Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Irwin's 3 months old baby!!!  BISCUIT. SO TINY AND CUTE! :D  I'm damn tired. Can't wait to let you guys see the butoh pics.Wow Lady Gaga is cool. DS IS FINALLY OVER. POST E PICS SOON! :D :'( My eyeballs are popping out Tuesday, September 29, 2009 I'm in school now. Chionging with Boo. She's busy with her puppets now hahaha I'm so sleepy I decided to blog (doesnt make sense but wth) Tmr is TSD-KIDS-WILL-DIE-DAY. Good luck to all of us! Ordered Macs delivery. I'm so hungry and sleepy I can just fall flat on the fall and doze off anytime. Boo is also falling asleep. I see her eyes closing. Hahahahaha ok byebye continue chionging -.- waiting for my macs to come... Monday, September 28, 2009 I think I really need a good break after promos. Take a look at this (thanks mj lol): At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!). Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you. We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one. You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes. You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.  Going gaga after seeing lady gaga. Okay lame -.- but she's really damn cool!!! although she has really weird outfits -.- lol Whatever. Let me remind myself that: 1. DS exam is on wed!!! 2. Promos is starting on Friday!!! -.- right. ok no more procrastinating. (I'm saying this for the 945810283710293812th time) thank you sorry see you byebye Sunday, September 27, 2009 We created our to-do-list for the activities after promos. And each time we procrastinate, we have to cancel out one of the activity. Quite useful. But I think our to-do-list will probably lessen by half lol. I just tried my butoh white body make up just now and it's seriously damn difficult to find replacement for the butoh clay or the aqua colour thingy, so I resorted to baby powder -.- Lol I found some random white base foundation which it rather lousy but heck it I'll just use it. Since FTG says that I will screw my DS, then I shall just try my luck hahahaha Nonsense leh ruishan. Yah anyway, I did quite alot of things today! I did lit work and a full math promo paper.. Doing my econs homework now. I really hope FTG is wrong about me retaining :( Stupid FTG. Can't stop scolding you. Random 1: Grrr I'm gonna miss PE! Random 2: I bought new blue nail polish but I can't use it yet because of my stupid DS -.- Butoh-er with cool blue nails doesnt look scary. LOL Random 3: I think I'm gonna sleep early tonight because I freaking woke up at 8.30am to study!!! Applaud pls Random 4: Gonna rehearse my DS tmr after lessons with my outfit but without e make up. Hopefully everything will go well during rehearsal - can get radio for sounds, radio is loud enough, passer-bys never stare pls pls pls, red cloth still there, principal don't come check me out, my physicality will on form.. Random 5: Another activity on to-do-list is gonna be cancelled soon. I should be doing Econs now -.- Random 6: I'm smelling good because of the baby powder HAHAHA Okay bye :[] Have I showed you these pics? Lol watch booboo's pro-ness in prtsc-ing! All my spastic moves   Changed my blog layout slightly. I still hate it. Anyone willing to design a template for meeee? :D okay whatever -.- lol Successfully woke up at 8.30am today. Failed attempt to mug like mad =___= I called boo and she was like moaning and groaning about how I shouldnt wake her up to study ahahaha! I ended up fixing my blog (which is still looking horrible) and I think she gave up on geog and maths halfway. LOL.. Maybe studying in school is really better. Grrr Omg DS is coming I'm going nuttynuts!!! (suddenly rang in my head sry veh random) Okay yup just now I went on FB to ask Fortune Teller Genius some qns.. "Will I promote?" "It's difficult. No." "Will I screw up my DS?" "Of course yes!!!" "Will I retain?" "Well maybe.." WAH YOU CURSE LAO NIANG AH??? GO AND DIE YOU STUPID FORTUNE TELLER GENIUS MY ASS!!! UGH now I just lost all my drive to mug because of a stupid FB application =.= grrrr hate you FTG, Fucker Too Gay. Lol ciao people I must get back that drive. All thanks to FTG. Too bored. So just camwhore lor.      