ruishannn

Although school days are beginning to suck more and more because A lvls are so fucking near (and I'm not studying hard yet, let's not talk about it), life seems to be much better and happier with friends like Melody, Shu Yi, Rachel Boo and Eugene Koh.

These people really make me look forward to school and really persevere through this crappy shitty fucked up mug to the max period. It's amazing, really. I hope I can keep these people with me together with my family for the rest of my life and lead happy lives ahead.

Hahaha speaking of which, we tried learning the Miss A's Bad Girl Good Girl dance together! Honestly, my friends all can secretly dance, all scam me! They learn really fast!!! Ah, that half an hour of -dance with best friends to break free of school work- was awesome. Felt so relaxed and energetic after that! It is always always always meaningful to dance with somebody you treasure/love.

Alright, mushy stuff aside! I shall not sound like some retarded Miss Universe wannabe and be grateful and want peace right. Ok here comes the negative/screwed up part HAHAHAHAHA

YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I FUCKING HATE HOMEWORK NOW?

BECAUSE IT FEELS LIKE THE TEACHERS JUST WANNA GET THEIR JOB DONE AND MAKE US COMPLETE LIKE 10 ESSAYS IN A WEEK WTF CAN?!

ok I may be exaggerating but considering I have 3H2 and 1H1, and all except math has lotsa essay writing.... so it IS possible! Which makes it fucking depressing.

And guess what?

WE HAVE TO FINISH THE HW OR WE GET CHASED OUT OF CLASS.

So tell me,

if we get chased out of class, ARENT WE FUCKING WASTING TIME IN SCHOOL? might as well study at home right.

And it's not like we're given reasonable amount of time to complete the essays! Write arguments no need think one issit. Think no need energy one issit. PLUS, my pen inks are finishing up like ultra fast it's so annoying!!! >:(

(yah you must be thinking: then you should just stop blogging and do your work)

My response: NABEH, lao niang machine ah? I need to rest right?!?!?!?!

-pardon me if I sound like ah lian but I really need to whine hahaha pls let me be-

AND!!!!

after we get chased out of class, we have to copy the corrections.

You tell me

FOR WHAT???

It's like adding on to our hw pile (which does not benefit us/ help us learn more).

WHAT

THE

SHIT

-honestly- if copying works, I'd be scoring like single digit for my O lvls ok.

Schools ARE training us to be photostating machines. Sorry hor not everyone's ambitious is to be that please!

DON'T try to reason out with me that we must face it/ or that I'm finding excuses ok I will really make sure you die a horrible death (you know I'm kidding right)

it's really quite tiring and it makes me hate studying more when I don't understand wtf I'm writing.

BUT!!!!

(not trying to act wise here)

I think it is only through all these crap,

I'd learn to appreciate/ treasure the people we have with us along this tough journey, and force myself to do things that I do not like/ does not go my way.

Well whether right or wrong, I guess it's always better to conclude your thoughts in an optimistic way, because not only will it make your day better, it'll make others around you happier as well.

You gotta agree?

If you don't then you really will die a horrible death LOL