Wah omg I'm so dead tired.
Danced for like 8 hours, my body is aching so badly.
0.0
Went for TPJC dance prac in the morning, good progress! :)
Headed down to amkss right after that and I was an hour late -___-!!! Hello it's seriously damn tiring to travel here and there ughhh i hate traveling!
Did e duet with xiaomarc and I would say it turned out better than I expected.
Hopefully we'll make it by 8 Dec. Jia you Devol!

Oh yes talking about that,
OPERATION SMILE CHARITY DANCE SHOW:
8 DEC @ RP, 7.30pm. TICKETS FOR $10!!!
PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT DEVOLUSION/ TPJC MDC/ SDZ/ AMKSS MDC!!! :D
Spread e word and order your tickets NOW NOW NOW!

Shingz I'm seriously SUPER tired I feel like I've lost my body or something.
Legs are breaking. Muscles are tearing. Eyes are poppin.

BLAST YOUR SPEAKERS. YOU GOTTA HEAR THESE TWO SONGS.


Amazing performers, technicians, designers.
Sigh! How I wish I could be part of this.

The reason why I havent been blogging it's because of.....

Boys Over Flowers.

Blame it on Rachel Boo!!! HAHAHA

Final submission of WR today.
This disgusting sickass retarded set of depressing papers is finally handed up for good.
Had OP Run 2 today as well, I would say I'm really satisfied with my group because all the members are rather of the same standard and we are cool people ^_^ hahaha
Presentation went well, even though the question were rather badly answered LOL!!! (we didnt know we were gonna receive qns this time round)

Yup, good day today! :D I was very high, maybe cos of my two babes Boo&Mok hehehe we couldn't stop being spastic I swear. We.Are.So.Retarded.You.Won't.Believe.It.

Okay great I still have TSD design stuff to do, dance pieces to choreo, OP, I&R, read L4L (I seriously hate reading -.-) and.. GO OUT WITH BOO&MOK.

Teeheee! Anw I've uploaded more pics on FB, check em out, i think they're funny enough to brighten up your day. LMAO

Pics taken on Saturday! (PW Day =___=) So cool right, 3 of us in the same PW group lol!









Love them loads ^_^

Okay. My butt is rotting. My eyes feels like it's bleeding.
I've been sitting in front of the comp for e whole day, editing e OP slides.
Seriously damn tiring O.O
Luckily I woke up at 4pm HAHAHAHA :D

Ciao ppl, OP is coming. Ugh I'm scared!

I'm so bored.
Life hasnt been any simpler/easier actually.
There's still operation smile, TSD designing (-.-"ffff), Sydney trip preparation, PW, TSD showcases.

Okay at least all these are much more enjoyable compared to studying LOL!!!

Yay :D

Time to work out. Rui Shan, you're looking anorexic again.

OKAY PROMOS RESULTS!

MATHS - D (one more mark to C!!!)
TSD - C (one more mark to B!!!)
ECONS - B
LIT - E
GP - D

my MSG is freaking 3.6!!!!!!
my mid years msg was like 6!!!! LOL

WHOOHOOOOO!!!! I MORE THAN PASSED ALL OF THE SUBJECTS!!!!
TSD GET C IS LIKE CRAZY (for my standard)!!!! I'm really lousy BUT LUCKY! :p
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG

*runs amok*

:D thank you mok mok for studying last minute with me :D

TSD family must promote tgt!!!
09A06 must promote tgt!!!
MDC must promote tgt!!!

Okay I'm praying so hard, because the overall results (including the 30% of the other tests) arent included yet. So I pray that everything will go fine!!! :D

Damn happy.
But I heard there are like 148 retainees :( zzzz nooooo....

Mark's lame jokes can be funny.
"OMG I'M HAVING BRAIN FREEZE OUCH"
"Well at least it proves that you have a brain"

I laughed like mad hahaha damn lame can!!! ok i'm retarded.

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It was my choice.

The Taxi - Amy Lowell

When I go away from you
The world beats dead
Like a slackened drum.
I call out for you against the jutted stars
And shout into the ridges of the wind.
Streets coming fast,
One after the other,
Wedge you away from me,
And the lamps of the city prick my eyes
So that I can no longer see your face.
Why should I leave you,
To wound myself upon the sharp edges of the night?

