strength-less.

i am so. lifeless. everythingg seems to be goingg total WRONG. today's fathers' dae. i am suppose to secretly collect the cake. but guess wad. i am sickk. i cant collect it. andd my sis has to rush to collect it. i am beginning to shout at everyone i tok to. i dunno. i dunno wadd exactly is happening. i am getting. crazy. i just hope the fucking virus or wadeva thingg in my body will get outt andd leave miie alone. idiot.