her sec sch buddies... cousins! :D  Tiffany, jie and me! DO NOT MENTION DO RE MI   My Mama! She very cute right!!!  My Popo! Also as cute! :p And the magic show by Sin yong starts! his tricks are awesome... Shi zheng testing out e jacket..     yes we buckled him like mad and he got out of it -.- wth!!!  and the last trick, was to bend the 50 cent coin. It was REALLY bent!!! It bent on it's own!!!  Pretty pretty balloons, I want to be as pretty as you! And it became a wrestling ground lol  The Ice Cream Cake! super yummy! :p Singing e happy birthday song~ :D See she so happy!!! :D            Birthday Girl!!! :)  Scooping e ice cream cake for everyone..   Sweeeeet! ^^     I'm glad you enjoyed your birthday my darling sister! :) Love you so much and you're the best I can ever get <3 Random pics! (mostly camwhoring ones) Preparing for my sister's birthday (more pics on xq's camera, to be uploaded soon!)  After her party hahaha :D I think I really look like my cute daddy! LOL But I don't really look like my pretty mummy!!! :(  Not emo okay, just finding new angles HAHAHA (bullshitting here). No, but im seriously not emo!!! Today's GP paper was damn -.- zzz the paper 1 questions are difficult lor! Econs was crap as usual. It was so confusing I didnt know what I was bombing. Wanna whack that paper also cannot. Nothing to whack. Lol! Conclusion: I'm screwed hurhur TSD theory and Math paper on Wednesday... GG -.- I heard The Big Groove 2009 was good. Didn't manage to go cos it happens to be on my sister's birthday! mr.arty-xiaoli isn't replying me cos he's having his dinner. bow wow 
I love rainy days. It makes the day so much more relaxed and peaceful :) Saturday, June 27, 2009 Today is Belle's Birthday! So we decided to bring her to Marina Barrage :) Okay don't ask me whats that spas face for lol                   we discovered a disgusting black toad! :(       Very very very very windy!                                  OKAY RIGHT NOW IS MY SISTER'S 21st BIRTHDAY 280609!!! LOL BRB, WE'RE CELEBRATING FOR HER NOW!!! :P LOVE YOU JIEJIE!!! Friday, June 26, 2009 Using Kim's webcam during TSD Camp in the bbox! :)        Playing with the new Intelligent Lights!!! :D   Jump shots! :D   Whoohooo I love TSD :D Okay I think my blog can officially be xiao li's artwork publisher lol. He claims this is not nice, ahem*  Went Ice Skating with Lili today. Was on our holiday to-do-list since like long time ago! Finally got to ice skate man.   I have blisters on my feet! :( and look at my swollen eyes (due to some reasons last night)! lol After ice skating, we headed to bowl one game and we got the exact same score of 88 lol!!! :) Thanks lili for your treat out to play and forget about everything else. Went to get his hair cut for school/exams at Hairplay. Ugh screw exams! :(   I took this photo of Belle because Ruth's dog wanted to say hi to me (RIGHT RUTH? HAHA) It's even more difficult for me. Rui Shan, let go."You can't have everything in the end" - I'm glad you're fine. Was reading Marcus Mark Ramos' Archives. I kept laughing lol!!! Thursday, June 25, 2009 Rachel Boo :)   Xiao Li :) Yes aren't you awed, hahaha yes it's using MOUSE (on msn). I'm extremely lucky to have everyone around me protecting and caring for me. Sometimes it just feels like I'm not worth it. I know you're strong. You can do it :) Gonegonegonegonegonegonegonegonegone it's gone.  It's a small crimeand I've got no excuse Is that alright with you Give my gun away when it's loaded  Nobody will ever understand. Your words don't translate And it's getting quite late Last night. Why were you putting me down. Why were you sarcastic. To me. You're pushing everything to me. Why do you "wtf" me Why did you throw your temper at me Why were you even pissed Why did you blame me Why did you even make me feel even more upset Are you sure you are thinking for me? If he was able to hold me back there must be a reason why I havent decided. Go ahead, your blog is just a wall for you to hide behind and whisper your thoughts. You