Friday, July 31, 2009
hahaha many good things happened today! :) Shall not reveal them YET.. heh heh All I can say is.. Catch us on 7 Aug! ;) Basically I'm just very happy today LMAO Lucky lucky~ Learnt Latin and Salsa from Mr Sum and Miss Young today, Jive is difficult! but it was damn fun. Learnt the locking choreo too, super hilarious. I really love performing lol just can't stop leh. Okay take chill pill people, ciao! Wednesday, July 29, 2009 OH YEAH I'M DONE WITH E LEARNING! *Wipes sweat* Alright basically E learning sucks because there're in fact so much more assignments than usual, so I'd rather go to school actually. Lili came to my house today and woke me up! Bow wow wow. Mummy cut his hair for him and now it's of school standard. Wanted him to try bangs hahaha We headed to lunch together then finally getting the dance shirt/jackets orders more or less confirmed! Hopefully it'll be printed really soon.    TADA!!! LOL Okay I shall stop talking about lili later mokky complain again ahahaha anw mok helped me alot of e-learning today thanks babe ;)Anyway, I'm desperately trying to keep up with work and I just realised that timed assignments are gonna happen on my birthday week..... fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ish. I have plenty of things to complete. Don't bother listing them out, I'll be wasting my time then cos it's way too many. This birthday isnt gonna be a good one. Good luck ruishan. You're gonna experience the worst day of your life. Some good vids! Alright byebye people. Lili is cute hurhur I HATE E LEARNING IT STINKS Monday, July 27, 2009  He's my laughing pill. And Mokky is my laughing gas. [Just in case you all don't know who mokky is, she's Melody. Yes I'm clarifying this because Mokky seems to be worried that you guys won't know I'm talking about her hahahah :p] Both of them never fail to make me laugh. Laughed alot today, feeling happy! :D The way mokky does the false throw is damn funny, you guys should see it. Lucky to have funny friends around me heh heh. Today is my lucky day! :) Very happy hahaha. Guess what!!!!!!!! (drum roll...........) I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!! I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!! I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!! I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!! I FOUND THE JACKET SAMPLES!!! Just when I thought it's the end of my life.. I FOUND THEM IN THE BBOX MUAHAHAHAHA WHOOHOOOO DAMN HAPPY!!! HELLO 4 JACKETS MAY COST AROUND 100 BUCKS, I CAN BUY LIKE MORE CLOTHES WITH THAT MONEY! That aside, STAR wasnt as bad as I thought. Feels quite good to be able to catch up with your work! Lili waited for my STAR to end then accompanied me home! Thanks love :D My mummy's gonna help cut his hair because it's growing super fast and is damn long now hahaha. Alright, gonna do my work! Work hard for what you want/love people, only then you'll find meaning in life ;) Sunday, July 26, 2009 I really admire the Singapore soccer players. I hear people in the coffee shop criticising Singapore soccer standards and laughing away at how they're gonna get thrashed. 5-0 SO??? IT'S LIVERPOOL LEH, NOT SOME LOUSY POK TEAM KNOW Would you even dare go up and play with the liverpool pros? Don't laugh at your own country representatives please. They may not be so good but at least they're better than you and they dare to take up the challenge and getting mocked by you lousy singaporeans! Okay when did I become so patriotic -.- ANYWAY! I'm gonna go sleep early today so that I can chiong Econs and Maths tmr. I am determined to do well and stop procrastinating all thanks to Mr Arty Xiaoli! Jia you! I cannot afford to retain. I gotta promote together with you! :D Geez I'm praying for the dance shirt/hoodie to turn out nice. Please please please. TSD work is insane. Not even done with current tasks and there're already piles of work waiting. Thank you TGO for making our lives so "happening".. hurhur IHATEPWIHATEPWIHATEPWIHATEPW I'm really panicking!!! Just about 2 more months to promos ahhhhhhhhhh!!! Okay actually I already got back my results and it sucks cock. Although not straight Us but there IS a U. And guess which subject? OH LOVELY MATHS FFFF MATHS. Econs, TSD, Lit = E GP = S Maths = U Okay I passed 2 H2 and 1 H1 but so what!!! MY MSG IS FREAKING 5.6!!! -.