Okay it's gonna be 3am soon. Gotta wake boo up at 8.30am tmr! LOL okay goodnight people \m/This blog hasnt been colourful for a long time. Saturday, September 26, 2009 Oh my holy mama I feel so accomplished, I did maths the whole day today!!! Boo couldnt come so Mok and I studied in school since 9am til about 5pm. :D Say "wow..." "wow..." I just hope I can pass maths.. ugh! TSD practical exam is in 4 days. This is insane. I havent even rehearsed once in the foyer. I'm so dead.. -___- nvm I think everyone else is, maybe except for melvyn and susu -___- Okay jia you jia you! To everyone who is dying, hang in there, misery will be over in a few weeks! :D Hmm. Nothing much to say.. Oh wait! BE THANKFUL FOR WHOEVER AND WHATEVER YOU HAVE NOW! ^^ Friday, September 25, 2009 Found more pics on tpjc.net! :)          Ok so kewl kewl kewl I'm gonna study in school with my mok and boo tmr. JYJY!!! :DSigh. People who do work don't always get their credit. Why do people fail to appreciate or even realize that they are actually the ones who are doing the shit? I look down on credit-stealers, grrr. No don't worry it's not happening to me at the moment but am witnessing one. Whatever, stop being retarded tan rui shan. Today was fine. Tennis was slack as usual. Lessons bore me as usual. Sorry I'm really not keen in learning what a monopoly is nor the derivative of sinxcosx nonsense. And even when promos are over, busy days aint over. There's still OP and TSD design (oh gosh tell me about design, I can't freaking draw for nuts!!!) Luckily I have a few things to look forward to: 3 esplanade shows, pahang and sydney trip, operation smile. I don't wanna get back the exam results :( Gotta kick some ass yaw. Thursday, September 24, 2009 Winner of Suntec Dance 09 group category! Dope. I learnt a new word today. Ennui - Boredom Yes I'm so bored I'm going crazy. Do what you like, like what you do. Today's CME talk with Miss Norzian's friend was cool. I certainly hope that I'll be happy with my furture job. What is success to you? Wednesday, September 23, 2009 Back to Bangs.  Went ACJC for Rakugo in English lecture and demonstration. Japanese art comic of storytelling, freaking funny and entertaining! Kaishi is really damn imbah, nowonder one of the most popular Rakugo performer in Japan. Whoooohooooo! Recently signed up for many shows in Esplanade. $$$$$$$$$$$ It's really damn worth it to watch the shows but the $$$... errr hur. Sigh! I want a magic printer which can print money. Ugh ok that aside. I really need to study!!! And I hope booboo doesnt fall sick again because I'm gonna miss her noise and "jinx you owe me a soda". Went to try e food at "Say Cheese" with her today. The food is quite nice. student meal $7.90! Hahaha I had baked macaroni :) Ok I like helping them to advertise LOL and the manager was damn funny. Going to Pahang Malaysia and Sydney this year end. Theres operation smile performance too. Jia you ruishan!!! Do well for promos and go and STUDY NOW!!! -.- sigh! Tuesday, September 22, 2009 Angry day. Many ppl pissed me off especially that particular someone. One more time you attitude me, Imma flash your gayness here. Why do guys like you exist omg UGHHHHH Okay that aside. I'm so not looking forward. Promos is starting already. I'll be in hell in the next few weeks :'( You'll probably see my in IMH soon. Honestly I think I will go crazy. Doing butoh itself is crazy. It's difficult to get into your butoh state and get out of it. It's damn tiring. Cos seriously when you get in it, it's totally not you anymore and when you slap yourself back into reality, it takes some time to get back to who you are. I hate that feeling. It's so dangerous. It feels like your soul is coming out and it may or may not go back to your body! Ok I AM sounding crazy. Mad mad mad *slaps* I really miss dancing. That means I havent been happy for a quite awhile. So sad :( But nvm, like dewi said, the world is my studio. Monday, September 21, 2009 Rui Shan is a corpse standing straight up in desperate bid for food. OKAY LAME I JUST WANT TO BINGE BUT APPARENTLY MY HOUSE IS SNACKLESS NOW. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH what happened to the unlimited supply of potato chips and maggee mee? -.