ruishannn

Is that alright with you?

It's going to be another long night for me.

Handed the proposal and album today.
Finally.

Amanda and I rushed like crazy for the proposal,
and then brisk walked throughout the whole journey there.
We didnt know how to get there,
but thank god for our smart brains,
we got there in time.
I had to run arnd
with that broken toe.
I feel so pathetic.
Why am I doing this?
What for?
Will it benefit me?
Is it possible?

But I continued,
running
running
running

I've reached.

I was worried,
worried that the disc couldnt play,
worried that the proposal wasnt right,
worried that we werent up to standard.

They were impressed.

I dunno,
how far can we go with this.
Are they doing this to other groups too?
Or did they just want to make us feel confident?
Are they real?
Can we trust them?
Hahaha,
the society.

Met my lovelies.
I held back.
" Control, ruishan, control. "

10 mins passed

No,
not anymore.
Let's run.

Feel the most painful tear
trickle down your cheeks

Nobody can help.
Nobody.


Rather me dead.
I've dried up.
Let it be

ruishan
do this
ruishan
he can't complete
ruishan
please help
ruishan
can you finish it?
ruishan
I need you to help me
ruishan
he can't make it
ruishan
I have to leave
ruishan
help me complete
ruishan
sorry, you do okay
ruishan
can talk?
ruishan
I need to rant
ruishan
help me collect can
ruishan
teach them
ruishan
why you so sad
ruishan
complete by tonight
ruishan
jia you

ruishan
ruishan
ruishan
see ruishan in her own grave soon

whats next?
ruishan
you're dead
sorry