- Ugh tell me about it. Luckily this is 10%. But then again, if this 10% I can't even handle, what more promos 70%!!! MORE THINGS TO STUDY AND MORE WEIGHTAGE!!! AHHHHH~~~ kill me now now now Saturday, July 25, 2009 Although Taurus and Leo are the worst match,  although we are both Tan-s, although we're vertically world's apart, although we stay miles away from each other, although we always seem to be at opposite ends,  you're always here for me. And that is why I love you. Friday, July 24, 2009  TSD theory lesson tmr :( :( :( Okay I really hate the theory part of everything lol it's damn annoying why can't we just have practical for everything we learn!!!! BUT! theres group rehearsal after that, something thats more fun at least heh heh heh! :D That aside! Went to have lunch at Just Acia today with Mokky and Lili at downtown east (oh I'm becoming an Easty person bow wow) and headed to Mokky's house after that to play majong. It's been SUPER LONG since I could actually slack after school. Saw Dean's super cool magic tricks too! :D Hahaha talked alot of cock lol. You managed to disarm me My soul is shining through Can't help but surrender My everything to you I'm so glad we finished 3 scenes already. But we're still behind time. Promos is in 9 weeks. TSD group piece is in 3 weeks. IS DS is in 8 weeks. Time doesnt fly. It teleports. You cannot imagine how tired I am still here trying to attempt some stupid maths question and I really have no idea wtf it's talking about forget it lol Today's horoscope is really quite accurate: You really have a chance to shine today Leo, as you come to the end of an old phase and the beginning of a new one. The energy of the day is favorable for any form of self-promotion, so this would be a perfect day for scheduling auditions or interviews. Any critical or analytical work will turn out very well, and if this is the day you are planning out a new project or outlining a presentation, it will be very successful. You'll get compliments today, on both your appearance and your behavior. Today is a day for action. - okay I hope it's talking about TSD group piece. But I didnt get compliments and I didnt shine la wth Leo, there is a yearning inside you that you are having problems controlling. You want someone so bad that you can almost taste it. You just have not found the means yet to express this without coming across too strong. If you are single, a little goes a long way, so use your skills of charm with a little more finesse than you normally would. A subtle smile may be all that you need today. Attached? Try not to be too critical of your partner today. Asking for what you want in a cooperative manner will get you your hearts desires much faster than bulldozing in with your requests. Thursday, July 23, 2009 I'm soooooo damnnnnnnnnn tiredddddddddddddddddd ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I've got plenty of things to do And you're so faraway Where'd you go? I miss you so seems like it's been forever that you've been gone please come back home :'( EATING AND SLEEPING IS OPTIONAL TAN RUI SHAN KEEP THAT IN MIND YES YOU HAVE A SAD LIFE Wednesday, July 22, 2009 I try I always try so hard to be present for every meeting/rehearsal/practice/outing I really do But sometimes it doesnt work It isn't anybody's fault but it makes me feel tired and guilty I try so hard to be everywhere I'm really tired and even more tired when this effort isn't appreciated I don't know if it is or not, but I just feel so.. upset I try so damn fucking hard If only I can clone myself It really isn't easy to be there and on task everytime everywhere It's like almost being a robot  I am human tooAnd I'm extremely surprised. You can actually move on