- I've been procrastinating. I took hours just to complete an econs essay qn. So smart hor. Was so bored doing work that I resorted to doing stupid things (as usual). Ask boo, she witnessed it over the webcam. I want to have diamond lips. Shiny shimmering glittery bling. So sexy. But from far it looks like you have fungus growing on your lips hahahaha whatever ruishan get back to work What if we're still together We'd be celebrating our 2 yrs soon What if you are still single now What if.. Ah ruishan stop thinking. I don't know if this is counted as "I have moved on" Haha it's just a thought la. Not brooding over it. bye people I have a phobia of having bfs now LOL It is really difficult to find another you :'( I really wonder what you're doing now and if she's treating you well But I guess she'll do a better job than I did All the best. let's pray that I will wake up early tmr and study ok? hahahahahaha promos in less than 2 weeks oh my mama Sunday, September 20, 2009 Take a look at Madeline Wee's pro-ness. Nope it's not printed, it's drawn -.-  Yah okay anw, my family headed to Jurong Bird Park today. I wouldn't say it was damn fun or interesting because firstly, I am not very interested in birds and the weather was insanely warm. Oh look at the cute penguins hahaha they look fake in this pic here but they're real la!!!  My favourite! World of darkness :) SNOW OWL!!!! DAMN PRETTY DAMN DAMN PRETTY This is.. I forgot what owl.. but it's damn big and wise-looking, super ugly I swear. Ugliest among all. But it was nice enough to fly around and show off its coolness. Hahaha See? still purposely fly up there and pose for a photo. lol! Kookaburra! Ok it eats chicks so please stop singing the kookaburra song because they're not as cute and innocent as you think LOL :D Parrot. I hate parrots. DAMN NOISY!!! Ugh they were so screechy and loud I wanted to box them Feeding e parrots -.- they so don't deserve the good life!!! seriously their lives damn good here you know. SO MANY PPL WERE FEEDING THEM! They still have their showering spray at one spot ok!!! Loner Parrot hahaha Feeding them some nectar thingy we bought there. $3. Imagine the amount of money they earn. Ostrich!!! see it on top of my head? Hahaha.Question: Do ostriches bury their heads into the ground? Answer: NO!!! You know those stupid cartoons made us have that misconception. Ostriches, when threatened, will just sit down and stretch out their necks and stay as low as possible. THATS IT. LOL NO DIGGING OF HOLES!  Baldy Bird. This is the lost duckling. Watch the video(bottom of post)! It's damn cute!!! You know it was standing there so cute-ly for awhile then this irritating auntie came over thinking she's some snow white or something, she went to sit beside the duckling and tried to touch it. HELLO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK YOU SNOW WHITE AH? OH MY GOODNESS STUPIDITY OR STUPIDITY? Of course, she scared the small teeeny weeeeny duckee and everyone was so pissed with her. Hahaha you know she still smiled at me?? OH MY I NEARLY PUKED. GOSH -.- SNOW WHITE WANNABE. :) Eagle!!! It tried flying away but the guy was damn steady to hold it back. It looks really heavy! Black swan. Ok. Another auntie, this time she's indian (black attract black HAHAHA OOOOPS JUST KIDDING), thinks she's snow  This is the video of the lost duckling. It's SUPER cute. WATCH!Alright. Another day gone. And I have not studied anything. All hail rui shan you better pray you won't retain. Yah, pray damn hard hur hur hur -.- Touching + Lame video! Watch!!!     is a corpse standing straight up is desperate bid for life.30th Sept. Butoh, here I come. Saturday, September 19, 2009 Sometimes I can't differentiate dreams from reality and it is very scary. Maybe we're all just an imagination. Throughout my 17 years living on planet Earth,           Dance has never turned its back on me.This is what true love and happiness is to me. I won't stop dancing. Cliche, but really. True love never dies. Friday, September 18, 2009 I'm so lucky!!! TSD prac exam date is postponed to 30th Sept for EVERYONE! :D Hurrraaaayyyyy! Miracles do happen. Just when I was about to shoot myself and die, superman comes and saves me. Actually there're pros and cons. Not all happy about this extension of exam date either. It's good that we have more time to prepare. But the thing is, either way we'll still have to die. It's either die early or die late. So draggy! It's delaying our study time and it has been a huge distraction for us. So I'd prefer to get it done and over with asap. So actually I dont really know if I'm all that happy that the exam date is postponed, lol paranoid. Ah anyway. We had the MDC photoshoot thingy today! It was.... fine, but I think I expected more photos to be taken and a higher skilled photographers? :p Ok I'm just being anal (again). Hope to see e pics soon! There're lotsa stuff to do tomorrow. Mainly my tsd stuff -.