Today was.. weird in a way.
I dunno, my emotions were all mixed and drastic.

Sectionals was cool.
Yesterday was winston's birthday.

We celebrated today.

Okay, you gotta read this!

We headed to ITLR1 today for sectionals.
Me and YanLing sneaked to the band room later to get the cake and present for him,
while the rest remained in the room.
Winston got pissed!
He didnt know about the surprise,
he thought we were taking our time and he was very very angry!
hahahaha.
damn funny.
Then we were outside the room, trying to light those candles.

And he came out!
HE SHOUTED AT US,
like really, "omg, why?"
And we were holding the cake.
So we thought he saw the cake,
and instead of being happy and shocked,
he bombed us,
then walked into the room and banged the door.

I was ANGRY.
Like, we prepared all this,
wtf, you just shout at us like this?
I snatched the cake from yanling's hand,
and opened the door saying,
"So do you want this or not?"
in a really harsh tone.
AND HE DIDNT KNOW THERE WAS A CAKE!
LOL.
SUPER BLUR OKAY.
he went like, "eh? why got cake?"
I was like, " what! you mean you didnt see it? "
lol. he's blind okay.
For that, Im sure it was a big surprise for him,
cos he really did NOT expect we will do this for him.
hahaha.
Sectional-ed.
I was very happy.

And germaine as usual had no confidence and insists that she couldnt play.
So winston said,
" germaine, you just did that 5 times. Dont tell me you cant do it. It's like me taking off my pants and telling one I am not a guy when I have a fucking penis just down there."
What an example, winsty. LOL.

=D

Sigh..
Things circling arnd me, I try to ignore.
I hope for better things to come,
but why dont they EVER happen?
It's so fucking unfair.

Im jealous.
Im jealous of your everything.
Im jealous of how you can flirt.
Im jealous of how you can ignore me.
Im jealous of how you can let go.
Im jealous of the way you attract.
Im jealous of the way you look at me.
Im so jealous.

Im jealous of

the things you CAN do to break me apart.

Why cant I?
I dont want believe you.
You perfect liar.

Hello stranger.

No, I cant do this.

And neither should I do this.

Hello hello.
IM HOME! =DDDDD
3.47, 3.47, 3.47pm.
hurray hahahaha hohohoho WHEEEEEEE HA!
I sound like a monkaye. -.-

Carin, Clar and me! At fashion training.

Aye yo, Daydreaming in class. As usual. Lol.
M for marcus, R for ruishan! Done by Irwin. Haha. And lastly,
Yay.

Sunday Sunday Sunday!

I think yun chow is the funniest cum brainless freako guy.

In the middle of physics class..



*Mdm Chong knocks on the door*



"Excuse me Mr Chow, "



"Yes sure,"



*Mdm Chong changes her tone and continues*

" I WOULD LIKE TO SEE YUN CHOW. "



*laughs laughs laughs



*Mdm Chong glares at yun chow with red hot burning eyes*

" WHY ARE YOUR CALLS DIVERTED TO ME?"



*whole class's laughter drowns mr chow's voice*



" YOUR FATHER IS TRYING TO CALL YOU, YOU TRYING TO BE FUNNY ISSIT? "



omg, this is the MOST hilarious thing EVER okay.



we were playing with the diverting of calls just now during recess. And yun chow went to set it to Mdm Chong. and so practically forgot to change it.



Yun Chow POWER. the scenario was DAMN funny, I couldnt stop laughing okay. haha!



Alright,
Im halfway there.
Go on, rui shan, just half more to go. =)

having low blood pressure kills.
cos you'll be forced to eat/drink some liver thing.
I swear it tastes like squids in mud.

So did you guys read my previous post, the one on weilien's dream?
Fab right? haha.

Met edwin, irwin, lebin and garfield today.
Hahaha.
Edwin is still as funny as ever.
Xiao marc had chingay :(

Irwin and Edwin biking.

Played alot.
I miss the dec hols.

It's been a looong time since we met up with OC. (excluding marcus luh, lol!) haha.

I miss those days,
Syf is coming.
Concert is EVEN nearer.
Oh dear,
im panicking.
Give me some medication please.

After ARC preliminary. Carin oh carin, I love you!

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you cant regret, cos thats what you chose to do.

If only we were really MFEO.

Sigh.