really fast lol! But there's a danger in loving somebody too much And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Cos' baby sometimes love just aint enough Okay random but I really love this song :) I need medication to live without sleeping and eating Tuesday, July 21, 2009 We were really bored today... Credits to Mokky the photographer hahaha :D  I was laughing damn hard at lili's fake smile lol K don't know whats this lol           Okay yes you must be wondering why the hell we taking pics around the school lol! That explains how bored we were yeah? Yeah.Anw, this is the birthday card lili drew for my mummy! :)  Hahaha never find a love like this. Anw. I've got loads of stuff to finish and yet again I'm still procrastinating. I'm an idiot yes I know. Well, at least I completed some already. Tmr is superrrr busy! :( I'm gonna die of dehydration. Oh no. God please save me lol. If you are able to save me from hunger and pain I will believe in you. Okay just kidding sry no offence just some random shiatz coming from me lol Ciao. I'm Tired Tan Rui Shan Monday, July 20, 2009 Lili's new Vans shoes! :)
I'm damn tired now... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz-to-the-max-please CURRENTLY IN SCHOOL AND I'M EXTREMELY BORED MELODY IS BESIDE ME NOW AND SHE IS CHECKING PEOPLE OUT ON FB HAHAHA SHE'S GONNA KILL ME WHOOHOOOO LILI HAS ART NOW AND I SWEAR HE IS LAME KING (NO LINK BUT WTH) HE HATES YELLOW SO I'M GONNA PUT HIS NAME IN YELLOW LILILILILILI I DONT SEE HOW SCHOOL IS USEFUL WHEN STUDENTS ARE HERE WASTING THEIR TIME DOING STUPID THINGS SCHOOL SUCKS! >:( YES THATS WHY I GIVE IT SHITTY COLOUR ANW IT'S MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY TMR :D MOMMY LOVES PURPLE I FEEL A BIT STUPID TODAY, LIKE YA KNOW, DUMBLY RETARDED. WHATEVER I'M SAYING I CAN'T WAIT FOR SOLAR ECLIPSE CONGRATS TO MY FRIEND WHO JUST GOT ATTACHED HAHAHA HE SUCCEEDED! I DONT KNOW WHATS THE PROBLEM DONT ASK ME I'M NOT ATTACHED Sunday, July 19, 2009 Oh yes I went to watch Harry Potter on friday with lili and I DID NOT LIKE IT! There were a few cute/funny moments and all, but seriously the climax and conclusion is quite ... I hope the next one will be better! TSD ppl are going to watch later :) hahaha I'm eating so much recently I think the Rui Shan you people know is gonna turn obese. Won't happen? I'm telling you it will! If I don't grow taller and I keep eating at this rate, I will boom into a fat pig that all of you can't recognise me ahahah See? even lili agrees. Pig=Rui Shan  I don't know don't ask me Kelsie Hendrix! Jesper was showing me her vids and she's really awesome.. I wonder what was I doing at the age of 13. Probably something useless and meaningless. UGH! Waste of time. Now now now. What do I do? p/s: my dad is going crazy now. He's doing some MJ dance. Yes just imagine. Saturday, July 18, 2009 Work is piling up again as usual. Ahhhh keep going rui shan..! >:D Why does Monday come before Tuesday Why do summers start in June Why do winters come too soon Why do people fall in love When they're always breaking up, oh why Why do we love if love will die I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna think, I don't wanna love, I don't wanna do anything - Michael Jackson feat. 3T I wonder if reincarnation really happens. If it really does, then who'll be the next MJ? Hahaha! :D that'll be so cool. Maybe there'll be a new baby MJ coming soon! whoohoo okay me and my silly imagination. I've got so much work to do and yes, I'm forever procrastinating. Just can't really understand how people can sit still at their study table and mug non-stop. It's impossible! My family is watching MJ's concert dvd now hahaha he's really awesome! The fans are nuts, they're crying/screaming and pulling out their own hair as he removes his sunglasses LOL big star is really big star. Can actually drive people nuts, seriously nuts. Lol me and sis in Bella Kini :P  Went to school this morning for TSD group discussion. Steph is under quarantine cos her brother has h1n1. I won't be surprised if I have it now because I was rather close to her these few days. hahaha. I almost couldnt enter the school today cos my temp was 38, then after taking for the 4th time it was 37.6. Think the guard close one eye cos I didnt look sick at all lol. After that went to queensway with Lili to buy shoes. Haha he got Vans and I think it's really nice! Yay i finally got to eat the curry chicken there again! Although it may be manifested with tons of cockroaches.. haha... yucks -.