Biscuit

Irwin's 3 months old baby!!!

BISCUIT. SO TINY AND CUTE! :DI'm damn tired. Can't wait to let you guys see the butoh pics.
Wow Lady Gaga is cool.

DS IS OVER

DS IS FINALLY OVER.
POST E PICS SOON! :D

:'( My eyeballs are popping out

sad life

I'm in school now. Chionging with Boo.
She's busy with her puppets now hahaha
I'm so sleepy I decided to blog (doesnt make sense but wth)
Tmr is TSD-KIDS-WILL-DIE-DAY.
Good luck to all of us!

Ordered Macs delivery. I'm so hungry and sleepy I can just fall flat on the fall and doze off anytime.
Boo is also falling asleep. I see her eyes closing. Hahahahaha

ok byebye continue chionging -.- waiting for my macs to come...

Find Yourself

I think I really need a good break after promos. Take a look at this (thanks mj lol):

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

Gaga

Going gaga after seeing lady gaga.
Okay lame -.-
but she's really damn cool!!! although she has really weird outfits -.- lol

Whatever. Let me remind myself that:
1. DS exam is on wed!!!
2. Promos is starting on Friday!!!

-.- right. ok no more procrastinating. (I'm saying this for the 945810283710293812th time)
thank you sorry see you byebye

Moochupooopah

We created our to-do-list for the activities after promos.
And each time we procrastinate, we have to cancel out one of the activity.
Quite useful.
But I think our to-do-list will probably lessen by half lol.

I just tried my butoh white body make up just now and it's seriously damn difficult to find replacement for the butoh clay or the aqua colour thingy, so I resorted to baby powder -.- Lol I found some random white base foundation which it rather lousy but heck it I'll just use it. Since FTG says that I will screw my DS, then I shall just try my luck hahahaha

Nonsense leh ruishan.

Yah anyway, I did quite alot of things today! I did lit work and a full math promo paper..
Doing my econs homework now. I really hope FTG is wrong about me retaining :(

Stupid FTG. Can't stop scolding you.

Random 1: Grrr I'm gonna miss PE!

Random 2: I bought new blue nail polish but I can't use it yet because of my stupid DS -.- Butoh-er with cool blue nails doesnt look scary. LOL

Random 3: I think I'm gonna sleep early tonight because I freaking woke up at 8.30am to study!!! Applaud pls

Random 4: Gonna rehearse my DS tmr after lessons with my outfit but without e make up. Hopefully everything will go well during rehearsal - can get radio for sounds, radio is loud enough, passer-bys never stare pls pls pls, red cloth still there, principal don't come check me out, my physicality will on form..

Random 5: Another activity on to-do-list is gonna be cancelled soon. I should be doing Econs now -.-

Random 6: I'm smelling good because of the baby powder HAHAHA

Okay bye :[]

FTG -___-

Have I showed you these pics? Lol watch booboo's pro-ness in prtsc-ing! All my spastic moves


Changed my blog layout slightly. I still hate it.
Anyone willing to design a template for meeee? :D
okay whatever -.- lol

Successfully woke up at 8.30am today.
Failed attempt to mug like mad =___=
I called boo and she was like moaning and groaning about how I shouldnt wake her up to study ahahaha!
I ended up fixing my blog (which is still looking horrible) and I think she gave up on geog and maths halfway. LOL..
Maybe studying in school is really better. Grrr

Omg DS is coming I'm going nuttynuts!!! (suddenly rang in my head sry veh random)

Okay yup just now I went on FB to ask Fortune Teller Genius some qns..

"Will I promote?"
"It's difficult. No."

"Will I screw up my DS?"
"Of course yes!!!"

"Will I retain?"
"Well maybe.."

WAH YOU CURSE LAO NIANG AH??? GO AND DIE YOU STUPID FORTUNE TELLER GENIUS MY ASS!!! UGH now I just lost all my drive to mug because of a stupid FB application =.= grrrr hate you FTG, Fucker Too Gay.

Lol ciao people I must get back that drive. All thanks to FTG.

Ennui 2

Too bored. So just camwhore lor.