- (yeah as usual) Wanchin saved me. I finally found a person who can play e piano for my DS piece! :) Hurray hurray. Seriously I'll be very angry if I fail this because I spent so much fucking time on this so I jolly well get an overall pass for TSD. This is the annoying thing. In TSD, you wont necessarily reap what you sow. sometimes you spend the most time on it, and the get the least outta it. sucks? too bad for you, this is arts. Lol I think I should be mugging now but apparently it's not happening. So much for "Rui Shan is ready to race!" hurhurhur.. -_____- And my dad still wants all of us to go Jurong Bird Park on sunday. Daddy, I need to promote. No more play time!!! hahaha but yeah I'm happy to have a family like this. Helps me to relax and chill when you get stressed and uptight over school work. ^^ Oh oh! I'm going to Pahang Malaysia and Sydney this end year! :D WHOOHOOO eggciting thing is, the cool people are going for the ODAC pahang trip! Shaotong, Eugene and Juzhong! Hahaha bet it's gonna be really fun! Can't wait for Sydney as well, can't wait can't wait! But study hard first ruishan! then you can really enjoy!!! GO GO GO! PLEASE WATCH THIS IT'S DAMN FUNNY!!! Yes. Thank you so much. In the first place, if you know you can't handle it then don't do it. You just threw me down a 50 story building and then? "sorry" And what you expect me to say? "Oh no, it's really okay!" -.- Faggot Okay I'm feeling better. Thanks JZ for helping. Lol Last day of Physical Theatre workshop today. TSD showcase was alright. I really hope the Butoh ppl don't drown and die. I'm very worried for TSD. Butoh is killing me. And I have extremely little time. Currently trying to brush up on my CC. Hopefully my efforts will pay off. I fucking hell don't have time. I'm struggling with my performance. I still havent gotten my props and body powder/paint. I havent taken photos for my CC. I havent done so many things. How the fuck do I pass. Some ppl still wanna guai lan me. Lao niang will zham your dick off. You better stop bullshitting. Lessons were fine today, quite relaxing. PE was damn fun, I love it! (although I hope for bboy pe lessons for guys) I swear after this month, my weight is gonna decrease further. I cannot stop worrying. I know I'm useless. Zzz I dont want to retain Thursday, September 17, 2009 I am so fucking pissed now I can explode any moment DO NOT ANNOY ME Wednesday, September 16, 2009 Realized I haven't been blogging daily recently! :O After the 2 days of MC, I'm alive again! FIRST VERY IMPORTANT MATTER! DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IS IT NOW? :D .... nope it's not 9pm... nope not 12am... not 2am either... ... ... it's freakin' 3.50pm!!! WHOOOHOOOOO~~~~ Congrats to The Almighty Tan Rui Shan for being able to reach home so early for the first time in this year! :D *waves and bows* OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH kay.... Lameness aside -.- I just realized my TSD DS exam is just next saturday.. say "oh my god" "Oh..my...god...." Yes exactly. HOW THE HELL DO I PERFORM WHEN I BARELY REHEARSED??? one more time, "Oh..my...god...." Imma research my ass off right now. Won't stop researching until my eyes pop out. DO NOT GIVE ME WEIRD GLANCES WHEN YOU SEE ME MONKEYING AROUND IN THE FOYER BECAUSE THE FOYER IS MY PERFORMING AREA FOR MY TSD DS EXAM SO I REPEAT DO NOT GIVE ME WEIRD GLANCES DO YOU UNDERSTAND? Okay good :D Big question: Why do we kill people who kill people to tell people that killing is wrong? Madddd worldddddd We're all living in denial. Monday, September 14, 2009 Feeling very unwell today.. :( Xmarc showed me this dope vid. Hahaha watch it! Okay im off to sleep buhbye :D Sunday, September 13, 2009 While webcamming with juzhong... me and my retardedness -.- that idiot kept prtsc-ing me!!!  You see you see, another spastic pic of me!!! -.