didnt tell me. I asked you. Go ahead, wait for me to ask you for your url. Ha, I get sarcastic when I'm pissed too. Fuck those excuses. You don't talk to me like that. I don't consider that "thoughtful". Give me peace. And to people out there who're discussing about this all the time, shut the fuck up if you don't know any shit. You should reconsider who is the "victim" here. I hate triangles. Wednesday, June 24, 2009 Crying didnt help. And neither will choosing help. Must I make a choice? I suck big time, really. Tuesday, June 23, 2009 Mask making today was rather interesting. We finally did it right! Mould it according to me and melvyn's face. Looks like facial huh, BUT IT'S STICKY AND TIGHT, NOT AS NICE AS YOU THINK LOL.  This is my mask :D Customized for me okay! Hahaha    Group meeting was damn tiring. Guess we're all just brain blocked and stressed up. Ugh! Nvm, we can do it. No Strings Attached!!! :D Go Go Go! Hahaha TSD rehearsal for SDEA tmr. Hot seating for group piece. And gotta photocopy PW group survey. Econs mock test postponed to thursday. Sigh! This shouldnt be happening. I'm fucking confused. Rui Shan, keep still. Fuck Just keep still! Stay calm. You know you're not so easily shaken. I don't know what I want. You're right. It's not that simple. Monday, June 22, 2009  Lol Xiao Li's drawing again.Anw, HAHAHAHA things are going smoothly now and I hope nothing goes wrong. Melvyn oh Melvyn! Rachel Boo is really a very nice girl and I think she deserves a guy who is rich, nice, kind and charming. Mask making and tsd group meeting tmr! Looking forward ;) you could be my unintended choice to live my life extended you could be the one i'll always love you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions you could be the one i'll always love i'll be there as soon as i can but i'm busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before first there was the one who challenged all my dreams and all my balance she could never be as good as you you could be my unintended choice to live my life extended you should be the one i'll always love i'll be there as soon as i can but i'm busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before Not being emo here please. Just when I was feeling down, I read a blog post which made me smile (damn cute haha) RUISHAN YOU ARE A LOSER HAHAHA JUST BEING PARANOID LA Sunday, June 21, 2009 OKAY PICS! (fishspa+farms+fathersday) DAMN ITCHY!!! LOL        My dad went to try the big fishes and he started giggling hahahaha! look at his face!!! e big fishes >< SUPER SUPER SUPER TICKLISH   Feasting~   My mum was screaming inside LOL!  Everytime the fishes came to my legs, my dad had to be my punching bag. I was pinching and whacking him lol~     Visited the Goat Farm after that..    super cute! :D  don't see this goat like old old and black black okay... HE HAS GIGANTIC BALLS!!! I think he can't sit down because of his balls. Visited the Pet Farm as well! Look at the doggies! So cute! Very pretty husky! :)  Fathers' Day! :D look at my happy daddy!   Hahaha alright! :) That's all! TSD at 8.30am in school tmr~ zzz I want my beauty sleep! >_< My parents has been complaining how messy my table is and I have to admit it really is. I can never ever be neat and organized. I've got books stacked all over the table, pieces of paper here and there and perhaps some tidbits lying around. Hahaha hurray ruishan is cool... uh hur hur hur -.