- Lili came to my house after that and we were watching MJ mv-s. Should I start doing my work...? Okay I shall leave it til tomorrow :) LOL Booboo please cheer up!!! Sigh I really don't know how to help :( Thursday, July 16, 2009 No life people = TSD students  Hahah The Great One (TGO) treated us to swensens ice cream today after TSD lesson! :) Damn shiok. Whoohoo~Me and my boo hahaha.  Were talking about relationships and cx's progress with his girlfriend HAHAHA. saad was bombing some palm reading shit and said my next boyfriend will be the last final one, and i will have 4 kids, quite rich and have very happy moments in life. Susu will die a virgin HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY Hahaha I thought today would be a bad day! But nope, it turned out fine! I'm in love with Rach's iphone daily horoscope thing lol. Reached home around 10 plus, trying to chiong my hw now. Ugh! :( Damn tired. Hahaha hopefully tmr is a good day too! TXL! :D Alright, I just hope I can catch up with my work and stop getting borderlines -.- jia you everyone, we shall all be promoted! Wednesday, July 15, 2009 Lili's hand with my pig drawing on the left. And my hand with lili's drawing on the right. Yes just look at the difference in the level of "artistic sense" Hahahaha I bet you must be thinking "yes yes, talking about Xiao Li again~~~" whatever!   More TSD A lvl pics! :D maddy drawing arteries on me.. hahaha   With fe! our lovely mask designer! :D  Alice in Wonderland~   Then.... Yes he went down to the Cafe with that "bloody bandage" on. LOL Today was a damn good day. I thought it was gonna be sian today but no, everything went extremely well, and it matches exactly with the predictions on the horoscope thingy in boo's phone!!! Sigh. It's over! I shall not brood over it anymore! :) You can continue to think that it's my fault but seriously, stop it. It's over. I don't think this is the way you like a person. You don't like me. You love you and only you. Destroy me for all I care, We all know deep down whats going on. I'm happily sleepy now, whoohoo~ Hope booboo revives soon.. jia you booboo! Monday, July 13, 2009 Retarded moments in TSD hahaha   Yes tell me about it  Saw this at a food stall then I thought it was really meaningful and helpful in life!  Fe and Aisha did well today!!! So did the other J2s :D I'm so happy for them! and now that their IS-es are all over, they are more relaxed already and so are the J1s! Hurray!!!Alright today I had to transform from a graceful butterfly into a psycho queen of hearts. Maddy drew the arteries on my face and neck using acrylic paint!!! okay yes it's digusting but it's damn cool!!! And she bloody artist, took only like 10 mins to draw that out -.- damn pro! (okay yes I look like a freak) Me and lili! :D You know that cuckoo didnt recognise me! I was like looking at him when he was coming up the stairs and he just looked and like ignored me cos he thought I was some other random freak with crazy makeup lol! Some halloween character or sth~  With Fe's Mask :) Queen of Hearts! Fe's presentation went very well. Didnt go in with her for Q&A. I had to do a short movement with the mask to act like the Queen who's a crazy bitch. Hahaha so yeah, basically just to scare the examiners lol! Hopefully she does well!!! :DThe ppl walking in and out of lecture were staring at me like some weirdo from outerspace. Queen of Hearts and Alice!  