-  The 8 dwarfs HAHAHA! he snapped this shot! not bad right!!! hahaha ;D LOOK AT THE BLACK KITTEN!!! HOW ADORABLE :D Found it at the void deck not long ago, it's so tiny! It looks really lost. Haven't seen it for a few days already, I wonder where it went :( Hopefully you're safe lil' kitty! Look how tiny it is. Alright man! So recently I've been going for the dance festival workshops in Esplanade and it's really damn cool!!! :D omg I love the rehearsal studio it's bloody huge and has nice scenery!Went for Reggaeton on Saturday with Shaotong. ROCKS! Hardcore shaking seriously. Group Pic! :D  And after the reggaeton class on saturday, my body was already aching like mad but I still had to go for bboy. Yeah of all styles why bboy, torturing my body man!BUT I TELL YOU THE PAIN IS WORTH IT. I've learnt lotsa new footwork, toprock etc.. it's really fun! :D Although it was flooded with malays... the cute instructor made my day! Hahaha he's from radikal forze, singapore's best bboying crew. His muscles can just make my eyes pop. Ok i shall stop sounding like a pervert -.- but anw yeah bboying is tiring but FUN FUN FUN! Philip (I think thats his name), Me and Amanda Loh! :)  I wanna go learn bboying after promos!!! Maybe at oschool or sth. Or perhaps try out some new studio like D. base or sth, but I wonder if they have bboy course.Ok that aside, I'M REALLY STARTING TO LOVE BBOY HAHAHAHA but sorry, reggae is still the best :D Theres a great deal at ACTFA studio (singapore's largest dance studio)! Opening offer valid til 31 Oct-(must present the flyer, I have a few with me so grab from me if you want this!) Upon sign up of 13 offer classes at $158 or standard classes at $225, you get free goodies worth of $1005! Free goodies: Dance shoes or salsa fashion shoes, 15 party tix, dance memento, 3 dvd set, genvani $80 voucher, 7 single trial class pass, dance cap, SingaporeSalsaFestival.com Pass More details on the flyer! Grab from me if you want okay!!! Priority to TPJC MDC members :D Yay thanks to booboo! Now my firefox theme is pretty and sexy!!! :D MY BODY IS ACHING LIKE MADDDDDDDDD WHOOOO BUT I LIKE UGH SCHOOL IS STARTING AGAIN My body is aching like maddddddddddd Reggaeton at Esplanade killed shaotong and I ytd I swear. Crumping away like nobody's business. DAMN TIRING!!! The workshop was at 1pm and guess what? I freakin woke up at 1250pm -______________- yah then I missed all the stretching (Thats why my body is aching) and luckily I was just in time for the choreography! All hail ruishan whoohooo Going for Bboying later at Esplanade! I don't know how the hell am I going to bboy with an aching body. (I've got a Reggaeton Group Pic but will upload it later!) Met up with my lovelies ytd too! Chionged to Tamp to meet them after e reggaeton class :) hahaha I miss you guys to e max man. After chillin' out for awhile, I headed back to Esplanade for Woyzeck. Wah that show is awesome. I swear they're damn bloody good. And they dont walk, they teleport. 31 bucks was surely worth it! I was rather disappointed to see that half of the audience were foreigners. Don't understand where did all the singaporeans go, why never support arts scene!!! So sad, thats why sometimes I dont blame the govt for allowing foreigners to come invade singapore. At least they're willing to spend on good artsy stuff. Oh well but it's not like singaporeans have a choice. We're all so busy struggling to survive. Sad. Harsh reality my friends. Oh great I digressed so much -____-! Btw I'm currently at Boo's house TRYING to mug maths. We did binomial and a teeeeeny weeeeeny bit of APGP. I swear it took us long enough to solve a qn. And again, we had to keep irritating susu for guidance hahahaha thanks susu! :D Have been webcamming with JZ until 3am or so, trying to make each other study hahaha well it worked for me, because he's really quite disciplined. Makes me wonder when will I ever become like that. Okay! Booboo has to go to church soon and I'll be heading to the Esplanade Library! :) Jia you everyone, school is reopening.......... hurhurhur... hur.. hu- whatever. Ciao! work hard ppl, promos is round e corner if you're slower than me. Friday, September 11, 2009 ooVoo-ing again! Yeah leo and I ooVoo-ed til 3am I think -.- But well I completed some lit work! :D  With Azri! WHOOOHOOOOO!!!Went town to shop today with mok and boo. Damn shiok :D We all bought something, yay! (and I bought the most, as usual) I bought 2 dresses, 2 tops, 1 Elle and 1 Adidas sport shorts (dont know what you call it lah), and 1 high waist shorts! Moneh-heaveh. Okay gotta save for the rest of the month alr HAHAHA LOSER!!! (photos with boo!) Reggaeton workshop and Esplanade Rehearsal Studio tmr! And BBoying on Sunday :) I'm so relaxed. I should be mugging!!! UGH My family is still asking if we can go birdpark on 20 sept -.