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The Nathan Boy is cool.
"The Modern Dance team stole our hearts with their amazingly synced and energetic performance."
LOOK AT MDC AND 09A06!!!And look at "Rui Shan and the Boyzzz" LOL!!!
This video Karen showed us is really cute!!! Teachers are getting more lame but interesting. Haha!


Results. I got back H2 Econs and H1 Lit today.
Shall not reveal my results yet. Tmr is my dying day because I'm gonna be getting back e subjects that I suck in - H2 Math, H2 TSD and GP. Good luck mannnnzzzzz =_=

Ugh... I'm super not looking forward to tmr.
I know I've already screwed TSD theory upside down so that I can already give up and leave aside.
Now my most hated subject, MATHHHH, has to save me. That's quite impossible but I'm hoping for the best.

Prrrrrrrrrrooooooooommmmmmooooooootttttttttttttteeee
Pllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssseeeee.

Many many more on FB! :)


Results tmr :(

Met Leo at Novena today and practically slacked e whole day.
Had lunch, then chilled at coffee bean.
Crapped all the way lol.

Have been damn sian recently.
I guess cos we're getting our results back.
Ah fuck I really don't wanna face it.
I have a fucking strong feeling I'm going to retain. I'm serious.
What do I do then. What do I do.



what
do
I
do

在我心上用力的开一枪

hu rt hur t h urt hu r t hurt

h u r t

nvm. I have dance as my remedy.
thanks bye.

Just came back from Soka's Ignite performance! :D
SYDC is super cool hahaha xmarc is so handsome omg lol
Anw it was kinda like a devol reunion thing cos before that xq, carin, sharon and I met up. Danced at the Hometeam dance studio. Fun ^_^ Can't wait to perform tgt! I think I should set up a facebook acc for devol or sth right? Whoohoo.

Pictures with XQ! Will uploading asap.

grrr I'm really worried about promos results. We're getting em back like this coming week and I have an extremely bad feeling about it.
Everyone is asking me about it. I mean obviously they ask me because they know very well that my results suck so maybe comparing themselves to me will make them feel better HAHAHA
Sigh. I hear everyone aiming for As and I'm like "I WANT TO PASS CAN ALREADY".
Honestly, I doubt it's that easy for me. I'm just aiming for straight Es really. I sincerely pray to promote or I'll be at a loss :(

I've never been so uptight and concerned over academic results before. RUISHAN, CHILL!!!

Yeah. I can't rewind time. Whats done is done, so even if I can't promote, what to do. I'll just have to continue my life and buck up.

...........

:( somebody tell me I'll be fine.

Pics from Sakae! For the firstttt time..........
BOOBOO UPLOADED IT SO QUICKLY!!! :D HAHAHAHA








Ending off with the Epic "Please~ Help me~" LOL
Sakae sushi is yummy. I need to feast more. Although my stomach is like the size of a green bean. Lol

Gonna watch Eugene and Xmarc for their dance perf tmr :)
Devol dance prac tmr as well :)
Dance dance dance!
I love it because it's like a reward to me for working hard for exams.
Dance IS really the best reward you can ever get.

I'm extremely unlucky today too. UGH LET'S NOT ELABORATE FURTHER BEFORE MY VESSELS EXPLODE.
But luckily Boo, Kevin and Leo made things happier for the day.
We caught Pandorum at Marina Square. Quite okay, so-so show. The mutated creatures are scary though lol.
Boo treated us to sakae sushi buffet after that at Raffles Place :) Hahaha okay it's not very worth it for ME to go for buffets, but considering that the two guys are there and can help eat up my share, it was rather worth it la. Thank you Booboo! :D Total receipt was like $80... ? lol

Photos with Boo (as usual) and she will take forever to upload (as usual) so maybe I will have to steal her memory card and upload myself instead (as usual).. HAHAHAHAHA

Zzzz OM tmr =.= I hope I'm lucky tmr...

