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Monday, September 26, 2011

Time Flies

It been months since I last posted an entry. I happened to browse through my past entries a couple of mins ago and I realized how depressed I was. I'm glad I'm over it and stronger this time. It's been tough but I believe things will get better.

Can't wait for 2012. I can start studying, start doing what I want in life, start making my dreams come true, start fighting. This year has been pretty nice to me. I'm rather relaxed because it's all just about working & playing. I'm glad I'm not in the office. I swear. I'd never ever want to work in a god damn office. Sometimes I just don't understand how people can sit in front of the computer for the entire day, and they can tolerate that kind of environment for YEARS. And come on, everyone's PRIME TIME is like in their 20s, I wouldn't wanna waste it on something meaningless :( Not saying that all office jobs are meaningless. It is easy money and it's really good as a temporary job especially when you need $$$ to survive, but I really don't think we should just type documents and letters and think of how to not make your boss angry for the rest of our life. I mean, WORKING has to be much more than that right??? We're talking about -REST OF YOUR LIFE- here. I know some may say, I can earn the money now and then enjoy later. Yes, but isn't the point of PRIME TIME the dreams that you wanna achieve in life? Not money! I know, it is nonsensical to talk about dreams here in Singapore. What dreams. People hear that and they just roll their eyes at you and say you're dumb and impractical. Still, I want to stick to that and believe that things like passion and faith exists. I don't want to waste my youth by doing something that I will never ever find any meaning in doing it.

If I had all the power in the world, I would destroy money and transform the entire world back into how it was maybe 1000 years ago.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

YOU GOTTA COME FOR DANCE CLASSES @ Kudoz Apex!

Mon 7.30pm - Girls Hip Hop by Cat Yeo (ongoing)
Tues 7.30pm - Beginners' Hip Hop by Alyssa Tan Rui Shan (starting 26 Jul)
Thur 7.30pm - Dance Fit by Cat Yeo (ongoing)
Fri 7.30pm - Dance Fit by Alyssa Tan Rui Shan (starting 1 Jul)


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Thursday, April 07, 2011

Get outta my head

I am very very very bored at work now. There are many things on my mind lately. If only there is a delete button in our system then I could just conveniently throw all dumb thoughts away. Dont laugh but I really am becoming more dumb. Girls are always weak at heart. Glad I have someone to constantly remind me that I deserve better. But honestly, I don't know if I'll regret. I hope I don't. So I pray that eventually IF I manage to find another guy, he'd better make this whole shit journey worth it. It wasnt an easy week for me. I am having so much trouble trying to forget you. But I know I can. I have to. I don't know what I want. Everything is in a mess. I feel so horrible :( I just hope they will seriously respect my decision and stop nagging at me because it really irritates the hell outta me. Omg danger zone, im sounding like a rebellious kid lol. Anyway, right now i just hope i can get into a university and live my happy life. Geez. Pray hard someone calls me for interview soon. And hopefully after get accepted of course. Also, I wanna go Taiwan before I enter uni (that is if I manage to get into a uni LOL). I NEED DISTRACTIONS. I am so sick and tired of whatever is happening now. But at the same time... I am secretly happy. Idk why. Actually... there are many who care for me. I think I was the one who screwed up. What the shit am I thinking? ok nvm. Am I regretting? No no no im not. Im not.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Never

Will never ever trust someone so much again
New mission in life. Live for myself. Stay single and I will never get hurt.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

OMG

THIS WAS THE GUY I WAS TALKING ABOUT! I saw him breakdancing outside Oschool! FUCKING HANDSOME AND OMG, HE'S A LAW GRADUATE? Win liao lor.
Gulps. Too handsome! (I secretly think he's very egoistic because his qualities are like damn wtf insane)