Cheshire Cat (Melvyn), Queen of Hearts (Me) and Alice (Melissa)! Okay yes and because I had to immediately change out of the butterfly costume that Aisha did because Fe's exam was right after hers, so I didnt manage to take the full costume with the make up for the butterfly! But yeah, hahaha a psycho butterfly maybe? Aisha! :) I went in with Aisha for Q&A! I think I danced fine, and her presentation went well, so hopefully the examiner will give her good grades!  Me and Booboo!!! :D Had 1959 Run after that and reached home around 9 plus. Damn tired... Tmr is 1959 and Swakk'd exam! Omg good luck to both groups!!! jia you :D Gotta reach sch before 7am... ffff ish. Rui Shan, please stop being a pig thank you.Shall end with a picture of Mr Arty being Arty..  Sunday, July 12, 2009 Fe and Aisha's A levels TSD IS exam tmr. I really hope they do well!!!!!! *prays hard for them* Trying to do Econs here.. and yes, procrastinating again. TSD: Thurs' lesson Hi all,I will be following the original timeline given out for this thu's lesson, ie pitch your ideas and probably show a scene from your play.There will also be a surprise at the end of the lesson. Please be prepared to travel, and inform your parents if need be that you will be coming home late, say 8pm. -The Great One (TGO) Yay I wonder what we're gonna do! This is why I love TSD hahaha. Anw, I had dinner with my family and gma just now. We were talking about the death of my gpa and it brought back memories. My gpa had nose cancer and kidney failure. He undergone 100 times of radiotherapy. Can you imagine how strong he is? Freakin 100 times! Until one day, he decided to give up because he felt it was a burden to everyone. Treatment was expensive and it was taxing for everyone to take turns to take care of him. He stopped his medication and slowly started eating less. A few days before he died, he kept staring at the ceiling, saying that theres someone there. I wonder if it was some death angel or something.. Sigh then on mooncake festival, he left us. I think I was only in kindergarten when he passed away. And I rmb the conversation between me and my uncle then.. "Can we go play lantern later???" "Cannot... you must be good girl okay. Your Ye Ye pass away already.." "huh why cannot? Ye Ye? What is pass away??? I want to play lantern!!" "Pass away means... die already..." *in shock* Haha silly me. So stupid, dont even know whats pass away. I miss my gpa. My dad said my gpa used to love me alot because I was very smart and lively and he called me "Lao Ma Kia". I rmb him helping me to colour the flamingo in my textbook :) He must be in heaven now enjoying MJ's concert! Alright, enough! back to business lol. I hear the kids screaming and laughing at the void deck. If only I could join them. *slaps myself* Ugh, back to homework! Oh wait, I havent even started. I've only packed and listed down my tasks (as usual).. I am Tan Rui Shan I am Procrastinate Queen Laban... please transfer all your creative juices and inspirations into my brain thank you Esplanade Library, I would need to visit you soon. Yeah tell me about it, I hate reading/libraries yet the thing that I love so much requires me to read. WHY CAN'T THINGS BE EASIER!!! AHHHH!!! TSD at 8am today. Did our group movement in the studio! :) Completed scene 1 and a bit of scene 2 already! Happy! After that went to help e seniors with their stuff as usual then left early to meet lili go support mokky's brother at millenia walk! Dean Wong in Okto's One minute of fame! :D He got into the finals!!! Haha lili and I were like marathon-ing there then we had to be among the kids and I totally blended in damn well.. Met mokky there and Dean was awesome! I screamed like mad hahaha :p Left after the first half of the show and walked around the area~ then realised it was NDP parade preview or something, alot of pri sch kiddos! :) blended in with them once again. Honestly it's not me, they're just gigantic monsters who eat and shit alot more than I do.    Okay I look very tired (yes I am)! :D BUT YES I'M HAPPY! TEEHEE p/s: Happy birthday Miss Norzian aka TGO (The Great One)! :D and Happy birthday to Chen Xing too! Friday, July 10, 2009  Yes done by the pretty Lol I mean LILI :p using mouse again! then I tried as well..  yes and it looks like a pri sch kid's drawing -.