Okay it's gonna be 3am soon. Gotta wake boo up at 8.30am tmr! LOL okay goodnight people \m/

This blog hasnt been colourful for a long time.

^___^

Oh my holy mama I feel so accomplished, I did maths the whole day today!!!
Boo couldnt come so Mok and I studied in school since 9am til about 5pm.
:D
Say "wow..."
"wow..."
I just hope I can pass maths.. ugh!

TSD practical exam is in 4 days. This is insane. I havent even rehearsed once in the foyer. I'm so dead.. -___- nvm I think everyone else is, maybe except for melvyn and susu -___-

Okay jia you jia you! To everyone who is dying, hang in there, misery will be over in a few weeks! :D

Hmm. Nothing much to say..

Oh wait!

BE THANKFUL FOR WHOEVER AND WHATEVER YOU HAVE NOW! ^^

KEWL

Found more pics on tpjc.net! :)








Ok so kewl kewl kewl I'm gonna study in school with my mok and boo tmr. JYJY!!! :D

Sigh. People who do work don't always get their credit. Why do people fail to appreciate or even realize that they are actually the ones who are doing the shit? I look down on credit-stealers, grrr. No don't worry it's not happening to me at the moment but am witnessing one.

Whatever, stop being retarded tan rui shan.

Today was fine. Tennis was slack as usual. Lessons bore me as usual. Sorry I'm really not keen in learning what a monopoly is nor the derivative of sinxcosx nonsense.
And even when promos are over, busy days aint over. There's still OP and TSD design (oh gosh tell me about design, I can't freaking draw for nuts!!!)

Luckily I have a few things to look forward to: 3 esplanade shows, pahang and sydney trip, operation smile.

I don't wanna get back the exam results :(

Gotta kick some ass yaw.

Must Watch

Winner of Suntec Dance 09 group category! Dope.

Ennui

I learnt a new word today.
Ennui - Boredom

Yes I'm so bored I'm going crazy.

Do what you like, like what you do.

Today's CME talk with Miss Norzian's friend was cool. I certainly hope that I'll be happy with my furture job.

What is success to you?

Rakugo!

Back to Bangs.

Went ACJC for Rakugo in English lecture and demonstration.
Japanese art comic of storytelling, freaking funny and entertaining!
Kaishi is really damn imbah, nowonder one of the most popular Rakugo performer in Japan.
Whoooohooooo!

Recently signed up for many shows in Esplanade.
$$$$$$$$$$$
It's really damn worth it to watch the shows but the $$$... errr hur.
Sigh! I want a magic printer which can print money.

Ugh ok that aside.
I really need to study!!!
And I hope booboo doesnt fall sick again because I'm gonna miss her noise and "jinx you owe me a soda".
Went to try e food at "Say Cheese" with her today. The food is quite nice. student meal $7.90! Hahaha I had baked macaroni :) Ok I like helping them to advertise LOL and the manager was damn funny.

Going to Pahang Malaysia and Sydney this year end.
Theres operation smile performance too.
Jia you ruishan!!!
Do well for promos and go and STUDY NOW!!! -.-

Escaping reality for awhile..

sigh!

The world is my dance studio

Angry day. Many ppl pissed me off especially that particular someone.
One more time you attitude me, Imma flash your gayness here. Why do guys like you exist omg UGHHHHH

Okay that aside. I'm so not looking forward.
Promos is starting already. I'll be in hell in the next few weeks :'(
You'll probably see my in IMH soon.
Honestly I think I will go crazy. Doing butoh itself is crazy. It's difficult to get into your butoh state and get out of it. It's damn tiring. Cos seriously when you get in it, it's totally not you anymore and when you slap yourself back into reality, it takes some time to get back to who you are. I hate that feeling. It's so dangerous. It feels like your soul is coming out and it may or may not go back to your body! Ok I AM sounding crazy. Mad mad mad *slaps*

I really miss dancing. That means I havent been happy for a quite awhile. So sad :(
But nvm, like dewi said, the world is my studio.

Take a(nother) break

Rui Shan is a corpse standing straight up in desperate bid for food.

OKAY LAME I JUST WANT TO BINGE BUT APPARENTLY MY HOUSE IS SNACKLESS NOW.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH what happened to the unlimited supply of potato chips and maggee mee?