Watch this!


p/s: I wonder how're my results :(

TeoHeng pics :D



Okay fun fun! :]

Anyway. My prediction was right. Today was a bad day -___- I can't believe how unlucky I was.
1. Late for School
2. Discipline committee caught me and totally pissed me off (fuck, I shall not elaborate further. It's ridiculous and unbelievable how stupid the school system is)
3. I have to report to school earlier tmr and let the OM check my attire
4. Entered the Audi Lecture super awkwardly -.-
5. Got scolded by the teacher during the lecture because I was talking -.- (retarded)
6. Ordered meepok dry but the auntie gave me soup -.-

Well dance saved me. Made me so much happier and optimistic hahaha
Recapping the SYF dance just now with e club. SUPER FUNNY! :D It's quite cool how we still rmb and can look rather neat at some moments after rotting with books for months.
:D Memories. hahahaha Love MDC!

Met carin just now for devol's choreo. I'm so curious to know the end product of devol's piece lol.

Alright. I've got PW work to do. How fun, I'm so eggcited -____- oh anw today's PW lecture on OP was damn GOOD. The best lecture I've ever attended. Our GP tutors wore our school uniform and acted as different kinds of students presenting. THEY'RE HILARIOUS. Their acting very convincing as well! Super cute teachers also! :D Hahaha *thumbs up*!

K Ciao ppl, I believe I will be lucky tmr! :D

p/s: the photographer told Deon that we (clarice, valarie, ruth and I) are pretty!!! :p happy! HAHAHA

I have to know that some friends aren't worth to keep.
Especially when they keep putting you down.

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Okay I'm not in a very good mood now.
Maybe because there's school tmr.
Maybe because I realized that some of my old friends have changed.
Maybe because I've become too much of a.. dartboard?
Maybe because I'm just being anal and sensitive again.

Whatever.

I just don't feel good about what's gonna happen tomorrow.

At least Mok and Boo made my day. Teoheng was fun today! We sang like crazy :p
Hahaha. They're the best girlfriends.
Leo came to join us too. We had Astons for dinner and it was rather satisfying.

You know, being with my two darlings makes me feel so happy. It's so honest and simple. We have fun, we relax and enjoy.
We make each other happy. We don't say hurtful things. We are true.
:)

Sigh. It's really disheartening to see people change.
It's part and parcel of life.
I can't deny that I didn't change because that's retarded and impossible.
But seeing people you were once close to change into somebody you really dislike makes you wanna distant yourself away.
I'm not angry
I'm not disappointed

Things are different now.

I just can't wait for it to be over.

p/s: teoheng pics asap! :)

Today I had dance photoshoot at the bbox at 9.30am -.- and bloody hell I was early ok!!! but guess what? the photographers and in-charge took 1 hour to arrive. So we only started shooting at 10.30am -___________-!!! LAO NIANG COULD'VE SLEPT SOMEMORE!
Nvm, the photoshoot took 2 freaking hours I was so god damn tired. We had to do power moves and it was much more tiring but professional as compared to the previous photoshoot. The photographers look so much more experienced and professional! :D Hope we look chio (ruth, clarice, valarie and I) in e photos :p

Had PW group meeting after that to edit the WR. Oh I really hate doing it.
PW IS SICK. Look at Susu's concentration level.
And OUR concentration level. HAHAHAHA
Melody is a ghost.

Blue blue eyes :D





After PW, mok and leo accompanied me to the studio cos I needed to choreo some dance. Oh god I hope it gets better. They were trying to imitate me. Super funny! And Leo showed us some freaky psychic video. hmm... I shall not share the good stuff :P maybe some other time? hahaha

K ennui. I'm so bored in the CC now I can rot and die on the spot. Basically, I'm waiting for my uncle to come because I gotta help him to do some catwalk/dance thing for some function. lol

Teoheng with my girls tmr! :) Can't wait!!!

Peeeeeeks taken ytd! :)

Sorry I was being retarded again lol
Mok is not camera shy i swear. NOT AT ALL!!! :P
we swam after a few laps then got tired already. LOL
after e swim :)

Peeeeeks with devol! (pardon me for looking horrible because I met them after spending 4hrs on cleaning up the bbox)
Our family photo! hahaha
Notice the height order. Xmarc used to be the first. Now he's the last and I have to be first -.- pro lor. win already. lol!!




This is the Capoeira Instructor! :) So talllllll.... lol
Okay theres dance photoshoot tmr again :) lol and PW the whole day omg omg omg! Ciao ppl. Chillax, I love post-promos days.