- ugh rub it in! I'm tired like bird now so I shall go sleep! mokky's bro is having the okto one minute of fame comp tmr, wish him all the best and he shall own the stage!!! :D jia you! Lili lily lili lily lili lily I'm happy for Hanrey, Wendy and Maddy! :) I'm sure they'll do well for their exam. Jia you to the rest okay!!! You guys' ones are up next, don't stop chionging!!! Booboo's Lady Gaga's bowhair LOL!!! we had limited resources so it didnt turn out as firm as we wanted it to be HAHA  Mark, Afiqah, Steph, Wen zhen, Melissa, Boo and I made this tree for Kevin's set! It's damn annoying okay, but it turned out really pretty! Proud of ourselves hahahaha Dance prac today was rather fruitful. Really tiring though. Hahah some cool pics! :D Farmer Hong and Val :) Beatrice Rachel Rui Shan Shao Tong Valarie!  The girls with Ju Zhong! LOL   Alright. Tiring but great sense of achievement. JIA YOU!!! :D Thursday, July 09, 2009 Use my comp to post in MY blog la, now my turn!!! WHO TELL YOU NEVER LOG OUT. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. RUISHAN IS A CRAZY GIRL. LALALA~ whooohooo im using boo's lappy now :D I'm trying to make Felina's mask and I think the design is really cool!!! no more emo-momo~ Mokky is beside and yes she just smacked me LOL okay will take a photo of the mask and you guys can see how awesome it looks!!! and aisha's costume too!!! the buttefly one :) will be trying it on later, can't wait whooo!!! I expected today to be a super bad day but so far it's fine cos.. FERNANDEZ TOLD ME I PASSED LIT HAHAHA "When are we getting back our papers?" "week 4 or so" "ok thanks" "Oh anyway your -" "AH NONONO NVM DONT WANT DONT WANT TO HEAR DONT TELL ME" "PASS LA AIYOH" WHOOOHOOO~~~ taking back maths later "ruishan you never study right?" "er yah didnt. nvm i know" wah thanks ah. totally spoil my mood. MATHS FAIL LOL!!! expected though, I think 10/70 :P Alright hopefully the day will be a good one! Lili is having art now and mokky insists that i should type "I Miss Him" =.= "eh rui shan dont fake it lah just say it" "haha.." "shy ah?" LOL!!! Wednesday, July 08, 2009 And I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears So done with wishing You were still here Said I'm so sick of love songs So sad and slow So why can't I turn off the radio? I'm really tired. I just hope for people to understand and appreciate. And you took forever.. not your fault though Sigh I think we're all not ready. I'm tired. Body and Mind. Lets just press pause. p/s: Im in school now. Doing Kevin's stuff hahaha peace people *yawns* Tuesday, July 07, 2009 Whats life again? says: it's damn tiring until you can just give up on everything and cry and die lol Whats life again? says: zz whatcha doing? mr.arty-xiaoli says: you will find out soon
I guess his only way of expressing himself is through drawing. LOL! wow... my emotions is 85% tmr. I'm so tired I can just doze off right now. My shoulder is hurting as usual and I'm feeling very bothered by the fact that we'll be getting back results really soon. And I'm trying to get the dance jackets done asap but that jacket sales person always takes FOREVER to reply/call back. Yes you have to haunt her down, she doesnt tell you what is going on. And I just told her to sms me her email so that I can send her the design and UNTIL NOW she haven't send. Ugh annoying, you dont wanna earn money issit!!!!!!! FML Sigh. J2 TSD Alevels now. It's killing me. I have so many movements to choreograph!!! Ahhhhhh Kill me now now now FUCK MY SHOULDERS ARE HURTING LIKE MAD I feel really dead. Like, empty. I don't have time to breathe. Nobody will really understand how I feel. Nobody. It's pressing me all the way downdowndown I'm at my wits end. I'm gonna suicide! Like now. *prepares suicide clothes and climbs outside window* whoohooo......... uh... hur ... ... hur... ... Gonna meet Michael Jackson don't