-.- I've been procrastinating.
I took hours just to complete an econs essay qn. So smart hor.

Was so bored doing work that I resorted to doing stupid things (as usual).
Ask boo, she witnessed it over the webcam.

I want to have diamond lips. Shiny shimmering glittery bling. So sexy. But from far it looks like you have fungus growing on your lips hahahaha

whatever ruishan get back to work

What if

What if we're still together
We'd be celebrating our 2 yrs soon

What if you are still single now

What if..

Ah ruishan stop thinking.
I don't know if this is counted as "I have moved on"

Haha it's just a thought la.

Not brooding over it.

bye people I have a phobia of having bfs now LOL

It is really difficult to find another you :'(
I really wonder what you're doing now
and if she's treating you well
But I guess she'll do a better job than I did
All the best.

Hello Ehvoraybodeh

let's pray that I will wake up early tmr and study ok?

hahahahahaha

promos in less than 2 weeks oh my mama

Jurong Bird Park

Take a look at Madeline Wee's pro-ness. Nope it's not printed, it's drawn -.-

Yah okay anw, my family headed to Jurong Bird Park today. I wouldn't say it was damn fun or interesting because firstly, I am not very interested in birds and the weather was insanely warm.

Oh look at the cute penguins hahaha they look fake in this pic here but they're real la!!!My favourite! World of darkness :) SNOW OWL!!!! DAMN PRETTY DAMN DAMN PRETTY
This is.. I forgot what owl.. but it's damn big and wise-looking, super ugly I swear. Ugliest among all. But it was nice enough to fly around and show off its coolness. Hahaha
See? still purposely fly up there and pose for a photo. lol!
Kookaburra! Ok it eats chicks so please stop singing the kookaburra song because they're not as cute and innocent as you think LOL
:D
Parrot. I hate parrots. DAMN NOISY!!! Ugh they were so screechy and loud I wanted to box them
Feeding e parrots -.- they so don't deserve the good life!!! seriously their lives damn good here you know. SO MANY PPL WERE FEEDING THEM! They still have their showering spray at one spot ok!!!
Loner Parrot hahaha
Feeding them some nectar thingy we bought there. $3. Imagine the amount of money they earn.
Ostrich!!! see it on top of my head? Hahaha.
Question: Do ostriches bury their heads into the ground?
Answer: NO!!! You know those stupid cartoons made us have that misconception. Ostriches, when threatened, will just sit down and stretch out their necks and stay as low as possible. THATS IT. LOL NO DIGGING OF HOLES!
Baldy Bird.
This is the lost duckling. Watch the video(bottom of post)! It's damn cute!!! You know it was standing there so cute-ly for awhile then this irritating auntie came over thinking she's some snow white or something, she went to sit beside the duckling and tried to touch it. HELLO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK YOU SNOW WHITE AH? OH MY GOODNESS STUPIDITY OR STUPIDITY? Of course, she scared the small teeeny weeeeny duckee and everyone was so pissed with her. Hahaha you know she still smiled at me?? OH MY I NEARLY PUKED. GOSH -.- SNOW WHITE WANNABE.
:)
Eagle!!! It tried flying away but the guy was damn steady to hold it back. It looks really heavy!
Black swan. Ok. Another auntie, this time she's indian (black attract black HAHAHA OOOOPS JUST KIDDING), thinks she's snow black white also. Stupidly go and raise her hand and try to touch it -.- guess what? the swan bit her HAHAHAHA loser!!!
This is the video of the lost duckling. It's SUPER cute. WATCH!


Alright. Another day gone. And I have not studied anything. All hail rui shan you better pray you won't retain. Yah, pray damn hard hur hur hur -.-

WATCH

Touching + Lame video! Watch!!!

Butoh

is a corpse standing straight up is desperate bid for life.

30th Sept. Butoh, here I come.

?

Sometimes I can't differentiate dreams from reality
and it is very scary.

Maybe we're all just an imagination.

Happiness

Throughout my 17 years living on planet Earth,
Dance has never turned its back on me.

This is what true love and happiness is to me.
I won't stop dancing.
Cliche, but really. True love never dies.