- "Eh 20 sept we go birdpark tgt!" "No!!! My promos are coming already!" "Aiyah.." "Cannot leh, you want me to promote right" "Of course. But one day only.. aiyah.." "Ok la ok la" You see. I'm in the play-til-the-end-of-time family :) Oh anyone know where to buy cheap good cloth? Please tag! Thanks hurhur Should Should I Should I go Should I go for Should I go for Econs Should I go for Econs trial Should I go for Econs trial test Should I go for Econs trial test tomorrow Should I go for Econs trial test tomorrow? Thursday, September 10, 2009 All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces  Bright and early for the daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere  Yeah. Was trying out my DS idea today. Hanging up there is surely scary, especially when you're scared of heights, and it's not ONE piece of cloth. I joined them tgt just by tying knots. Imagine if they gave way and snapped, hohoho I wouldnt be here blogging already.Hanging on isnt fun. It gets tiring. Webcamming with Leo last night. Hahaha I found out how the WC can be useful. You get to learn Karatedo~ Somebody black belt ok, dont pray pray.  ooVoo-ing with Boo! :D There are more snapshots with her hahaha (funnier ones)Azri, Boo and I. With our toy collection! :D Azri claims that his arent "toys", LOL    Am rather gloomy and down today. Don't know why.. I barely mugged. I'm dead. Save my ass, somebodeh. Wednesday, September 09, 2009 ooVoo is fun :D Azri and I ooVoo-ed til like 2am LOL
59 Tuesday, September 08, 2009 Yeah ACJC is just filled with money. You get the $, you get everything. But well, they will never experience what tsdians in lousy schs like TPJC go through. Where all the work is manual and students are merely part-time banglas. Random note: I love green tea. (ok it's just an excuse to camwhore)  Don't know why I've been sleeping really late these days. I feel like hanging out really late. To just chill, not think of work, not think of having to wake up early the next day, not worry about CC and IS, yadayada the list goes on. Anyone? I really need a break. But it's not like I have a choice. Still, the big question: Why am I doing this? :( One down, who's next? :( ------------------------------- Going to watch ACJC's tsd showcase later hohoho Feeling a bit high and poor melvyn has to entertain me hahaha Geeez I'm PROCRASTINATING AGAIN!!! ruishan you're horrible man. siao why am I scolding myself. Eh anw today's econs lesson was damn sian but cool at the same time lol becos it was freaking 8.30am in the morning but then dolphin let us off one hour earlier!!! :D So cool. Her baby pop out sure pretty one. WHOOOO FEELING HIGH MJ just showed me this, I swear it's damn funny. Watch! I'm falling ill! :( oh no oh no I cannot afford to! :( Tired and Dead zzz The sudden increase number of friend requests on fb is puzzling. Fuck la im not boasting lol im just really puzzled with whats going on. Is it them, or is it just me. Monday, September 07, 2009 Alright I said I will not be blogging from today onwards but I really can't do it. Blogging is like writing my diary lol! :P Look at our dance hoodie! Hahaha my two very cute seniors, zheng gang and eileen ^^  I like this pic of e team! Very nice :D hahaha And we surprised mok today! Hahaha I look bottom-less -.- Identical aye? Hahaha Happy Birthday mokky! You look cuter with your new contacts! ;) Anw, I PASSED MY MATHS TEST!!! :D Hurray man. Sorry but pass is very good for me now because I had 14% for mid years and it's U to the max hahahaha will work harder!!! Saw a very interesting couple today on the bus while I was on my way home on 31. B: "I think you very pretty lah hahaha" G: *grins* G: "Okay I go already byebye!" B: "Byebye! Wait for me ok" G: "What time?" B: "9.30" G: "Ok I will" So simple and sweet. They are adults with down syndrome. ------------------------------------ Y'know I think I'm starting to agree with Suzuki that the world is an asylum and we're just the mental patients living in it. I just met my two very good friends downstairs! :D (very random and late at night but wth lol!) It has been ages since we've met and I really missed them like crazy. Irwin Gan Ren De and Marcus Leong Fu Zhi. I don't know why the full names, but it's rather heartwarming how we still behave like lame little kids whenever we're around each other. These two brothers never fail to make me laugh or rather laugh at my height -.