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TSD A Levels practical is just about 6 days away and I'm freaking out already. I don't feel prepared at all and am pretty much intimidated by the other JCs, sigh! :( I guess even if I'm given 1 more month, I would still be saying the same thing. We're becoming so dependant on deadlines, aren't we?
Once tsd practical is over, SA results are gonna be out. I'm gonna meet all my S & U friends :) Then that is when I will whine and die. No. The sad thing is, you CAN'T die. You have to survive. Even if you desperately want to die, you are only allowed to die next year when you get your results. How encouraging.

(As you can see) I am feeling very awful now because of what I predict and it is stupid but I cannot help it. I am not pessimistic. I am simply facing reality and acknowledging that I am gonna be pretty screwed up for the next two weeks to come.

I need motivation and courage :( I need MC. yes MCsssss of course!!! I heard the school called some polyclinics to encourage doctors to avoid giving tpjcians MCs though. They're leaving us with no alternatives :) thank you school I will commit suicide due to stress k (Y)

I'm talking cock already. Oh btw I was really pissed with the Holland VS Brazil match because Holland = Smelly. They can win the soccer-drama award. Didnt deserve to win. Anyhow whack. Knock here and there. Referee bias. etc etc
whatever it's over. my cute ghana team is also out of semi finals :( they're the cutest team ever. I like (Y)

Oh yes. After TSD prac is over, I'm gonna start dancing again, like once every week. I don't know what I am going to do. But I feel that I need to do something. I'm not gonna study every fucking day and let my body rot. So gross I cannot stand flabby body. I feel old I don't like the stone stone feeling you geddit you geddit. Anyway, as I was saying, yes I want to dance. Go for open classes or something. Try to choreograph or something? Idk... just start on something. I've been stuck at the noob level for a relatively long time.

Anyone wanna join me? (honestly I dont think anyone cares about dancing now cos it's all about the books) Anyone anyone? (I'm still quite hopeful :D)

but nvm.. Either way I'll still start. Not waiting for you slowpokes to reply me. And I shall make that my motivation to marry the books.

Wrote my SGC. Is like the -boost-self-confidence-time- y'know. Not bad. Good feeling. Let's write more SGC-s. HAHAHAHA