- D'oh! Lame things aside. I'm procrastinating right now and I feel stupid and retarded. Wheeehoooo Saturday, June 20, 2009  Lol Xiao Li's drawing on msn again! Thank you small pear :) Went fish spa today at qian hu fish farm. (photos will be uploaded another time. it's in XQ's cam) IT WAS SUPER TICKLISH I SWEAR I WAS SCREAMING AND GIGGLING THROUGHOUT AND I FELT DAMN NOOB AND LAME CAN. I tried the small fishes and they were already quite itchy already. BUT MY DADDY THINKS THAT TRYING THE BIG FISHES IS A GOOD EXPERIENCE SO I WAS CONVINCED AND WENT TO TRY THE BIG ONES AS WELL. BLOODY HELL IT WAS DAMN ITCHY I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING LAH. LAO NIANG'S LEG GOT SO NICE SO SUCK MEH! Right. But it was fun! Haha :) (ruishan is so crappy) After that, my family decided to visit the goat farm as well. I drank the choco goat milk, not bad! :) the goats were stinky but their meh-mehs sounded really cute! Headed to the pet (dog/cat) farm as well. The dogs were really cute but the ones at the back were reaaaaaaaaaally damn scary. I think they're stray and they're locked up in metal cages (double fencing). When we walked pass, they barked super fiercely at us and some were banging against the fence. My mummy got scared so we quickly moved on. Wanted to visit the crocodile farm after that but it was closed. Happy day with the animals :) OH AND YES, I FINISHED MY TSD REVIEWS. REJOICE! haha okay my family is gonna surprise my daddy later. he looks damn disappointed that we didnt celebrate for him la damn funny!!! 12 am daddy, YOU'RE GONNA LOVE US BAYBEH! Love you daddy, you're the lamest, hippest, baldest, fattest, crappiest, fussiest daddy ever HAHAHA muah love you too much! I hope you live long long and stay happy and bald. I wanna keep touching your bald head. My daddy is the best! Take it slow, go with da flow~ You don't know until you're down with a cold~ Friday, June 19, 2009 is to be like them. Met Xiaoli this morning and then had lunch together. Went to arcade for the basketball game and I swear we suck HAHAHA!!! Dropped by Drama rehearsal in the Audi after that. Had dance practice at 2pm in school then went for TSD hot seating. (I'm Chantelle and I lost my virginity at the age of 12 WTF!!!) Went back for dance and received some comments from summy. Continued hotseating+dinner with tsd peeps at tmall and as usual we talk alot of cock. Okay thats a stupid draggy list of things I've done today and I'M SO DAMN TIRED! sigh I wanna go for a long boat ride. Just don't let me down After camping at esplanade library...     Melvyn act cool lol! :p Panorama pics! My beloved MDC!!! :D   Stretching!  Miss Young! Okay not "Miss" anymore! Ms Young :P or.. Mrs Krekoski? LOL!!   <3> Two teacher-in-charge! :) This two jokers damn funny!!! I couldnt stop laughing at their photos!    Performance!           Yay! the one miss young edited! :) MDC rocks!!! I'm in the middle of the picture!!! heh heh heh Whoohoooooooooo. Oh wait, I gotta sleep liao. Lili is coming over to my house tmr morning before I set off to school. Tsd hot seating for Chantelle tmr. Dance rehearsal in the hall. Another tiring day to go! :) but I love it hahahaha. Thursday, June 18, 2009 mr.arty-xiaoli writes:  okay yes he's damn bored.TSD group meeting/physical training went rather well. Managed to have a general idea of our movement piece and Melvyn is gonna come out with the script, then I'll have to choreo e movement soon. Tekan the guys for PT hahaha.. Hopefully our piece will turn out really good and I'm looking forward to see the final product! Steph is having fever, poor girl.. take care and join us for PT soon! Hahahaha :D she actually tried to enter the school but because her temp was 37.7 then she wasnt allowed to come in! Silly girl. I'm so sleepy. I have no idea what you're thinking. I don't understand. What can I possibly react to when you say nothing at all? You're just confusing. Sigh :( Wednesday, June 17, 2009 mr.arty-xiaoli writes:  mr.arty-xiaoli says:finally lol took a long time to draw with mouse! whoooperrrdeeedooo says: WHOOOOO~~~!!!!!!!! THAT'S AWESOME FOR ME? HAHAHA THANKS!!!! I wanna put on my blog!!! HAHAHA mr.arty-xiaoli says: lol! not nice leh! hmm Mr Arty indeed haha. 把每天当成是末日来相爱 一分一秒都美到泪水掉下来 不理会别人是看好或看坏 只要你勇敢跟我来 爱不用刻意安排 凭感觉去亲吻相拥就会很愉快 享受现在别一开怀就怕受伤害 许多奇迹我们相信才会存在 死了都要爱不淋漓尽致不痛快 感情多深只有这样才足够表白 死了都要爱不哭到微笑不痛快 宇宙毁灭心还在 把每天当成是末日来相爱 一分一秒都美到泪水掉下来 不理会别人是看好或看坏 只要你勇敢跟我来 爱不用刻意安排 凭感觉去亲吻相拥就会很愉快 享受现在别一开怀就怕受伤害 许多奇迹我们相信才会存在 死了都要爱不淋漓尽致不痛快 感情多深只有这样才足够表白 死了都要爱不哭到微笑不痛快 宇宙毁灭心还在 穷途末路都要爱 不极度浪漫不痛快 发会雪白土会掩埋 思念不腐坏到绝路都要爱 不天荒地老不痛快 不怕热爱变火海爱到沸腾才精采 Erm nope I'm not in love, I just like this song alot! :D Haha SHIN rocks, their live still damn steady. Went for dance today. Met Lili for lunch and dinner. Dance was fruitful today, alot of changes made and were successful :) Whooohoooo! Now I have to mugggggggggggggggggggggg :( Tsd tmr! gotta train physicality for the group's movement piece. Ah shit, reviews -.