- LOL There's still this one little puny girl I miss who used to crap with me alot. Carin Tay Sock Hui. You know the 3 of us miss you so please move your house to tpy. LOL KIDDING Hopefully we can meet up someday this week ok! :D Love you guys. Yes thats why im happy and satisfied. And also because I just had mee goreng maggee noodles. I'm full now. Yay lets go sleep and have sweet dreams! Goodnight people. OH ONE MORE THING!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELODY WONG YIN JIE!!! :D (aka mok aka noob HAHAHA)  I dont know why this pic. It's just retarded and funny ahahhahaa Sunday, September 06, 2009 As head of some of the top business corporations in the country, he has no time for his only son. But lately, he was a little bit worried that his son was growing up fast and they never had the opportunity of bonding together. So one day, he took his 7-year-old son on a trip to the province with the intention of showing him how poor people live in rural areas. The father and son spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. “How was the trip?” asked the father on their return from their trip. Great, the son replied. The father asked again, “Did you see how poor people live?” The son answered affirmatively. “So, tell me, what have you learned from the trip?” asked the father. The little boy did not answer his father immediately. He was thinking and then shared this thought: “I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. The son continued: “We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs. We have walls around our property to protect us, yet they have friends to protect them.” Hearing his son’s answer, the father was completely speechless. And even before he could say a word, the son added, “Thanks dad for showing me how poor we are.” Saturday, September 05, 2009 Learning Journey! :D Credits to Boo for e pics!!!   Trying to put on the seat belt for Boo! :p   Class photo! :D Lol look at susu! With e tanks! So cool so cool! The MEN. LOL   That is one very cool machine. I forgot what it does but basically it's damn high tech. Don't see small small like lousy ah, it's damn power. Starbucks Balloons! ^^ I was hitting mok with e balloon lol! Oh btw I saw two people I haven't seen in a very long time over at the SAF place!!! Jun Xian (amkss band) and Brandon (ARC brandon not band brandon)! It's been super long la!!! And I was so surprised to see the both of them hahahaha they still look the same, just a little more man maybe. Hahaha so cool to see ppl changing for the better :D Happy NS-ing! HAHAHA Pics taken after Teachers' Day celebration! :D  THIS IS EPIC HAHAHAHA Checkin out cool holey socks hahaha     I didnt realize coke cans were so cute.   Don't forget to remember me ;) The title is not suppose to mean anything hahaha Sept holidays sucks. But I'll try to make the best of it. Sometimes we don't know what we're doing but we just keep doing and doing "Take time but don't waste time" "We all jump into this deep pool. We don't know if we can swim, but we have to risk it to know. We struggle so hard. Some of us may survive, but some drown. And those who drown will need this extra strength to grab their float before it floats away." - Julius and I guess.. this makes the people who have once drowned stronger than the survivors. Funny how some of us are racing towards nothing. Anw, I'm really shocked when I was told that I got 9/10 for tsd practical individual mark. I wonder if it's even possible to get 10/10. What is that 1 mark. Friday, September 04, 2009 Learning Journey to SAF was fun!!! :D Had dinner with a few classmates and TGO hahaha Photos with Boo! :D My mum is currently reading some horoscope character shit to me and yes it can be accurate but sometimes, believing in these things.. prevent us from finding the truth. We are so used to allowing these judgements to form our identity. We dont discover it ourselves. We're told about it. Ah i dont know what i'm saying. although i used to believe in horoscope stuff, these things seem to annoy me recently, because it makes me worry unnecessarily and expect so