get jealous. CIAO god bless you not *jumps* Monday, July 06, 2009 Had tsd from 8am onwards today. Sat through the entire 1959 rehearsal, nailed their frames and worked on our group movement. Looks retarded but yeah, at least we're progressing! Met Xiao Li after that and it was raining.. super cold! hahaha :p  Right, this is the video of e movement. although it kinda sucks cos of the lack of synchro and expression, we're nearly finishing the first scene! :) lol the back part is still not confirmed, so that explains the stupid things and extra waiting time hahaha. anw it's suppose to look like he's abusing me, and he's my dad. Hahaha okay stop laughing at the videooooooooo... Look at my cutie boy! ;) Haha
HEEEHEEEE :D Hey you you you! Although I've only known you for about 7 months, it feels like we can almost read each other's mind. You're so special in every single way and I love the way you are :) Thank god for allowing me to meet you. I can't never find any other guy like you. I hope you're the last boy in my life. I♥ You. Sunday, July 05, 2009 She tried to compete with Xiao Li. Mummy's:  XiaoLi's: And Xiao Li took like 3 mins. My Mummy took 10. HAHAHA DAMN FUNNY!!! My mummy is very crazy today I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING AT HER COS SHE KEEPS SAYING FUNNY THINGS LOL!!!            .jpg)            Hahaha and I happen to find this drawing done by Lili saved in my comp. Design of Dance Jacket! :) Sigh! I'm so glad and lucky to have been through all that :) Hahaha Okay, that aside! It's raining today and I love it, maybe that explains why memories were flowing in.. haha! Things went fine today, just that I'm still sick lol. Youth day tmr but I have to go to school the entire day. Yeah rub it in... TSD. Tough but very enjoyable! ;) Can't wait to see you tmr! :p Movement for Scene 1 Group piece today was rather successful? Haha although I was almost dying but I managed to at least choreo on the spot! Hopefully contemp dance style works for this. <3  eh chenxing's gf please dont jealous hahaha :p Today xiaoli and I went to watch Transformers 2! It's not bad, super action as usual haha. After that we met boo at vivo and went earl's swensens to have our dinner with her! It was lili's treat!!! :D Haha then we surprised her with her birthday cake and she was like asking us why don't wanna go yet cos the waiter took a stupid friggin long time to bring out the cake! Can you imagine the stupid things I have to come out with to drag the time lol. K this photo is retarded!!! Okay more pics of boo, lili and me in booboo's phone :) will post them up soon!After our dinner surprise, we headed to sit by the river area and watch the scenery. Sang, bitched, crapped, lamed (mostly by lili HAHAHA). It was awesome! I've enjoyed every single moment of it wheehooo sounds gay -.- lol but wth i really did! Booboo, although this birthday wasnt the best for you (because of you know what/who), I hoped you liked our presents we got and the surprise lili and I had for you. I know you're a strong person and please don't allow anyone else to bring you down. You'll always have me (and xiaoli hehe :p) to support you and don't you worry about having to be alone! :) You're the kindest soul I've ever seen and I've never regretted knowing you. Love you, and happy birthday! <3 This is what friends are for. I despise insensitive bastards and dickhead cowards. Yup and to Mr Arty, I really can't express how happy I feel whenever I see you :) I feel treasured and lucky to have you around me. Friday, July 03, 2009 Okay THIS IS DONE BY XIAO LI AGAIN USING MOUSE. This guy is insane. Tell me about it. TXL <3 K I was actually damn pissed but this made me smile :D  I'm in a fucking bad mood right now soALL THE ANNOYING PEOPLE PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE. THIS LIST OF THINGS ARE OF NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE. 1. There are fucking loads to things to do even though exams are over. (The workload seems to be even more~) 2. I haven't started to choreo the movement for my group piece fffff I need inspiration to come. 3. My SA results are gonna be fucked up. 4. TSD students are excused whole of next week (again) because of J2s a level. Good luck to me and my other subjects. 