- Tuesday, June 16, 2009 I miss NY.     what is going onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I'm down with a bad flu. Boohoohooooooo. I've got dance tmr as well, hopefully I survive! 就在太阳底下 我们都被照射 发光发热 看得见谁在把握 做一件对的事这一天你会很快乐 下一个快乐也要超过 Monday, June 15, 2009 Miss Young's Wedding! :D  Eugene was being an ass to block me.   Girly Girls! Spas Boys.  This is cool shot taken by ME! :D Eugene was throwing the rose then I caught it flying midair with Farmer Hong's spastic face LOL Candids.   Giraffes! :p  Chillin' at Great World City's Macs. The very cool toilet.   Lol retards.     Transformation of Spas boys to Emo kids  Krekoski~~~ lol         Wheeee~~~ lol miss young damn pretty right! :D Haha Meeting Boo at esplanade library at 3pm. Gotta hunt for some movement guidebooks etc later. I'm clueless for my DS!!! Eugene just came to my house this morning. Discussed the runway's performance and did quite a few changes to the formations. Had lunch with him and mummy. I wanna sleep :( My revision speed is still... omg... don't talk about it, I'm really dead. That aside. Anyone willing to donate a dance studio to me? Sigh. Impossible. Sunday, June 14, 2009 Alright, I actually had to delete my old photo albums so that I can have space to upload new ones. So sad :( Anw, shao tong and I dug up the whole song and song and decided on this.   Panorama rehearsal. Spot lili! haha Choir.  This was the moon during the night when we star gazed during tsd camp. So cool aye? Post show dialogue with Suzuki!!!!!! Group pic with our playwriting teacher, Chong Tze Chien! :D Yup these are super overdue photos. Circus Solarus :)Thats the teenyweeny me!    Fooling around :p Arnaldo! Me and Boo! :D   Group pic~~~  Wheeee I love those tsd peeps :D I haven't started my revision..... DIE DIE DIE no. be positive. I'm a genius! so dont have to revise HAHAHAHA Miss Young is getting married tomorrow :) Hope she lives happily ever after! I wonder at what age I'll get married, super scary!!! The feeling is so weird, like you're gonna be eaten up by some monster. Did mask for felina in school today. Melvyn and I took damn loooooooooooong to complete it!!! I swear it requires patience. I was on the verge of exploding man! Damn mentally torturing. Plus that stupid old attendant, kept pestering us to keep our things and leave so that she can lock up the place. So annoying argh! Went to amkss band POP after that. Skipped my lunch :( Met shaotong after that to go amk central to get the dance costume for the runway. We totally made the auntie dig the entire shop for the pants. Lol!!! :P we carried the 6 bags of clothes around like aunties, super tiring -.- anyway.. yes Mr. Arty-Xiaoli's ego level is currently rising HAHAHAHA (he's so gonna kill me) Sister watching prince of egypt now. Damn good show :D We both know. Friday, June 12, 2009 WORD FOR TODAY: CHILL :D Shoot me for all you want! I have a magnanimous heart and I shall not bear grudges! I have clear conscience so there's nothing to fear! Rui Shan, you can do it! Go go go! All you petty baddies, I shall not be demoralized by your threats and sacarsm! THE WORD IS... CHILL!!! okay this is lame -.- I guess I've gotten used to this already. To do all the shit and eat all the shit myself. It's okay, I believe time will tell. right. although it's in chinese (and I hate chinese), this lyrics I found really expresses what I'm feeling now! Hahaha it's very true! 