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RE rocks.
MDC rocks.
TSD too, I think. LOL

It's been a really long time since I published a decent post. TSD is now a bitch in my life that is stopping me from doing so many things I hate it so much but at the same time, I love it. You know, that love-hate relationship?
Anyway, before I continue bullshitting my way through and attempt to create a longer post...

I need to post something about MDC.

I've dedicated all my time and effort into this club omg I swear it's a million times more than that of when I was in amkss band hahaha. Yeah, it's really amazing how passion can really push you to your limits and force you to work your ass off in order to for yourself to have that ability or even qualities to continue having that passion. Y'know, life now isn't all that free and easy now. It's not that passion doesn't work in life but it does have its restrictions. There are so many different forces in life that shape the way you look at how far passion can bring you, and I believe every single one of us have our own reasons why we believe in it or not. So, I don't blame you if you aren't a passion-driven person like me, don't worry. (I've digressed a lot)

MDC made me really demoralized sometimes. I realized so many (ugly) things about myself and I must say that Eugene Koh really taught me quite a lot. This club means so much to me because I have gained so much more than what I thought I would, despite the demanding schedules and the "eating and sleeping - optional" days. It gave me the chance to learn prioritizing again, which was a big problem for me in sec sch. I guess I've managed to handle it better this time, of course with the guidance of my mom and sis (as always) :p

Yeah of course theres all the politics, gossips, conflicts, bitching that went on during the course of this journey.. and it was never resolved (and I don't mind it being unresolved actually, because you know some things just can't be altered HAHAHA), I've made the best of friends and funniest people on earth that I can never expect to exist LOL.

I'm already starting to miss the club because of that TSD bitch in my life. I hate that feeling :( It's like something so close, so part of me, being taken out of me just like that without a reason, without a warning. Yes it's getting emo I'm sorry, but I really find it sour to accept the fact that it's time to step down and watch your juniors take over. I need to be busy again. I want to crack my brains like mad again just to get my members bonded. I want to stay in the studio til really late just to get the choreo done. I am tired, really. But I think it's like what Emen Low said, it's definitely all worth. Don't ask why, I don't know. I just know that this is what I want to do.

MDC has been part of me for about a year, but right now it feels like it's been a lifetime. The company was great, especially the support from sum and young. I don't know where I can actually find 2 teachers as "on" and playful as them. MDC is really blessed to have them. Really freaking blessed.

Never have I regretted joining MDC, and never will I forget my journey there. Although time and circumstances aren't allowing me to keep up with you guys, I know my memory will never fade and it'll always be this strong.
Of course, it's because of MDC, I have found the love of my life, Eugene Koh :)

Sum & young, I'm truly grateful for your support, time and effort you've put in for all of us.

Thank you so much, MDC.

(teary eyes *.* LOL!!!)

Sigh, ok back to work -.- *slaps myself back to reality*