much. Geeez whats wrong with me. Yes I'm moving on. Not gonna wait for you anymore. I'm angry with these zodiacs and horoscope predictions. Bloody waste of time and energy. Alright. Things are actually going fine for me. But ah well, I dont know why I'm feeling very )(*#$(@*#^$! now ROAR I'M GOING TO MUG, NOT GONNA BLOG FROM NEXT MON ONWARDS Thursday, September 03, 2009 "When I begin to wish I were crippled --even though I am perfectly healthy -- or rather that I would have been better off born a cripple, that is the first step towards butoh." Tatsumi Hijikata Rui Shan, please. Free yourself from dance. Only then can you understand Butoh. ------------------------------------------------------ I am extremely worried. Even Julius said it's not easy. It's something so deep down within you that you have to dig out. It's so.. dark. And it isnt something I can find and realize within a week. Hijikata, help me :( And usually, dancers are the ones who find it difficult to do Butoh. "Modern dance is too talkative". I'm now doing something that strongly goes against what I normally do. Wow. Trying to excel in both extreme ends here. Fuck it. Wednesday, September 02, 2009 While waiting for GP lesson..                                    This is why I love them! :D Headed to dance studio after school and choreographed my 1st scene for butoh shitzzz. I look weird and disgusting hahaha. Susu, steph, mok, boo and I were having fun in the studio, watching e Non-blinking record video and doing nonsense, and susu was shakin his ass like nobody's business. Felt quite accomplished today cos I paid attention in maths tutorial and I did my work! :D Shiok~ Completed my IS scene and sound as well. Hopefully it's good enough. Am working on my CC and costume now. Geeez Can't wait for the class' learning journey this friday too! Oh no, I think I'm smelling you again. geez that sounded pervertic. MOVING ON! Yes, today was really fun. Feeling grateful for.. being able to live? :D hahaha Steph and I were waiting at the bus stop today and as usual I missed my bus by a teeeny weeeny bit. Then steph said, "yeah I realised you're very unlucky in terms of catching buses hahaha" "Yes I'm always missing my buses!!! ALWAYS! damn unlucky" "Hmm but you're lucky in many other ways" "?" "Many many other ways" and then she boarded bus 9. After thinking about what she said well yeah, I AM very lucky! :D Tuesday, September 01, 2009 The Young Ones :D  Marcus being idiotic hahahaha Idk what I'm doing lol  Gangster shiol LOL When gaying starts...    :D :D :D Class Performance in TPJC Got Talent! "Love You Cik-Gu Norzian"! Don't we look cute hahaha  Outside the audi waiting for our turn to perform :D Me with the tallies LOL! I'm not short, they're tall ok! Whooohoooo sexaye ladies! Drinkin' up! Me and Farmer Hong! :D Karen! :) Lock it. hahaha The choreographers! \m/   Me and Farmer Hong again! :p     In e holding area! Whooohooo!  MDC ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Bboys yo! Group shots!   Yay! :DBut everything went well ^^ Lit lecture seemed to have passed really quickly even though it was almost freaking 2 hours. Mok and I went to have lunch at TM and headed to T1 to have our Macha Sundae again! It's damn yummy, cannot resist the temptation hahaha. Headed back to school after that to mug maths, because singapore is so sad there isnt any chilly place to chill ya know, so sad to say but school was the best choice.  Managed to complete some work with the help of susu :) I called him dont know how many thousand times and he was nice enough to not be irritated at all. If I were him I'd probably scream. And puh-lease, we took like dont know how many hours just to do a few questions (due to the lack of math knowledge and intelligence). Genius at work!  Oh and I finally got my Little Miss and Mr keychain from 7-11, it's really cute you know! so tiny and round lol. Yup anw, theres school tmr. How exciting. IS is drawing near and I can't stop worrying and mentioning it on my blog, paiseh :p Okay gotta finish up my work! Friggin cold today, I like! :D p/s: omg TGO is gonna release the group piece results on thurs!!! Kan chiong kan chiong. 我想起了你给我的感动 想起我们之间的温柔 我想起了我们第一次牵手 我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺 把你整个心都交给我 然而到后来我什么都没有 Oh watch these vids, hilarious! |
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