Pre-grand finals was
ABSOLUTELY AWESOME! =D

Shadows!Identity and Muggamummies!
Women in black. hahaha. went to town.

Emo emo.Hey hey, whats over there?Tickets are with me, will be giving our next week! =)

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"If you pick the apple yourself, when it's rotten, you gotta learn to drop it." - Lebin

I thought about it for really long.

But I still couldnt sort out my thoughts.

Time for music again,

damien rice please.

I read this in weilien's blog.

His writing skills are fab, and I only 1 out of 10 guys do this. It's hell touching.

there you go -

Well I held you like a lover
Happy hands and your elbow in the appropriate place
And we ignored our others, happy plans
For that delicate look upon your face

To tell you the truth, I'm not sure how many of you readers out there regard my entries about my dreams to be real, or just fabricated storyline. Doubts are understandable I guess, because people don't usually remember dreams in such details. But I guess that is my gift and a curse somehow, to remember everything too vividly, anything but textbook materials and anything else necessary. I remember - in life - the littlest details, every small gestures and the tone of every word uttered by somebody. In dreams, I too remember the intricate details of the dreams, even the nightmares. And sometimes I wake up feeling the heart in my chest beating at an dangerous rate.

I fell asleep again, with Neil Gaiman's The Sandman next to me. It was five o'clock in the afternoon then, and cuddling with myself in the blankets, I felt the fabric brush against my skin and made knots with every twist of my limbs. The laziness overwhelmed me once again, thoughts flew like random bullets in the air upon a battlefield. They darted here and there until a wave of nausea took over, and I found myself drifting, drifting away into a quiet sleep.

Our bodies moved and hardened
Hurting parts of your garden
With no room for a pardon
In a place where no one knows what we have done

The light from the orange lamp in my room is gone, replaced by a bright spotlight of sorts, shining from a ceiling high above. I couldn't see the ceiling, too high for my naked eyes which were blinded by the lights. The place felt like my room, but it sure did not feel like it was, with the empty corners and the dusty floors. All that remained in this dream from the real bedroom were the beds and the tables to the left corner of the room. Tiny dust storms stirred from every movement of my hands, and our voices were greatly muted, reduced to soft whispers for some reason.

There you were next to me, just outside the circle of light from above. We were sitting on the floor below the window, and outside of it the rain fell like the way it did on Christmas morning. But nothing of the dream resembled that morning, only a deadly gloom and cheerlessness surrounded us then, aside from the cloud of dust around our feet. I couldn't see your face as you were hidden in the shadows, and when I reached out to touch you, you retreated further into the corner until you were out of the light completely.

Do you come
Together ever with him?
And is he dark enough?
Enough to see your light?
And do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
Do you miss my smell?
And is he bold enough to take you on?
Do you feel like you belong?
And does he drive you wild?
Or just mildly free?
What about me?

In whispers we spoke, and for some reason I felt exposed. It must have been the light, or the way I felt your gaze upon me from the shadows. I tried to reach out for you again, and this time my fingers touched the gentle curves of your neck, sloping down to your shoulders, how perfectly built it is. Almost as intricate as something built by a machine of sorts, but perfectly natural and totally human. That is how perfect I saw you in life, and even in dreams you retained that beauty. The edge of your face glowed as our hands met, and then a moment of understanding met in the space in between that we shared.

This shall be the last, you said to me in soft whispers. The last time. On all fours I crawled to you, afraid somehow that somebody would hear our movements. But there was nobody around, nobody to interrupt, and inches from each others' faces you said this to me," It is about time I tell you what is hidden." I was confused, and I retreated enough so that I am still outside of the circle of light, still hidden from the merciless exposure from above. "It is time to tell you the truth."

Well you held me like a lover
Sweaty hands, and my foot in the appropriate place
And we use cushions to cover
Happy glands, in the mild issue of our disgrace

You were too afraid to say the words, too ashamed you said. And out of nowhere, there was a piece of paper in between us in the layers of dust. From the table you grabbed a pen, and started writing whatever you wanted to say, instead of just saying it out loud. And I waited, as you scribbled the words down upon the paper. I watched your eyesight, focused. And as you finished writing, you asked me if I am ready to know the truth.

"Yes," I said in a soft whispered. "I am."