谁比谁好 能差到多少 迟早都要 向上帝报到 既然坏的 通通戒不掉 用力思考 "let's wake up in the mornings, let's go to bed at night. let's make hay in the big sunshine, we'll make hay in the light. let's bury all our hatchets, let us get along. let's hold our hands and save the world" Thursday, June 11, 2009 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always trust, always hope, always perserveres. I found this msg under my "Saved Messages". From Jesper. Grrrrrr....... I've never been so busy in my life before. This is madness. I repeat, "eating and sleeping is optional". I'm very clueless for DS... oh no :'( Wednesday, June 10, 2009 I wanna go Lili's house again. Hahaha it's so pretty. What's going on I'm confused :( Anyway, academic week will be over soon. Can't wait to chill and have my own revision time. Rather than going to school for their so called "lessons" just to copy notes and hear boring lectures. I wanna be a good physical actor in the theatre scene. I wanna make a change. Haha. We've all got so much to learn. So what if you're better? How far can you go? We're all gonna die anw. We're all just waiting. Waiting for death. It's whether you make a change. A change for a better place. Tuesday, June 09, 2009 I have so many books to finish reading. And if you all don't know, I'm a slow reader -.- Grrr! I'm really damn sian to do anything now... like whenever I think of work, it's always never ending. Thinking of my schedule tmr already makes me wanna faint. I wanna dance. I have lessons til 2pm. Tsd (1959) rehearsal til 4pm. Econs tutorial at 4.30pm. Dance until 6pm. I wanna go for dance. Why can't it be priority. Boo :( Screw econs!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH Well at least half of what I'm doing now makes me happy. Wheehah! I don't understand. It's all bullshit. Geeez tsd group assessment is next. Politics of Identity. I'm really looking forward to act with my new group. Now that Panorama is over.. next up! SDEA performance on 25th July at Arts house I guess. Runway performance on 24th July. Dance dance dance! I love dance. sometimes I feel like tearing my muscles and breaking my bones to be 100% flexible. Monday, June 08, 2009 TSD camp was fun. Played cards and did little work. Not very productive cos the J2s werent prepared, so we didnt have much to help. Bonded alot more and knew each other a hell lot more. We star gazed in the middle of the school field and talked about many things. Donna taught us to see our horoscope star signs. The sky was beautiful. I fell asleep halfway hahaha. I felt so close to outer space. Like I could fly and disappear anytime. I love that feeling. I wanna star gaze again. Got back my IS Acting results. I got a B!!! Hurray :D I guess I should be allowed to do acting. But I'm not very interested in acting. Will try for Device to do movement and sound, or movement and acting. Can't wait, I hope I can do well. Finally..... I can dance and be tested on it as a subject. My dream is coming true. And I better do my best. I guess sometimes... when you do something you really love, nothing else matters, whether it's too tiring or time-consuming, it's always worthwhile. My heart is beating faster than usual. Whats happening. Sunday, June 07, 2009 I'm too lazy to settle that blog photo quota thing. So from now on, my blog will not contain any photos. It'll be dead and boring. Mostly for ranting. Be prepared to witness an angsty blogger forming her own "FML" Alright. I'm really tired. Didnt sleep e entire night. Maybe for an hour at most? HA Just came back from TSD camp. Save my ass. Fuuuuuckkkkkkinnnnnggggggggggg sccccreeeeeeeeeeewwwwwweeeeeeeedddddddd Electra at VCH was damn impressive. Bravo! okay done. Tuesday, June 02, 2009 CATCH WONDERGAYS ON YOUTUBE!!! THEY'RE AWESOME MAN AND THIS, YOU MUST NOT MISS. AMKSS SYF DANCE - STATES OF NATURE. SUPER SUPER SUPER GOOD. MUST WATCH.Monday, June 01, 2009 Don't make me catch you spouting rubbish. When it happens, things are gonna get ugly. And, I don't need you to help me decide if I can handle or not. Time will tell. Don't do that ever again This fucking blogger thing doesnt allow me to upload photos anymore. It says that I've reached my quota. getting on my nervesssssssssssssssssssssssssss |
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