5. Next week's schedule is MADNESS. 6. Dance pracs are gonna resume and I'm pretty sure it'll clash with TSD. this one really is fucked up 7. SDEA and Runway is coming up ffffffffff 8. I'm suppose to dance in Aisha's costume but I haven't even tried her costume, neither have I heard the song. And yes it's 2 mins. I.fucking.hate.last.minutes.even.though.I.do.it.myself. 9. I'm not recovering. YES IM STILL BLOODY SICK AND FEELING DAMN TIRED 10. BUT WHAT TO DO I STILL HAVE TO ATTEND MEETINGS OR THINGS WILL SCREW UP 11. I cannot afford to be off schedule. AT ALL 12. Yes. Eating and sleeping is optional. It applies totally now. FUCK THIS SHIT It's been quite long since I had a good laugh. Dinner with e TSD ppl made me damn happy. Yeah I'll never regret taking TSD. Although the workload is fucked up but I guess this is where we really love each other and have fun. Enjoy the hardship. Ku3 Zhong1 Zuo4 Le4! :) Keep going Rui Shan! 10 mins later...: Okay it's really effective to blog when you're pissed/sian/annoyed *Yawns* I'm so tired. Giddy. Flu. Cough. Headache. Sleepy. p/s: blasting "Xin Tiao" and "Ai Cuo" by Lee Hom rocks. 我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过所以爱错 我从那里起飞 从那里降落 多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过... Thursday, July 02, 2009 Wheeehoooo! I can't wait for tmr to be over over over over over!!! :D Anyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNNIE! <3> Xiao Li is watching a concert so no drawing to post for tonight! :( Full day in school tmr. Dance in the morning, Lit paper in the afternoon, Tsd in the evening. Maddy just told me Fe kena H1N1. I wonder how is she now.. hopefully she's doing fine! I don't know anything about h1n1 so don't know how serious it is lol. So hopefully she recovers soon then I won't have to replace her for A levels! Jia you fefe! ^^ They said they saw MJ's cloud figure on the sky.. hmm I wonder if he's really up there. Hey MJ, if the world is really going to die in 2012, please prepare a really good concert up there for all of us to rock on when we all die okay! \m/ yay last paper tmr! last paper last paper last paper last paper last paper *continues chanting and rejoicing* Okay although I had 2 scary nightmares last night, I'm recovering! (well at least I think so) The thought of screwing up my mid years scares me. Although it's just 10%.. thinking of how I have to stay back for STAR programme just disgusts me. Yes I wanna be like her and screw up everyone I see. UGHHHHH I NEED A BREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK Promos. I'd better work my ass off before I end up retaining and having to drop tsd. Yes face it ruishan, you have to work for what you want. Okay. I'm recovering. Yes I am. Wednesday, July 01, 2009 <3 mr.arty xiaoli! USING MOUSE PLEASE. I really can't believe how he can just take about 10 mins to draw that out using mouse on msn to draw this kinda superb piece out. It's really very unbelievable leh! MOUSE IN 10MINS LET ME REMIND YOU.  I'm not sick. I'm sick. As in falling ill.Okay lame. Anyway my nose is running like a friggin water tap now and my head feels like it's gonna explode anytime and I sneeze like 11 times in a row and my neck is aching and my throat feels like it has stones inside. What else. Cold sweat! ugh -.- I was about to faint while doing the maths paper pls. Firstly, I hate maths. Secondly, I wasnt feeling well. Thirdly, the paper is fucked up. Currently ooVooing with Shao Tong hahaha :D  Yay I can't wait til SA is over!!!Oh wait. I still have SDEA and TSD group assessment. Runway too. fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ish. |
Yes it's quite obvious that I'm Rui Shan and I hate sweets. Very random but please rmb not to offer me sweets. Ty. 
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