On the paper written in blue ink, seven words stared back at me in the dark. They should have their effects, I should be feeling the punch in my chest. But for some reason, only a dizzy numbness was felt in all parts of my body. It was as if I expected the words on the paper, though to be honest it was totally out of the blues. You watched with expectations that my face would contort into anger or disgust, but it didn't. I remained calmed, controlled and most of all, tired. I read the words on the paper again, and still they took no effect on me.

Our minds pressed and guarded
While our flesh disregarded
The lack of space for the light-hearted
In the boom that beats our drum

"I am still in love with him" was what you wrote on the paper, and there you were staring at me in my dreams with those eyes, begging for me to hate you once and for all. As if hate or anger will make things any easier, and less painful than it already is. But the heart that belongs to the man that sat before you in that dream, froze and died too long ago to feel any pain now, just the hollow empty ones that attacks me in the night. After all, we've been through this before haven't we? Only in other more indirect ways, but you have implied the same thoughts, that you are still in love with him.

"What are you going to do?" you asked.

"What can I do?" I replied. " You are out on your own, in a place where I cannot follow."

Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
But do you really feel alive without me?
If so, be free
If not, leave him for me
Before one of us has accidental babies
For we are in love

Then as I looked away, the dripping of water somewhere in the room began. It was slow at first, and then started going faster and faster, always staying in rhythm. I searched the darkness for the source, and traced the sound back to you. It wasn't water that I heard or even tears that you fell, but blood spurting from your eyes and mouth. You were crying blood then, flowing out from your eyes like tears and spilling them on the ground where you were. Your face turned white, sickly and death-like.

With all my strength I carried you in my arms and dashed out of my darkened bedroom, and tried to make my way to the front door, feeling the warm blood soaking my shirt and dripping down my own chest. The smell of the blood was overwhelming, and you kept crying and crying until my white t-shirt turned red under the torrents of blood. Too tired, I was too tired. My legs gave way, and I dropped you. Your body came crashing to the ground, clothes soaked in your own blood. Then almost as if somebody switched on the lights...

Do you come
Together ever with him?
Is he dark enough?
Enough to see your light?
Do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
Do you miss my smell?
And is he bold enough to take you on?
Do you feel like you belong?
And does he drive you wild?
Or just mildly free?

...I woke up. Hearts beating at disturbing speed. I felt the pulse in my eyes for some reason, and sitting up in my bed, I crashed back down into the comfort of the pillow, breathing hard with my eyes wide opened. The shirt is still white, the spotlight from above was gone. Your body was nowhere to be found, and everything was back to normal, and in place.

The Book of Answers lied, I remembered. I asked a question in my heart that day at Kinokuniya with Corinna, and I never told her my question. Like birthday wishes, I thought perhaps by keeping it secret, they might just come true. So I prayed and at the same time, held the Book of Answers tight in my hands. Repeatedly I asked in my head," Will she pick me, will she pick me?" One word graced the page when I flipped it opened. I smiled, trusted the book and walked out of the store with Corinna, a happy man.

It lied, that fucking book.

Yes, it said. Yes.

What about me?
What about me?

- A beautiful piece of writing.

It's been a long time since I've really practised on the piano.
I was watching Jia Ying play the piano accompaniment at the foyer, and there was this moment, when I feel so attached to the piano that I nearly cried. I DUNNO WHY, for no reason.

It's this sourness you feel when you havent 'communicated' with the piano for REALLY long, and you totally feel like you letting go a part of yourself. It might seem really emo and dumb to you, but I can tell you it is such a horrible feeling when you realise that you are actually drifting away from such an amazing instrument. What a piano can do, is just SO amazing. What can actually speak no words, and just simply make a person touched and furthermore, cry? You know how much it takes to just be touched so deeply and feel yourself flowing with the melodies played as if you were going to disappear in the next second? The white keys you press on isnt just notes. Each single key you press comes from sincerity and passion, and you'd give your best. Your very very best. Til you reach the standard of music excellence.

And never would I leave the piano again.

SAY HI TO CARIN.

She's like singing away behind me now. LOL.

LOOK OUT FOR OUR BANNER ON THE 1st APRIL! hahaha.

Other pics.. some other time.. Hahaha. =)

I CANT WAIT TO SLEEP. -.-

Nights!

I saw this on Calvin's table. I use it during Higher Chinese. Super hilarious. He wrote it please! and I merely edited some parts of it. =p
My table!
Do you still rmb this? haha.
Emo winston.Brandon chio bu.
See the dark clouds chase the light away. And I was walking home, alone.

It's coming soon.

Kan chiong !

In the recording.
See how we ride. ;)
Grndma's stitch. I got a shock of my life.
Hilarious. That totally looks like a trans. But hey, it's me. Me, with a BEAUtiful wig. And I look like I just had a sex change. -.-

I have actually much more.

But blogger is just so irritating.

Lol.

Haha.

Finally.

MUGGAMUMMIES (Rui Shan and Carin) LIVE CONCERT on 1st April!

Artiste and Repetoire Challenge Grand Finals

Amanda Yaw - Music producer.

Clarissa Cheng - Imaging /Stylist.

Soo Jun Hao - Marketing Manager.

Rui Shan /Carin - Artistes

Rui Shan and Carin will be singing live on that day, and supporters will stand 30% of the final results! So please come support MuggaMummies!

Venue: Ngee Ann Polytechnic

Date: 1st April (It's not an april fool's joke)

Time: 2.30pm

Dress Code: Red

Contact me at 92269235 for tickets or details.

Hahaha.
It's been a long time since my blog was flooded with pics and jokes.

Blogger is veh toot please.
I cant upload pics. =.=
SO,
wait for some other days. Lol.

=D

I love it when xiao marc gets high.

Fell sick alr.
Woke up with fever today,
and a totally -BLOCKED-NOSE-
but still headed to band. ((:
Was in a disastrous state when on the way to commonwealth.
Every breath I took felt like that was the last breath of my life.

breathless


--------------------------------

fantastic.
you did the right thing.

ignore
ignore
ignore

Nah. It should be alright.
You wont come here to read. ((:

Finally
for once
im FREEEE! =D
LOL.
Feels so good to be bored
Feels so good to not do anything and rot
Feels so gooooood!

Gonna get Hazel back later
HEEEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEE.

and the results are not out yet! gah.

This is weird, and I dont know how to start. Im so stuck please. Why suddenly, at this time, now. I cant seem to totally break that connection off you. The people surrounding you, Im still talking to. The things that you do, Im still doing. The things that you say, Im still hearing. Avoid. I could only avoid you. It's really weird alright. I don't want to like you, and I know it'll be miserable for me to fall for you again. Can you please, shoo, go away, cos you're spinning me round and round. Seriously, get me outta this man. Im so bothered. Sheeesh. Please luh, Im getting dumb in here. So I'd prefer you to ignore. Ignore me.

ARC PRELIMINARY ROUND!
tmr pei xian will be calling me for the results.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

MuggaMummies all kan chiong spider.
WILL WE
WILL WE
WILL WE GET IN?

CANT TIME JUST FAST FORWARD AND TELL ME THE RESULTS !
geeees!
you're making my heart jump
til it drop

and you'll have to pay for my life !

what.am.i.saying. =.=

okay, anw.

rehearsal at SCH.
band prac in sch was..
disgusting.
Mr Tan got pissed,
dismissed us like 1 hour earlier.

Irwin is describing to me how much he loves hazel please.
they're like in love with each other.
Hazel will sleep right beside irwin when irwin goes to sleep,
sometimes even on his stomach!
Hazel Hazel
you lil fella
you could have a perfect owner
instead of me. :(

Hahaha
Alright
I should get happy
Photos..
LATER.
I dont bother now

tmr theres sectionals
and i'll be seeing kah chun
he makes me laugh non stop please.

Had a really good talk with yanling on the bus just now
when we were on the way back to school.
Sigh

Guys are just so indecisive.

and they make you

really

really



confused.

I waited

and left the window there


waiting for it to blink.

SHEESH!

what was I thinking.

LOL.

LOL.
This is damn cute please.
I LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY.
PLEASE WATCH IT.


Alright
Just met Irwin and Xiao Marc
They went skatepark just now
and they came back with crazy stuff

Xiao Marc is grinding crazy now
Irwin too

Geees !

I took some vids
they didnt allow me to post em
boooo

Tmr's the ARC competition
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh !

=D



Everyone,
Keep holding on !


It's been months

but why

why
why
why

are you still
appearing in my mind?

I know

I havent gotten over you

dont make me go back to square one again

it sucks

Hazel's at Irwin's house now.
Passed the cat food to him.
So lame pls.
Like changing owners who are good friends and live just opposite each other. =.=
WHATS THE DIFFERENCE?

I dont get it luh,
my dad is just finding excuses.
A cat is easier to take care than a dog alright.
Cats are independant, so why cant you just let hazel be in the house and roam.
Crap !
My mum is also upset okay
she wants hazel too!
so stop being the odd one out
and grumble over pets

they owe you nothing alright.

nvm,
at least now I know she's with a guy who loves her like crazy,
who is willing to find for her when she's lost even in midnight.
Irwin IS a good owner. =)

Then I guess I'll be going to his house more often.
HAZEL!
HERE I COME! =D

We let Hazel off.

She's at the void deck now.

I ran downstairs immediately,

she was so so so scared.

Gave her some food.

She still recognises me!

When she saw me, she just pounced onto me.

I couldnt control

I couldnt
And she felt my tears falling on her.

She's still downstairs !

Hahaha,

Irwin is accompanying her.

SHE LOVES IRWIN PLEASE.

everytime stick to him.

I think it's because Irwin has been there with her for almost the WHOLE day. =.=

Please tell me Irwin is crazy.

Haha.

I guess it's time to let go,

cos' Hazel is a cat,

she has to learn to survive.

And I realised she could actually play with Belle.

We finally let the 2 darlings meet just now,
since it'd be some sort the last time seeing each other.

They were chasing each other please!

hahaha.

I just pray,

no one will take Hazel away.

Hazel,

please be strong! dont let any other cats bully you,

or I'll just carry you home again.

I'll get to see you every morning,

you may be sleeping I guess.

Lil' Hazel,

you'll never be forgotten.

Dont forget you have us,

and

your husband, IRWIN! LOL.

=)

Went to the hospital to see my grandpa.

Then I saw this.

Yeah. I'm doing fine!

Keep going .

Yeah. ;D

My toe is SWELLING. =.=

It hurts luh.

Today's band prac

I couldnt even carry benches

Pathetic please =/

Going to clar's house tmr

quick quick

I cant wait for the competition on Monday

Ah, will we get in?

It's like we're alr in top 20!

Will we get in?

Will we?

Will we?

TOP 6! I WANT!

ROAR -

This is the first time Im typing such a long post.

Thanks to Amanda Yaw. =)

She's one lovely babe afterall.

Alright.

I miss my peanut.

Tell me when is the next time I'll be seeing her. =.=

And,

Happy Birthday Pye and Han Xuan! =D hahaha.

Enya - Only Time

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...
And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...
(interlude)
Who can say why your heart sighs,
As your love flies?
Only time...
And who can say why your heart cries,
When your love lies?
Only time...
(interlude)
Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be,
In your heart.
And who can say when the day sleeps,
If the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart...
(interlude)
Who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...
And who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...
Who knows?
Only time...
Who knows?
Only time...

Is that alright with you?

It's going to be another long night for me.

Handed the proposal and album today.
Finally.

Amanda and I rushed like crazy for the proposal,
and then brisk walked throughout the whole journey there.
We didnt know how to get there,
but thank god for our smart brains,
we got there in time.
I had to run arnd
with that broken toe.
I feel so pathetic.
Why am I doing this?
What for?
Will it benefit me?
Is it possible?

But I continued,
running
running
running

I've reached.

I was worried,
worried that the disc couldnt play,
worried that the proposal wasnt right,
worried that we werent up to standard.

They were impressed.

I dunno,
how far can we go with this.
Are they doing this to other groups too?
Or did they just want to make us feel confident?
Are they real?
Can we trust them?
Hahaha,
the society.

Met my lovelies.
I held back.
" Control, ruishan, control. "

10 mins passed

No,
not anymore.
Let's run.

Feel the most painful tear
trickle down your cheeks

Nobody can help.
Nobody.


Rather me dead.
I've dried up.
Let it be

ruishan
do this
ruishan
he can't complete
ruishan
please help
ruishan
can you finish it?
ruishan
I need you to help me
ruishan
he can't make it
ruishan
I have to leave
ruishan
help me complete
ruishan
sorry, you do okay
ruishan
can talk?
ruishan
I need to rant
ruishan
help me collect can
ruishan
teach them
ruishan
why you so sad
ruishan
complete by tonight
ruishan
jia you

ruishan
ruishan
ruishan
see ruishan in her own grave soon

whats next?
ruishan
you're dead
sorry

As usual,
Im still staying up late til now.
Having to live life of a cow
makes you feel as if you're jumping off a 100th storey building
and when you just keep falling
it's never ending

Why am I always the one?

Grrr.. -.-

I have a twisted toe.

And it's disgusting.

Got twisted for no apparent reason,

and it hurts like

real bad ! =(


I hve to hand in the proposal and album tmr at VA before 6pm.
but I have band,
and the cd is not burnt properly yet.
I end school at 230.
band starts at 130.
I cant even have my lunch

what more letting me out of school for ARC?

oh dear,
please,
may eveyrthing turn out so fine and beneficial.

I hate doing proposals,
and I really cant do business.

Tell me what do i do..
tmr tmr tmr.
fck.

I failed 5 subjects out of 8.
My parents didnt scold.
I was..
surprised?
But it's worrying
to hear just " okay, no more this kinda result slips next time ah. "
becos it makes me feel like they've alr given up on me

oh no

i'd better buck up

ruishan
please let go of other activities
and set your priorties
cos i suck at that !

broken toe,
you're kinda cute.

Finally
time for comp
Alright
I only have 22 mins

Here goes

Pictures!

Clarissa, carin and I had to go to 77th street at heeren at 8am to choose our clothes for the performance. hahaha. Fashion stylist, Danny, is very helpful person! I tell you, we were SO lost. The other teams were like already trying out their final outfits and we were like still stumbling and scratching heads. Lol!
Just take a look at Clarissa, she's DA GIRL. ><

Oh yes ! our main tops chosen. Of course, it's not -justlikethat-. =p haha, the whole outfit cant be posted ! ;D

Band concert yesterday. I felt that pinch in my heart. Had a bus-ride-talk with yanling. We talked about anything and everything about band.

"I will never want ppl arnd me to quit, cos I know they'll regret."

=)

Sometimes, when I think back, I wonder why am I still here. I've thought of leaving band so many times, but then again, why am I still here? And I just realised, I know I couldnt just leave like that, and I dont want to. It's just me.

Well, my mother talked to me about her working days last night. People can be of any character, horrible, troublesome, irritating, unreasonable.

" They will be SO nice to you, and you're like good friends. But when things happen, they're your enemies. Who cares whether you treat them well? They just want to keep themselves safe and good, who cares if you're good, who cares? "

And I almost lost my lil' kitten yesterday. Hazel, I'm so sorry, I've scared you. Mom, I know thousand apologies cant heal your disappointment. Yet time and time again, I've been forgiven. I'm such a stubborn kid. Kid.

Alright.

I overshot time.

I have to chase it back.

Bye guys !

thats supposed to be posted this morning.

okay.

Today carin and I went to school for recording.
It was good
But tiring
VERY tiring =(

Sigh
4 more days

please tell me I still have plenty of time

good things just dont happen to me

dang -

Come on

we can do this

24 hours multiply by 4 days..
96 hours!
That sounds like a huge number

oh yes

I believe we have enough time

Breathe

Breathe

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Alright.

Didnt go to school.

Slight fever.

Tmr is the recording of the drums, guitar, keyboard and vocals !

cant wait cant wait.

Gotta reach heeren by 8am.

After that theres the recording with mr ng.

And then band.

Hopefully the photos will be printed out properly.

Damn,

will everything be done by 12th march?

zzz..

Goner.

And yes !

Just a few more hours to Garfield's Birthday!

Carin, continue to be as nonsensical and brainless .

Haha, theres so much for us to do,

"we always stand behind"

well,

what else can we not be able to solve? ;D

Last but not least,

I love you! <3

Peanut, we HAFTA meet sooooooon ! =(

Look at the time now



2.13am

Im so tired
But I have to finish my work

Anyone wants tickets to amkss band concert?

Tests tests and more tests
Please be over soon


Yeah,


I'm halfway there


Hang on a lil more

See you at the finishing line.




Im desperate for sleep.
Desperate.



I wont be blogging that much nowadays,
so I post to you this picture
in any case if you forgot how I look like .

Having to face the computer for long hours

SUCKS.

I just got home.

Breathe Rui Shan
Breathe

I love arc
Gets me so excited
And it teaches me time management

Yay
12 march 12 march
12 noon 12 noon

MuggaMummies !
We gotta win this
JIA YOU ! ;D



Live your life
to the fullest

And I know
I am